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when kafka said ‘you wouldn’t believe the kind of person I could become if you wanted it’ and when brontë said ‘if you ever looked at me with what I know is in you, I would be your slave’ and when Sartre said ‘if I’ve got to suffer it may as well be at your hands’

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Treating bdsm like a reward rather than a punishment really activates something in my brain. Edging you because you feel warm, fuzzy, and safe when you're drooling and needy. Roughing you up and throwing you around because the powerlessness makes you feel safe and secure. Cnc because it makes you feel loved and desired. Overstimulation because you deserve to cum extra hard, you've been so good. Humiliating you because it makes you feel adored and empowered. Breeding you because it makes you feel extra connected and appreciated. Keeping you denied because you love feeling feral and needy. Facefucking because being my perfect toy makes you feel so pretty. Stuffing you with toys because you feel so wonderful when you're full. Spanking you because the pretty bruises I leave on your body are a reminder that you're adored. Hurting you because I love you and you love to be hurt.

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Something about being at a lower level to them is just so <3333

Sitting on the floor at their side as they sit on a chair or couch

Resting your head on their legs/thighs

Looking up at them/them looking down at you

Being on your knees next to them

Being at their feet as they stand

I just love the dynamic of being physically below someone, it’s comforting but also exciting and it’s perfect to me <3

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parents be like "my daughter turned out completely fine!!" your son whines like a dog when he jerks off

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Trade offer:

I get - you being my slutty cockdrunk fucktoy that whines and begs to be used & wants to be tied up, used, bruised, marked, & look like my pretty helpless victim.

You get - kidnapped, but also food, water, shelter, a cage with a doggy bed with your favorite squishmallows, & a decorative collar with your first initial that I can attach a leash to and take you for walks whenever I want.

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noooooo i don't have a praise kink haha..... it's just a coincidence that my pupils turn into little pink hearts when you tell me i've done a good job 🥴🥴🥴

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I love non-sexual signs of submission as much I love sexual ones.

Kneel for me, moan for me, beg to cum. After all, you look gorgeous on your knees pleading.

But also lay your head on my lap while we watch something, wear my clothes out, perform little acts of service just to show me how much you care.

After all, my claim over you isn’t just in the bedroom, so why should your services to me end there?

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I can't help but fall to cute puppies and their charms if they come up to me with the biggest sad eyes, wiggling their hips and presenting themselves without me asking, hearing their whines and begs of "Daddy my little boycunt is really empty, can you help fill it with me?♡"

The whole show of whines and collar jingling and cunt dripping onto the floor is so adorable– Almost as adorable as seeing their eyes roll back and body go limp as I help fill them up~

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“You look so pretty like this” after beating me half to death >>>

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The thing about throatfucking is you’re so obviously not supposed to do it. You have a windpipe you need to keep clear to breathe, and teeth and a gag reflex to keep intrusions out. And it’s just so much easier to fuck a cunt or asshole, without those built-in defense mechanisms. So for someone to force their way down your throat, using threats or a ring gag to keep your teeth away, choking you and ignoring the reflexive gagging, just to get off? That’s fucking hot

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Sometimes I just wanna be a dumb pup being used by my owner, giving me all the love and cuddles, feeding me and teaching me how to function enough but not enough to do stuff independently, I need my owner and he'll make sure I won't be thinking that I can be a person, I'm just a puppy after all 💕💕💖

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Im daydreaming about following you outside of a party. Walking you home. Watching you. Seeing you slightly stumble through the streets till I just can't take it anymore and just drag you into an alleyway. Hold you against the wall and take what's mine

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Oh to have someone pin me down and carve their initial on my thigh before fucking me dumb. 💔

I mean..

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