mr-vodkaa

[mr-vodkaa]

I'm ending my life on my birthday (June 29)

I'm planning to end my life on my birthday, June 29 by nitrogen asphyxiation. I already have access to nitrogen tank and respiratory mask.

Tumblr has been kind to me. Through this, I was able to talk to #Barry Loukaitis and engage with my fellow peeps here. I would certainly miss this platform.

No one can talk me out of this. I have no worries.

May you guys find peace and happiness within your heart. 🤍

[mr-vodkaa]

i'm sorry that you won't be able to continue contact with barry! :( i was considering writing him a letter, but i guess now is not the best time.

it also saddens me but gotta respect his decision :<<

[mr-vodkaa]

Did Barry say why he couldnt continue writing?

Yes he did. He said he thought he was at point in life where he was ready to engage with more people but turned out he wasn't. He's sorry for being unfair and thanked me for reaching out.

[mr-vodkaa]

Barry told me that he won't be able to continue writing. I respect his decision tho its kinda sad

[mr-vodkaa]

i apologize i just checked my jpay account and turns out i wasn't able to send my 2nd mail to Barry :3.. im so fvcking stupid hshhs. I'll get back to u if he ever replied to me

do you only correspond with barry or do you communicate with others too?

yes but i only received 1 response out of 2 mails i sent him. and no i don't have any communication with anyone else

[mr-vodkaa]

do you only correspond with barry or do you communicate with others too?

yes but i only received 1 response out of 2 mails i sent him. and no i don't have any communication with anyone else

[mr-vodkaa]

Do you plan on writing Barry back? Or have you wrote him back already after seeing his “a few months old” reply?

Hii I responded to him immediately as soon as I read his reply. But he haven't emailed me back yet, guess I have to wait for couple of months again but iz okie

[mr-vodkaa]

What did Barry tell him about himself? I’m so swooning about someone getting a reply from him. I have never had the courage to write him.

He told me nothing about himself. He’s really nice and seems interested in my studies and political dilemmas in my country. But he never mentions anything about his current state (which is kinda sad?). I suggest go shoot your shot now and send him a letter I am pretty sure he will appreciate it :D

[mr-vodkaa]

hiii, i saw that barry emailed you back and im just curious do you by any chance know how can i contact tj lane or devon erickson? i live in indonesia so sending him letter will be hard for me so maybe his email or other way to contact him, but mailing address is also really fine. or maybe by any chance do you know someone that know about tj lane or devon erickson that i can talk to? sorry for the long question im desperate :(((

Hiii I’m afraid I don’t have any contacts about Tj Lane and Devon. If however, I found something I’ll write back to you. 

[mr-vodkaa]

How does jpay work? I've been meaning to write to Barry, but I'm unsure on how it all works, haha.

Hi you need to buy stamps in order to send your message. 1 stamp per page. You can check here: https://www.jpay.com/home.aspx  

Here is Barry’s details:

Barry Loukaitis, 771782, Washington State Department Of Corrections

I hope this helps. I’m sorry its taken me long to respond. 

[mr-vodkaa]

What country are you in?

Hi Philippines

[mr-vodkaa]

How’s Barry? Has he changed?

Tho i asked, he did not mention anything about his well being at that time, so I just assumed Barry is doing great. He just asked stuff like how’s my architecture journey and the politics game in my country. 

[mr-vodkaa]

I can’t believe Barry Loukaitis emailed me back. It took him five months to respond but it’s fine. Ok i feel good now

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Hey did you get a letter from Barry? And how did you write him?

Hiiiii omg I just checked my Jpay account now and he responded to me on Oct. 29, 2020. JEEEZ I SHOULD”VE CHECKED MY INBOX :(((

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me doing floor plan next week

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rest in fucking pieces, mr. darcy

[mr-vodkaa]

far more intimate than a kiss, this is byfar the most romantic book i've ever read

idk what it is about pride and prejudice that’s so appealing. maybe it’s the fantasy of telling a man he’s self centred and arrogant and he believes it and changes for the better