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calix & yerin / in the way.

he liked traveling close to the forest, simply because it was a place that suited his tastes and soothed him. the atmosphere, the look of the place, the feeling one would get from it—he would love to stay within an area like this. in the center, isolated form the world, he would find peace. it’s a dream really, especially with how he seemed to always be attracting fools like a moth to light. but if he couldn’t have it in reality, then he might as well take a picture to indulge in it through his imagination. that’s why he enjoyed photography, to take pictures of what he preferred and to recall they exist or to put up an image of his ideal home in his room. for now he lived in what he believed was horrid conditions, so close to deities and demigods alike. when he puts up the photographs around him, he could let his mind wander and believe that yes, he was where he wished to be. so, with that in mind, he sets up the camera and focused on the scene before him. right as he was about to push the button and take a snap, though, someone got in the way and entered the frame. he froze a bit, but decided to patiently wait for the person to move away. it took a few minutes for him to give up on that. instead, with a huff he puts his hands down gently and frowned harshly. then he looked at the stranger, schooling his features, as he began. “excuse me,” he stated politely before his voice began to drip with venom, “can you get out of the picture, you’re ruining it with that face of yours.”

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calix & eunseo / don’t fall, just read.

he was not one to interact much, a frigid and spiteful boy that one. but even then, there were ways to converse with him normally. a way to have him not pulls his lips into a sneer of distaste or contorting his face into one of utter loathing. like now, with his face set more into something more stoic, but a nicer look with the calmness added to it instead of a contortion to one of disgust.  and the reason for that? why, books of course. specifically those of the morbid genre. dark tales that could make one feel queasy but only served to put him into ease. in the silent library, he flicked through another page in the book in his hand. he was only in the beginning, after all he merely just started to read. but after a while he looked at the other and commented “...you’re right, this book is rather interesting so far. i might actually borrow it.”  to be frank, he wasn’t all that fond of his current companion ( but then again when was he fond of anyone? ), but he supposed he could respect her tastes in some books. the one in his hand was proof that he could trust her to recommend something that suited his tastes. it’s only times like this where he could tolerate her a little while, but... he’d rather not stay with her any longer. not when there were signs of foolish attraction in her. ugh, what a hideous sight, was all he could think in his mind. 

@mpxeunseo

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* 𝙳𝙸𝚂𝙽𝙴𝚈 𝙻𝚈𝚁𝙸𝙲𝚂 𝚁𝙿 𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴.

taken from various disney (including pixar) movie. nothing belongs to me. feel free to change any pronouns or sentence structure according to your muse’s preferences!

❝   i have no strength with which to speak,  when you sit me down and see i’m weak.   ❞

❝   we will run and scream; you will dance with me; we’ll fulfil our dreams and we’ll be free.   ❞

❝   we will be who we are.   ❞

❝   they’ll heal our scars; sadness will be far away.   ❞

❝   so i had done wrong, but you put me right.   ❞

❝   when i give less than i take - it is my fault, my own mistake.   ❞

❝   say that i’m crazy, or call me a fool - but last night it seems that i dream about you. ❞

❝   when i open my mouth, what came out was a song. and you knew every word and we all sang along.   ❞

❝   we sang along to a melody that’s playing to the strings of our souls.   ❞

❝   our love for each other will live on forever.   ❞

❝   when the cold wind is calling and the sky is clear and bright, i will ride.   ❞

❝   i have to be strong as the seas are stormy, and proud as an eagle’s scream.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i would have no inkling of how precious this life could be.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i would never have a clue how at last i’d find in you the missing part of me.   ❞

❝   if i never knew you, i’d be safe but half as real.   ❞

❝   what’s the matter with me? you’d think a girl would learn.   ❞

❝   if there’s a price for a rotten judgement, i guess i’ve already won that.   ❞

❝   no man is worth the aggravation.   ❞

❝   it’s ancient history; been there done that!   ❞

❝   who you think you’re kidding? he’s the earth and heaven to you!   ❞

❝   no chance, no way! i won’t say it, no.   ❞

❝   it’s too cliche, so i won’t say i’m in love.   ❞

❝   i thought my heart has learnt its lesson.   ❞

❝   my head is screaming, “get a grip, girl! unless you want to cry your heart out.”   ❞

❝   check the grin: you’re in love.   ❞

❝   put your faith in what you most believe in.   ❞

❝   trust your heart. let fate decide to guide these lies we see.    ❞

❝   two worlds, one family.   ❞

❝   raise your head up, lift high the load; take strength from those that need you.   ❞

❝   build higher walls, build stronger beams!   ❞

❝   tell everybody i’m on my way; new friends and new places to see.   ❞

❝   there’s nowhere else i’d rather be.   ❞

❝   i’m loving every step i take.   ❞

❝   i can’t keep this smile off my face.   ❞

❝   there’s nothing like seeing each other again, no matter the distance in between.   ❞

❝   the life of a princess from birth is well defined.   ❞

❝   a [princess/prince/king/queen] must humbly serve their country, play the part they’re assigned.   ❞

❝   who could ever ask for more?   ❞

❝   i wanna be like other girls!   ❞

❝   climb up the trees like other kids can!   ❞

❝   gotta keep one jump ahead of the bread line.   ❞

❝   these guys don’t appreciate i’m broke.   ❞

❝   i steal only what i can’t afford - and, well, that’s everything.   ❞

❝   i can take a hint, gotta face the fact. you’re my only friend, [Name].   ❞

❝   i’d blame parents except he hadn’t got them.   ❞

❝   i think i’ll take a stroll around the block.   ❞

❝   gotta eat to live, gotta steal to eat; otherwise, we’ll get along.   ❞

❝   i admit that in the past i’ve been a nasty.   ❞

❝   they weren’t kidding when they’re calling me, well, a witch.   ❞

❝   i fortunately know a little magic; it’s a talent i always possess.   ❞

❝   poor unfortunate souls, in pain! in need! and do i help them? indeed.   ❞

❝   there you see her, sitting across the way.   ❞

❝   she doesn’t get a lot to say, but there’s something about her.   ❞

❝   yes, you want her. look at her, you know you do.   ❞

❝   it’s possible she wants you too. there is one way to ask her.   ❞

❝   you think i’m an ignorant savage?   ❞

❝   still, i cannot see that the savage one is me.   ❞

❝   you think you own whatever land you land on. the earth is just a dead thing you can claim.   ❞

❝   if you walk the footsteps of a stranger, you’ll learn things you never knew.   ❞

❝  for a long time we’ve been marching off to battle. in our thundering herd we feel a lot like cattle!   ❞

❝   bet the local girls thought you were quite the charmer.   ❞

❝   and i’ll bet the ladies love a man in armor!   ❞

❝   there’s no place i’d rather be than on my surfboard out at sea.   ❞

❝   and if i had one wish come true, i’d surf till the sun sets.   ❞

❝   i know you, i walked with you once upon a dream.   ❞

❝   i know you, the gleam in your eyes is a familiar gleam.   ❞

❝   visions are seldom what they seem.   ❞

❝   you’ll love me at once, the way you did once.   ❞

❝   i don’t have time for dancing! that’s just gonna have to wait for a while.   ❞

❝   ain’t got time for messing around, and it’s not my style.   ❞

❝   i know exactly where i’m going; getting closer, closer each day.   ❞

❝   people down here think i’m crazy, but i don’t care.   ❞

❝   so, he’s a bit of a fixer upper.   ❞

❝   i know he washes well, but he always ends up sorta smelly.   ❞

❝   you can fix this fixxer upper with a little bit of love!   ❞

❝   remember me? though i have to say goodbye…   ❞

❝   even if i’m far away, i’ll hold you in my heart.   ❞

❝   remember me, though i have to travel far.   ❞

❝   so many things to tell you. but how to make you see?   ❞

❝   the truth about my past? impossible. you’d turn away from me.   ❞

❝   all at once, everything looks different. now that i see you.   ❞

❝   they’ll fall in love, and here’s the bottom line: our trio’s down to two.   ❞

❝   standing here, it’s all so clear: i’m where i’m meant to be.   ❞

❝   with all this romantic atmosphere, disaster’s in the air.   ❞

❝   until you’re in my arms again, remember me.   ❞

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calix & valentina / a song of ice and fire.

calix had certain things he didn’t mind all that much about. one of those things being music. whilst his taste of hardcore metal and classical pieces can be odd, these were the sort of music that he endorsed in. that’s how he ended up heading to the music store at times in order to search for more interesting music, or to seek for some of the latest songs of his favorite bands and all when he was in the mood. and today was simply one of those days, wherein he’d enter the music store and look around for anything interesting. yes, he didn’t really enjoy going out to socialize or the sort, but the authenticity of it all made it a pretty charming act. although he’d rather live a life of total isolation, he supposed things like this were something he could miss.  meandering about the music store and cycling through his choices, the man did not bother to look around. he was more keen on the songs in front of him more so than anything else, and before he knew it—he bumped into a stranger. quickly balking from the physical contact, his head snapped to the stranger, instinctively letting rude words escape his lips “watch where you’re going!” then, he saw the stranger more clearly and his distaste grew. what a horrid looking woman she was too, today just seemed to get worse and worse.

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calix & hoseok / burning up.

he hated going to crowded places, despised the abundance of people that could exist in one space. even with his hood on, mask covering up his face, people look and he’s so tempted to throw his book at them but: firstly, his book deserved better; secondly, that act would only serve to attract more attention; finally, his book really deserved better because it had more worth than any of these trashes do anyway. unfortunately, calix wasn’t blessed by an onslaught of creativity. so sometimes he’d go to the cafe to sneakily watch some people and pray for something interesting to occur ( really, was one scuffle a bit too much to ask for ). or to just write whatever came into mind, taking the world around him as a source of inspiration. and so, there he was, looking down at his notebook with his frown hidden. he had already some drafts and ideas jotted down, but now he was near stuck in one of the events that could possibly occur. twirling the pen in his hand, he mulled over what he could do and shut his eyes briefly in thought. not too long after he did such an act, the scent of smoke wafted into his nose. startled by the strange smell, he looked down to see embers from a burning plant that stood close to him on his book. which meant the pages were all lit up and all the hard work he put into it was gone. calix would like to scream, but he was more sophisticated than that. instead, he hurriedly pulled himself away from the burning items and kept all the disdainful remarks in from seeing his effort blaze into ashes. he never wanted to murder a man so much as the perpetrator behind this, and oh boy was he going to make them pay.

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❛   come  on  ,   it’s  just  a  game ,  what  could  go  so  wrong  ?   ❜

“a lot of things. and frankly, i would rather be away from your presence than to stay close to it any longer.” he rudely remarked. he couldn’t understand the other with his insistence on getting to know him. how dare he? how dare he try to know him more and made such claims, when all calix wanted was him to go away.fools, all of them. they were horrible people that never tried to accept or understand.with a scowl that harshly tugged his lips downwards, he glared at his fellow demigod ( and really, why must he be cursed to be of the same species as such empty-brained waste of time ). turning his head away, he proceeded to leave. he didn’t think he could handle being with this blasphemy of a being any longer.“i’m going to leave now and we are going to peacefully go off on our own ways. because i am not in the mood to deal with this tomfoolery any longer.” he huffed, heading off and leaving the other. why must he not have powers of death? he’d like to end the lives of such idiots, that way there would be more space for the decent people.

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calix & aurelie / sunshine and thundercloud.

there’s many things wrong with calix, from his utter distaste to love and beauty to how sometimes he couldn’t help but imagine the people around him in grotesque manners to ease himself. he was by no means normal, not in the slightest. he was also far from ever being kind, because really? why should he be kind to these fools that existed around him? a waste of air was what they were, oxygen like this didn’t need to enter these worthless fools’ lungs. however, calix had moods still. sometimes he felt less vindictive than usual, other times he’d have to resist the urge of pushing the person eyeing him to the active street so he could see their bodies get mangled by a car ( and oh, how nice it would be to take a picture of such a scene ). on those good days, though, he would ignore it with ease and enjoy his life as is. today was one of those good days. the kind where in he decided to go to the pet shop and get cat food ( and as much as he loathed his powers, it did get him a discount from the cashier trying to woo him ), head off to a familiar alley way, and seek for a certain group of cats hiding within the boxes. “hello.” his voice, a soft murmur unlike his usually clipped and poised tone. kneeling down, he took off his bag, taking out a plastic bag with three bowls and setting it out in front of him before shoving the plastic in his bag. then he pulled out the bag of recently bought cat food, pouring it into the bowls to equal amounts, and he called out again “i’ve got food for you lot again.” silence, before the boxes shifted out and finally a trio of cats came out. to the mundane, they were ugly little things. one with patches of bare spots, one shut eye and face so flat. another with wide fearful looking eyes, a leg lost and an ear that’s been chipped off a bit from a fight. finally the last, with a disfigured face that made it look like a deformed cat than what most would be comfortable to care for. but that’s what majority thought, and they’ve shunned the trio for it. chased them off when cuter strays were being fed for being all demonic looking and all. but calix was different. calix found them to be beautiful. poor souls they were, to be the outcasts ruined by people’s prejudice. he watched as their skinny forms rushed to a bowl, eagerly chowing down without pause. he watched them as they’ve eaten and he lets himself take out his camera to take a picture of them. he didn’t care if his pictures didn’t sell much. his subjects were never the beautiful that which others sought for, but this was what he liked. and he never cared for other’s opinions, what was most important was his own view on things. a snap, then the cats looked up at him. and unlike what they’ve been slandered as, the three came to him and nuzzled against his legs. dirty, scorned, but he didn’t care about it at all. they saw him as a savior, but truthfully calix wasn’t that kind. no, a kind person would take them in. a kind person would frequently do such an act. a kind person would not leave them all alone when they weren’t in the mood. calix was a cruel man who liked to admire what he found beautiful. but they were rare, and harder to keep for so long. so it’s only logical he tried to keep those that he found pretty alive for a little longer, no?

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❛ can you please stop screwing with my mind , god ! ❜

“i wish i could stop ‘screwing’ your mind as you say it, but i am unfortunately cursed to be unable to control my powers.” he drawled, looking at the other demigod with disdain. truly, it was not his fault in the slightest that his powers were on steroids ( in demigod standards ) and refused any form of control. truly, whoever cursed him was another addition to the many reasons as to why he loathed deities. the divine were atrocious things, not even the kindest ones were great ( because then they are fools, more idiots to roam this realm—or they embodied a concept, and the thing about concepts was that you tend to lose your humanity by becoming something as a whole ). “now go off, if you truly want your head alright and for none of that atrocious...ugh, attraction towards me to get any worse, then leave me be. i didn’t ask you to stay now, did i?” he grimaced, words dripping with venom. really, people should just leave him be, they’ll all be happier that way. “it’s a win-win situation if you do so after all.” honestly, why must he be surrounded by idiots at all times?

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                   𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒  .

❛   what  are  you  doing?   ❜

❛   what ,  you’re  going  to  kill  me?  ❜

❛   fuck !  put  the  gun  down !  please , come on !  it’s  me ,  alright ?  ❜

❛   what  are  you  doing  with  that ?   ❜

❛   please ..  don’t  do  this  anymore !   ❜

❛   let  her/them/him  go  or  i’ll  blow  you  away !  ❜

❛   wait ! okay …  okay !  okay , i’ll  tell  you ,  whatever  you  want  to  know  ..   ❜

❛   you  point  that  thing  at  me  you  better  pull  the  trigger .  ❜

❛   alright , alright , alright  ..  i’ll talk !   ❜

❛   please ,  just  let  me  go ,  i  won’t  tell  anyone …  i  promise  .  ❜

❛   let  me  out  of  here !   let  me  go !   ❜

❛   you’re  not  getting  away  this  time  …  ❜

❛   actually ,  i  think  i  better  get  going  …   it’s  late  and  …   ❜

❛   come  on !  fight  back !  fight  back !  fight  back  you  coward !   ❜

❛   come  on ,  hit  me !   ❜

❛   do  it !  pull  the  trigger !  do  it  ,  do  it  ,  do  it !   ❜

❛   come  and  find  me  …  polo !  ❜

❛   i  don’t  want  to  hide  anymore ,  i  don’t  want  to  be  afraid  anymore  …   ❜

❛   you   keep   saying   you’re   going   to   stop   but   you   don’t !  ❜

❛   how   many   more   people   need   to   die   before   you’re   satisfied ?  ❜

❛   why   are   you   doing   this ?   ❜

❛   don’t   come   any   closer  ,   that’s   far   enough  .   ❜

❛   if   you  don’t   pull   the   trigger   i’ll   pull   it   for   you  !   ❜

❛   i  thought  that  you  were  in  danger  …   ❜

❛   you’re  dangerous  …  i ,   i  just  don’t  want  to  end  up  dead ..   ❜

❛   i  promise  i  won’t  hurt  you  …    ❜

❛   can  you  please  stop  screwing  with  my  mind ,  god  !   ❜

❛   i  don’t  want  to  be  here  anymore ,  please ,  can  we  go  back ?   ❜

❛   um  ….  i’m  not  sure  i  want  to  go ,   thanks   anyway  ..   ❜

❛   that  sounds  dangerous  ….   i’m  in .   ❜

❛   i  don’t  know ,  it  sounds  awfully  dangerous  …  ❜

❛   stay  back  or  i  will  rip  your  head  off  !  ❜

❛   i  think  …   this   is   wrong ,  no .  i  can’t  just  stand  by   and   watch   it  .   ❜

❛   do  you  think  you  would  ever  hurt  me  like  that ?   ❜

❛   i  can’t  be  with  someone  who  could  hurt  me  like  that  …  ❜

❛   this  is  not  love  !   it   is   obsession  !   a   sick  one  at   that  !  ❜

❛   are  you  following  me  ?   what  …   what  do  you  want  ?   money  ?   ❜

❛   please  …  i  have  money ,   just  let  me  go  .  ❜

❛   i  don’t  think  you  realize  how  the  dangerous  this  game  is  ..   ❜

❛   it’s  not  just  a  game  !   ❜

❛   if  you’re  in  some  kind  of  trouble ,  you  can  tell  me  .   ❜

❛   come  on  ,   it’s  just  a  game ,  what  could  go  so  wrong  ?   ❜

❛   are  you  the  one  that’s  been  watching  me  ?   stalking  me  ?  ❜

❛   actually ,  do  you  mind  if  we  just  stop/pull  over  here  ?   ❜

❛   what  are  you  doing ?   you  missed  the  stop  back  there ?   ❜

❛   hello ?   is   someone  there  ?   ❜

❛   you’re  scaring  me  …   ❜

❛   okay ,  you’re  really  starting  to  scare  me  …  ❜

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intro;

hello there everyone! i'm bb ( 18+, GMT+7 ) and here i brought my cursed son of aphrodite, calix song. he's currently a mere freelance photographer & author and filled with hate, so sorry for the insults galore coming from him orz. on another note, here are his stats, bio, power and plots page. if you want to plot and all, just hmu here or in discord ( BB#6988 )! and if you want me to get into ur ims and all, just like this post and i'll get to you as soon as i can! anyhow, here is also a summary of him under the cut:

tw: death and mentions of gore.

biography:

son of aphrodite that got cursed by some other god when he was young to hate aphrodite and everything she embodied.

but the curse got so entwined into him that the guy grew to hate everything. including his dad who unconditionally loved him.

grew up in the good life of being loved, everyone wanting to get to know him, his father doing his best for him, really nice life but—

he hated it all, hated their praises, wanted to be alone and tell everyone to just go away. 

heck, kid can’t deal with his own reflection because he thought he looked absolutely disgusting.

only thing he enjoyed were horror n morbid genres. that’s one of the rare enjoyments he had.

there was this one kid who got obsessed with him and tried to be everything he loved. so he goes of to kill calix’s father in the most grotesque manner to attract him.

didn’t work, he just realized he loved his dad and threw his bag at the guy to knock him out before calling the police. 

didn’t cry for his father, but he felt empty.

received a final letter from his dad that revealed his heritage and mount phoenix’s location .

he goes to uni there ( bc he just ended high school at that point ) and found out he was cursed + it amplified and completely ruined any chances of control over it + cannot be removed because it’s so fused into him that without it he’ll just be an empty shell.

ends up staying in mount phoenix because mortals would be even more affected by his powers and he seek for a normal life. now he’s just a freelance photographer and author.

personality:

he’s going to call you ugly, and every way to describe how horrible you look.

but then again he has a warped sense of beauty. standard, majority point of view of beauty was something he just didn’t agree with.

hates everyone. hates everything. it doesn’t matter—even the things he enjoyed he held a bit of loathing for.

very aloof at first but can be provoked and he would be spiteful.

he can be dramatic like—makes sure there’s no reflective surfaces in his living space to the point of always having curtains closed on the windows because he hated seeing his reflection.

basically an asshole. with a dose of dramatics and edginess.

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‘beautiful pain’ mv filming behind // sungjae

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Romeo and Juliet is my favorite story about how when you fall in love, it’s best to just kill yourself.

(via heyimxenia)

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sungjae for cosmopolitan korea, june issue

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cr JungYookstore

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