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be tactful; overlook not your own opportunity.

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don’t get your hair wet!

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She's been loop-the-looping around my mind. Her motorcycle boots give me this kind of acrobatic blood, concertina. Cheating heartbeat, rapid fire.

She's thunderstorms. Lying on her front, up against the wall.

She's thunderstorms.

In an unusual place, when you're feeling far away. She does what the night does to the day.

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i’m homesick for a home that never existed, or did, i don’t know

a home of warm arms and loving eyes and long hugs

perhaps i had it before, or did, i don’t know

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my dearest Lord, you have granted me the most respite but yet i am the most the most ungrateful to you. i do not remember you standing up and i do not remember you sitting down. i do not remember you still and i do not remember you moving.

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Now, I know jealousy. I caught you talking to the real me, can't tell you how unhappy that shit makes me. If you hear him calling, promise you'll ignore him? He's kind of my enemy. Whenever I'm on to something good you see, he always waltzes in to spoil it for me and I can see him starting, want to break my heart then that's the way to do it. Glass-bottomed ego. It's still afloat, but can't you see the cracks appearing in the base? There ain't no ejector seat. When you're longing for the sweet smell of self-esteem and you've got yourself as a backseat driver. Spilled the un-spillable beans and I dreamed every single impossible dream. I just can't remember any of the details. Let's just have a buzz because by the time I'm done fucking beating myself up there'll be nothing left to love. I feel like the sequel you wanna see but you were kinda hoping they would never make. Yeah, I'm the mystery man that's been unmasked. I'm getting caught in my own trap. I'm leaning in to kiss the past goodbye. Yeah, I'll be leaving now, I'm making tracks and I doubt that I'll be coming back. Oh, the night is young, baby, make it last 'cause you know it's growing up so fast. Glass-bottomed ego. It's still afloat, but can't you see the cracks appearing in the base?

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lonely star

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you know sometimes i do long to see you, but the time we bumped into each other again, you were… you were so different.

you used to paint, make art, write, have green hair and a ______ piercing— you were so cool with so many unique things about you, but now… now… you’re not even you; you chose a life that was easy, that inspires no imagination, promotes no curiosity. i wonder if you strip the paint on the wall by your old door, you’d find what really made you who you are. but that’s just it, isn’t it? you’ve painted over who you truly are. you feign purity and you cover your face but to no avail; you’re unrecognisable without it anyway.

and now i just want to spit in your face.

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isn’t it a pity?

now, isn’t it a shame?

how we break each other’s hearts

and cause each other pain

how we take each other’s love

without thinking anymore

forgetting to give back

isn’t it a pity?

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i did the daunting task of looking back thru this tumblr and this page used to be so cool. poetry for the girl im in love with, a better relationship with God, cool pics, and moments i want to remember forever— need to get back to it

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