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@orakelspruch  :    "what is wrong with you? you can't get sick right now"

indeed he is.     the simple sound of the carriage pushing forward makes natsu sick to his stomach,    but the movement is what knocks every force out of him and the dragon slayer collapses on the seat,    curled in on himself.     even forcing himself to stay awake and sane doesn’t work at this point.

       “   ----then lets walk next time.   ”      natsu manages,    gripping at his stomach.    “   you’re cruel,   lucy.   ”     there’s the whining,   loud and full of pain,    until the sickness comes back in full force and he rushes to the window of the carriage.     “  i’m gonna--  ”     throw up.

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multimuse depicting characters from tokyo ghoul  &   fairy tail.      loved by ari.    read more.

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yo bro i threw my whole future away and dedicated my life to you,only to you,i lived for you and i let you eat my face scarring me eternally and i’d still go even further if it meant you’d be happy bro i do all these because i love you bro but no homo tho yo

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“Because I love him.”

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I brought you some sketches of this firecracker of a wizard with different hairstyles. Leave a comment to let me know which turned out the best!

P.s. Anatomy is a special torture for artists.

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he wades through a sea of red lilies,   ripping them out of the ground by the roots,    consciousness slowly taking hold of him,   despite the efforts to keep him docile.   it was his exhaustion that hindered his strength,   his kagune slowly repairing itself from the aftermath of battle.     a single fleeting thought :  stay down,  stay here,   in the field of lilies where rize keeps you safe.    yet,   it’s gone as quickly as it came,    whatever she was about to say,    it was cut off by someone more important.    his hand reaching out to take hold of the source of the voice.   “   hide.   ”    shush,   he wants to say,   go back to bed.   but when his fingers graze,   they don’t touch skin,   skipping along the bandages that took up most of his side.   “   hide.   ”     he says again with more urgency,   eyes shooting open and into a sitting position.     “   you’re awake,  it’s been almost a day.  ”    bloodied bandages wrap around his side,   and kaneki inspects them tenderly,   calculating in his head when they might be changed next. 

the one on his leg was the worst of them,   but he had done as much as he could do with it.    it was the wound on his shoulder he took the most interest in. before pulling at the bandages,   he glanced up at the boy with a human expression,  full of human concern.   the creatures in his head fighting him the entire way.   somewhere,  deep in the chasm of his sanity,  a voice with a a hundred pair of legs crawled into his ear.   [  he was so tasty,  human flesh tastes the best on the bone!   have another bite,   i’m so hungry.   ]    the sweet lingering taste of salt and iron on his tongue flipped his stomach over,   but he resists.    there has been enough pain,   enough disgust,   enough brutality.   they took his soul,   his kindness,   his toes,   they could not take his best friend, too.    the very thought has him close to tears,   but he holds it together for hide. ignoring the imprints of his own teeth on skin,  and the way his tongue craved the taste, he speaks shakily,    “  what woke you?   was it me?  i’m sorry.   do you need anything?   ”

“   has it?   man,   i must’ve been exhausted.   ”     exhausted from seeing the bloodbath between ccg soldiers and ghouls,    exhausted from looking out for kaneki for months,    exhausted from bleeding out on the floor of the cafe shop that is no more.      despite all the pain,    hide finds it in himself to smile and laugh it off.    it’s not important now.     he will heal  -  inside and out  -   and he will do his best to not let kaneki leave once more,    unless that is truly what he wishes.    though judging by the look in his eyes,    the honesty and concern,    hide knows it won’t be until long before they will part ways.     he silently hopes that they never do.     hide tenses when kaneki’s fingers pull at the bandages and reveal the ugly bite,    the flesh exposed.    if he’s lucky,    he won’t get an infection.     if there’s a god out there and it loves him,    he might even heal properly.    there’s a small tremble in his muscles,   though not from the memory of kaneki’s teeth sinking into his shoulder,    but from how intense the pain becomes with every moment he’s sitting up.

“  hey.    ��there’s no need to apologise.     i’m just thirsty.  ”      he realises how dry his mouth feels,     how every word is a challenge,    though that might be from the amount of blood he’s lost.       “  i was going to get up but i couldn’t.    i’m quite dizzy.  ”     he looks at the bandage on his leg and winces at the sight of the blood tainting the white and the sheets below.      “  well...    we’re gonna need a lot of bleach for that.  ”     a small laugh,    light summoned in the deep auburn eyes until they catch the look in kaneki’s and they soften,    brows meeting together.        “  kaneki.    are you doing that thing where you’re thinking too much to yourself again?  ”     his hand returns where it was resting only moments ago,    fingers threading through the white hair gingerly before they lower and rest on the boy’s nape.       “   must be loud in that mind of yours but--   it’s silent out here.     hell,   i miss you talking about books,   even.  ”      a smile,    hand sliding to kaneki’s neck for a brief second.       “   so talk to me.  ”      he pushes himself in a more comfortable position,    slowly shoving the pillow under his leg.       “   i’ll go first.     i’m sorry you have to see me like this after so long.   ”

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there is a numb pain spreading across his body,   from his leg to his shoulder,  and hide knows that if he reaches for those spots he will find bloodied bandages.    he doesn’t remember what came after kaneki’s teeth sunk into his flesh,    but the place he wakes up in is not anteiku,    nor a hospital,   or a ccg cell.    he’s...  home.    keeping his eyes open is an effort,    but he bats the lull of pain and fatigue away when he turns on his side and finds him   ---  kaneki.     then he notices the sunlight pouring in,    the water bottles on the floor,   the painkillers scattered on the nightstand,    the floor full of bloody bandages.     his heart warms.     with a shaky hand he gently brushes the white hair off kaneki’s forehead,    thumb running across his brow.     this is what hide has been praying and hoping for and they finally have it :    a moment of silence and closure,    some normality that will no doubt vanish when they will get out of bed and leave hide’s apartment.     for now,    he allows himself to enjoy how kaneki’s warm body is pressed against his under the blankets.     

a few minutes pass where hide doesn’t move except for his fingers gently massaging kaneki’s scalp.     he ignores the pangs of pain shooting up his arm and down his back until they manage to drag a groan out of him.     that’s when he shifts,   pushing himself up on a shaking arm until he falls again,     elbow crashing into kaneki’s still sleeping form.      “  sh----    sorry,   sorry.    go back to sleep.    it was an accident.  ”    hide quickly mutters,   now gently rubbing the place that he hurt.        //   @heldearth 

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“   hide,    i’m at work!   ”    he hisses in an urgent hush as his cheeks turn lily red.   glancing over his shoulder he pretends to become focused on the freshly pot of brew warming the air. the smell of espresso overtook the the scents from everyone in the shop,   all except one.  his stomach did a desperate flip,   and then he composed himself.   “    oh,  you want coffee.    ”    he covers his mistake with a nervous smile and grabs the nearest mug.   ceramic clinks against the counter and he starts to fill the cup,   “   i’m covering for touka,   i’m sorry i should have let you know i’d be working a double shift.   ”    he doesn’t elaborate much beyond that and forces his mouth into a wide grin.   a moment goes by as he avoids the bright eyes staring him down.   [   be cool,   hide is smart,  he’ll know something’s wrong.   ]     “   i’m not really supposed to be giving out free coffee,  so you can’t tell anyone.   i’ll buy your secrecy with two cornetts. ”    

          “   never stopped you before.   ”          a wide grin lights up his face,    warmth flushing his own cheeks though there is a nonchalant way in which hide welcomes his own blush.     “   i don’t mind,   kaneki.    so long as you’re not pushing yourself.  ”     he misses kaneki,    he worries,    but at the same time he is no one to steal what kaneki found at anteiku or criticise him for the newfound circle of friends.      they are nice,    they are kind enough to show the new ghoul how to survive in a new body.     hide doesn’t know when he will confess that he knows and that he doesn’t care   --   kaneki remains kaneki and he loves him all the same.     “   my silence is yours.   ”     he winks,    wrapping his fingers around the cup placed in front of him and letting the warmth chase away the cold of his skin.       “  if you’re not busy after work,    come over.  ”      one sip of the coffee,    then hide is talking again,   this time faster,    as though he expects a rejection or an excuse to mask kaneki’s fear or hesitation.       “  ---you don’t need to if you don’t want to.     but i miss you and it’d be nice to see you outside of school and work.  ”

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“  ka-ne-ki,  ”      he’s screaming his best friend’s name soon as he enters the cafe,     quickly taking off his now drenched jacket.       “   i am freezing.    it’s been pouring down all morning and you let me wait outside.  ”      an over exaggeration punctuated by the brief pout on his lips as he rests his elbows on the bar,   leaning in close to sniff at the coffee being poured and humming.      “  i want two.    one to warm me up and the other for you to make up for letting me wait in the rain.  ”     despite the teasing,    there is no anger or annoyance in hide’s auburn eyes;    instead,    there is only fondness and a tinge of curiosity.     if one looked deeper though,    they’d find the worry that’s been brewing inside him for months now over kaneki’s safety and wellbeing.     there are secrets between them now,     something that has never happened before.     he doesn’t let himself think about it too much.       “  so why’d you bail on me?    i thought your shift ended an hour ago.  ”      /  @heldearth

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