moonsjesse

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Jesse: i psmrk i’m not drank

Jesse: but i want boy come over : c

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ofxceaneyes​:

“I can’t exactly stop being sweet, so I guess I’m gonna have to break your heart when you fall,” he laughed lightly, knowing that the other was probably just joking, “I never been to france before, but there are bowling alleys everywhere, right?” he suggested, “Or we could just ask someone that been there before, ask for suggestions.”

“It’ll be a pleasure to get my heart broken by you, I could do a lot worse, superboy.” Jesse giggled. “Guess it’s going to be an experience for both of us, my family has been to france, me, not so much. How’s about I take you out in France, I know we’re both kind of strangers, but you’re making me a lot less lonely, and I’m sure you’ll make france a lot less sucky. Who knows maybe I’ll fall for you there. Just be sure to kiss me under the eiffel tower.”

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dackewins​:

Win looked a bit confused at the statement. His horse wasn’t even white and he also didn’t own any armor. “My horse is brown?” Win mumbled softly the confusion still evident on his face. The actual color of the horse was actually closer to Chestnut than true bay which was brown but Win didn’t want to deal with talking about coat colors. “Well. now the whole school knows I’m gay.” Win shrugged hoping not to go into exactly why. “I just, the last guy I dated was you. Now I’m not sure how I should be dealing with that.” He rubbed the back of his head confused not sure how to put his thoughts into actual sentences. “How do I ask another guy out?” Win mumbled rolling his eyes.

“You’re lucky you’re pretty,” Jesse pointed out before sighing. “Not the point, but well I didn’t know that. Did you out yourself or where you part of some evil outing scheme or whatever? I mean was kind of the victim of a really bad deal, and I don’t know if what we did was so much dating as keeping me a secret from the entire world, Win.” Jesse mumbled. “Just tell the guy how you feel, be honest with yourself and him, and if he happens to like you back then things will just be alright. You’re seriously stressing over nothing,”

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ofxceaneyes​:

“I hope you’re right, I do try to make people smile often, most of the time, my friends, because they’re the ones that I spend the most time with,” he also tried to make people that he didn’t know a lot to smile. He was a caring person, and just wanted people to be happy, “Don’t see it that way, see it as a way to take your mind off everything, maybe a change of scenery will be good for you, will help you to cheer up.”

“You’re really sweet and right now that’s very dangerous because I might end up making googly eyes at you, and that’s the last thing we both want,” he teased, before offering Richard a smile. “Sure, I guess it’s that as well. Hmm, maybe so, got anything in mind for that, because I’m not just saying I’m willing to follow your biceps anywhere, but I am.”

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ofxceaneyes​:

“I believe you think I’m hot, I just don’t think like you do,” he could see that his compliment was genuine, but he rarely could see the good things that people told him that he was. Most of the time, he was his own enemy, “I get why it would hurt, but keeping something from your friends, it’s not fun, and it will eat you alive,” he was having to do that, and he felt terrible about it, but he had no choice, “If he didn’t wait, then you can move on, I know it’s not that easy, but wouldn’t you rather to know than to keep wondering for the rest of your life?”

“Sad, because I’m sure you make someone smile, not just because you’re hot, but because you seem to be kind.” he shrugged. “Moving on is fine and dandy, but it’ll feel a little like I came back for nothing, which is hilarious considering the route my life has been going. Things are just never right for me I guess, but enough of woe is me, I’ll just let them know.” Jesse sighed, a sober mood washing over him as he spoke.

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ridiculousyoungicarus​:

“Hasn’t anyone ever told you it’s polite to buy a man lunch before you sexualize them?” Zander jokes, not quite sure how else to respond. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard comments like that, but his brain always seemed to run out the door on him when it came to what to say in response. The first thing that came to mind was what came out of his mouth, and it could be either really good or really bad. “You should have been at the last party. You would have seen mine and Jack’s, but pretty sure Jack would show his penis to anyone who asked so you could easily cash a rain-check on that.” He chuckles, “you got one shut down? Good job. It still sucks you had to go through that, though.” Even if Jesse had saved someone else from that hell in the process, he still had to go through it. 

Jesse couldn’t stifle the laughter that bubbled up, shaking his head at the man. “Okay, you’re funny. Usually a comment like that would’ve sent a man running for the hills, but over compensating with humor? Respect.” he grinned. “Sorry, was kinda busy at that point, but we’ll see if we ever get there. Hmm, I’ve heard of Jack, think I might’ve spoken to him once or twice, and I guess I can agree to that from what I vaguely remember.” he shrugged. “They were stupidly abusive to their patients so a little digging, some blackmail, and break a few bones of the pricks who liked their jobs a bit too much and that place went up in flames. Those people will never have jobs again.” he mused. “It’s fine, I’m pretty tough. High school is a much scarier place,”

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ridiculousyoungicarus​:

“You think I’m hot?” No matter how many times he’d heard it, Zander was always taken aback when he heard it out loud. Not that he minded anyone checking him out, but being vocal about it was a foreign concept. But, maybe that was only because he tried to stick to himself for the most part. “Pretty sure this movie is rated R and you’re biased against yourself, if you were sexually attracted to yourself there’d be an issue. Don’t be so hard on yourself.” He advises, rubbing the back of his neck. “Same shit, different set dressing really. It sucks you had to go through that, though.”

“If you don’t believe me, wait till later and I could show you better than I could tell you,” Jesse smirked before giggling at the male’s response. He figured the guy probably didn’t know how hot he was or he was told that he wasn’t so many times that it just stuck, but Jesse could see where all of that didn’t really make sense. “This movie is R rated? I have not seen a single peen since I’ve been here, so trust and believe this is truly more like a Disney film. Being hard on myself is of my many talents.” he grinned. “No worries, conversion therapy never really works, to begin with, but shutting down one of those places is like a little victory in my book. better me than someone else I guess.”

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dackewins​:

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It was a bit difficult to see Jesse given their history especially since they hadn’t talked in a while. But, Win still felt the need to make the others favorite food and go see him. With the dish in hand he knocked on the door hoping that Jesse was there and would open the door. They were friends after all, or at least Win hoped they were friends. It would be a little difficult to ask for advice when they weren’t friends. If they weren’t friend it did beg the question of what were they too. When the door opened Win smiled and held up the box that held the bowl of kimchi in it. “Hey, I brought something for you, can we talk?”

Jesse was still avoiding most of the people he knew, he didn’t really want to engage in the conversation of how his parents had sent him away to a conversion therapy center. Or better yet how he had his entire family under his thumb now due to blackmail. So whilst he was pretty much just twiddling his thumbs, he was shocked to see Win at the door, a ray of sunshine and home. Win would always be home, he had been the best thing about his life at one point and he sort of still was, especially now. “You know, in my dreams you do come back to say sorry with a white horse and knight armor, but this will do.” he giggled, before letting him in. “So what’s on your mind stud? Last time I saw you, you ran from me and said you couldn’t do this. You seem different now so what’s the tea?” He asked, hoping he could deflect any question Win would have about where jesse had been all this time.

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Text || Jesse

Leo: Well it's hard to be when I'm falling asleep.

Leo: [...]

Leo: Yeah this isn't working I think I'd rather have an actual conversation.... something I never thought I'd ever say.

Jesse: okay, tell auntie jesse all your problems

Jesse: and remember kids, rupaul is a fracker

Jesse: So time to keep you awake, so give me something to work with, like what are your intestests?

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Text || Jesse

Leo: ...Sure if you want.

Jesse: for someone who's asking for help you're not that responsive little lion boy

Jesse: but fine, alex play oh my god by g-idle

Jesse: [insert lyrics here]

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Text || Jesse

Leo: Maybe let's not spam anything having to with sex, that'd be really wonderful.

Jesse: telling people to not do something usually brings about the opposite response

Jesse: so hmmm i could spam kpop lyrics

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Text || Jesse

Leo: I'd rather not.

Leo: ...

Leo: I was more so thinking just... random emojis or something.

Jesse: but leo...I WANNA SPIT, I WANNA CHOKE, I WANT YOU TO TOUCH THAT LITTLE DINGLY THING DAS IN THE BACK OF THROAT

Jesse: random emojis sound pretty boring tbh

Jesse: seems like something you'll overlook

Jesse: how about i spam you with random sex worker spongebob memes instead

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Text || Jesse

Leo: I need to stay awake.

Leo: And the one time I /have/ to stay awake of course that's when I'm able to fall asleep.

Leo: So if you could keep me up that'd be great. Even if it's just spamming me since I turned my phone off silent.

Jesse: Well Leo, you could tell me about why you need to stay awake

Jesse: maybe then I'd be more inclined to help but fine

Jesse: guess I can just keep spamming the lyrics of WAP at you

Jesse: cause this wet ass bussy do be making some noise

Jesse: it's like a slip n slide

Jesse: it make them boys go wild

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ofxceaneyes​:

“Hm… Sure…” he definitely disagreed with him, especially about the part that he said after he got to know him, he would be even more sure he was not forgettable. He thought that he would change his mind instead, “I guess most people don’t share the same point of view that you do,” he was okay with not being noticed, at least he had some true friends, “Like you did to me right now, why don’t you want to tell them? You’re scared they will for some reason treat you differently because of it?”

“Funny, you seem to be having trouble believing me.” Jesse shrugged, not really wanting to become the guy’s therapist on the spot, he’d settle for a friend instead. “Most people aren’t as smart as I am,” he mused, before winking over at the other. “No really scared they’ll treat me different, I’m just scared to see if me leaving changed something, because if I come back and things aren’t as they were...it’ll kind of hurt. Only for one specific person that is, but it would be silly of me to think he’d wait so long for just me.”

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of-all-irrelevance​:

“Score one for my memory and ability to remember a name and a face,” Fane laughed softly. “Certain boy? Didn’t think you’d have been here long enough to get close to someone like that… I’m sorry, you don’t have to answer that. It’s not my business.” He shook his head, cheeks heating at Jesse’s compliments. “I ain’t too sure about the ‘dreamy’ thing… I was definitely joking about that. Ain’t making anyone swoon, last I checked. Ain’t sure I need to make anyone swoon for that matter…” Maybe one person. He could do with making one person swoon, but he wasn’t sure he wanted to talk about that with someone he barely knew. “Brooklyn boys are definitely something. I love the city. I’m gonna die in this city.”

“Hot guy remembers me, I think I win this round,” he teased. “We were friends from our other school, things just happened after I confessed my feelings, and then everything went down the drain with my family kind of butting in. No it’s fine, shit happens, my family’s pretty homophobic which is why I haven’t been around for a little bit. Got sent to a place where I was supposed to come back loving the opposite sex. Didn’t work out so well for them, I got the place shut down.” he mused. “Oh, I’m so sure about the dreamy thing, I’m sure there’s someone waiting for you to sweep them off their feet if you haven’t already. Besides you’re hot, seem really sweet, and you look really cute when you blush, who wouldn’t fall for you?” he grinned. “Well, city boy, you have to be my guide now, you’re my official platonic date for today, and you can’t say no, because I will cry if you do.”

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ridiculousyoungicarus​:

“Muscle guy?” Zander gives Jesse a confused look, “it hasn’t been that long. Only one summer, I think they’ll be excited you’re back.” It was just like any other summer, where some people went home and others simply didn’t. It didn’t mean people forgot you just because your friends were all together instead of being on their own. “That sucks, I’m sorry.” He wasn’t sure what to say, that was such a personal - horrific experience just causally being set onto his lap. “You didn’t miss too much, Disneyland trip, teaching kids subjects.”

“Yes, you with all the muscles and the nice hair and the being hot,” Jesse sighed. “it feels like I’m constantly in a pg-13 Disney movie where all the guys around me look like princes meanwhile I’m stuck being Cinderella without the fairy godmother. At that, he giggled. “Disneyland does seem like a lot, but yeah I was a bit busy finding a way to get out, I’m really only here due to a little agreement I arranged, but otherwise I’m happy to be back.”