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My edo period samurai roommate keeps telling me how i’ll bring shame and dishonor to our apartment if I keep forgetting to wash the dishes. Like whatever dude, I’m not the one carrying on a passionate yet illicit affair with the daimyo’s daughter whose hand has already been promised to another.

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overhearing my neighbor rant on the phone top of his lungs and his friend is saying something in calm voice and he goes NO. NO NUANCE. STOP SAYING NUANCE. MY BOSS NEEDS TO DIE

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imagine the most meanspirited, unlikeable, rude, bitter, self centered, negative person you can think of. not a rapist, not a murderer, not an abuser. just a charmless, tactless, dyed in the wool asshole you wouldn't want to spend two seconds with. now assume they get sick, not with the flu, but with a long term, serious illness that limits their ability to provide for themself. a society in which that person is left to die alone because nobody likes them on a personal level is a failed society.

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a kinetic sculpture by Tim Lewis

I know it’s not pottery but it is sculptural and holy shit

it’s beautiful and disturbing and I feel like I could stumble across this creature in a forest and never be seen again???

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feel like i was just borne to be a sacrificial lamb unwilling martyr wo a cause type character in other peoples lives and my own also

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accidentally ending up stuck on the topic of “an abnormal amount of our former high school classmates have died both young and horrifically” convo focus like ahaha how in the fuck are the heroin overdoses the LEAST fucked up deaths just like, comparably.

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i could write the most gut wrenching pathetic alcoholic character ever specifically because i am that fucking character

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1/1 original shirts (sold)

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damn dude u do love the fuck outta my friends

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guess who was able to avoid passing out and throwing up while getting a necessary shot today. i hate this development cause it makes me seem like im a pussy but i’m not even afraid of needles…of course i don’t ENJOY shots but i also barely even feel them, they’re nothing to me. what ain’t nothing however is my bodies recent decisions of the last year of so to make me get violently fucking i’ll even getting the tiniest little prick injection. tot he point was having to calm myself down from panic attack as much as possible before this stupid do ts visit jsut to reduce the chance u would pass out and get sick. even then the doctor was nice enough to let me lay down and it actually ent well that’s the fist time ive been able to avoid passing out after a shot for the last year which i am hooping i can continue cause that vasovagal reaction shit sucks so hard and i can’t control it when it’s just my brain and me but thsi tiek i did really good and it’s SO STUOID but there’s no logic to it cause i have literally gotten gauged needles shoved through my face and my NIPPLES and had no reaction whatsoever. yes i felt it of course but like no flinch no nothing. i have been pieced in front of friends multiple times and every time they tell me i don’t flinch, let alone get upset or faint or pass out or get sick. it’s something specifically about the injection thing that i think is what gets me, but to really fucking sucks. cause shots aren’t fun obviously but they are a requirement like you gotta get shots in your life unfortunately and it’s just soemthing i wanna get over with a atupid prick i barely feel and maybe some soreness after that’s all it should be but instead now all of a sudden i am dealing with passing out and getting violently ill while alone in public. like the last time i literally passed out trying to get myself some water and get out the door of the cvs to lay jjmm nm y car cause no matter how much i tried to talk myself down no matter how calm i stayed i couldn’t hold off the inevitable. then of course i called my dad cause i had no one else to call and his reaction was literally “so? thy always happened doesn’t it?” and i’m on the fucking phone w my dad in front of the pharmacist who literally picked my ass up off the floor and half carried me to a chair and watched me puke all over myself and i’m like “dad i passed out and vomited all over myself, the dude is telling me not to drive” and he’s like “well sorry i’m not around is it really that big of a deal???” and then he wonders why i never tell him when i need fuckin help 😭

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we need to start publicly shaming rich people i am dead serious yall are fucking pathetic

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last day i can smoke weed before im making myself stop so that i have a full week not smoking before i have to leave for china

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alcohol does not in any way in line with what i want for myself and my life and ive known that for a long time now and yet fully letting it go is like