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[myheartisstone]

Again and again and again, I wake up. I wish I didn’t. Capitalism kills. Work kills. Money kills. Body’s on the ground, hanging in the trees. But at least the fireplace is on.

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I have been waking up in the middle of the night with horrid feelings of unending unsureness

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Fuck you fuck this fuck everything fuck life fuck them fuck him fuck her fuck me fuck it all i dont fucking care anymore

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why do I fail at everything I do. Why am I such a fucking failure. I have no good skills other than the talents I was born with and even those are mediocre. I just want to win. I just want to be good at something. FUCKING ANYTHING. I’m so worthless.

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oh shit im a dick.

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Low ass quality... Sorry

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I’m gonna fail the suicide prevention month challenge

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pouring gasoline across my skin and lighting myself on fire

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i better not wake up tmr dude.

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"if pain is beauty, i'm a 𝖕𝖗𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖞 𝖇𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍"

(photo from pinterest.)

✧☾𖤓

[myheartisstone]

Each day I feel a bit more of my happiness slip away. Bit by broken bit I have been falling apart. But no one fucking notices.

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Can someone do me a favour and just end me

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i really dont like being me it brings me so much shame

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Will it ever be enough? 1 cuts turns into many. Scratches become deeper. I feel like each time i give in it gets worse, the pain is never enough.

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When you make the mistake of showing songs from your favourite band to your family and then they ask "are you okay".

But of course you lie. Because no one ever truly gets it

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Fuck I need to stop crying. I'm not a pretty crier

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Please. Shut my brain off. I don't care how, I just need to stop thinking or I might try to stop living