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Time for a very VERY honest chat.

I have truly been through a lot this year. Whether it was getting out of a very abusive situation with my job and getting a new better one, to dealing with a lot of things irl and online. And I'm not going to play around the bush here and it's not me starting drama, it's honesty.

I have dealt with a lot of people who have pretended that they were my friend or used me until they were over with. I've dealt with actual gifmakers on this website calling me ableist slurs and allowing their friends to do so all the while gaslighting me for defending my friend at the time. I make muses and no one cares, no one answers my starters, and I'm honestly tired. I'm tired of being ignored and my creative energy just being sucked dry. I'll keep faces I want to use and then people get mad at me and then I add more diverse faceclaims and then no one interacts with them. You have to tiptoe around every goddamn person because you don't know who's actually friendly and who's putting together a way to take you down because they don't like that you A/B/C.

I'm tired of it. I have had people who say they want to talk to me and have every reason to talk to me, use my friends to try and get back in with me. I've had people I LOVED and CARED about indirect me for months. And yes, I know who you fucks are. Go tell the groupchat about how much of a dick I am, please.

I am almost thirty, and I don't need the fake ass people in the indie rpc right now, because it's starting to not only affect me mentally, but physically.

Those who know who you are, who have been The Real Ones, know how to contact me. But most of you on this fucking website SUCK. None of you know how to talk to a person without making it a game of 'who can be more popular'.

So for now, i'm closing this blog.

I'm happy on my little canon character, and i've never felt so happy in my goddamn life playing Bl*ad.e. The serotonin i've received has been wonderful. So that's where I'll be.

You're welcome to add me on discord, my discord hasn't changed in a year, it's not that hard. Some people owe me an apology for real. Some people need to get their heads out of their asses. And to my friends, I love you so big and you are my reason for still being online.

xoxo lucky.

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Coming from my hiatus to say happy birthday to ni-ki and if i see anyone being gross i will eat you alive

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He sighs happily and lets her touch his head with a soft sigh. "We get to share a lot, you and me. It's a good thing." He smiles, the tip of his tail flicking small bits of water.

Jiae laughs and reaches her hand out, running her fingers over the scales on his head. They feel a lot like the ones on her tail, but hers are more fish like, sharper. "Y'know, anyone else would have freaked the fuck out seeing me get a tail. But instead, I get to share this super cool thing with my boyfriend."

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Genuinely considering making another blog but not because i want to abandon this blog but i've been so into HSR lately that i've been 1. wanting to rp B.lade and 2. have already created a HSR AU for my ocs.

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"I'll tell you all the time then." She smiles, wraps him in a hug. "My handsome boyfriend. What in the world will I do with you?"

Jaemin hums, nodding slightly. "You tell me that every day, noona." He teases, a lilt in his voice. "But I really like hearing it all the same. You can tell me more, I won't object to it!"

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"Not everything. But some things." She raised an eyebrow. "You're kind of driving me crazy. Isn't there someone else who will listen to you complain?"

"Oh you wound me" Hyukbin said putting his hand over his heart. "Oh come now not everything is sex with me"

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She nods slowly, reaches out to take his hand and guide him. "You're not going to hurt me. You just need to be gentle. That's all." She glances up. "It means a lot that you care to be gentle."

"Yeah, but my hair is short. I just kinda run a comb through it or even sometimes just my fingers." It's a nervous habit of his to ruffle his hair too. "I just don't wanna hurt you, you know?" He says softly. "I'm always willing to learn from you how to do things!"

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feel free to add me on discord to write at butwithbetteracting !

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i know this might be quite a hot take but calling c.razy form good simply because it’s a “diss track” just says you’ll like anything even if it’s bad.

it’s not terrible but it is nowhere near the best song they’ve ever put out. Like just spit on Miss Bouncy and Miss Answer and Miss Halazia then ig?

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feel free to add me on discord to write at butwithbetteracting !

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FINAL UPDATE! in the source link, you’ll find TWO HUNDRED THIRTY-FIVE gifs (for a total of SEVEN HUNDRED SEVENTY-TWO) of the actress HAN SO-HEE in SOUNDTRACK #1 (S01E04). all gifs were made by me from scratch, therefore i’d appreciate if they are not edited, redistributed, added to other gif hunts or claimed as someone elses. if you enjoy or plan on using them, please like or reblog the post. if you enjoy my work, please consider buying me a coffee!

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HAN SOHEE 220930 ICN Departure

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blades actually fucked in the head bc yingxing was used to dan feng being fully covered up so the second he saw that boob window his brain broke

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Okay, I'm going to say this one whole time and after that, not a word ever again.

If I have told you about someone on this website who is abusive/toxic/gaslighty/any sense of the word and your response is to block me for telling you or something akin to "it didn't happen to me" or "it's a misunderstanding i'm sure", I do not want to hear an apology from you when that person ultimately fucks you up like they did me. I don't. I am done caring about other people and stretching my boundaries and caring for other people who don't care as much about me getting hurt as I care about them getting hurt. And call me bitchy for it, but some of the fuckers on this website have caused me to have real psychological issues in the real world but "it didn't happen to you" right? When a victim comes forward with information about someone being abusive, this site loves to talk about supporting victims of abuse until it deals with your otp or your ship or it directly affects you. I personally never ask for people to stop talking to people, that's petty as hell. But I have gone to people with information about their "Friends" and their behavior they displayed with me. They fuck you up, don't come crying to me as I will tell you "i told you so."

My boundaries are my boundaries for a reason, I do not want anyone to cross those boundaries. which means that all those people i know are abusive? find out on your own. my peace is mine now.

IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME, DO NOT USE A THIRD PERSON. I have my discord in my pinned. If there's some reason that you want to talk to me, don't be a fucking coward. I have every way to contact me available. Don't be a coward and own your shit and message me yourself. Your friends are not mail carriers.

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I’m gonna make him so powerful