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questioning kins is such a pain </3 also howdy! been a lil while

hope you're doing alright!

our questioning list just grows longer lmao, doesnt help that a lot overlap too

have a nice week!

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Hiya ! Same tho, my kinlist as a whole keeps getting bigger and there's still a ton I dunno about yet. I seriously need to update the kinlist on this blog, but I think im gonna move the fnaf and pokemon kins over onto other blogs, so I'm waiting to get those up and running.

It's so hard to kinfirm some of this stuff, I legit sometimes just wake up in the morning and go "omg wait I'm ethan from pokemon-" and then I may or may not get hit with a shift and or memories like fjfjddj

Atp idc tho lmao. I know what I am so I just gotta figure out a bunch of the rest.

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Me when I get hit with new memories that might be a grass type pokemon trainer source but I can't tell if im canon or not cause no one has the two pokemon I do remember 🫠

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Looking at my questioning list makes me wonder if I'm overthinking stuff or I'm just conceptkin of certain things or i really am accurate at least in some of these

Doesn't help one that I was starting to question like two days ago I ended up getting memories and a shift for so it's like, welp.

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Hm

I might do that thing some kin blogs do and make different blogs themed around certain kins or Fandoms, cause atp my list is getting longer by the week. I keep discovering stuff djdndndn

Mostly saying that cause my list is getting long and I wanna make themes around my other kins, but I don't wanna get rid of the mickey theme fjdndn

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alright my mental illness is visible again

for now

i'm bored of fixing it tonight so that's what you get

who knows, may start posting on here again. dunno.

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if i don't fall asleep again, i may fix up my pages when i get home. thing's got changed around.

turns out the reason my sad mouse kin is so confusing is cause it's like- multiple. yeah, i wasn't delusional (/lh) thinking they were all me. they are me. go figure ig :/

memories are definitely confusing still but some make sense now.

yeah.

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hey, mickey, hope youre doing okay. have you seen vibingleaf's (youtube) "mouse.avi Re-Take"? very good video. its a retake, so there are things different from the original story, but i thought of you when i saw it the first time. :]

oh hiya !! sorry i haven't been checking this blog often, i've been doing a lot of my ramblings on discord oops. but i've been doing good! learned more and more stuff about me so that's fun!

i have seen that video! and aaa ???jdjfdjjf that makes me happy you thought of me!! i'm honestly so glad there's new sad mouse videos coming out, i love seeing people's different takes on the story, and sometimes it helps discover memories.

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Being sad in this shift feels weird but ig this is supposed to be my "normal"

But wow I can actually behave myself and not go crazy now

,,,granted it took me being SAD to do that but oh well

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˚ ༘♡ ·˚꒰#570 Hisuian Zorua꒱ ₊˚ˑ༄

⇢ ˗ˏˋ A once-departed soul, returned to life in Hisui. Derives power from resentment, which rises as energy atop its head and takes on the forms of foes. In this way, Zorua vents lingering malice. ࿐ྂ

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hmmm i know it's really not, but is it bad that i feel uncomfortable with people "kinning" me?

not like, other mickey doubles, cause i'm fine with that! i just mean like, if they're just doing it for fun. i dunno i don't wanna judge people, but it really feels like people pretending to be me,,,

i dunno just makes me iffy until they say certain things that make me go "oh okay it's legit they're taking this seriously". is that bad ??? 😭

oh also same for sad mouse, in fact i'd say it's worse for that one. i get very testy and weird in that shift anyway, and i've already seen people joke about kinning sad mouse (like obvious joke, which pushed multiple buttons) so yeah, i just don't like it fjfjgjg

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I know it's been a hot minute since I've posted but in case you're wondering how bad I am at being human still, I legit just pawed at my manager to get her attention like a cat cause she kept talking to another manager and we both just acted like that was normal 👀💦

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man i feel so replaceable

then again makes sense - i was pretty much created to replace someone else

people keep forgetting that, ha ha ! people keep thinking i have it sooooo easy when the entire reason i exist is to replace my own brother !

i wasn't loved. at least i wasn't - who knows, maybe other versions had it better. but me? i was just a means to an end !

i hate this. i want his love that people say is there, but i fucking hate him for what he's done to people - irl people, my brother, my own SELF,

he ruined me and yet i can't acknowledge it without ruining someone else's vision of him, or talking over someone else's pain.

fuck him.

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✧ Pokécember Day 1: Favorite Normal Type ✧

✦ | Hisuian Zoroark Stimboard

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mmm I'm gonna blame the cuphead shift for the things I'm feeling and thinking

And also do what I usually do and

Ignore it

Ain't too worried about it! Except totally am but nobody's gotta know that

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man can i please just have one good relationship with a parental figure ? 🙏

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