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Tumblr already has a personalization algorithm it's called my beloved mutuals who have great taste and only wish to psychologically damage me sometimes

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ive been playing through hundred line and i kid you not every screenshot ive taken has only been when it comes to takumi saying something about food im so sorry im not normal

yes....keep eating...get fatter...

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Fake laughed at a customer's joke today and dropped the smile within milliseconds of them turning around. when I tell you that I felt like Patrick fucking Bateman

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oh boy i sure do love having tons of trinkets

the nefarious dust particle:

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adult friendships are so dumb like yeah i think i can find a time to hang. how’s february 17th at 4pm

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i’m free on thursday if you wanna start a toxic codependent thing

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silly comic idea

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it says it all

(commission me!)

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i am currently studying for a chemistry exam and i drew shin to represent how im feeling right now

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what he looking at me like that for

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can i read your shin cat fic from a year ago i cant find it........

which one cause unfortunately there are multiple

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wife saw me taking this pic in the CVS and sighed so loudly

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can we talk about how literally 64% of people wear glasses, and yet we NEVER see them in movies/tv unless it's on some nerdy or uncool character? why do we adhere to such a weird beauty standard that subconsciously makes us feel bad for,, not being able to see???

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this got screenshotted and reposted to twitter guys i made it

Both these men have hundreds of loyal followers

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It was cold that day and yet we still went out. We went out because he called off and it was rare I got a day so free and he said he hadn't explored the daytime city in so long and so we went out.

He met me and we talked, and we went to the christmas market. He bought a beer and I bought a wine and then we said cheers and he said "Have some of mine." And so I did, and I gave him some of mine. And we were warm, and we were happy, and we laughed, and we talked. And then when we got bored we walked.

I said "I have all the time in the world. I don't know what else to do today."

He said, "I do too. Let's just walk around."

And so we walked. We went down across the street and we went along the riverwalk until construction stopped us and we walked further. And then we found a sign pointing us to Navy Pier and we wanted to walk that way, but it said walk east. Earlier he had made fun of me for not knowing my directions, and so I was desperately asking him which way, to which we shared a laugh as he pointed where. But after nearly an hour of walking and realizing we weren't anywhere, we realized that we had been walking west. And so we laughed. I laughed so hard. I made fun of him, and he made fun of me, and so even though we already walked so much we walked in the opposite direction.

We made it to Navy Pier just as the sun went down. The lights were beautiful. Christmas lights twinkling in shapes of gifts or ornaments. It was breath taking. He bought a ramune and let me take a swig. We stood at the top of the pier, gazing over the lake and the city lights. We were alone. It was cold and it was quiet and it was just us and the scene was so beautiful. It was so perfect, that moment.

I felt like I should've kissed him. When I looked at him I wanted to. I wished to. I desperately needed to. But I didn't. I shared a smile instead. And I jumped with joy and got embarrassed and he laughed it off because I explained I was just excited.

And so we were hungry, and so we walked from the pier back into the city to find food. And the place I wanted to go to didn't work out, and so we searched for another. And we found one we both wanted to go to that wasn't so far. And so we walked there, caught up in conversation and banter and quips and laughter. And when we arrived we saw the "Please use other door" sign and so we walked until we saw a different door. We were so distracted by each other and the decor and the atmosphere that it wasn't until we sat down on the table with our menus and the waiter explained how their ramen shop works we realized: we had completely gone into the wrong restaurant.

And so we laughed. We just laughed and took off our coats and settled down. And when our waiter came back to ask how we found the place, as they had only just opened three weeks ago, we answered truthfully. By accident, we said. And we all laughed. But the ramen was warm and his smile was as soft as the pork and it was delicious and I even convinced him to get dessert. But it was just one stick of dango, just our luck. And so we settled for taking turns biting it, even though it was frozen. It was awkward and silly but I can't help but think of how much he said he enjoyed it anyway. And despite last time him promising me that I could pay for the meal he paid for it anyway.

And so we left and we kept walking and it was cold. It was cold but the city night life was thrumming and the lights from the buildings and christmas lights were shining. And I kept bumping into him and him into me and we eventually walked through the park before finally making it back to the station. And we sat on the bench and we talked and I leaned my shoulder against his.

And I felt the pressure of him leaning his shoulder back against mine.

And I remember saying, "Let me drive you home."

And he said "I've gone home later than this. I'll be fine."

And I said "Let me drive you home, if just to extend this."

And I throw my hand in the air, motioning between us and all around us and he laughs and nods his head.

And he said "Yeah, alright. Sure."

And we got on the train together and we talked. And we went past his stop to mine. And we got in my car, and I drove him the short 5 minute ride home. And I drove to my house. And I was warm.

I've got a date with a boy on sunday. We're going out for breakfast, or brunch, but we'll be out early. Then we're going to the bookstore. Then the following monday he invited me to talk a walk with him to the train station. The real kicker? I asked him if we should ride together to our date on sunday. He told me it was up to me. Do I want to ride a motorcycle?

I keep telling myself I can't think he must like me. That we're just friends, he probably isn't interested in me. I've never had someone genuinely show interest in me, let alone flirt (unless it was a joke). He offered me a ride, knowing I've wanted to ride a motorcycle and I've never done it before.

I keep praying to god to give me some sign that I'm not delusional. That he's flirting back, or at least interested, because I'm so clueless and pessimistic. Nobody has ever shown interest in me before. I think myself unlovable. God give me a sign this sunday.

So far my love with him has been like a fanfiction. We ride the same trains, we've met up for lunch. I even gave him some food I made. I've watched the subway doors close on him as he raced to try and make it, our smiles of recognition as we made eye contact through the window before the train took off. He even let me drink from his glass of beer, right after he drank from it. It's driving me crazy. Are things lining up, or am I delusional? Give me a definitive sign. I hope we can keep having this. I hope things keep going well