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mourningmydeath · 15 hours
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I hate that I made so many rules for myself at such a young age.
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mourningmydeath · 2 days
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I can't stop thinking about sweden. Like, what would my life be like of i was swedish??? What would life be like if only? If only......
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mourningmydeath · 1 month
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Taylor swift is a corny and cheesy person(not trying to speak badly about her. It's just an observation), and it shows through her music, videos, fashion, and movements. Realizing this allowed me to appreciate her music for what it is. And sometimes I get the feeling that she's hasn't really accepted that part of her and therefore occasionally tries to be something she's not, which is when she crosses over to cringy territory.
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mourningmydeath · 1 month
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I hate feeling angry. I especially hate feeling angry at the people I love. I would hate for the vision/or thought of me being associated with the time I was absolute fucking pissed off. I hate being angry at my parents because I know time is something we don't have a lot of and there are better memories to make together.
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mourningmydeath · 2 months
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Definitely over weird acting bitches. My contributions go unnoticed. My opinion always signaled out for being weird. Good nights rarely end well. I don't what i was expecting. Simple shit
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mourningmydeath · 2 months
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My worst thoughts are consuming me at the moment. I hate feeling like this because its always overwhelming and I always hate myself for felling this way
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mourningmydeath · 2 months
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Melancholy has been looming over me for the past week or so😔. I hate feeling sad on sunny 🌞 days..... and I hate not being able to shake myself out of it
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mourningmydeath · 3 months
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But im not going to let it highlight my day. I can control that at least. Can't wait for next week so I can get some alone time.
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mourningmydeath · 3 months
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Definitely over weird acting bitches. My contributions go unnoticed. My opinion always signaled out for being weird. Good nights rarely end well. I don't what i was expecting. Simple shit
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mourningmydeath · 3 months
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Sister did my hair. I kind of hate it and the way she did it. I could tell from the first braid she just wanted to get it over with. And then she slathered gel in my hair I hate gel. And it's making my naturally, always dry scalp more dry. I fucking hate the thought of gel being in my hair. I wanted something much more moisturizing considering my hair is going to be in braids for a bit. She probably thinks she can do whatever with my hair because that's what they do to theirs, but im going to make it known that that's not how shit is going to be done over hair. My goal is to have both healthy and stylish hair. Style will not trump health. Plus, I kinda hate the overall look, and I feel like my pink beads went to waist with this ugly style. These braids are only go to be in for a short period of time 🙃 😒 🙄..........
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mourningmydeath · 5 months
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Have you considered that I also don't know why I get so angry when you speak to me? Have you ever considered that your "love" for me and the way you express it feels like harassment? Have you consider that after all that's transpired this year that maybe I want to be alone?
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mourningmydeath · 5 months
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Rihanna the celebrity has never really had her own identity. And im not trying to be rude or disrespectful, it's just an observation. She has never really had a consistent sound and seems uninvolved in her music on a deeper level. The one thing that's really her is presence. I feel like if she has a "comeback" it will be a flop because there was never really a solid foundation. A thought sparked by a video essay on YouTube.
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mourningmydeath · 5 months
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Is twitter still all that useful as people like to claim? Gathering information at what cost? A social media platform that mangaes to be both useful in boosting current/important political/social justice events and the most vile bigotry i have ever came across
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mourningmydeath · 5 months
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At first I hated and felt uncomfortable with the twitter users that would call and do call certain sectors of twitter, "shea butter twitter", but now with this whole beyonce/Israel debacle, I understand why. Those people complain, complain, complain, and fingerwag and chastise everything and everyone they belive to not be radical enough and who they believe are not doing enough. Sometimes they hit the mark and are correct in their analysis, but even then something seems hollow about their statements. It some regards they are similar to the right wing reactionaries that they hate and criticize. They are quick to react, double down when wrong, and are too good to apologize. Their analysis is never deep enough nor provided any historical context to conflicts years and decades in the making. They constantly critique and repeat the same shit over and over. Like, damn bitch, the tweets ranging form 2012 to now wasn't enough to get your point across? Why not just retweet if your position hasn't changed? I hate redundancy.
I personally get the ick when people who are not professionals, historians, journalists, etc, dedicate their whole account to social and current issues. Misinformation/disinformation is more bound to happen, especially since the analysis is based on what other people are saying, emotions, and 1 to 2 articles. The heart might be in the right place, but the impact of constantly being on social media, in our own bubbles, get the best of us. It happened to me and is something is that I now try to stay aware off. That feeling of dread, hate, and paranoia from constantly being bombarded with the perspectives of a few accounts, is something i never want to feel again. it's a wonder to me how those people do it. It's probably why they're so angry and judgemental. I followed these accounts because I thought i was being educated on matters I had no knowledge of, only to realize that these people presented very little facts, seemed to have very little fun or enjoy things outside of world events, presented their analysis with moral certainty, and seem very much into themselves for people wanting to shine light on pressing issues.
There are some events that require deeper reading than the 1 or 2 articles that people post online to back up their views. I personally know that I'm not that well read or educated on certain topics and history, which is why I refrain from giving my input on some things.
Back to the main point, I originally thought that the folks using that name to describe a certain group of people were being nasty, and use it as a way to shield away from their hidden misogyny and racsim, but now I see some truth in why they feel the way they do about "shea butter twitter". Them folks need to realize that attacking and questioning people morals over liking a certain song, artist, or movie, is not going to make people like them.
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mourningmydeath · 5 months
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Feeling overwhelmed out of the blue....
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mourningmydeath · 5 months
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I personally hate when celebrities speak out on shit. Especially when they had ample time to speak before a situation really hit the fan because there's almost always a build up before the explosion. Speaking after the fact just gives off PR vibes and is just extremely unhelpful if what they say happens to to be misinformation or redirects focus to something less serious. I mean, kudos to the celebs/influences who genuinely express concern, but they are the minority. Most are just trying to look good.
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mourningmydeath · 5 months
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Thinking about love 💘 💕......
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