muskpunk

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hop on fortnite big dog ah... you thought there would be some wacky abnormality? perhaps some tired trope like fallout new vegas or something? methinks you've some internal biases to work through, before you come back to read my postings. backhands you and spits on you

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the thing is.. it is the humidity that gets you...

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“it’s worse if you aren’t diagnosed” is crazy in the tags of a post about discrimination against disabled people in employment processes. having Disorder on your records will not save you even if it means that discrimination is Technically Illegal (do you have the resources available for a long legal battle? yeah me neither). having Disorder on your records does in fact make you incredibly vulnerable in many respects, including at the hands of employers. let go of the idea that diagnosis is a privilege and let go of the idea that diagnosis will protect you

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sorry

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late for work again now :')

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it really would have been better if I just didn't exist. I hate being stuck like this. there's no point to me and I'm sick of pretending I feel otherwise

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I feel fucking annoying for every breakdown. just a bummer and an inconvenience for everyone. I guess that's one more suicide demotivator. I literally don't want my corpse to be an emotional or financial burden

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the only real reasons I haven't killed myself yet are that I don't want to hurt other people, and that I feel like I deserve to suffer. it's hit or miss whether I always believe the latter, but I do always feel it. like there's a debt I will never pay off for being alive

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it doesn't even feel like there's a point to expressing feeling suicidal anymore. it doesn't feel like it matters. I'm always going to come back here so I might as well shut up about it and move the fuck on

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For nearly two hundred years therapy was soley for wealthy people whose careers/image would be ruined if their inner lives were ever shared with someone else, and soldiers whose inner lives would break cohesion with their comrades. It was selling them the idea of a friend they could confide in and vent to, without risk that friend would blab to someone else.

And now everyone in the US will tell you you should throw away your paycheck every week talking about your problems so they don't have to ever be honest with their friends

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distressing things to say to your friends

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its car broke down again only a week after paying $1,300 in repairs. anything helps :(

venmo | cashapp

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reblog to remind prev they're not a bother and their presence is wanted <3

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so back to back heat index warnings at 105+, an overnight derecho, unsafe air quality from wildfire smoke for days, and a fucking flood are just. a normal and expected amount of things to happen within a work week during the summer now huh. we're really supposed to just ignore all that and keep on with business as usual

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please help me survive homelessness!

making a new post bc the venmo issue isnt getting resolved any time soon.

i'm an autistic guy living in my car. i've been unable to get approved for government assistance, and have no family to turn to, so i'll be living in my car for the forseeable future. please consider helping me survive!

i appreciate any amount donated to the links below, or a boost. thank you!

ca

kf

DM for paypal

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happy birthday to all the tbs in the southern hemisphere!

[a screenshot of a featured snippet of a webpage that includes an image of several running horses. The headline of the website is "Horses' Birthday 2021 - Only Melbourne" and the text reads "all thoroughbreds have the same birthday so that their ages can be standardized for comparison because of the historical lack of records of actual birthdays. All thoroughbred horses celebrate their birthday on January 1st in the northern hemisphere and August 1st in the southern hemisphere."]