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don't treat me rough, treat me really niceys
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unreleased lana at the job site is crazy
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catch & release
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vespertine
mystical
delicate
delightful
i want to be like vespertine
thereās a hidden place in me
iāll show you if your gentle
and sensitive
cause i am
iām so sensitive
& sore
but im craving my bruises
pressed again
so i created
pagan poetry
to lure in my pray
to convince them to try to find
within me a
hidden place
iām leaving my cocoon
to hunt
iām the hunter
and iām hungry
itās not up to you
when i strike
on this frosti night
cause i want to be soft
& delicate
but i feel like a fucking caged animal
can you undo me
release me from this fur
iām trapped i swear
set me free
treat me like a heirloom
iām hiding family secrets
deep and old
iām hiding them within my young and shallow
thereās sun in my mouth
i warn you though
once you entangle with me
iāll haunt you
like an echo
a stain
itās my harm of will
i hide in my persona
a princess in distress
aurora
but if you help me
iāll help you
in unison
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love is only a feeling
im sorry you
canāt call me what you want to
why i canāt wear my heart on my sleeve
cause my sleeve would be a tattoo to me
how can i expect to love you
when all my feeling are fleeting
with dull numb nothings in between
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sup slow devour visually
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that thing
canāt you see
that my eyes arenāt sultry
but clear & trying to be pure
itās hard with all this pressure
this commercial, capitalist
earn buy sell take
this new style of courtship
i canāt get behind it
talking dating
situationship
you donāt love me
you donāt know me
my favorite color says nothing about me
really
says nothing about what youāre in for
but if you must know
itās
pink & black
& deers
& fiona apple
& beabadoobee
& its gia, x, broke back mountain, buffalo 66ā
cancer libra capricorn
but what does that all mean
my lists of preferences
will you remember
will that change how you treat me
when you ask me for things youāve earned
that you think you deserve
will you make sure to throw
a movie quote in there?
a song lyric?
doubt it
cause who really cares what i like
objectification is alive and breathing
so go pull a bitch
quantify and qualify
pulling bad bitches one after another
texting talking
kissing and telling
when will we be free
of all this earning buying selling and taking
when will we be free of all this name calling
itās got me bawling my eyes out
over something so thrown around
so whatās your number
where did you go to middle school
whatās good on tv?
do you like to read?
what are the preferences behind that pretty
face?
un known last name
how can i win you
spend you
use you
show you tell you
expell you
buy sell steal you ?
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the whale
i sit here
feeling the weight of the world
with the words
terrible person
i wish my dad was fat with love for me
but he only seems
to love and respect himself
i have broke the mold
betrayed his vision
he knows me
so he wants to disown me
iām no good
like a classroom chair
ready to break
with the weight of a back
bmi to high
i shoot for the sky
when i picture myself
modelesque
would he love me
if i lost some weight
ignored my plate
would he love me if i was almost gone
one foot out the door
would he humor me
if my hair started running away
so i wish my dad was fat with love
instead of my image in the mirror
cause even if it was true
at least itād be clear
that iām not so worthless
not so unlovable
till then iāll try to weigh less
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picture me
iām layla, wendy
like my mother
like my face
picture me
iām singing praises for a guy who doesnāt even know my last name
picture me
iām rooting for the wrong football team
by mistake
picture me
iām telling lies
keeping sweet
picture me
a vegetarian forcing down meat
picture me
a bad dog
a punished boy
picture me
iām all the things you forgot
ignored
lost
picture me
iām a dirty window
a foggy 4pm day
picture me
iām a pushover
with a smart ass mouth
picture me
iām Layla, wendy
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misunderstood
i wish you understood
what itās like
to live my life
i mystify you
apparently
i wish i was real
cause sometimes it gets hard
being so far away
you say im funny
i donāt mean to be
donāt you understand
im just being me ļæ¼
you say im ļæ¼silly
but im just telling you
i wish i got through
i wish i was real
cause sometimes it gets hard being so far away
i stay up all night
cause i donāt feel alright
with being tied down to earth
i feel like a unicorn
i swear i wasnāt born
your fantasy can it be me?
i wish i was real
cause sometimes it gets hard
being so far away
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whore
because sheās a whore
reasoning shakily
itās my fault
iām a whore
who doesnāt enjoy
iām fat on tasteless food
iām hanging from a fruitless tree
iām a whore
but i make no money
i pimp myself out
iām my own bottom bitch
itās what you have to do
when you canāt trust anyone but you
iām a whore
cause i led you on
i let you carve your initials into my trunk
i am no giving tree
no patron saint
iām not madonna
IM A WHORE
iām a catholic whore
a tired bore
i joke to conceal
how deeply iām cut
by pocket knife collections
dust collecting
iām a whore
cause i had to go
iām a whore
cause he hurt me
and i got mad
punched a hole in the wall
of his heart
so now iām a whore
not atomically correct
but beating red
with anger and envy
wish you could cure me
of my whore ways
but you canāt
itās biology
itās in my genes
dna
itās in my cunt
my hair
my hips
my tits
i was born a whore
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chi
when i look at you
i see through you
and we both know
iād never do this to you
what kind of woman does this make you
what kind of person does this make you
i am your daughter
sister
friend
iām your child
iām a person
a woman
i am nothing at all
donāt step on me
donāt insult me
iām in relation to you so deep
i am your daughter donāt abuse me
how can you act like this
so un attractive
you have a mother
grandmother
sisters
friends
how dare you
how dare you not see me
not ask me
not listen to me
how dare you not care
how dare you care
i didnāt hurt you
why do u offend you?
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cigarette
i canāt do this once more
these flings
line up infront of me
i canāt do this again
burned out
rubbed into the concrete
i donāt wanna be a cigarette
i canāt handle another month long
loveless nothing
i wish that i could have my first love again
hold hands again
feel free again
iād even like to fuck it up again
heart break again
be ignored again
friends to lovers again
first time i love you again
i need to need again
want yearn
crave
like you do for your cigarettes
so iām breaking your heart
itāll happen again
some other girl
i swear itāll repeat again
iāll get replaced again
your approach to love is so sterile
so hospital
slowly killing you
your lungs are turning black
and your loveless meaningless touch
rots your mind & your couch
your bed
your head
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classical music
iāve never wanted someone in such a classic way
picnic dates, field days
take you out to dinner
iām writing poetry about you
when i speak
you make my knees weak
all of me actually
but thereās nothing classic about us
would you dance for me
like you do with the guys
lift you in the air
spin you around
iād
get strong for you i swear
canāt we be together
i just wanna be a pair
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iām sly
im evil & sly
iām a fox
iām a bear
iām a wolf
dont tell me what to do
donāt tug on my hair
shh
be quiet
iām coming near
my panting and growling
grows loud
do you hear?
iām a thief in the night
even when itās bright
iām a criminal
all hours
iām lions and tigers and bears
so be so very scared
cause when i get close
i aim to kill
iām on the prowl
iām tiptoeing on my claws
contract and attack
strike you dead
late at night
iām a blood sniffing shark
iām a pit bull
iām ready to bite!
so be careful around me
watch who youāre talking to
cause there are no morals when it comes to you
watch your back
hide under your covers
cause i come with a mission
and iām disguised as your lover
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