myicariandiary
myicariandiary
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25 | they/them | in a constant cycle of relapse and recovery. DNI: pro-ed, minors, terfs, zionists, bigots
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myicariandiary · 1 month ago
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I feel like I don’t say this enough, but
FUCK!! FUUUUCK FUCK FUCK!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! WHAT IS GOING ON!!
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myicariandiary · 1 month ago
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my mental health is so bad i’m having a hard time with food again, i’m struggling to get out of bed, my motivation is dwindling, i can feel myself being not myself and i don’t know if i’ve concerned or irritated my new boss and i don’t know why i can’t seem to get a grip
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myicariandiary · 2 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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can’t believe i’ve become the “i don’t care about a relationship right now i’m focused on my career” type of person and yet here i am
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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i don’t want to be alive i don’t want to be alive i don’t want to be alive
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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Being insane but cognitively aware of how insane you are is a special kind of hell because you know that you aren't normal and you can pinpoint the behaviors that label you as other and make people kinda go quiet and twitchy around you but you can't change them or your neurosis so you're stuck in a brutal cycle of trying to emulate normal people and failing horribly cus you know in theory how normal people look and act but in practice you can never change what you are and everyone else knows it too and this goes on forever until you die
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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i can’t ever be normal i gotta think and obsess and think and obsess like will my mind ever know peace
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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ohhhhhhh my god that was my last straw i want to die so bad was it worth it was it worth ruining our friendship i hope it was i hope you’re happy and that you are fulfilled and i hope it was worth it i really do
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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myicariandiary · 3 months ago
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nooo brain ahah don't pay attention to that random wave of sadness please
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