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I don’t wanna grow up. I wish that we are three-year-old kids who run around in backyards, play in the streets and eat by the sidewalk. I wish I fight with friends because they aren’t sharing their toy. I wanna make sumbong to yaya because they aren’t being nice. I don’t wanna worry about driving lessons and college admissions essays. I just want to eat ice candy and turon with playmates.

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I used to read, in my intermed years. I was addicted to Geronimo Stilton and his adventures. Those books had size 20 font with different styles colors and some pages even had diagrams and images. Although, I never was a fun of classic readers prescribed in school. Besides for the tiny font and single spacing, the plot never intrigued me and the movies didn’t help. Graduating from child’s play, I bought the whole set of Percy Jackson and the Olympians from NBS in ATC. The first book, The Lightning Thief, took me a day to read and same goes for The Sea of Monsters. After finishing the five, I bought the next series of Rick Riordan, Heroes of Olympus. ‘Twas a nice read. 

I stopped for a while but rekindled my likeness for books when I read Hunger Games: Catching Fire, out of boredom. 

Moving on further to high school life, John Green, yadayadayada... Ned Vizzini! His book, It’s Kind of a Funny Story, was my favorite for a long time, despite its theme of suicide and sad things. What caught my attention was the cover art of a “mind map” and there even was a chapter dedicated to it. For a long time I wished to have an artwork, like that, of my own head with highways and blocks filling my wide silhouette. I was even surprised there was a movie and also loved it. 

Then, I stumbled upon Dan Brown. Damn. The first book I read was the Da Vinci Code and it opened my eyes to many questions about the world, mainly about Christianity which is why I probably consider myself as a agnostic. Before that, I only watched Angels and Demons in Star Movies but, as always, the novel was so much better. The third edition of Robert Langdon’s adventures did not disappoint either. The Lost Symbol introduced me to Freemasonry and the fascinating field of Noetic Science, something I would like to learn more about. Inferno, however did not interest me as his other two, Deception Point and Digital Fortress, but I was determined to finish it before watching the movie; and so I did. 

I don’t want to stray away from the genius that is Dan Brown but I did read a book last Christmas season and it Dante and Aristotle Discover the Secrets of the Universe. I love the book because the personality of the character is so familiar to me but I can’t say identical to mine. The ending was amazing but so was the start and middle. Two best friends wandering the dessert in a pick-up truck; that is living the dream. Forgot who the author was but kudos to him/her. 

Anyways, I just want to thank Dan Brown for opening my eyes and being the best History/Philosophy/Science teacher there is. I think I learned more from you than I did in JHS SS. 

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I finally cried this year!

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The Education system

Thirteen Reasons Why: Season 1, Episode 8 (2017)

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STHAP

Can you please stop swearing? It doesn’t help anyone or make a situation better or worse but please stop. Okay, you were raised that way but it doesn’t mean it’s accepted by everyone else. Especially with people raised in a household where swearwords are rarely heard. It doesn’t make you any more tough, too. It probably makes your sentence look rough but there’s a reason they’re called trash words. It’s garbage, useless, obselete. I get it, nasanay ka. But I really feel uncomfortable if many of your statements just comprise of “bullshit, fucking, putangina.” Even if they’re just forms of expressions. There are ONE MILLION WORDS in the English vocabulary. Can’t you use another word. We’re all good people here. And I’m not saying that those words make you a bad person ah. Just use better ones pag may time :).

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never have i ever related more to any other character ever

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I’m getting there.

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you’re not suppose to read it!!!

Day 34: I fucking love you guys

Sooooook, I started this thingy in my school where I’d give my “journal” to other people and they would write things for me. It’s been almost a full achool year and the book is getting pretty fat. I skimmed across a few of the pages and saw sime amazing drawings, stickers and collages. I’m just so happy that people took time and effort into this book. I just love how it became something somclose to me. I was hust gonna leave this book to die and here I gave it some purpose and it became an amazing book of memories. I’m supposed to read it at the end of the schoolyear and this is what I promised to do, but I couldn’t holed myself so I read a few already. I just realized how sweet my friends are hahahahaha. I just gave them a boom and told them to do whatever they want and they actually did. I promise that I’ll keep this book forever and I’ll probably show it to mu children or something if it lasts that long. To everyone who wrote something or mad something, I would like to say thank you for the amazong year and thank you for this amazing book. Love you guys so much.

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“I didn’t to choose to try to....”

It Wasn't Really A Choose Day

It happened to be a sleeping-day for me in school. I have never been this exhausted about school life even if we don’t really do shit yet. I was moody as fuck, insensitive and sensitive. God, I think I’m crazy. But yes, I didn’t to choose to try to achieve my better-self today. God, focus. Focus. Focus. I hope it’s not gone yet. I wasn’t able to choose my reactions properly and to choose what to take in from what ad who’s around me.

I will try again tomorrow.

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HE sounds amzing

I just hope he doesn’t figure out that i have tumblr or worse, I post something here. I hope he doesn’t find out how it felt like. But he will. He will because he’s my bestfriend and no matter what, I will stand up for being his bestfriend. He knows I write about him. He knows that apart from a bleeding pen, is my heart.

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I feel like, in the future, I’ll be looking back at this account and it’s entries. I can already imagine the cringing and embarrassment on my face... OH WELL

YOLO HAHAHA

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Book of the week: Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides

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Online Petitioning

So lately, Nickelodeon has just announced that they plan to build a 400 hectare underwater resort in the crystal clear water of Coron, Palawan. Famously known for prestine beaches and breathtaking views, it is also home to many species of fish and coral. It’s an ecosystem, an underwater society, if you will. They say they won’t harm the environment but just the scale of the resort already kills the natural habitats of these underwater creatures. 

Straying away from the issue at hand,

To battle this, an online petition for 200,000 signatures is being spread around the net. One of my friends shared it in our class group chat. I know it’s for a good cause and I do care but I just didn’t feel like this was the way to solve this problem. Yes, it’s a way. Yes, it’s convenient and advantageous for others since it can be signed through the net but it’s not reliable. There’s a reason the government hardly recognizes such protests, like this, because it can be easily forged, hacked or faked. I do pray it isn’t a hoax but I also do pray there’s a better way to solve this. Not everything needs to be improved you know. Such as petitions. Go find a place to sign, PHYSICALLY. Get your ugly penmanship and lazy ass of the bed and your destroyed eyes away from the screen.