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Thank you for always making me choose where and what to eat haha and of course sa paglibre sakin without limit 💖😭

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Always happy with you

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Sa twing namimiss kita at di kita kasama, nabili ako ng fav lollipop mo para kunwari kasama kita. Looking forward to give this to you pag nagkita tayo.

Mahal kita Bof. Alam mo yan. At araw araw kitang miss

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2nd photo 💖

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I love you so much, Ewing.

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Nainis ako sayo kasi di ka naguupdate sakin, or kahit chat. Sasagot ka lang pag nagmessage ako, galit ka pa. Di ko alam natakbo sa isip mo. Moody rin siguro ako kasi malapit na ko magka mens.

Anyway, I got mad. Sabi ko I need a sign para di tayo mag away. Para kumalma ako. We’re both on discord pero di tayo naguusap. While scrolling sa fb reels, I accidentally watched a video of a husband and wife entitled “Less than 24hrs before my husband passed away.” Tinapos ko yung video. Out of nowhere ung video na yun kasi puro memes and modern family ung napapanood ko.

Then it hit me… HARD.

There’s no time for us to argue or to not speak to each other kasi dadating sa oras na magsisisi tayo dahil sa mga nasayang na oras na di tayo magkausap o magkasama.

I love you.

Ok lang lahat sakin kung ayaw mo ng tinatanong ka or kung ayaw mo ng update. Kahit ayaw mo ng kahit anong bare minimum.

Basta mahal kita.

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Bof, alam mo ba…

Si Lolo yung pinaka love kong lalaki buong buhay ko. Hindi kami ganon kaclose ni aaron eh. Tatay ko naman sinasaktan ako. I also grew up with manphobia. Ayoko talaga sa lalaki dahil nga sa trauma ko sa tatay ko.

Nung naging kami ni Raf, kahit holding hands hirap ako gawin. Intimacy in any form is too hard. Si Lolo lang yung nayayakap ko at nakikiss. Wala nang iba.

Ikaw ang unang lalaki na pinayagan ko maging intimate sa akin. You are my first in EVERYTHING.

Namatay si Lolo, hirap na hirap ako. Nawalan ako ng tatay. Parang may kulang bigla sa buhay ko. A man’s love.

BUT THEN I LOOKED AT YOU AND SUDDENLY THAT EMPTY SPACE IS GONE.

Para bang kumpleto na ulit. That love. That everything I need is you.

I love you. Always, all ways.

You are the love that I always need.

I hope that you’re my last.

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“She may forget herself, but she cannot forget you.”

— Frédéric Chopin, from a letter

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“I swear that when our lips touch, I can taste the next 60 years of my life.”

— Rudy Francisco

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“A healthy relationship is where two independent people just make a deal that they will help the other person be the best version of themselves.”

— Unknown

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“Your heart knows the way. Run in that direction.”

— Rumi

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