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mobiuss1ut · 3 years

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Insatiable*

🥵🥵🤤🤤💦💦 welp I’m going to need to take a cold shower after this one!! The imagine for this request came from the wonderful and amazing @sexyme84 and I really hope they like this one as much as I enjoyed writing it. I also hope the rest of y’all naughty readers like it!! Let me know in the comments!! Remember my inbox is always open!! Heart! Reblog! Enjoy! XOXO

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It was a vacation that couldn’t honestly get any worse for you. Everything seemed to be going wrong. No matter what you did something happened, and you were brought to your breaking point.

That’s why you were currently sat at the bar drinking your stress away. Everyone else looked to be having fun. It made you jealous with envy, but you were trying to turn things around. You were determined to find a decent looking man to take you back to his to have his way with you.

Tossing back the last of your drink you nodded at the bartender for another round. He smiled back at you before getting your drink mixed. Handing it to you with a wink. Of course you rolled your eyes knowing you were trying to get drunk enough to possibly take someone home.

Sipping on your drink you felt a warm presence take a seat next to you. Turning your head you found the most gorgeous man you have ever laid eyes on. You couldn’t help but stare at him in awe.

“Hi how you doin?” He smirked at you knowing he just caught you ogling.

“Oh hi. I’m good how are you?” You tried to play it cool but you stuttered pretty bad on your words.

He just laughed at how nervous you just now became. He quickly ordered his drink which the bartender quickly poured him a beer handing it to him the man giving him a nod. He turned his body back towards you.

“Not too bad can’t complain. What’s an exquisite woman like yourself doing alone at the bar?” He asked you and his words made your thighs clench at the sound of his voice.

“Uh well I’ve had a pretty shitty day and I just wanted to drown the day away in alcohol.” You answered honestly which made him chuckle. You of course didn’t want to say anything about sex not wanting to scare him off.

He found your honesty kind of a turn on.

“I’m Chris by the way.” Even his name matched with his looks. He reached his hand out for you to shake which you did. His large hands holding your sweaty ones hoping he wouldn’t notice.

“Y/N.” He smiled at your name and you found yourself already ready to take this man home.

The two of you sat at the bar continuing to talk about life. Having already had a couple things in common, and talking about those. The both of you just recently getting out of toxic relationships, and you explained that’s why you took this vacation was to treat yourself, and get away.

You found yourself feeling tipsy. The longer you stared at this man the more you wanted him. The way his blue eyes were staring straight into yours. How concentrated he looked whenever you were speaking.

His arms bulging through his shirt making your mouth water. The way he would lick his lips when he would talk, and you tried not to look down at his crotch when he would adjust himself against the seat.

“So Y/N, tell me why you really are here?” His question threw you off guard remembering you already told him.

That’s when you noticed the smirk on his face, and you realized he already knew. There was no hiding what you really wanted anymore. You found yourself gulping trying to think of what to say to this handsome specimen. Maybe he wanted the same thing.

“I really just wanted to relax and forget about today.” Your voice got slightly quieter trying your best to lie but he saw straight through you.

“Really cause I don’t believe you.” He said as he scooted his chair closer to you your eyes widening trying not to freak out.

“I think you came here wanting to find someone to help you forget about today.” He was spot on. His eyes glazed over and were being clouded with lust which made your stomach flutter.

He took your silent response as his answer which made him grin even bigger.

“Well as it just so happens I’ve got a house on the beach just right down the way, and I would be more than happy to help you forget about today.” His words made you almost whimper. Not believing that a man like this wanted to take a woman like you back to his.

Giving him a nod unable to speak he pulled out a wad of cash slamming it onto the table before grabbing your hand. Leading you out to his car opening the door on the passenger side, and jogging over to the drivers side. He seemed just as eager as you if not more.

The liquor was definitely doing its thing as you sat in the car trying not to jump him right there. Your panties were soaked by now, and you just wanted him to rip them off.

Pulling up in his driveway you arrived at his fancy beach front house. Getting out following him to the door to which he quickly unlocked. Your nerves were all over the place never having really gone home with a stranger before.

Soon as the door shut behind you he grabbed your upper arm pinning you against the wall. Your eyes were wide and mouth agape. His eyes were dark full of hunger, and your body was melting in his hold. Leaning his head so close you could smell his cologne and beer. It was an intoxicating smell.

“You look good enough to eat baby.” He groaned into your ear kissing just right below the lobe making you moan. You could feel his bulge pressing into you making your panties now drenched at this point.

Kissing down your neck and shoulders your skin tingling with each lingering kiss. Getting down onto his knees pushing the ends of your dress up to your hips. Almost growling when he saw you were wearing lace panties moving them slowly down your legs. Lifting your feet so he could take them off and toss them to the side.

Licking his lips when he saw your glistening pussy all on display. You watched his every move waiting for him to do something. For right now he was admiring what was in front of him.

“Chris please do something.” You cried out desperate to feel his tongue on you.

Without another word he leaned his head forward his mouth attaching to your pussy. His tongue rapidly moving up and down your folds. Your hands gripped onto his hair making him groan. The vibrations tingling your pussy making your insides clench.

“Oh god.” You squealed as his tongue swirled around your clit in figure eight motions.

His hands stayed glued to your thighs as he moved his tongue from your clit to your folds. Slobbering all over your lower area slurping and sucking your sweet nectar. He would glance up at you to see your head leaned back against the wall. Eyes closed and mouth wide open as he ate you out.

The sounds he was making and the noises coming from your pussy had you feeling flustered. If you were just a little bit drink you would have been embarrassed, but right now you found it so hot and it made you want more.

His tongue felt like magic, and it made you wonder what his cock would feel like. Thrusting his tongue inside you his nose brushing against your clit heightening the pleasure. If it wasn’t for the wall and his hands you would have probably fallen to the ground.

Your legs were shaking and trembling, and you felt that fire in the pit of your stomach. Your moan and ecstasy echoing around the room. Grinding your hips against his mouth wanting to feel more of him. Quickly stopping what he was doing making you open your eyes and look down at him.

“As delicious as you are I want to feel you cum around my cock.” He wiped your juices from around his lips and chin.

Staying frozen to the wall breathing heavily he picked you up and carried you across the way taking you into his room. Your lips on his the whole way wanting to feel every bit of his skin on yours. You could already feel some slight sweat forming on your neck.

Tossing you onto the bed he quickly pulled the rest of your clothes off his eyes on your body. He was rash to rid himself of his clothes as well. You leaned up on your elbows spreading your legs on purpose giving him a front row view. He just growled smirking at you as he pushed his boxers down.

His cock slapping against his stomach and your eyes almost popped out of your head. Chris was absolutely thick and long making you nervous you wouldn’t be able to take him all the way, but you wanted to feel him inside of you.

Crawling onto the bed grabbing your legs putting them up in the air, and over his shoulders. One of his hands grabbing onto the base of his cock pumping himself a few times before he slammed right into you with no warning. Your hands gripping onto his upper thigh.

“Fuck fuck shit.” You screamed as you felt your pussy adjusting to him as he filled you to the brim.

“Taking my cock so well sweetheart.” He snarled as he snapped his hips into yours making you jolt.

Leaning your head back against the covers as he pounding himself roughly into you. His skin slapping against yours making a clapping sound. It didn’t take long until his cock found your sweet spot making you scream his name. You felt entirely full as he inched his cock deeper inside of you. His balls slapping into you every time he pushed forward.

“That’s right baby say my name. Whose fucking you so good.” His words had your toes curling and thighs squeezing around his neck.

You looked down where you two were connected and watched as his enormous cock was slipping in and out of you. Your juices coating his cock making it so much easier for him to slam inside of you. The veins in his neck were protruding, and you just wanted to lean forward and kiss them.

Watching as your breasts bounced up and down leaning his head down his lips attached to your nipple. Twirling the bud around his tongue sucking on it making you whine. He did the same thing to the other nipple, and he made sure to pay attention to your entire body.

Pushing himself back up he grabbed onto your ankles and used them as leverage to thrust faster and harder into you. His eyes on you the whole time never once moving them away. It felt so intimate and personal like he wanted you to know he wanted you to feel good. It was all surreal you were just thankful you went to the bar.

He found a fast rhythm and rocked into your body the headboard hitting the wall. Your pussy kept clenching around him as you felt yourself approaching your orgasm. He felt it too cause he started to slow down, and was leaning over to the side in his drawers looking for something.

Pulling out this little purple device that you couldn’t quite see. He hit a switch cause it started to vibrate, and it dawned on you what he just brought out. He literally pulled out a clit vibrator, and this had you squealing. You never thought he would be into that, but you could tell he was waiting for someone to come along so he could use this.

“Oh god fucking shit like that.” If he had neighbors they would definitely be able to tell what was going on in this room.

Attaching it to your clit while he was still thrusting into you the sensations becoming overwhelming. Watching your face as you clenched your jaw small noises coming out. Your head felt like it was spinning, and you were becoming clouded with pure pleasure. Between the vibrations of the little toy, and his thick cock pounding into you you didn’t know which to focus on.

“Cum for me sweetheart.” He whispered as he leaned down close to your ear.

Keeping the little device on your clit not moving it as he snapped his cock hard and fast into you. It didn’t take long before you felt your insides clenching, and your entire body trembling. Closing your eyes as you mouth was wide open no sounds coming out as your orgasm washed over you. Your chest heaving up and down from your intense orgasm.

Couple thrusts later and you felt Chris’s cock twitching inside of you, and you knew he was close. Pulling his cock out tugging on it a few times before he spilled his seed all over your stomach groaning as his cum dripped out of tip. You just laid there taking your finger and scooping some up lifting it to your mouth taking a taste. Moaning around your finger just to tease him.

“Such a dirty girl.” He smirked down at your still shaking body, and you just giggled feeling super good already ready for a second round. Even though you were sore and tired this man awoke something inside of you, and you wanted more.

Laying down beside you his chest heaving up and down his chest covered in sweat. The air in the room was thick with sexual tension. It seemed like this was something the two of you have wanted for quite some time.

“Are you ready for round two?” Your voice spoke up making him turn towards you in shock you weren’t done with him yet.

Grinning at you grabbing your waist pulling you on top of him making you gasp. His hands on your hips his already now erect cock pressing against your pussy a shiver running along your spine his grin returning at how ready you were.

“You are insatiable.” He growled before you slammed your hips down onto his cock. It was going to be a very good vacation after all.

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Taglist for anything Chris Evans:

@denisemarieangelina

@kyrarose16

@patzammit

@tvckerlance

If you wish to be added to any type of tag list don’t hesitate to ask me☺️

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mobiuss1ut · 3 years

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I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe.

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Distractions;

Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts.

-Draw something

-This website translates the time into colours.

-Create your own galaxy.

-Play flowing.

-Make a 3D line travel where ever you like.

-Listen to music.

-Calm.

-Ocean mood, do nothing for two minutes.

Sleep issues;

- 8 hour sleep music.

-Rainy mood.

-Meditation.

-Coping with nightmares.

-How to cope with nightmares, 11 steps.

-Calm

-Foods that can affect your sleeping, both positive and negatively.

Uncomfortable with silence;

-Rainy mood.

-10 hours of rain and thunder.

-3 hours of rain and thunder.

-Human heartbeat.

-Rainforest.

-Sound of rain on a tin roof.

-Autumn wind.

-Rain on a tent

-Traffic in the rain.

-Soft traffic.

-Fan.

-Train.

-Simply noise.

-My noise.

-Rainy cafe.

Anxiety;

-How to stop worrying.

-Tips to manage anxiety and stress.

-The 10 best ever anxiety management techniques.

-Self-help strategies for anxiety.

-Helping a friend with anxiety.

-All about worrying.

-8 myths about anxiety.

Sad, angry and depressed/depression;

-“I’m always sad”

-Feeling sad.

-Going through trauma.

-“I’m always angry”.

-Anger management.

-All about anger.

-National helplines and websites.

-Self-help strategies for depression.

-Dealing with depression at work.

-Dealing with depression at school.

Isolation and loneliness;

-Pets and mental health.

-All about loneliness.

-“I feel so alone”

-10 more ideas to help with loneliness.

-How to deal with loneliness.

Self-harm;

-Alternatives to self-harm and distraction techniques.

-146 things to do besides self-harm.

-More alternatives to self-harm.

-Self-harm alternatives.

-How to take care of self-harm wounds/injuries.

-Getting rid of scars.

Addiction;

-How to help a friend with a drug addiction.

-What is addiction?

-All about alcohol and addiction.

-The facts about drug addiction.

Eating disorders;

-Helping a friend with an eating disorder.

-Eating disorder treatments.

-Support services for eating disorders.

-Self-help tips with eating disorders.

-Eating disorder recovery.

-Recovering from an eating disorder.

-100+ reasons to recover.

-Understanding and managing eating disorders.

Dealing with self-hatred;

-3 ways to ease self-loathing.

-How to turn self-hatred into self-compassion.

-Self-hatred resources.

-10 step plan to deal with self-hate.

Suicidal;

-International suicide hotlines (1) (2)

-Preventing suicide.

-Reasons to stay alive.

-Dealing with suicidal thoughts and feelings.

-Coping with suicidal ideation.

Schizophrenia;

-All about schizophrenia.

-Helping a person with schizophrenia.

-Understanding and dealing with schizophrenia.

-Delusions and hallucinations.

OCD;

-Managing your OCD at home.

-Overcoming OCD.

-How to cope with OCD.

-Strategies for dealing with the anxious moments.

Borderline personality disorder;

-Helping someone with BPD.

-All about personality disorders.

-Treatment for BPD.

Abuse;

-Healthy relationships VS abusive relationships.

-Emotional abuse

-Overcoming sexual abuse.

-Hotlines services.

-5 ways to escape an abusive relationship.

-Domestic violence support.

-Signs of an abusive relationship.

-What do to if you’re in an abusive relationship.

-Surviving abuse.

-What you can do if you’re sexual harassed.

-Sexual assault support.

-What to do if you’ve been sexually assaulted or abused.

Bullying;

-How to stand up against bullying.

-How to protect yourself when it comes to cyber bullying.

-How to help stop people bullying you.

Loss and grief;

-How to cope with a suicide of a loved one.

-Grieving for a stranger.

-Common reactions to death.

-Working through grief.

(Other loss and grief)

-Moving away from friends and family.

-Coping with a breakup.

Getting help;

-Seeking help early.

-All about psychological treatments.

-Types of help.

-All about age and confidentiality.

Things you need to remember;

- Don’t stress about being fixed because you’re not broken.

-Remember to remind yourself of your accomplishments. Tell yourself that you’re proud of yourself, even if you’re not.

- This is temporary. You won’t always feel like this.

-You are not alone.

-You are enough.

-You are important.

-You are worth it.

-You are strong.

-You are not a failure,

-Good people exist.

-Reaching out shows strength.

-Breathe.

-Don’t listen to the thoughts that are not helping you.

-Give yourself credit.

-Don’t be ashamed of your emotions, for the good or bad ones.

-Treat yourself the same way as you would treat a good friend.

-Focus on the things you can change.

-Let go of toxic people.

-You don’t need to hide, you’re allowed to feel the way you do.

-Try not to beat yourself up.

-Something is always happening, you don’t want to miss out on what’s going to happen next.

-You are not a bother.

-Your existence is more than your appearance.

-You are smart.

-You are loved.

-You are wanted.

-You are needed.

-Better days are coming.

-Just because your past is dark, doesn’t mean your future isn’t bright.

-You have more potential than you think.

- Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.

Please remember to look after yourself and know that you are more than worth it and you deserve to be happy. Keep smiling butterflies x

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mobiuss1ut · 3 years

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Do you beat yourself up for not being able to restrict "as well" as you used to? Or because in the past you were able to force yourself to work out obsessively and now you just can't? Or because you used to be the best liar ever and now you suck at it? Do you consider yourself a failure because right now you're struggling with intrusive thoughts but cannot bring yourself to perform the disordered behaviors that used to do the trick to keep your mind at some sort of ease? Do you sometimes feel like you were faking your ED all along because you don't look nor consistently act like you do struggle with an ED anymore? Do you consider yourself too big, too lazy, too indulgent, too weak to have an ED? Do you feel like you don't get to feel scared of food or gaining weight or losing control now that everyone assumes you're "fixed" and "healthy"?

Because I do.

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mobiuss1ut · 3 years

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Just because the food is there does not mean you have to eat it.

Just because you’ve been offered food, does not mean you have to say yes and accept it.

Just because you’re craving an unhealthy food, does not mean you have to go out and buy it.

There are always other options for better results. The choice is always yours, and you decide your outcome.

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mobiuss1ut · 3 years

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Those cookies aren’t worth it

Those chips aren’t worth it

That drink isn’t worth it

Those extra calories aren’t worth it

You’ve done so well. You’ve gone so far.

A little fuck up will RUIN you.

It’ll ruin your progress.

It’ll ruin your motivation.

It’ll ruin all those daily accomplishments that you’ve been working so hard for these last couple of days

And worst of all

It’ll lead to a binge

Because might as well, right?

Then you’ll hate yourself even more

And give up and go back to how you were before

And all that progress you’ve made will go down the drain

All because of a single craving

So don’t do it.

Don’t satisfy what you’ve been thinking about these past couple of hours.

Chug some water and wait for it to go away

Or sleep it off

But don’t give in

Because then you’ll feel so much better knowing you beat the living SHIT out of that craving

Because now you’re even closer to that goal you’ve been working so hard for

And with every victory

Whether it be BIG or small

You’ll find it to be so much more easier to get to where you want to be

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mobiuss1ut · 4 years

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Being at a “normal” / healthy weight, with a healthy BMI is so weird. You’re not fat, but you’re not skinny either.

You have an eating disorder, but you invalidate yourself because you feel like you’re faking it since you’re not skinny enough to have a severe problem.

Feeling like a disgrace to the ana community which consists of beautiful skinny people - people you don’t belong among.

Feeling guilty for reblogging all these thinspo posts because your illness is not “real enough”.

Wondering why tf you’re ALWAYS cold when your body has plenty of fat to keep you warm.

Wondering why you feel dizzy when you skip another meal when your body l i t e r a l l y has enough stored energy to keep you “fed” for days.

Being in love with skinny jeans and oversized hoodies but they make you look fat and skinny at the same time somehow? How is that even possible???

Having your collar bones visible, but they’re not poking out of your skin enough, not the way they do on all these thinspo pics.

Feeling disgusted and ashamed to leave your house every time you get bloated, because, from a normal semi-flat stomach, you go to an 8-month-pregnant woman with twins.

Feel free to add more

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mobiuss1ut · 4 years

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some really good insights into coffee and fasting from my fasting app!!!!

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mobiuss1ut · 4 years

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how to stop binging and successfully lose weight once and for all

i think the biggest takeaway i’ve gotten from all these endless diets is that the ‘restriction mentality’ is the inevitable downfall of basically all of my weight loss plans.

i define this 'restriction mentality’ as that feeling of dissatisfaction when dieting, and that dissatisfaction is what eventually leads to binging or just giving up entirely.

when you’re on a diet, you will eventually end up facing a time where you look at that bar of chocolate and say fuck it. then your brain tells you “hey, you never know when you can have this again. better eat all of it… along with that bag of chips… and a couple of donuts…and how about pizza for dinner?”. you later regret that binge so you discipline yourself even further, which leads to more binging.

this is the inevitable cycle a 'restriction mentality’ will bring you.

so how exactly can we still successfully diet if dieting is an inevitable cycle of restrict and binge?

quite simply, we must satisfy that 'restriction mentality’.

when i had an ed, i had plans upon plans of detailed meals, calculating calories to the fucking tenth decimal. these were all healthy meal plans like salad, or smoothies, or those disgusting shirataki noodles.

what i failed to include however, was planned satisfaction.

i was so strict with myself, i never planned to indulge in anything that wasn’t conventionally considered diet food.

this. this was my downfall.

now, i know i cannot successfully diet without planning meals that allow me indulge. so instead, i have planned indulgent dinners and planned desserts.

yup. you heard me right. this is a diet where i can have dessert.

personally, i am a person who can fast all day but will fail once it hits dinner. i am an unfortunate individual who refuses to sleep if i am still hungry.

so that’s what i do. i planned indulgent savoury dinners alongside indulgent sweet desserts every single night. through the day i basically fast until noon and have a health smoothie for lunch.

this isn’t a specific schedule you have to follow by. if you are a person who can live without dinner but dies without a good breakfast, then just change it up.

have a full stack of pancakes with a side of bacon. hell, throw in a glass of orange juice too. then later you can diet with restricting health food while feeling satisfied.

another important thing to note to beat that 'restriction mentality’ is whenever that voice comes up and says “i want to eat that. when will i ever get to eat that again” ..you now have that planned indulgent meal so you can respond… “tomorrow. i can have that chocolate cake or spicy ramen or ice cream. i can have all that tomorrow during my time of planned satisfaction”.

and this is basically how i ended up losing 17lbs. sure it took me over 6 months to achieve this. but after losing and regaining those same 10lbs for 3 years alongside an ed…this was godsend.

i’m still on my weight loss journey, i’m nowhere near the end. but for the first time, i no longer have to worry about binging and i’m constantly satisfied.

i know eds tell you that you have to lose weight as fast as you can so you can be skinny af by the next day. but slap yourself back into reality for a moment and realise that’s never gonna happen. those 'ed success stories’ you keep hearing about? yeah well… they’ve either all binged themselves back or are fucking miserable.

do you want to have a maintainable weight loss while feeling happy and satisfied or be skinny and fucking miserable for it?

i know which one i’m choosing. trust me as someone whose suffered through this for 3 years, it never gets better. even when you’ve hit your gw and you look snatched af, you’re constantly moody and irritable with hunger… it’s just not worth it.

…didn’t really mean for this to be a get help or fucking rest in peace post but you get the idea. just be happy. diet while satisfied and happy = skinny while satisfied and happy.

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