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Market Day... 🌺

It comes round quick… the early morning out the door. Not far from here… and that lovely slow passage through the koala habitat. Not that everyone goes slow… it’s interesting and takes way too much of my attention… each and every time I pass through. At first there were very few of us… dare to drive through this strip of koala presence… at 50 or 60K. You gotta be brave. Some people (most) just…

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‘to the stories that arise when our own human imagination becomes entangled with the imagination of the other-than-human world around us…’ Dr Sharon Blackie

It was the 6th of June 2012. A special year of magickal manifestations. Venus was crossing the Sun. It was getting a lot of press. I was eager to watch… I searched the house the night before… for a little piece of alfoil. I didn’t buy it… but thought a piece may have come from somewhere. I wanted to create a home-made concoction so I could view the eclipse with my eyes. Alas I had no alfoil……

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a powerful year...🍄🍄

Ancestory will always be strong in me… Sun on IC (imum coeli)… deep in the heart of Cancer home. Right at the core… doesn’t get much deeper than that. There at my core… that Scorpio blood runs deep. Ancient Sorceress. Magick light and dark… we walk the path of death and rebirth… while Life dances around us💗💗 Trees – how magnificent they are. How splendiferous. So much beauty floods my…

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2023... 🐝🐝

It’s been a very different year.  I saw that mystery right at the start… looking at the Birth Chart for 2023.  The support was obvious… but more like a background/hidden kind… not up front and in your face. It was a bit of a mystery… right from the start. There was always a question mark attached to its name. And here we are just a couple of short weeks till its end. We made it through… as…

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Yesterday was tough… 🥰🥰

gorgeous little one😊 This unfolding, transformation stuff can be hard at times. It’s like I couldn’t resist it… even if I tried as if I didn’t aquire that particular switch. Oh yes… it’s had its benefits and gifts. But it’s as if I don’t know another way. It started early… exposed to out of the ordinary things. Big tests right off. They say you’re not given anything you don’t have the…

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what’s important…

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Another market day...

You’re going to be okay… I said to myself. Disappointment is hard… specially when it goes deep. The part inside longs… so much. The pull is strong. Then there’s the fear… the new kind of fear. Life’s always evolving… moving. We learn to walk the same… yet different. We keep on changing. We need to make changes. It’s hard… we’re used to our familiar way. A long time doing it one way. You…

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Market day👳🏻‍♀️

I can’t say I look forward to it… the early morning out the door. Confronting the crowds, not long after rising from my bed. On the surface… like everything, it’s one thing… underneath another. Everything is energy. And as an energy sensitive person… it’s a lot to take on. On the surface… all those wonderfully fresh organic products… such a treat. The blueberry stall does a smashing trade.…

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there’s a road to there.. 🐝🧡🐝

It’s helpful if there is… Life is supporting us… all the time😀😀… we never walk alone. We are surrounded by many and much… so much supports us. We’re precious to someone. So what’s right in front of us? We don’t need to go on a hunt. You can have an adventure right here, right now. Today May 1st… honouring the ancient ceremony of Samhain for us in the south. It’s luscious Beltane for our…

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there’s sweetness in the air…

What a highly transformative time it is🌺. Feels so creative and fun… stepping out. Stepping off the familiar road… having a go. A chance to do what you want. Lash out… fill yourself with you. Be all that you love to be… to surround yourself with. Magickal Dark Moon time… the fertility. The immersion into the feminine… the Yin, in her sacred birthing ceremony… releasing the seed. There’s a…

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Big new step… 🐝🐝

I’ve been feeling the restlessness… the name I give it… this agitation to move forward. Jeez… what a time it’s been. Those big ones are big when they’re happening… the resonance of which is often with you for a while. Then they move to the background a bit… the present flooding in. I just remember what was being asked of me was hard… too hard. I’ll hopefully learn from that… one of my core…

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the waves of change… 🐯🐯

I feel like I’m hungry for rest. Warmth, harmony, kindness and being with what is. Being here now. ‘What is it that you’re feeling?’ I’m invited to investigate. Sometimes they seem illusive… those feelings… a blend of many. What is the prevailing emotion leading this moment? As it influence everything… specially in our body. A thank you to Kasia🌺 It’s three weeks into my new reality. I drift…

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It’s day 18… half way between 2 and 3 weeks…

I’m healing. Healing’s been a major part of my life… since very early. We’re amazing… us human beings. As are all the other gorgeous residents of Mother Earth… perfectly made. 2023 certainly came in with a force… invisible, yes… but nothing reduced her intensity. She had a job to do… and she was on to it. It’s important times. I’m not in a clear enough space… I’m still immersed in the…

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Movers Eve… 🧑🏻‍🦳🧡

Full tide in Simpson’s Creek I’ve dilly dallied a bit this morning… this last day before movers come… and make my cabin empty. Extra two days and I’ll be gone from here. One day/time I’ll be gone from the Earth. I will miss her. What an extraordinary opportunity to be here. And witness all we do. Knowing we are only here for a visit… a short precious time to take in as much as we can. We…

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Movers Eve… 🐯

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This one’s been big… 🐯

It’s been extraordinarily deep, this move. Bit like as if I’m moving universes. With all the galactic movement happening in our cosmic space… of course mirroring inside of us… we could well and truly be doing that… shifting universes. But man… it’s hard on the body. Especially this 3/4 century, bit Fae… top of the scale finely tuned model. I haven’t experienced one as big as this before. It…

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Two weeks left… 🧑🏻‍🦳

It’s been a helluva ride emotionally😯 It’s good for me… to have my emotions more visible. It’s been a journey… activated a lot during my somatic coaching training. I spent a lot of time in this cabin doing that training… sitting comfy on my bed, looking out at the magick mangroves and creek. My whole journey back here in the northern rivers has been dedicated to that focus… releasing a deeper…