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Mary Oliver, from “On the Beach”, Swan: Poems and Prose Poems

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My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.

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“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis

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– Audrey Hepburn

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― Clarice Lispector, Near to the Wild Heart

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The urge to learn every language and play every instrument and travel the world and live through every historical time period and be a writer and a poet and an actor and

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Women, they have minds, and they have souls, as well as just hearts. And they've got ambition, and they've got talent, as well as just beauty. I'm so sick of people saying that love is just all a woman is fit for. I'm so sick of it.

[Almost crying] 

 But I'm so lonely...

Jo March little women

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— Louise Glück, from “The Untrustworthy Speaker.”

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Had to make this coz I'm in my SPROLDEN ERA 🍂

@aliceoseman

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Heartstopper on paper 🍂

From Heartstopper Volume 2 by @aliceoseman

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I guess, there's this idea that you can be yourself with certain people that understand you. Then why do I feel like I can be myself only with strangers?

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There was a time when certain people felt like home, and I knew in those moments that they're my safe space. Then why did it have to change? Did they change or it was just me who didn't understand them in the first place?

My family doesn't know me, they never did, they never tried, they never will. But I was happy with those three people just being there, listening to what I have to say, I mattered. And now I'm alone, it's frustrating, exhausting, feeling like this every second of the day. And the days aren't even long, they pass by quickly and then it's just another day of feeling like this. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I want to be happy. Not tomorrow not next year, here and now because it's getting harder everyday.

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HEARTSTOPPER on paper 🍂

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"Nick's so in love with you it's a little unbearable to watch sometimes"