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Murdoch: Detective Watts, we need to talk about your professionalism.

Watts, standing on a chair: Those are some mighty brave words from someone standing in lava.

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Detective Llewelyn Watts - Murdoch Mysteries season 11 episode 18

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If you were wondering where I’ve been ^^^

Hi guys. It’s me. It’s been a hot second since I’ve been a functioning member of society and after a lot of people asking me where I’ve been I’ve decided to just come out with a ridiculously long post about it because I’m dramatic and extra and you know I love a good long text post.

I think a lot of you already know that depression has been a huge (and unfortunate) part of my life and it’s something that frequently holds me back from living the life I want to. My motivation flounders, I flake out of plans, and most days I feel like I’m drowning in a hapless mixture of perfectionism and complete apathy toward everything. Despite this, I’ve usually been able to keep my head above water.

But the past year has really kicked my ass. COVID-19 on top of several unfortunate and unexpected major life changes really took a toll on me.

During a particularly hard time and after a suicide attempt I spent several months in a behavioral hospital. Following my hospital stay I moved home and decided to take some much needed time off from the internet. It was quite a journey getting back to a healthy mental state.

I am happy to say that I’m now feeling MUCH much better. Now that I’m in a better place and I’m feeling stable again I’ve made the decision to return to the internet. I can’t promise I’ll post as often as I did in the past, but I do intend to start writing fanfictions and posting as often as my busy schedule permits.

Thank you all so so so much for your support and concern. You’re all incredible and I love you so much ❤️

There’s a link to a gofundme below to help me out with my hospital bills but please DO NOT feel obligated to pay anything. If you have the money I would super appreciate a donation, but I know that like me, a lot of you are struggling students yourselves and the last thing I want is to guilt anyone into giving me money.

Thanks for taking the time to read this post. Again, I love you all.

https://gofund.me/3ae67799

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Dilbert: “It’s not your job to blow whistles”

Brackenreid: “If we don’t, who will?”

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Hiii I just found your blog! I've been bingeing it on Netflix since I got rid of my tv, and can I just say that I loved Jackson and killing him off broke my freaking heart. Also I love how now that they're married, William and Julia are so... Genuinely sweet and flirty with each other, without making it feel sickly sweet or obnoxious???? Thanks for existing ❤️

Oh my gosh I love you!!! I wholeheartedly agree with you. William and Julia are the sweetest couple ever and Jackson’s death was an absolute tragedy!! I’m so glad you found my blog! Thank YOU for existing!!

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Yes hello. I’d like to repeal this post because Dr. Dixon is a piece of shit.

Underrated Character:

Dr. Dixon

He’s so wonderful. Like. He’s only been in two episodes, but he’s SUCH a solid character. He already has so much depth and he really needs more screen time because I think I’m in love with him.

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me, looking forward to mondays again and just generally having fun

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seventy years of sleep, nikka ursula

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Watts busting into Brackenreid’s office

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Yes hello. I’ve just watched season 13 and I would like to know why the HELL YOU WOULD KILL OF A CHARACTER WITH SUCH GREAT POTENTIAL????

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Do we ever get background on Brackenreid’s childhood? Because I’m rewatching season one (again. Like I do. Always. 🤷🏼‍♀️😂) and this seems to allude to something....

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Murdoch: ah, yes I love all of my Constables. George, Jackson, uh…

*looks at smudged writing on hand*

Murdoch: …Hillson

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HONESTLY PROBABLY ONE OF MY FAVOURITE FUCKIN MEMES IVE MADE SO FAR

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ANOTHER MURDOCHIAN WHO LOGES HENRY HIGGINS THANK YOU FOR EXISTING

A million years late replying to this, but uh. better late than never right?

The point is, thank YOU for existing!!!! You’re the best mate! I hope you have an incredible evening!!

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If the Murdochs had kept Roland😬 😂

Roland: How did my birth mother die?

Inspector Brackenreid: Er, well, she fell down stone stairs, horrible tragedy.

Roland: How did my birth father die?

Inspector Brackenreid:

Roland:

Inspector Brackenreid: Cancer

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Underrated Character:

Dr. Dixon

He's so wonderful. Like. He's only been in two episodes, but he's SUCH a solid character. He already has so much depth and he really needs more screen time because I think I'm in love with him.

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I mean, I wouldn't mind if she was the victim in an upcoming episode...m just to spice things up. 🤷

Can we get rid of Miss Cherry? I mean, would anyone really miss her is she mysteriously disappeared?