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“Under predatory capitalism, the average American’s life has no inherent worth to his society, his neighbours, his peers, his colleagues — he is just an instrument, a tool, a device for earning profit. So he is constantly told that he is nothing, nobody, no one, unless he wears, says, buys, owns, has the right things — but acquiring those takes being a predator, cunning, ruthless, heartless, and merciless. And yet there is a terrible dilemma here. Even if he understands himself in the end, he will see something psychologically devastating — he is just a cog in the machine of his own ruin, because he can either be someone, or no one, but he cannot be his better self.”

Why America’s Latest Crisis Is Suicide

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teacup requested by Hanna and Anna on my patreon [Drawing of a purple tea cup saying “Drink tea and give yourself time. You’re going to be okay.” in a blue speech bubble.]

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im sick and tired of everyone still acting as if autistic people dont exist in todays society or participate in popular subcultures just bc ppl dont want to listen to us talk. we want to be represented as much as everyone else, and actually even more.

i see posts talking about how peter parker is trans with thousands of notes, a lot of them from cis allies. i hear a question about stucky in almost every interview/q&a/con that the cast does. i even see posts like ‘x character is adhd’ with tons of notes because adhd is more socially acceptable than autism. people will break down every aspect of someones character just for tiny hints that they’re trans or gay or whatever, and while i do love trans and gay headcanons being widely accepted, especially by the creators of the content themselves, i still cannot think of one single instance where a character who was coded autistic was confirmed …besides sheldon cooper. i watched bruce banner have basically a meltdown on screen and wrap himself in his shirt, the way i do when i have meltdowns, and no one said a thing. i watched newt scamander avoid eye contact throughout the entire movie, stumble over his words, have a hyperfixation on animals/creatures, etc etc etc and no one said a thing. 

i feel like im just shouting into the void here because its still so unfathomable for people to understand that autistic people exist. we’re here, we’re consuming the same media you are, we’re desperate for diversity just like you are. its never even crossed the minds of the creators/actors that the quirky shy awkward character they’ve created is just autistic– because, wait, peter parker doesn’t talk in a monotone voice like spock, how can he be autistic?!!?!?

literally no one. gives a shit. about autistic people. at all. please just listen to us. give our autistic headcanon posts as many notes as your trans headcanon posts. be aware that autistic people who think their favorite characters are autistic aren’t just ‘projecting’ or ‘overanalyzing’, and you shouldnt just humor us because you pity us. realize that autistic people can look many different ways and just because a character doesn’t act like sheldon cooper or spock, doesn’t mean they’re not autistic. just please realize that we exist.

edit: non autistics are encouraged to reblog

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self care is ignoring jk rowling’s twitter

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Auditory Processing Problems

• *someone says something* “what?” *repeats themselves* “sorry?” *repeats themselves again* “pardon?”

•"hey, y'see the red thing at the top of the shelf, will you get it?“ “Sorry, what?” “On the sh-” “oh yeah sure, I’ll get it.”

•*doesn’t hear teacher because someone’s pen is making a scratchy sound at the back of the room*

•*replays video 10 ten times to figure out what they’re saying*

•teachers asking, “why do you always stop writing in the middle of a sentence, just write down whatever I’m saying,” followed by the response, “I’m just processing it,” rebuked by, “we’ll stop processing it and just write.”

•*gets really focused on staring out the window and goes through four songs without hearing a single on*

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Yesterday my therapist used “triggered” in an actual medical context and for a second I honestly thought she was making fun of me before I remembered that it was still a word like. Actual doctors use and not just something shitty people say

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Mah Gurl Noodle

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some of yall r SOOO sensitive!! and it’s a good way to be. u have big hearts. I love u

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if anyone ever tells you that english isn’t ridiculous remember that the reason why we have a silent b in debt is because a group of guys got together to standardise english spelling and got to the word debt, which at the time was primarily spelled either ‘dett’ or ‘det’. so they basically went:

‘everyone speaks latin, right? so let’s put a silent b in debt. like debitum, which is latin for debt. problem solved.’

also the reason why there is a h in ghost is because when the printing press first came to england the only people trained to operate it were flemmish speaking, and they put a h after g because that’s what you do in flemmish. they put shit like ghirl and ghoose, but the only reason why ghost stuck is because people saw ‘the holy ghost’ in the bible and were like ‘well, that MUST be right’.

so yeah english is a really stupid language with some of the most ridiculous spelling

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I felt like this happened when cup was transforming into cuppachino for the first time idk

Response: Lol thats so true :D

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shitty horoscopes book ix: the body and the wreckage.

each sign rules a body part, though which part will vary depending on who you’re talking to. this volume marks a year to the inception of the shitty horoscopes series.

amrit brar (musterni), 2015

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It took me a while, but it is finally done! The Modern Male Witch: Attic!

There is a large collection of spirits lingering in the witch’s attic, floating, inhabiting objects. The witch spends many hours talking to them, his curious cat always by his side. He knows he’s always being watched, but he doesn’t mind. It goes both ways.

This is the fifth piece in my Modern Male Witch Project. This piece is inspired by Welcome to Night Vale.

Available as print on Redbubble and Society6.

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ways to look more angelic:

carry flowers everywhere

pink or gold eye shadow 

wear long ankle dresses

soft humming

have a pink glowy blush

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the avengers as tmmgttb

Steve: 

Tony: 

Natasha: 

Bruce: 

Clint:

Thor:

Sam: 

Wanda:

Pietro: 

Rhodey:

Vision: 

Peter:

Scott: 

T’Challa: 

Bucky: 

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me: i really need to talk this out with someone 

my anxiety: ur coming off needy. isolate urself and handle it. all u need is U!

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not gonna say it again!!!!

a BOG is a wetland that is acidic

a FEN is a wetland that is alkaline