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2-3 album aur nikal ke marte buckley bhai , itni jaldi kyu dub gye 😔

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Masculinity has collapsed.

Men are becoming so emasculated that the idea of taking responsibility feels like an act of war to them. You’re not a man because you were born with a dick , Being a man used to mean something during the entire existence of homo sapiens . You had to earn it. You had to build, to protect, to endure, to sacrifice. Now?

Responsibility? Gone. Grit? Dead. Half the male population is addicted to porn, or numbing themselves with cigarettes and alcohol, because facing life head-on is too much for these modern clowns.

Men today have become so fucking weak they can’t even protect themselves , let alone protect the people they claim to love. They’ve become pussies. Whiny, soft, pathetic. Always crying, always blaming, never taking responsibility for their goddamn lives.

More and more men are having life crises , not because of trauma or psychological illness, but simply because they’ve turned into fucking pussies. Masculinity has declined to the point of extinction. This isn’t a mental health issue ,it’s a character issue. They’ve become cowards. Period.

Every other man is crying abt life being unfair. Bhai life unfair nhi h , tum khud ko evolve nhi kr rhe , willingly , responsibility lene me ma chud rhi h tumhari . Life is always a domain of chaos , life is always gonna be hard , and it has always been even worse , life isn't an utopia and it never will be , just fucking accept it dude - aur apna cross bear kro , responsibility lo aur kuch dhang ka kro , meaningful kro , purposeful kro . Achhe insan bano . Dhang ke .

In ancient times, being a man meant something. You had to earn it. Being born with a dick didn’t make you a man , your actions did. You protected, you provided, you endured. Now? You scroll. You whine. You escape. Men used to be handy capable, competent, grounded. Now? They can’t even cook a meal when left alone , take thier smartphone away from them and they'll cry as if their balls have been taken out of their nutsack .

Men built civilizations( women gave equal contribution too) when the world was brutal, when survival wasn’t guaranteed, and now? Now, in the easiest era to ever exist, they’ve decayed. Completely. Testosterone levels are down. Sperm is fucked. Biologically and spiritually, men are deteriorating. Neuroses and physical health issues are higher than ever. Safety of women ? Men now days would start crying if someone talked to them in a loud voice - how are they gonna protect women and kids ? ( Not saying that u need to be masculine in a toxic sense , but dude u need to man up as life is gonna be harsh at times , don't wait for life to fuck u in ur ass chilling in comfort zone , jerking off to insta models and crying on social media "bhai sutta nhi chhut rha" )

And family and peace ????

There's always gonna be people and circumstances in life that will threaten the peace of those u love and care abt ? U can't protect that being the weakling - being stronger ( emotionally) , taking responsibility, being a good man is not a choice u get to make , it's a necessity.

Slave morality ( Nietzschean) is at its peak , men who are harmless like rabbits think of themselves as the most "nice" and "virtuous" and that because of this they should be given everything as if it's "granted" and "deserved" . What a pathetic mindset men are having now-a-days on mass level .

You don't deserve shit dude (no one deserves anything tbh) , you gotta earn things .

True manliness isn't in being weak , but rather in being capable, competent, strong , and more importantly - a nice man isnt someone who isn't capable of doing harm - that's just a weak person. But rather someone who is capable of doing harm if needed to protect the peace and well being of those they love, nd someone who is capable of not being nice - and yet chooses to be a good moral person .

Masculinity has not just declined , it has been fucking castrated. Men are having existential crises not because of deep psychological predispositions, but because they’ve become spineless, pampered cowards who’ve never faced a real challenge or consequence.every other guy is a Mumma's boy now - forever their life . They cry about anxiety and trauma but never once try to discipline their mind. Their suffering isn’t sacred , it’s indulgent. And going to therapy seems like an un-masculine thing to them (which it's not )

Introspection ???? ability to make their own path ? ability to face adversity and make order out of chaos ????? What happened to men and masculinity?

Women are hating men more and more , and they’re right to. What’s left to love? Weakness? Whining? Fear? The modern man isn’t a man , he’s a liability. A disappointment. Why would any good woman want to love a hollowness , a boy in the body of a man , a toxic entity that won't even respect and cherish a good woman if they somehow manage to get one ?

Women today are loathing men because men have given them nothing to respect. You can’t protect them, can’t hold them, can’t challenge them, can’t provide for them. You don’t have vision, leadership, or depth — just emotional instability and a browser history full of humiliation. Emotional iq- lower than the room temperature .

Even if they get a good woman they should respect, cherish , value , love, die for if needed so - all they do is fuck things up .

Men don't even know how to show love, what it means to love and care abt someone , what it means to take some fucking responsibility , what it means to actually "give" and not just drain the soul of everyone around .

In ancient times, men were handy, practical, sharp. They built, carved, invented, created. They’d hunt in the morning and teach philosophy by firelight at night. Men were fucking sacred. Now? You’ve got dudes who think being “tired” from a 9-to-5 desk job makes them warriors. You used to fight with swords, now you can’t even change a tire. Can't even cook ur meal if left alone , can't even make a fucking tea properly.

Testosterone is in the gutter, sperm counts are a joke, and male biology is crumbling. And it’s not just plastics or pollution — it’s lifestyle, it’s weakness, it’s voluntary emasculation. You let the fire go out. You’ve made yourself biologically and spiritually irrelevant.

I won't even write abt how men have decayed in a spiritual sense too , but that way too the man as both an individual and as a society has become pathetic beyond any imagination .

What modern men need is not another Colleen Hoover novel. They need to read Nietzsche. They need Buddha. They need philosophy that demands strength, not stories that feed their fantasies. They need to burn everything , and rebuild themselves from ashes , rebuild with something real. Something concrete. Something masculine. ( I am not promoting any toxic typical Marlboro man masculinity - I consider that too a boyish masculinity , and so would most psychologists/anthropologists/philosopherd . Everything should be balanced, and it's equally important for men to integrate their feminine aspects too rather than supress them., to let their feminine aspects grow along side the masculinity as well in short , as men are decaying in both aspects , what needs to die is the boyishness. And as I said balance is the key .)

You need Nietzsche’s hammer and Buddha’s discipline. You need camus and lao-t-se . You need to read Upanishads and seneca . You need to read chagnon and kierkegaard. You need to read gibran , u need to read jung . You need to do art - as that too is necessary ( and it's not a unmanly thing ) , you don't need a bookshelf of books like the love hypothesis ffs ( again not saying men shouldn't read that , all I am saying is to balance life with other books too that are also equally necessary in life , I too read fiction and romance and recommended to people , and reading romance is beautiful too , after all life is to be lived and experienced and fiction isnt just enjoyable but can be equally great for one's development too , it teaches a lot - but not just fiction only, as that's not good and balanced,balance and what one needs that their that stage of life is the key )

Responsibility , discipline , an evolution - that's what men need .

You need to shut the fuck up and suffer nobly until you forge a spine. You need to kill your comfort, destroy your dependency, and rebuild your soul. Or else? You die having never lived. You die a consumer. A parasite. A masturbating ghost - after a life that u wouldn't be proud of on ur death-bed , or having anyone else to be proud of u as well .

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I see the way your strength wears silence like armor.

How your eyes scan the world not for permission, but for peace.

How you build alone because you’ve learned that leaning can sometimes cost more than it gives.

And still

There is softness in you. I’ve seen it flicker quietly

in the spaces between your words,

in the pause when you think no one’s watching,

in the way your guard relaxes, just for a moment, when you’re held without being studied.

I won’t ask you to change.

I won’t call you "too much" for burning bright, or "too little" for not melting fast enough.

You don’t need to trade your fire for warmth. I’ve learned to keep my hands steady around flame.

You lead well. You hold your world together like a force of gravity.

But let me show you what it’s like when someone else watches the edges for you.

When someone listens to the quiet inside you that doesn’t know how to ask for softness, but still aches for it.

I’ll meet you where you are

not behind, not ahead ,just here,

where your silence speaks the loudest and your guard deserves reverence, not challenge.

And maybe, someday,

you’ll let go, not because you’re tired,

but because, with me,

you finally feel safe enough to rest.

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I had always wanted to name two cats rajma-chawal .

Now I want to name two rabbits I'll adopt in future as bunty - babli .

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Ethel Cain - A House In Nebraska (Live on KEXP)

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भविष्य

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I can't explain in words how much I love berserk ( the manga ) , it's such a goated masterpiece - everyone should read it once

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ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा

ख़ाली मकान था, सदा भी न वापस आई,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

हर पल मैं मुझको तन्हा ही मिला,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

मैंने तो ख़ुद से भी कब का मुँह फेरा,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

आँखों ने हर चेहरा बेवजह पुकारा,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

तक़दीर ने हर दफ़ा सिक्का उल्टा फेंका,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

जिसे चाहा था, उस��े पलट कर भी न देखा,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

जो आए भी, उनमें दिल का हुनर न था,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

दुनिया थी जैसे कोई भूली हुई ग़लती,

और मैं उस ग़लती का सबूत था साधारण,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

"शुभम" ने अल्लाह तक को भी आज़माया है,

ना कोई आया है, ना कोई आएगा।

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— Richard Siken, Portrait of Fryderyk in Shifting Light (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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You’ve never been loved the way u love

Only loved like a transaction

conditional, selfish , toxic

then discarded when you needed them

Devalued , disrespected , dehumanized

But you're just so lovely

how could they not see you?

You are stardust with a heartbeat

beauty stitched in every breath.

Not just pretty

you are radiant in ways mirrors can't hold

You're Aphrodite in human form

A blessing for everyone around u

It wasn’t your fault they were small.

They saw gold and brought rust.

I see all of you

and it makes me ache

how badly I want to be gentle with what they bruised.

Don’t ever think you’re hard to love

You are the very reason love was made

And you're the reason I believe in salvation.

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Not to flirt but I would make you food in the middle of the night if you ask me to.

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Instantly reminded me of this meme

Muje dost chahiye

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not to be horny or anything but i’d listen to your problems and run my fingers through your hair.

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Not everytime but it can't always be mostly one sided

realized my love language is reciprocity, I need what I give