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I got lip fillers!!!!??l

It’s been a few hours since I had it done. Just finished icing it. Super swollen atm.

I feel so extra 😎😎

Can wait to see what they look like when it’s not swollen. 👄

Need to find a bf to try these babies out!! 💏💏👫💋💋💋 Lol jkjk

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Everything

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Can I pamper away the sadness??

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Not doing well. At all.

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Nailed it.

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I need discipline.

Jesus.

I get so mad at my self I need to get my shit together but I can’t stay consistent.

I wanna be stronger healthier and braver. But I keep doing the same shit that’s kept me overweight insecure and antisocial.

FUCK.

I got my momma helping me trying to guide me but she can only do so much. I don’t want to rely on her too much.

Idk what I’m supposed to do. I wish I had someone to talk to but at the ripe old age of 23 I have no one.

I got my momma and four doggos. I wish that would be enough.

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Unknown number: *calls me*

Me (while staring down at my phone): can you please not do that

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Day 7

First week with my CPAP machine. I’ve noticed I’m not AS sleepy during the day.

I’m still ready to nap at the drop of a hat. (I think that’s the saying? lol Or was it a pin???)

Im not as exhausted which is 💯

I have been having some pretty vivid dreams and remembering them pretty well. They are very intricate but mostly scary.

I wonder if it’s cause I’m finally getting some decent REM sleep🛏

When it’s time to get up I don’t struggle as much. Before I felt like I had to claw my way up out of my sleep to finally be functionally awake.

I’m alert much quicker after opening my eyes.

Overall I’m pretty happy. I wish I was instantly full of energy and super productive/motivated, but I have to remember this will take time. My body and mind need to heal at their own pace.

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when your coconut oil starts solidifying

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“Stop focusing on what made you happy before, and start focusing on what can make you happy now.”

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