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[mjruiz]

Oh god please don’t.

Don’t try to harden up.

I know it hurts to tumble down.

I know your body aches and your heart hurts.

I know it’s embarrassing to be the only one that cares.

But the look of kindness in your eyes is enough for me to hope.

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"Witches' Night" is here!

May Day Eve (Apr 30) is Walpurgisnacht (Walpurgis Night) across parts of Europe.

Known as "the other Halloween", it's a time when witches and evil spirits take to the skies for a little mischief.

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Literally my favorite ‘school for little vampires!’ fanart!!!

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find dis @snuffysbox base on pinterest and omg its them 

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I heard love is maddening.

Wanting.

Abrasive.

But I think love is the offhanded comment I made of wanting brioche bread and finding a loaf in the bread box the next day.

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I’m a good boy.

I sit when I’m told.

I’m allowed to sit on the couch.

I take the treats under the table.

I don’t bite.

I never bite.

It hurts mommy.

It hurts mommy.

I don’t want to do this anymore.

Please. Mommy make it stop.

The taste of the bubbles on my tongue is bitter.

I smell bitter.

I’m scared.

I don’t want to bite.

Make it stop, mommy.

Make it stop, please mommy.

I’m biting and I don’t want to.

- the very best boy

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Raskolnikov's room

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Cain the first murderer, the first killer, the first brother.

Cain who was shocked at the sight of blood.

Cain who begged his brother to get up.

Cain who held his brother to his chest.

Cain who killed his brother not knowing what killing was.

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My teeth feel sharp

They sink deep in your heart

It will be scarred

And when you depart

I’ll always be there, sweetheart

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I CONSUME ALL THE POISONOUS LOVE YOU GIVE ME LIKE A STARVING DOG

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THE DOG CANNOT SEE THE HANDS REACHING FOR IT, IF THE DOG IS ONLY PAYING ATTENTION TO THE PERSON WALKING AWAY

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YOU LOVE ME LIKE GOD

I STAY TRUE TO YOU LIKE A DOG

YOU FORGIVE LIKE MY MOTHER

AND IM THE ONE WHO SUFFERS

YOU CARRY HATE LIKE MY FATHER

AND IM THE ONE WHO GETS INJURED

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO LEAVES

AND IM THE ONE WHO PLEADS

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Issac screams in the night.

He wakes up panting and fire ignited.

He grits his teeth and feels the urge to bite.

He is made up of his father’s faith and his God’s spite.

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I rip open my stomach.

I allow you to see all the dirtiest parts of me.

You smile and tell me you love me.

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Maybe it was because I’ve never been held

But the heat from your skin is scorching