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mvnqvinn · 20 days

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I can’t sleep

Eddie Munson x gn!reader

No trigger warnings

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Another sleepless night. You have had trouble sleeping for as long as you can remember. Night terrors when you were a kid and now insomnias. Your boyfriend, Eddie, is sleeping soundly next to you. You, however, look at the ceiling, unable to fall asleep. You know that if your boyfriend wasn’t asleep right next to you and holding you, you would have left the bed.

But you are afraid you are going to wake him up, so you stay in bed, being a very much awake little spoon. You hate nighttime because everyone is sleeping except for you. You are left alone with your thoughts, in the dark and silence.

At some point, you just can’t take it anymore so you try to delicately untangle yourself from Eddie, trying your hardest not to wake him up. Spoiler alert: it fails. As soon as your feet touch the ground, you hear shuffling behind you. When you turn around, you see your boyfriend tiredly rubbing his eyes.

“Go back to bed, Eds.” You whisper softly.

“What about you?” he asks, voice thick with sleep.

You shrug. “I can’t sleep.”

“You haven’t slept at all?” Eddie asks, concerned.

You shake your head in response.

“c’mere.” Eddie says, opening his arms for you.

“Eddie…” you protest. “You should go back to sleep.

“I want to help you fall asleep.” Eddie softly says.

“It might take a while…” you say, sighing.

“I don’t mind, I can’t sleep knowing that you are struggling.” Eddie tells you before pleading. “Please, let me help you.”

You nod and Eddie opens his arms again for you. “C’mere.” He says again.

You crawl into Eddie’s arms and lay your head on his chest.

“Tell me more about your sleep troubles.” Eddie says, trying to understand.

You shrug one shoulder. “Had them forever. When I was a little kid, I had night terrors. The older I got, the more it turned into insomnias. Maybe because I’m subconsciously scared to have night terrors.” You explain.

“Sweets?” Eddie asks, frowning.

“Yes?” you answer, raising your head to look at him.

“How many nights have you spent awake with me obliviously sleep next to you?” he asks.

“All of them…” you say. There is no point in lying, he knows about your sleep troubles now.

“Baby…” he coos. “You should have told me earlier. I would have tried to help or at least stayed awake with you.” Eddie says, ridden with guilt.

“Eddie… you need your sleep; besides, I don’t want to be a burden to you.” You argue.

“Sweetheart… I’m here for you at any time of the day or night.” He says enthusiastically.

“But I don’t want you to sacrifice your nights because of me.” You tell him regretfully.”

“I would sacrifice every night if it meant you can sleep peacefully.” Eddie says while scratching your head with one hand and your back with the other. You hum contently.

Eddie keeps scratching your heads and back, whispering sweet nothings into your ear and telling you how much he loves you.

After fifteen minutes, Eddie feels your body fully relax.

“Baby?” he asks wanting to make sure that you are truly asleep.

When your only answer is soft snoring, Eddie chuckles to himself before softly kissing the top of your head. Eddie then falls asleep with your sleeping form in his arms.

That night, you have got the best night of sleep in forever. Even as a child you never slept this peacefully.

Eddie scratching your head and back, whispering sweet nothings into your ear or even reading you a bed time story became a routine for the two of you. Every night, this little routine help you fall asleep. And whenever you are night terrors, which is less and less frequent, Eddie is here to comfort and reassure you. He always starts the process of rubbing your back and whispering sweet nothings into your ear until you fall asleep again. Step by step your sleep schedule is getting better, and it is all thanks to Eddie. You have never felt as safe and peaceful than you do with him and Eddie is glad he could help.

Taglist : @abellmunsonmovie

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mvnqvinn · 27 days

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AAA 💗

You and Eddie are trapped in the drama club after school in the middle of a thunderstorm. Feelings ensue.

I was going to post this tomorrow but I'm feeling kinda crappy so am posting it now ♥️ this is enemies to oh my god I'm falling for you fic.

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Hawkins was in the middle of the worst storm it had seen in years. The rain hadn't stopped since this morning and you could hear thunder rumbling in the distance.

All in all you wished you were tucked up at home right now instead of making your way to the drama room.

You weren't sure what possessed you to even bother going to find Eddie. Surely you had seen enough of him today that avoiding him would be a no brainer.

Eddie had been your enemy from the day the two of you first met. You met him at a talent show in middle school and were performing with your fellow cheerleaders, Eddie was performing with his band Corroded Coffin and the two of you met backstage and well sparks flew and not in a good way.

He looked different then. A buzz cut and a little less dramatic but still the same smug smile and condescending tone. That meeting kick-started the war between the two of you.

Except his stupid little barb aimed at you had been playing on your mind all day. He loved irritating you and spent a good portion doing it earlier.

Even worse he had left his metal lunchbox at your shared table in Mrs O'Donnell's class and you weren't carrying that monstrosity around all weekend.

So you decided to show up at Hellfire, straight after cheer practice to return the item. You don't want to spend any more time with Eddie than necessary so you'll make this quick.

You can hear him setting up for Hellfire and muttering to himself. Taking a deep breath you head inside the drama room and he peers up at you, irritation on his face.

"Princess to what do I owe the pleasure of your visit?" He says with a hint of derision in his tone and you hurry over to place the lunchbox on the table. Now you could get far far away from the asshat as possible.

"You left this at our table Munson" his face softens into relief as he picks up the metal lunch then he scowls.

"You can go now" he motions to the door and you feel a flicker of annoyance. Couldn't he thank you for returning it at least?

"Could you at least have some manners" you huff and he smirks as he sets up one of the figures in his campaign.

"Thank you for returning it princess, now go away" he returns back to positioning the figures and you growl under your breath. He's still smiling and you're distracted for a split second at the tattoos on his arm, the bats. You've never seen them this close before and a part of you wants to reach out and touch one of them.

Wait...what the fuck? You really needed to get away from Munson, you could never think straight around him. He made you muddled at times.

"You know you really should see someone about your anger issues around me sweetheart" he suggests with a smirk and you gawk at him.

"What! You're the one who is constantly pissing me off. I swear you get some sick joy out of it" there's a faint crackling of a radio and Eddie picks up a walkie talkie completely ignoring what you said.

"Eddie, we can't get out. I'm with Mike and Lucas and Mrs Wheeler has put her foot down. She says the storm is too bad for driving" Eddie grumbles and swears under his breath.

"Henderson it's not even that bad" at that point there's a huge clap of thunder that makes you jump. It's not like you hate storms, you like them well enough but you'd prefer to be at home and cosy.

Preferably not with Munson either. You raise your eyebrow at him and he meets your gaze giving you one half of his devil sign.

Okay, you've had enough now and storm away from him, the wind whips at your hair but you don't care. You'll walk home, it won't take that long.

"Bye bye princess" Eddie waves at you from the drama door and you resist the urge to flip him the bird. Rise about it... Rise about it. Don't tell him to kiss your ass...

You're so wrapped up in your thoughts that you almost miss the tree you're sheltering under jerk violently in the wind and one of its roots rips off. It's massive.

There's a split second of silence, you freeze and fear pounds in your chest and you're sure that the tree root will crush you but just at the last minute you're knocked out of the way.

You and Eddie crash to the ground in a tangle of limbs. He's breathing hard and his arms are wrapped around you tightly. "Shit, you okay?"

There's a ringing in your ears and you're shaking but manage to calm down enough that Eddie helps you up. "Yeah, I'm okay" you shiver as the rain water has drenched your clothes and there's a stinging sensation on your arm.

"I need to patch that cut up princess, there should be a first aid kit somewhere in the drama room" he leads you inside and the both of you don't notice the door shut tightly. Usually it's propped open with something but in your haste to get back inside the item is disregarded.

Eddie is too focused on you to notice, worry etches his features. He leaves briefly and comes back with a first aid kit.

He's quiet as he patches up the cut on your arm and you access him for injuries, "Are you okay Eddie?" It's maybe the first time you've called him Eddie and not Munson or dumbass.

"I'm okay, he speaks in a soothing tone and that relaxes you as he looks over your body for any injuries. There's a faint cut on your knee and Eddie kneels down to patch that up as well.

He hesitates for a second then gently cleans the cut, his fingers on your skin do funny things to your stomach. A shiver (a good one) runs down your spine.

Eddie's pretty brown eyes don't help the fluttering in your stomach. Fuck.

♥️

Eddie tries to pry the door open once he notices it's shut fully. The two of you are going to try and at least get to his van, he had offered to drive you home. Which was nice of him. He had been nicer than you ever thought he could be today.

"Ahh shit, Eddie curses and he manages to get the door open but it shuts again right away with the force of the wind.

"We should wait until that calms down" you suggest and he nods in trepidation. It's getting quite late and the sky is darkening even more. The storm hasn't abated yet... The wind is still fierce and the rain is coming down albeit a little less than before but it's still bad.

You're still shivery and curse the thin fabric of your cheer uniform. Eddie nudges your shoulder and you notice that he's slipped his leather jacket over to you.

"Thanks" you murmur and he nods tightly, his legs jittery as he waits for the storm to pass.

"Um so is the band good?" You nod to his discarded denim vest and the band Dio on the back of it. Eddie smiles and nods. "Mmm yeah, don't think it would be your type of thing princess"

"I went to see Black Sabbath with my cousin Jamie. He's like a massive fan of Ozzy Osbourne, it wasn't too bad" Eddie's jaw drops and his eyes are wide as he gazes at you.

"I know I'm just full of surprises aren't I Munson?" you tease and he's still speechless.

"You saw the god that is Ozzy Osbourne?" you shrug and feel flustered under his awed gaze. It's making you feel all tingly. Something that has happened more and more around Eddie.

"I never thought I'd see the day that you were speechless Eddie Munson" you smirk then wince as a particular loud boom of thunder startles you.

You wrap Eddie's jacket around you and nuzzle into it. It smells faintly of weed and cigarettes but also whatever cologne Eddie wears, it's nice and it comforts you.

"I might be able to get some pillows and shit from the staff room, I don't know how long we will have to wait, we might need to stay here for the night or until the storm fades a bit" Eddie says and gets up.

You notice he has to keep moving and busy. It must be so he doesn't freak out. The storm is worse than either of you thought it was.

"How are you going to do that? It will be locked wouldn't it?" He grins and doesn't seem to be perturbed by this in the slightest.

"The nurses office could have blankets too. We should go there" you tell him and he nods then frowns.

"You should stay here princess. I will probably need to break in and well...everyone expects the freak to get into shit don't they, not Hawkins good girl" you scoff but feel sympathy that people think so badly of him.

It wasn't like you thought he was an asshole all the time, he definitely had his moments of being sweet...

"You need my help to get blankets if the nurse has some and the pillows. Snacks too possibly and I'm the only one with a bag and cash on me" he thinks about this then nods in agreement.

Somehow you and Eddie manage to wrangle a big blanket from the nurses office and cushions from the sofa in the teachers lounge. Also a few snacks to last the night. Eddie gulps his yoo hoo down before the two of you even get back to the drama room.

You try to make a somewhat makeshift bed on the floor with the cushions and blanket. Just in case.

Eddie is still restless but calms down when you get up to look over the campaign. There's a Dungeons and Dragons handbook on the table and a notebook that looks like it's full of Eddie's own notes.

He points out the different figures and you listen interested in the complexity of the game and take a seat on the throne like chair. "That's my spot" Eddie frowns and you settle back grinning.

"I like this spot" you beam and he shakes his head exasperated.

"Alright, looks like you're the dungeon master for the night princess" you smirk at this and turn to Eddie.

"Does that mean I can tell you what to do?" He chuckles, and shakes his head.

"That's not what a Dungeon Master is, I organise the campaign, weave the challenges the rest of the team face, shit like that. I love it" you pout at his explanation and Eddie gazes at your lips for a few seconds. Enough for your heart to skip a beat.

"Um what's a Demogorgon?" You ask feeling nervous all of a sudden and Eddie explains what it is but that funny tension is still in the air.

Even with the wind whistling outside you and Eddie don't notice. Bickering and far too wrapped up in each other to notice.

🖤

At some point near ten you feel your eyes begin to get heavy and stifle a yawn. You try to fight the feeling but one minute Eddie is talking to you and the next your head drops on his shoulder.

When Eddie wakes up you're still fast asleep on his shoulder and it makes his heart race. It feels so...right being with you like this.

It's six am according to the clock on the wall above the door. It surprised him that he slept so well but he thinks it has a little something to do with you.

Gently he tucks a strand of hair away from your face, feels the softness of your skin and a pit of longing forms in his stomach.

Fuck, he really wants you.

The storm has calmed down and he finds that he's disappointed. He's enjoyed speaking to you, more than he ever thought possible. What did that mean?

You wake up while he's pondering this. It's still dark out and now the storm has all but disappeared. Eddie feels cold when you shift from his shoulder, looking away shyly.

"Sorry, I didn't realise" you murmured and his fingers graze over yours.

"You don't have to apologise sweetheart, it was nice princess" a soft silence lingers over the two of you and you sigh.

"The weather seems to have cleared up" there's a wistful tone to your voice. Eddie wonders if you're as disappointed as him that you're free to leave.

"I had a really great time with you" you turn to him and he smiles pleased.

"You're not so bad yourself" he nudges you gently and he leans close to you, instinctively you mimic his movements. The two of you are so close now, sparks flying and the longing growing even more.

His lips are centimetres from yours and there's only a tiny gap, you're eager to close the distance. Just as your lips touch the door bangs open and Dustin, Lucas, Mike and Steve rush in.

You and Eddie wrench apart. "Eddie dude, what the hell happened?" Dustin gawks at you and you hurry over to where Steve is feeling flustered as hell.

Eddie's eyes meet yours while Dustin is talking to him and you realise that maybe Eddie hasn't been your enemy for a long time and something else has been brewing between you two all along.

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mvnqvinn · 29 days

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eddie loves using old-timey, medieval fantasy type language when talking to you. when he strides up to your locker every morning he’s grinning brighter than the sun and sweeping you off your feet as he says things like “how doth thou fare this fine morn, my lady?” and “may i escort the fair maiden to her studies?” and you just grin and giggle shyly at his doting attention, taking his outstretched arm as you practically float down the halls together

if you timidly ask him for help or to do something for you he’s immediately on his feet and shouting “whatever the lady desires, i shall bequeath upon her!” before scooping you up in a hug whilst pressing messy kisses to your cheeks

and if you say it back? oh lord he nearly collapses right then and there. he’s at your front door with flowers, ready to take you out on a date, saying “the finest flowers for the fairest maiden in all the land” and you take them from him and gently reply, “thank you kind sir, the lady is indeed in great debt to your gratitude” and in classic eddie fashion he’s clutching his heart as he stumbles back into the doorframe before exclaiming “oh my god i love you so much—i mean, oh how dearly i do love thee, my princess!”

you always shake your head and laugh at his antics and he promptly swoops in to kiss you, but not before murmuring something like “may i humbly bestow a kiss upon my sweetheart?”

and of course you let him every time

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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Precious angry squirrel 🐿️

✦ steddie munching gifsets ✦

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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This is so good!

*.⊹˚𝜗୧ ‧₊˚

cw: may contain flashing lights!!

i hate this with a passion but as always im too lazy to fix it lmao

btw if any of the tags bother u guys lmk and ill remove them!

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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Steve’s singing quietly under his breath and eddie’s just 🤩 completely distracted.

as always, inspired by @sparklyslug 💕

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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god he looks so FINE when he’s pissed

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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Joseph Quinn as Eddie Munson STRANGER THINGS 4 (2022)

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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We don’t have to go all the way downtown for guns. I have guns, in my bedroom.

STRANGER THINGS 4, VOL. 1 (2022) 4.07 | The Massacre at Hawkins Lab

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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Robin Buckley + Eddie Munson in S4E07 of Stranger Things

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mvnqvinn · 3 months

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how about a eddie x reader where reader is a cheerleader and she’s been wanting to join hellfire and so she asks eddie and he thinks it’s some joke or bet the jocks put her up to so he’s rlly mean to her and rejects her and then he finds out and it’s fluff!! thank u sososo much

DID YOU HAVE TO BE THAT HONEST?

— thank u sososo much for requesting this it’s such a cute idea i loved writing it <33 i hope u guys enjoy it. ily sososo much mwah! ( creds to the original gif owners idk their @ cuz i got this off of pinterest!)

“ just go ask him y/n it’s really not that big of a deal.” chrissy says watching you stare at the hellfire club for the 30th time today. it was quite tiring for her actually, watching her best friend stare at her crush 24/7. she hears you groan, it’s just not that easy. “ chrissy i can’t just- i’m..ugh” you groan covering your face with your hands.

chrissy nudges you with her elbow, “ come on y/n they’d be lucky to have you in hellfire!” chrissy cheers in attempts to cheer you up. you let go of your face and sigh, “ chrissy i don’t know crap about the game!” you whine pouting, “ because you refuse to ask the ‘professionals’ for help y/n.” chrissy mumbles shrugging, you roll your eyes.

looking down at your tray of yucky and mushy school food you silently gag. “ chrissy it’s fine it’s not a big deal.” you pick up the plastic fork and start moving the mashed potatoes around. chrissy sighs looking at you, your looking at the hellfire club. but your attention is directed towards a specific member, eddie munson.

“ if you don’t go ask him i will-“ chrissy stands up pushing her chair back, your eyes widen. you drop the fork turning around hurriedly. shaking your head you stand up, “ no no chrissy i- you know what i’ll go.” you say zipping up your cheer jacket. chrissy smiles sitting back down in her chair. you sigh wiping your sweaty palms against your skirt, “ it’s fine y/n it’s fine.” you mumble putting on a smile. you start walking towards the hellfire club table.

eddie is sitting up on the chair with his feet on it, in a squat. his head buried in a magazine. he’s wearing his hellfire shirt. black ripped jeans. with his jean jacket. the black handkerchief hanging off the back pocket of his jeans. it’s what he wears everyday yet whenever you see him wearing them it makes you feel warm. it’s his signature look, nobody else would ever look as good in them as eddie does.

your heart starts racing. your palms are sweaty. your heart is in your throat. you gulp stopping near eddie.

“ eddie?” you ask softly fiddling with the hem of your skirt. he doesn’t turn to look at you, his head still buried in the magazine. he doesn’t even put it down on the table, he’s just not..interested?

“ yes?” he answers flipping to the next page of the magazine. everyone sitting in the table is looking at you then back at eddie, gareth is raising an eyebrow while looking at you. your eyes awkwardly move to gareth’s, you awkwardly smile. he crosses his hands, you drop the smile nodding. you press your lips directing your attention back to eddie, you rub the back of your neck.

“ i was wondering if i..” you trail off gulping, he isn’t even looking at you. he doesn’t even seem interested in what you have to say. but that’s not gonna crush the little confidence you have, you just walked from the jocks table to the ‘freaks’ table. it’s the first time you did that without turning around and pussy-ing out. that’s an accomplishment. but now that your here, standing next to eddie munson your mind is blank. the little introduction you practiced earlier today is gone now. you can’t remember a single thing.

eddie sighs putting the magazine down. he leans back in the plastic chair, still not looking at you. “ what could mrs.l/n want with the ‘freaks’ huh?” and he finally looks at you.

gosh he’s so beautiful. the light coming from the large cafeteria windows makes him look ethereal and almost unreal. his pretty big puppy eyes. his lips look so pretty, so so so friggin pretty. his curly hair clearly uncombed makes him look adorable. it’s all messy and frizzy. you shake your head smiling.

“ i want to..i want to join hellfire.” you say letting go of your skirt, you shove your hands in the pocket of your white jacket.

a couple of gasps are let out and some giggles.

eddie looks down at the dnd magazine he was holding not too long ago. he let out a dry chuckle shaking his head. he looks up at his club members, he smiles. “ whaddya think boys? should we let y/n l/n-“ eddie stands up jumping on the lunch table.

you take a few steps back gulping.

“ hawkins golden girl!” he shouts looking around the cafeteria gaining peoples attention. he takes a few steps forward crossing his hands while laughing. “ fool us..” he turns around looking at you. “ into thinking she wants to join hellfire?”

you shake your head waving your hands dramatically. “ no. no that’s not-“ he cuts you off.

“ i’m so sorry for uh ending this stupid little bet so quickly-“ he jumps off the table walking up to you. you take a few steps back, shifting glances between eddie and the rest of the cafeteria. people are looking at you and laughing. you look back at eddie. your breathing starts to quicken.

“ but how about you run back to your stupid little jock boyfriend and friends instead of making a complete fool of yourself okay princess?” he says in a sharp tone patting your shoulder in a ‘comforting’ manner. his expression is dull. do you really think he’s gonna fall for such a stupid joke? do you really think he’s that stupid? well sorry to burst your bubble, he’s not.

you freeze for a moment. water collect at the bottom of your eyelid. your lower lip begins to tremble. a short intake of breaths follows your trembling lips. tears collect in your eyelashes making your vision blurry. your cheeks start to heat up. your fingers start to tremble a bit. why is he doing this? why couldn’t he just have said no? why did he have to go out of his way and make a total foolery of you.

“ did you have to be that honest?” your voice wobbles, the words getting quieter and quieter at the end of the sentence. it’s hard to control the pitch of your voice. tears roll down your warm cheeks. you quickly wipe them with the sleeve of your jacket.

“ did you really think i’d fall for that act? cute.” he mumbles looking down at you with a smirk.

you turn around running out of the cafeteria

chrissy stands up her eyes following your crying figure. she turns around to follow you but stops, you’d wanna be alone right now. she should leave you alone..right? she gulps turning back around to look at eddie who’s high fiving gareth. the bell rings, chrissy sighs sitting back in her seat.

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“ was that funny?” chrissy says crossing her hands looking at eddie, who’s leaning on his locker talking to jeff.

eddie scoffs poking his inner cheek with his tongue. “ was trying to make a fool out of hellfire funny?” he snaps back shoving his hands in his pocket. “ y/n wasn’t trying to make a fool out of you!”

“ yeah sure.” eddie laughs nudging jeff with his elbow, chrissy groans. “ y/n is serious about hellfire! it’s all she’s been talking about for the past three months. she even bought books and posters eddie.”

eddie stops laughing. his smile drops, “ what?”

“ oh god eddie..” chrissy groans covering her face. “ wait wait! so your telling me, y/n l/n. hawkins head cheerleader wants to join hellfire club and play with us freaks. and i just made a total fool of her?” eddie says looking at chrissy desperately. there’s no way that’s true. he just possibly ruined his chance with you. his only chance with you? because he thought you would be like the others? he just judged you..eddie munson judged someone and embarrassed them.

“ oh god no..” he mumbles rubbing his face. he closes his eyes taking a quick deep breath in, “ where? where is she?” he asks opening his eyes looking at chrissy.

chrissy can see how desperate he is, it’s in his eyes. she can see the guilt and shame in them. his cheeks are a slight shade of red and so are his ears. he’s embarrassed. embarrassed at how he treated you. he shouldn’t have treated you like that, no one should treat anyone like that. no one should treat you like that. he’s always the one treated like that, but now he’s the one doing it. his heart is racing. he can feel the guilt riding up to his throat making him want to choke. his chest feels warm, the embarrassment spreading throughout his body.

“ i-i don’t know?! she goes to the forest a lot when she feels stressed or upset-“ before chrissy could even finish her sentence eddie’s body starts moving right away. it’s like he had absolutely zero control in his body, it’s moving by itself almost. he shoves past people earning a bunch of ‘what the fucks?’

he runs through the forest looking around trying to spot you. but he can’t. all he can see is green on green on green. he pushes a tree branch out of the way, he stops running. grabbing onto a tree he crouches down. trying to catch his breath with his eyes close.

his eyes shoot open, he turns around and spots a picnic table. your sitting down on the bench, your back is facing him. but he still knows it’s you. he lets out a deep breath he didn’t even know he was holding, relief washes over him. he smiles walking towards you.

he sees a dnd board on the table, a starter guide next to it. his heart aches. his stomach hurts. his palms start sweating. he bites his lower lip. “ mind if i join?” he blurts out. you turn around.

your eyes are bloodshot. your cheeks are red. the tip of your nose is also red. your lips are swollen. your cheeks are wet.

eddie pouts. you look so sad..and so pretty? he caused this. he’s the reason why your crying. this is all his fault. but why does he feel warm a when he sees you. he shouldn’t. he should start apologising on his knees but he can’t stop looking at you. you just look so pretty. so damn pretty. the prettiest thing in the world. even when your crying you look pretty. no wonder why your hawkins golden girl. your literally the most beautiful girl eddie has ever seen. and to think that such a beautiful thing could wants to hangout with eddie? there’s just no way.

he sits across from you. “ this piece goes over here.” he grabs the dragon figure placing it on the board. “ thanks..” you mumble scratching the bridge of your nose. eddie looks at you, “ i’m sorry about what i said and did. i shouldn’t have said any of that and it was so so stupid of me-“

“ it’s fine.”

“ it’s not fine y/n. i’m just- i’m so sorry. someone like me shouldn’t be judging and mocking someone. i’ve always been the one getting judged but now i’m the one doing the judging and i know what it feels like to be made fun of and i can’t explain how badly i want to take it all back.” he says toying with his rings unable to make eye contact with you.

“ i thought..i thought they sent you to my table to mock us and make fun of us and i just- i didn’t want the younger kids to go through that. but still i shouldn’t have reacted like that, i totally over reacted to impress the younger kids.” his voice gets quieter at the end, is it shame or guilt? it’s both. 100% both. he’s unable to make eye contact with you. he’s fidgeting with his rings. he’s nibbling on his lower lip.

“ it’s okay eddie.” you mumble glaring at him. “ it’s not y/n-“ he looks at you. “ it’s not okay y/n it shouldn’t be okay i totally embarrassed you i made you cry y/n.” he grinds his teeth closing his eyes. he hates himself. he hates himself so much for what he did to you. why did you forgive him so quickly? why do you have to be so nice? why can’t you shout and yell at him? why are you so pretty? for fuck sake.

“ i get it eddie it’s fine. i would react the same way if i was always getting made fun of everyday for not ‘fitting’ in.”

“ but still i made you cry-“ you cut him off.

“ it’s okay eddie. i’m not crying anymore.” you mumble wiping your cheeks, “ I’ll- I’ll forgive you if you teach me how to play dungeons and dragons properly.” you tuck your hair behind your ear glancing at eddie. he glares at you. he can look at you for hours, days, months, years. it’s funny how not even 2 hours ago he was making fun of you now he’s admiring you.

to be honest, eddie has been admiring you for months. he knows you bike to school every morning with a mouth full of toast. he knows you like wearing green and black headbands. he knows you cover your mouth when you smile or laugh. he knows you scrunch your nose whenever jason walks by. he knows you roll your eyes whenever jason interrupts you and chrissy’s conversations. but how come he didn’t see you reading about dnd? is it because he was always too busy staring at your face? it is. it’s 100% the reason why.

eddie nods smiling. “ i’ll teach you all about dungeons and dragons y/n l/n.” he reaches his hand out. you look down at his hand and smile, you shake his hand. “ but you can’t be better then me.” he whispers. “ no promises eddie munson.” you whisper back smiling.

gosh you have the prettiest smile.

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