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鈿笍 Alone In The Dark 鈿笍
As I sit here I wonder who is really here anymore. I wonder who would sit with me in the dark. I show all the signs of a happy person even though I鈥檓 trapped in a perpetual nightmare. My heart still beating faster as my anxiety slices away at me. My mind racing as I don鈥檛 trust my heart anymore. I wonder what did I do to deserve my heart to be smashed away so easily. The memory of who I used to be gone. I sat here loving who i used to be, but I can鈥檛 be sad nor weak anymore. I鈥檒l give my heart to everyone and show you all what an empty smile will do to you. My Tears drying my face as the once beautiful smile I had changes. A morbid reflection of its former self. Break me I ask as I sit here. I hope this time at least you鈥檒l give me a smile before you pull the trigger. Self love my exchange for this darkness that clouds my thoughts. The clouds shifting as all the good I thought blurs away in a fog of pain. All I see is hurt. All I hear is sadness. My heart beat slowing to a weary pace. I walk on a thin line of love and pain. But you鈥檒l never know what side I鈥檝e fallen on. Watch me I鈥檒l say as I scream for help. Save me I鈥檒l cry as I push everyone away. Make it all stop I鈥檒l whisper as I give up.
鈿笍 A Smile Will Never Change The World 鈿笍
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