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Pehle i used to make effort k mood sai rkhu khud se baat kru (cuz adil ki adat ni he itna bolne ki he just does his own thing) but ab mjhe tap charti he when i see him busy with his phone all the time playing that stupid cricket game 😠 aur aksar he knows im busy in the kitchen and ibrahim mjhe tang kr rha he but he would keep doing his thing aur pakarte ni usse ajeeb 😠

We dont get any us time in bed..obv cuz ibrahim sleeps hmare darmyan me..its been like this since the bby..but darmyan me theek b hojata tha scene like when adil came back from uk we had some good time..but idhr aake adil has gotten soo busy with work har waqt he talks abt his hosp he doesnt know me kia krti hu how i spend my day..

Even tho im rly thankful for having ibrahim but at times i feel that maybe we should have waited a little longer..kbhi kbhi tou i even get second thoughts abt our marriage

Sucks big time..but atleast u guys talk abt it..hmara ulta hisaab he i used to confront kaafi shuru me..but he used to say k tm boht larri ho har baat negative leti ho tou now ive stopped doing this stopped complaining..also a lil ego keeps me from being the first to bring it up..but he is soo indifferent mtlb it doesnt even matter to him..he is like bus jese chal rha he chalne do

I myself dont feel v body confident sadly after baby..i still havent gotten back in shape so i dont feel like spicing stuff alot which is too bad actually

TMI but our encounters have gotten so short after the baby partly bcs we dont want to wake him up but where is all the foreplay uske bgher kese krlete ho ap log 😠 aur kiu akhir its so selfish

I wanted my husband to be my best friend whom i could share stuff with..and we used to in the beginning but ab its so different..i dont tell him stuff k aese hi bol den ge kuch

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The last six months have been so stressing for me..at first i had a miscarriage during my hectic medicine rotation..and then when i was in gynae every time i would deliver a baby my eyes teared a little and i kept praying Allah listened to me too..boht ajeeb time guzra but alhamdulillah a million times jitna shukr kru kam he

The last six months have been so stressing for me..at first i had a miscarriage during my hectic medicine rotation..and then when i was in gynae every time i would deliver a baby my eyes teared a little and i kept praying Allah listened to me too..boht ajeeb time guzra but alhamdulillah a million times jitna shukr kru kam he

Haha idk wese when i wasnt married i felt its v stupid to be wanting kids when u know u’re having sex and u’ll actually have them anyway..but after shadi things are so different mann..mene socha b ni tha kabhi k me is baat pe frustrate hugi

Bus yar logon se boht dar lgta he..u know duting this last year ive encountered several of my relatives enquiring abt when will i have a baby. And it used to hurt so much. Knowing that its only something god can make possible and yet ppl get so nosy abt ur life..i used to cry so much whenever such a thing happened.. end pe aake tou me itni indifferent hogyi i used to say k han jee hm khudi hi ni kr rhe abi 😑 i hate such ppl bus nazr rakh k bethe hote hen..i hope we never become one of them

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I hate gatherings and i hate people

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So rani aunty invited everyone for maryam and asad bhai’s din rkhnay, including miral. Idk what i should be feeling about her. Ive always been the eldest sweetest most well mannered child and now i cant bear when anyone else gets more attention than me. Idk how i’ll live like this since there are going to be alot of events with her ahead. I means idk why she acts super sweet ugh. She didnt even say goodbye to me and she hugged everyone else wow. Also amma is more busy with her always taking her along and talking to her.

Uff all this stress and the baby stress which i end up taking out on my cute husband. Lets not freak out over little things and lets be happy with what little i have. Lets fake it till we make it.

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Fast forward one year into marriage and i think i should start writing again. Feels so good to read afterwards

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Getting UTIs post sex is a thing now 😫😫

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I just broke my phone tonight..then had my result announced. And i wanted to celebrate it with someone and nobody was there. And then i realized i dont have a go to person here.

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Haha yar first night tou best thi yaar. Feeling someones naked body against urs is the best feeling 😍😍😍 phr aese hi sogye aur neend me hi started teasing me and gave me an orgasm 😁 first week tou makeout scenes hi hue the zada..sleeping naked aur hr time bs lgge hote the 😋 we tried to get it in per it hurt so much islie thora thora krke daala tha..like eik week baad full andr daala pehle bs tip hi

Yar bs tease boht krte hein..boobs ko suck b boht mazze ka 😁😁😁 boobs suck krte hue finger aur clit rub krte heinn zor se tab hi orgasm hota he 🙈😁

Yaar me soyi hui thi na tou he startes touching me..and humping aur me neend me moan kr rhii baad me hosh aaya 😁😁😁 per it was the best night..cuz first time touch krne ka maza hi alag he yar

Wese first night ni hua tha orgasm..second night phr he explored me and wanted me to have fun 😂😂😂 bs his fingers make me shiver 😄😄

Ohh han first night per pra he kia hua..abi wo don jon wali position ki hi k he came 😂😂😂 u were right naked lrki dekh kr reh ni skta koi 😂

Haan yarr sex ka b maza aata he wese when he is inside 🙈🙈 bs start me pain hoti he abi zara sai hojaye gi wo b hopefully..phr i ask him to go hard on me..boht maza aata he 😁😁

Aur mene tou waqai boht loud moans ki hein..shyd ghr walon ko pta chal hi gya hoga 😂😂😂

Hm subah 6 bje tk jaag kr ye kaam krte the..aur phr darmyan me food deliveries chal ri hoti theen 😁😁

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Nikkah went okayyy. Halima got my makeover done by herself and she slayed it. I didnt cry at nikkah time..mama papa did alot..so did mamu and nano. Ive been crying on little things tho, prior to and after nikkah recalling how i'll have to leave my family and just start living with someone else. I did cry when talking to amma abba saying u can scold me and treat me just like ur own child..amma started crying too.

The shoot went fine..two foreigners came to take a photo with me 'the pakistani bride'. Miral was sweet too. Also the sweetest thing happened. We were on the stage and i wasnt eating and he fed me with his own hands ❤🙈

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First date after nikkah.

He was soooo happy and in such a nice moood. He had to pick me up from topaz but i hadnt told him the location so he went to my clg instead 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ for which i felt soo bad afterwards. But kher he came and we went to dagwood. I asked him to get me margarita but when he came back he said i got u a drink specially made for u and when it came its name was "blushing bride."

He posted our picture as a status with the caption "she stole my heart" and his msgs kept coming in. Then his friend called saying nice bhii..itna change hogye 😁. Another friend captioned the proposal picture as "girtay hein shehsawar hi maidan e jang me."

Out of nowhere he said "tm thak gyi hogi na?" and i said yes and he gave me a nice shoulder massage. Also got me a gajra.

I lovvve that he loves me in hijab..i asked him if i should keep the hijab on or off and he said u look good innit.

Uff and that last kiss..it was sooo overwhelming. ❤❤

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So he got his plab rescheduled to June 😇😇😇

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Uncle is soo cute..the other day uncle aunty were at our place and when they were leaving he said 'hey dont come outside its cold and u might catch it' and then he didnt let me. Later he got my passport renewed in no time and i called to thank him and he said ' u dont thank ur parents beta'.

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So happay now i can choose the photographer of my dreams 😍

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Uncle wasnt feeling well on Abdullah's engagement and so he had to stay back home with him. He came for some time and that too in a hurry..we went outside for a while held hands and talked for a bit. And when he was finally going, we shaked hands and he said 'untill we meet again'

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He said im too wild..but in a good way

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What i rly like abt him is that he never looks at other girls. Such a gentleman.

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So after i made him cum he was like are u done too? And despite having alot of fun while he touched me down there and rubbed my pussy i could not cum. So i just said 'its different for me but hey i had fun' idk if ill ever have an orgasm with him im just too considerate.