my-dreadful-lullaby

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how do you call it when you're scared of speaking to people because you're afraid you're annoying them and it's killing you inside because you want to talk to them

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How does life just keep moving forward when everything in me is standing still

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“Keep your eyes on the stars, and your feet on the ground.”

— Theodore Roosevelt

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I live my life in a constant state of grief of what I did, what I didn’t do, and what I can never do.

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i can be the most understanding person but remember i’m not blind

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Dream and have faith on your dreams....

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“You have to let go of what could have been, how you should have acted and what you wish you would have said differently. You have to accept that you can’t change the past experiences, opinions of others at that moment in time or outcomes from their choices or yours. When you finally recognize that truth then you will understand the true meaning of forgiveness of yourself and others. From this point you will finally be free.”

— Shannon L. Alder

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“Who the hell said you no longer had it in you?”

— Charles Bukowski

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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distance is my new answer to disrespect. i no longer react, i no longer argue, i no longer dive into drama. i simply remove my presence

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I am not meant for casual. I was born for soul crushing devotion.

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Distance is my favorite response to weird shit.

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“The heart remembers no matter how hard you try to forget.”

— kenzie lawson

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when things really hurt you, they make you quiet.

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Imagine a library filled with books that represent the dreams we forgot upon waking