Formerly budogakusei formerly twentieth-century-harmony and originally multiple-nerdery. Yeah bitches I use this blog again... rarely
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[ID: A black cat stepping into an open pizza box. Right onto the pizza.]
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lol at myself but I am lowkey highkey missing most of my exes in this moment
#honestly even beau remembering the good times with him is amazing#then again I do prefer our friendship#damn I got so lucky with him!#okay post cancelled this is now officially beau appreciation posting hour#literally couldn't have picked a cooler guy to date then switch genders with#to be fair we started the gender swap while we were still technically dating#our friendship is hella cool literally I love that guy
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how do you stop missing the good times with people who fucked you twice and then left?
#i'm a different person than I was when I was 18 and you left so many hickeys on me that I needed to buy makeup to hide em#if I walked in your door would you ask me to stop and sit a while before going?#I'd ask you to stay just one song longer#does your heart beat a little faster the few times you see me now?#or did you just mark me as a notch on your bedpost and keep your memories of me there#i mean this is what I get. you were my first and I was just another person you dragged into the backseat#come for a ride with me like old times#I'm not the boy you made into a man so maybe now I'm the woman who could be your girl
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crowley, i wish i could talk to you again. just to know what happened and get closer. just to vent about how i was in love with you and you never loved me back, despite everything you said and the couple of times you held me. just to apologize for bothering you by coming by where you work even though i tried to avoid you when i was there. just to commiserate about how we both loved mal and both lost them. just to hold your hand and be just friends again, like freshman year, way before i caught feelings
#hey like if you read please#this isn't going nowhere#I know they're not gonna read this but I can dream#I used to talk exactly like them when we were talking. I don't talk that way normally it's sickening#I was down bad for them#'3cool 5you' what was I thinking#'eue' emotes used by the truly deranged (and horny and teenaged)#anyways crowley if you happen to read this. move to seattle I'll be in burien for the next year#we can be normal friends with no psychosexual bullshit. unlike how we were from the minute you first fucked me#I won't hit on you if you don't hit on me. you can leave that deadend town and come somewhere better#I think you'd like the person I've become better than you ever liked the boy I was
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back in CO again and wow did not expect to run into crowley again (while I was with my gf) but thats my luck I suppose
#to be clear this was at their work that I knew they had worked at but#it's been 5+ years how come they aren't out of this dead end town already#also they were FOH and I stg if the one cashier guy hadn't come in they wouldve had to take our order#they did make the order#I think they recognized me... can't rightly say#I hope they don't think I'm stalking them or anything#I'd be open to renewing our friendship if they ever wanted but I get the sense they don't
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wouldn’t it be funny if people from my past still stalked this blog and they’re seeing this random shit many years in the past
#i mean I linked my new blog a number of times they can stalk that one#and I've admitted all my weird psychosexual shit over there too in tags on text posts#like. go over there to know who I used to love. hint. it was camilla#I know at one point someone either from the netherlands or using a VPN stalked this blog so... who knows#crowley unblocked me over here but blocked my new one??? weird#anyways#go over to takabayashi-takeshi where I incessantly hornypost#or stay here maybe I will hornypost on this account#...women
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What do you mean the average person doesnt know what multithreading is fuck off
#okay but that's literally my knowledge level#I know basic html/css and a bit but not a lot of python and c++#and while I don't know how to accomplish multithreading I do know what it is#and had a friend who actually taught himself GPU multithreading to make his computational physics program work faster#he showed me how but I never understood
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Dilf but it stands for dyke I’d like to fuck
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wait ok now i’m curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now
#well I joined around the same time beau and I started dating so I would've been about 14#maybe younger#and i turn 24 in 6 days so...#about a decade as well#i went back to my original url on this blog because whoah my 14 y/o self was like#'i am in multiple fandoms... how do I express this?'
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thinks about crona very hard and for many years now running
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if i started to post again on this blog would that be fucked up or what?
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happy I’m 23. Go follow me at @takabayashi-takeshi since that’s my blog nowadays
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just a reminder yall i moved to @takabayashi-takeshi go to me there
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in case anyone somehow still cares, I have a shite new blog @takabayashi-takeshi for anyone who wants to renew their years old indifference towards me
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in case anyone somehow still cares, I have a shite new blog @takabayashi-takeshi for anyone who wants to renew their years old indifference towards me
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