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Anime Jesus is off!

Hey everyone!

I’ve spent a long, long time thinking about this, and today I’m back one last time to give you all my final goodbye message from this page. Even though I’ve considered coming back, after much re-evaluation I figured it’s just impossible for me to return to this place. I’m no longer the person I was when I was a frequent user, I have changed in many many ways. My tastes and horrible humor are still the same, trust and believe, but I just can’t bring myself revive this old, idealistic self that I’ve constructed in this space, nor do I feel like I can bring my new self to this past life. 

I have so many memories from all the years we’ve spent together, all the art, all the messages, all the interaction with all of you. I will never forget this blog and what it means to me, how it changed my life for the better, how many amazing friends I’ve made in here and all the great things we’ve done together. You, that are still coming here and reading this after all this years, will forever be in my heart as someone who liked not only my art, but me as well.

I’m leaving with a smile, this isn’t supposed to be a sad goodbye! Mono was my identity in here, but only in here. There is no connection between the life I’ve lived in here and the life I’ve lived in the reality. Truth be told, for the LONGEST time, the Mono life was far more interesting than my real one. I’ve used this blog as a safespace for so many years, and it did help me in many ways. Nowdays it’s not like it doesn’t interest me anymore to be here, but I just got so many other things going on in my “other life” that it feels like I will never have the time, mentality and disposition to be the same kind of blogger I was.

Well, this is it! Thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me and my art for all these years, I will never, EVER forget that I was Mono of Monoscribbles and that I was loved, and cherished by so many amazing, sweet and caring people. I will never forget how lucky I was to be surrounded by you guys. I hope you also keep me in your hearts forever, because I sure will!! I’m also gonna keep the blog up for the sake of the old times :) 

Be safe and stay strong! I love you!!! I’ll never forget you!! 

Thank you for everything!!!!!

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so deadass I’ve followed you for as long as I can remember and seeing you back on my dash made me so happy. I hope you are doing well in shitty times :)))))

hey thanks!! glad to see you’re still sticking around. I’m doing well, quarentined as one can be. Hope you’re doing good too

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Now here’s a question for yall.

I’m considering making a twitter. I don’t know how to use it, I actually made one a loooooooooong time ago but hated it and deleted it, but now I’m considering it again. Would you guys be interested in it? It’s still just a distant thought, tho. But I would be able to post some art there I guess. I don’t know how I feel about coming back FULL TIME to this blog, I feel like I’ve changed a bit and I’m thinking maybe something new would be nice. Do you guys use twitter? Would you be interested in this? Lemme know

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So what made you come back?

In all honesty... I got an email from tumblr saying they’ve found mature content on my page HAHA so I was like yyyyeah I thought I had deleted all of it (in order to keep this thing up) but I guess not? So I came back to do that, and like, why not post something as well, since i’m already here.

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I'm sure your getting a trillion messages like this atm. But I hope you are doing well. Your art always made me happy so I hope you are happy! Keep on drawing keep on living. Love your blog even if it stays dead forever

Well, you aren’t wrong hahaha, but I am grateful for all of them. I guess I was just expecting most of you would have just forgotten me, for obvious reasons (I was fucking gone) and moved on with your lives, but boy oh boy was I wrong. It’s honestly so... comforting to see this kind of response. Thank you for this message

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Omgomgomg, I'm just seeing you came back??? For how long? Are you doing well? Are you more active elsewhere? But most importantly I just hope you've been staying safe and feeling pretty decent (as anyone can be).

I can’t really say for how long, like I feel so nostalgic yet it’s a crushing feeling. I honestly feel like so much have changed ever since I used to be active here, I’m trying to process this whole “comeback” thing even though I’m not sure I’ll be back for good... I tried instagram but it’s just not my thing I guess, so like i’ve just been making art for myself and friends for the past years, crazy shit

Thank you for the kind words, I hope you’re doing well too :) 

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Damn mono we missed you!! Welcome back even if it’s only for a second! I hope you’ve been doing well!

Thank you, I’m still processing all this tho! 

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Coming back here today was one hell of a wild ride. I'm still processing this. There's a lot to process still. I have some things in mind, I don't know if I should do it but i've been thinking for a long time about this. I just... feel good about being here again. Guess I'm just enjoying this moment for now.

I also hope everyone is doing great and staying safe during these hard times.

I might come back here tomorrow, thank you everyone who talked with me or sent me a message tonight, I'm having a hard time re-learning how to use this site but please know you made a difference. Just reading your messages and comments made me happier than I thought I could be. Thank you

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i come check ur blog all the time hoping you’ll be back .. where did u go .. i hope ur ok ..

Damn this hit me like a motherfucking train...

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i followed you awhile back and honestly seein you again is a darn trip down memory lane! i started going through your art tag again and MAN the memories! i remembered exactly why i followed and how i just think your art style just vibes with me. i hope you're doing well these days ;w;

Yeah I’m also on the same trip, it feels SO weird to be here, almost like I dont belong/deserve to do so anymore. I am doing well, and I still make art, believe it or not. So many things happened since I left, I don’t think I could sum it up that easily, but I feel so warm reading your message and also every other message that I’ve got tonight. So sad to see so many old, sad messages wondering about me. I always felt like I left a lot of things unsolved here, I actually don’t really know why I even left in the first place. I’m feeling very nostalgic tonight 

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I just wanted to say. And trust me I've been meaning to say this for I don't know, 5 years? I lived my best life here. Those were the days, and I cherish every single moment I had here, with my followers, my friends, and my art. I had such a good time... Do you guys even remember me? Because I never forgot you. I actually thought about this tumblr a lot more than I would like to admit. Man...

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It's been a long time, I don't know if anyone still uses this... Just stopping by to say hi, I guess. Damn it's really been so long... I don't really know what to say or what to expect. I just wanted to say hello, not like I didn't think about coming here a million fucking times to do it, but today I had the guts to do so. So hey

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Hey

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Our lord and savior came back to us !! Thank you Jesus 🙏

It’s been so long! 

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Guess who isn’t dead yet

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Thanks guyssss!

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Tbh i got my collar at the pet store bc it's cute and comfy but i've heard a lot of good things about etsy shops

I love etsy but everything is so fucking expensive over there... I’m looking for something kinda cheaper, even if the quality is a lil bit lower