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i did the paint palette trend from tiktok!! it feels too personal so im posting it on this blog. idk how people post theirs on their stories bc it'd feel like baring my whole self in front of all my friends and that just scares me so much, there isn't anyone irl who's seen every part of me that i put in here. the scary part is that i just realised my moots on here have probably seen most of these though, damn i love you strangers on the Internet

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i wanna do that "essentials" trend where its like ur favourite objects i guess and a lip balm would look so good there but i can't put it because everyone knows i have dry lips 25/8 💔💔💔

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oh help me this is the first time ive felt so nervous to text a girl as if im texting a guy i like

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justlooked into a tiktok comment section and found out one of my moots there was repeatedly calling bl disgusting , scary ass world we live in i had a convo with them 💔

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heavy love by odetari is actually sooo fire

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omg i had such a good day yesterday, turns out when your friends don't like you you can make new friends who like you more

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i accidentally took the fattest nap from like 6+ to 10.40pm as if i didn't sleep early at 10pm last night too 😭😭

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life is good bc im lowkey going to fail sm of my tests next week and half of the people in my now ex friend group hate me now but i became friends with someone ive wanted to befriend for ages and i have other friends i get to play badminton with which has been so fun and im so happy

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ive had enough i lowkey hope my parents divorce so i can be away from my father bro i DONT care about him one bit

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i am lowkey scared of kpop stans tbh wdym everyone is putting pictures of their idols between their boobs and posting them online where said idols can see it

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in the past week ive become friends with 2 out of 3 of the girls in my class ive always wanted to be friends with, with 1 i think she actually might consider me a friend cuz we spoke a lot on a school trip and it was great!! it was easy to talk to her and we could bond over having immigrant parents lol so that was really cool i was really happy 😭😭 (also we somehow have the exact same watch and both got it for our 11th birthdays which is funny) and the 2nd we're not really friends yet but i asked her about a problem on thursday and on friday she actually started turning around to talk to me (she sits directly in front of me) about work and other small stuff when she didn't at all before so im soo happy cuz ive always lowkey had a platonic crush on her for the past year 😭😭 the last one is like really nice and i talked to her a teensy bit yesterday cuz she was having a conversation with my friends and i was there and like im happy she doesn't hate me or anything also like in the past week she answered some of my questions i was asking someone else when she used to just ignore me so like yayyyy. but she's friends with one of my friends who sits next to me who i think hates me now tho so i don't think i will make progress with her but it's whatever anyway she's more of the popular kids and i think i just find her cool but the actual prospect of being her friend is like unrealistic cuz we'd have nothing to talk about lol. anyway im just in disbelief that i somehow got the ball rolling for 2/3 in a singular week when ive wanted this for an entire year lol 😭😭😭😭 oh and for context they all somehow sit in front of me as in diagonally or directly in front of me which is a crazy coincidence i think the universe finally decided i should have a chance to make friends because im lonely and friendless

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i hate it when cosmetic products actually work like wdym i put on a pimple patch this morning for the first time after avoiding it for months and it actually worked so well

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i love gordon ramsay omg

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recently it has been becoming increasingly obvious to me that i genuinely and almost urgently need to get a life but has anyone even considered that me no wanna...

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why would you even want to make an atomic bomb????????????? for what other reason would it even serve than to kill people??? why would you want to make something with the sole purpose of killing people??????

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no bc why are terusai tiktoks always hating on ppl who hc saiki as aroace in the comments?? like dude u cannot post a video abt how terusai is implied (i literally agree and ship them btw) and then say that "aroace saiki is a headcanon! headcanons r called that for a reason leave them in ur head" and "pls dont confuse ships and headcanons!" .. im not going to hold ur hand while i tell u that ships are headcanons. and someone was talking abt how ppl just hate aromanticism and someone called them chronically online and that got like a hundred more likes. tiktok is insufferable ive never seen ts on tumblr 💔

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to be honest i think its pretty dumb when i say that i hate ants and hope they all die and someone else replies with erm actually they help pollinate flowers or whatever I KNOW. and i don't CARE i hope they all die hope that helps