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im obsessed with the samjohn eating disorder fic (mine) sorry. sam isn't really a chubby kid but he thinks he is and his father is in between his thighs drunk and half-passed-out and eyes lidded and sam thinks that he could kill him then. fucking close his thighs and squeeze until something snaps. that's a pro of being a fat pre-diabetic fuck-- at least he could kill his stupid whore dad like that, literally suffocating him between the useless softness sam's covered in. and he doesn't, even though he knows he's gonna kill john someday-- he has to, right? get rid of that blight, that impurity, that desire that follows him around, if he gets rid of john he gets rid of all of the impurity stuffed in his body-- but he wants john to feel it when he does it. he wants to look him in the fucking eyes when he kills him.

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screaming and crying thinking abt samjohn... at what point does your boy stop being this perfect angelic thing and start having the devil inside him...

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SUCCESSION | 2.02 – “Vaulter”

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“waa waa you guys wouldve hated my ending because i want spn to be a horror show” shut UP release the secret evil kripke ending NEOW

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God…college cam boy Sam…but instead of Dean finding his stuff it’s John… at first it’s just a way to take care of him, sending him money for food and other necessities, he refuses to actually sit there and watch anything, mutes his computer and goes about doing other things. But then he becomes so desperate to at least hear his voice, and god the sounds his boy makes, he can’t help it if he starts watching, starts touching himself.

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BREAKING BAD (2008-2013) 1.06 | Crazy Handful of Nothin’

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nicholas braun throwing down some solid spin off ideas here

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salad can be fun actually. when you put cool stuff in there like almonds and avocado and strawberries. big salad doesn’t want you to know this

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1x20 dead man's blood my beloved.. go king! instigate fights with your father! instigate fights with your son!!

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We were scared and miserable, and we took it out on each other - us, and everybody else. That’s high school. But, you suffer through that, and it gets better. I’m just sorry you didn’t get a chance to see that. You, or Barry.

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guys what episodes were sam being a weirdo abt benny i need them for. reasons

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i love the sense of childlike wonder that kurtsworld96 has like he murders people with the glee of a baby rediscovering what lollipops are

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multiple characters.

S4 Ep22: Lucifer Rising

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Margarita Karapanou, Rien ne va Plus

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John jerked off to Sam’s friendster page all the time during Stanford.

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