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I try hard not to be too emotional but sometimes people say things harsh enough to punch through one's most sensitive parts though they don't mean to offend you. I do believe jokes are half meant when the jokes target your capacity as a person. I hope to be able to move on to a better version of me, not the sensitive always offended one.

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I hate Twinkling Watermelon so much it takes so much of my energy. One moment I'm laughing, then next I find myself bawling. WHYYYYYYYYY I HATE THIS PLEASE DON'T END (or give us a good ending at least)

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Don't wanna sleep. Don't wanna work. :(

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ANXIETYYYYYYY

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i hate how one would want to think (or even redirect) that the situation is about one's self when it is not really revolving around him/herself.

i hate how whenever you try to do something to correct them, that would only make them think you're attacking them.

i hate how others do not know how to listen and just plainly talk about the tiniest part of the situation where they were 'somehow involved' and then feel betrayed about the whole situation.

i hate how others are too selfish as to not think of those that made a great sacrifice for themselves.

i hate how others think their opinion matters the most.

i hate how others think they have achieved so much but crediting it to the wrong people.

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So much pent-up anger

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I realized being at home all the time is not good for me too.

I hate how I want to be alone/ at least not talk when I don't want to even for just a day or two but that is luxury I cannot afford. I BADLY NEED TIME TO BE ALONE PLEASE.

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2 LITERS OF WATER TODAY!!!!!!!!

What an achievement! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I realized that there are many things I know how to do but I just don't excel on a single thing. And that there are a lot of things I do not know how to do anymore. That's just sad and painful, isn't it? I just go on everyday watching movies/ dramas/ docuseries/ etc then doing the laundry over and over.

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Movie list

It's Kind of a Funny Story

Silver Lining's Playbook

Jungle

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Been crying for 3 consecutive days and I can't help it.

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Why does talking about X1 make me feel so emotional.

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Some people forget they experienced vulnerability and even have the galls to look down on others' pain just because they aren't currently experiencing it.

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Can people keep their opinion to themselves? I don't need any of your ridiculing.

Sakit na gani matumba sa motor kataw-an pa jud.

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Is it that difficult to understand the concept of sharing? We can our stuff if the other person doesn't have those but like you have a lot of them and I only have a few???? LIKE HELLO?????? Just because we are of the same size doesn't mean mine is yours.

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Funny how we all think we are all correct. But seriously, how do we know we are right? Who determines who is right? What determines what is right?