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mylovelyhuntercrow · 1 year ago

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A/N lots of dialog. I was very tired writing this and keeping to with timelines after most of them were deleted it only small Strikes is hard. The tabs i have open oml. But i hope you like this one!! Its a small slow burn as i do want to acknowledge Amanda and her inpact on the story as a whole.

Pairing- Uldren/Crow sov x Guardian

Comfort/feels

You eventually get some time off. After having an alliance with Caitles forces, fixing the endless night, finding out Osiris was involved with the endless night. Savathun is taking Osiris as a form...

A deep sigh leaves your lips. Your helmet is set on the war table. Osiris was released from Savathuns hold. He was forever asleep.

You had walked in on Crows Meeting with Savathun right before. Their argument was heated. The words twist his mind, and he leans forward in their conversation. Before you realized what was happening, he touched her statue. You leap forward, landing incorrectly and falling down. Crow groans

"Dont!.... Don't come any closer." You slowly get up on your knees

"What did you show him!?" Ghost pulls himself out. Yelling at Savathun.

"Everything..."

"Y/n get up...please" crow pleads. Remember how Cayde looked...what he did...

He runs off as glint pleads

"You hurt him!"

"Someone had to.. better for it to come from a friend... you know how it is Guardian"

You snap back to reality. Getting up and walking towards crow. He just leans against the door.

"Crow..."

"Uldren Sov...Awoken Prince, brother to a Queen...murderer"

"Now i know the man i was... and you... you... im so sorry... you did what you had to do.i don't think i would have told me either." He takes a big sigh.

"Savathuns' visions were like a waking dream. I could feel the heat of the flames, taste of blood in my mouth..."

"I saw everything he did... through his eyes"

"Crow, please let me jus -" You try to explain.

"You're afraid of who i used to be. That he'll come back... I am too... so I've asked ikora to put me on another assignment...tell mara... tell mara... tell her whatever you want. I'll see you again when I'm ready. " Crow begins to walk away. You grab his arm, making him turn around

"Let's just talk. Have a conversation, birdie?"

"How can you even look at me the way you do?!"

"I know.. i know crow ive been there!"

"How!? How have YOU, Vanguards most Prized Guardian, been there? How do you understand whats going on with me!" Crow yells back. He stops pausing for a second and looking away.

"I feel... like him, " he sighs. Leaning back against the wall

"Cmon...lets talk crow please" You grab a hold of his hands.

"Please," you squeeze his hands slightly. He looks at you and nods.

You both head to a small spot in the helm. You sitting down and him hesitantly following after you.

Silence sits between you two. The awkwardness almost hurts

"You aren't like him, crow." You sigh. Leaning back in your seat

"How do you know y/n" Crow looks at you. Concerned.

"Because i have to...if you can't change, then what does that make of me?" Looking down at your hands.

"But you're perfect, you are Vanguards Finest..i don't understand you." Crow leans down, trying to look at you.

" When i found out who i was, i felt the same as you... My past self wasn't ever something to be proud of Crow." You look at him. The blue man is going from Curious to Sad again.

"Who...were you?"

"I... i was a False God, a face for a misguided church..."

"I don't understand how that's so horrible. I'm sure you did well... Gave Faith?"

"I did not. I sent my followers to Burn small towns that were left after the collapse. I listened so blindly like an idiot child even though i should have known better. " You shake your head, getting up and walking in front of Crow. You sigh and lean to look at him. Both hands rested on his shoulders.

"Do not believe that you are him! Dont let that Old part of you mess up what you have now!" You shake him off a bit and stand up completely.

"Y/n, i didn't know..." Crow mumbles. Not having an idea on what to say.

"Thank you for trusting me.. thanks for listening, too... i think i should still go.. I need space from others. " Crow stands up as well, looking at your slightly disappointed face. He grabs your hands in his

"Please visit me? If that's something you're okay doing?"

You smile and squeeze his hands

"Of course I will, ikora can set you on a new path. Of course Ghost will miss Glint but we are going to get busy here soon..."

"Your ghost? Glint?" Crow chuckles a bit at the thought. Folding his arms.

"Oh please... you haven't noticed? Why do you think i visit you so often? " You poke his chest, pushing him back slightly.

"You only visit me because our ghosts have interest in eachother?" He hides his smile, pouting his lips.

"Well... no, maybe not the only reason, i mean its nice they talk in person, you kno-"You panic thinking you made the already sad man even more distraught.

"I'm kidding y/n... gosh seeing you panic like that was honestly humoring" crows smile only grows. He watches as you roll your eyes.

"Yeah, whatever, bird boy... I'm getting my helmet... then I'll fly you to the Tower?"

"Maybe i can fly us?" Crow raises an eyebrow. Hoping its a yes.

"Fine, but we take Your ship." You agree walking off to receive your helmet.

You know you started gaining feelings for crow a while ago. You also knew he had started liking Amanda Holliday. It hurt, seeing Caydes killer walk as a new man. It hurt when you realized you liked him. It hurt knowing he liked someone else.

You finally retrieved your helmet. Heading to Crows ship and sitting down.

"When will you tell him about your feelings?" Your ghost floats by.

"Shh Ghost...he might hear you." You push away your ghost.

"Oh please, you know glint, and i talk about you both." Ghost only floats closer, around your face.

"And im sure glint brings up Amanda" You push them back again.

"Glint talks about you more though," the ghost stays beside you happily.

You roll your eyes leaning back in the chair.

Crow finally shows up. There was small talk but you both were too exhausted from everything. Glint and Ghost going back to talking behind you both. During a break Crow goes into the back of the ship. You hear his pleads with Ikora. Until he comes back to you and sits down at the pilots seat.

"Did she agree to reassign you?" You turn to look at Crow.

"Yeah, I'll be working with Caital..." he begins to fly again. Heading to the tower. You two finally get off the ship. Heading towards Ikora. You both pass by Amanda. He turns away when he sees her look at you both. He quickly grabs your hand and pulls you with him. You turn to see Amanda's face. There is slight disappointment on her face. As you get pulled from out of her sight.

You walk up the stairs and slants. Crow speed is getting quicker as you try keeping up. You see all the faces in the tower staring at you both. Before going down the stairs to get to Ikora, you stop. Getting tugged slightly as crow keeps going. He stops, too.

You look at him. His hood up to hide from the faces in the Tower. You dont say anything. You don't even know what to say.

Crow takes a deep sigh. Making sure no ones around before pulling his hood down. He looks at your face. You look at him the same as you always do, no resentment, no hate, not even pity. And he just stares at you.

He opens his mouth about to say something. But you shut him up. You simply pull him into a tight hug. He slowly rises his arms, Hugging you back.

Another silent moment between you both. Another moment that makes crow think of you in a romantic way. You both let each other go. Crow silently walks down the stairs as you lean against the railing watching him. As he gets to the bottom about to leave the area, he turns to look at you. Both waving a small goodbye. Not forever, but for now.

You leave to do your own thing. Knowing Crow is in good hands. Also, knowing you have to defeat the Witch Queen.. a fight you're not ready to do.

"What was that about?" You turn to see Amanda behind you. Folded arms and a questioning look.

"What was what about?" You ask

"The running away from me... i wanted to say hello but didn't get the chance you both Just ran off" Amanda looks around trying to find Crow.

"Oh yes, sorry. I wanted to stop, but Crow kinda just dragged me off..."

"For what?"

"Oh, uhm. He's just going through it. I thought i could help him out. I think he just needs to be alone. " You let your ghost roam around needing some backup if needed.

"He could have gone to me... no offense to you, but i thought we were getting closer. " Amanda leans against the door. Sighing to herself.

"No, i get it. I think me and him just have some things in common" You point to ghost who was floating by some flowers. She nods her head. She begins to walk back to her stationed area.

Months pass. You defeated the witch queen, Lord Saladin, convinced Caital to Spare Crows life. You sat at the Helm quietly, sitting on a couple of boxes quietly.

You hear someone stumbling around. Knocking over some things. You sit up quickly and look around, pulling out your gun and keeping an eye out. You see Crow stumble in tripping on a box and falling. Quickly, you put away your weapon and stumble to him as well. The randomness of the whole situation makes you unstable.

"Are you alright?!"

"Y/n...she..."

"Birdie, are you alright?!" You sit on the floor next to him. Hugging him close, glint popping out.

"Amanda found out..."Glint hovers over crow. You look down at the blue man. He's still recovering from his fall. You can tell he's drank and cried. He slowly gets up to sit on his knees. His head hanging low.

" she said she never wants to see me again... i thought i could fix things, and then she comforted me. Held a gun to my head... said that im a murderer, said I'm the same as Uldr-"

"She's wrong. You are not the same as him. Cayde was my Fiance, i knew him, she saw me trust you every day and to do that to you?!" You stand up quickly. going for your helmet and weapons on a box.

Crow grabs at the cloth on your clothes. Still on his knees

"Dont leave me..." he looks up at you. You sigh and begin to drag him up. You pull him towards where you were sitting as he slumped down. You sit next to him, looking at Glint and Ghost.

He's hurt. But not in a way i can fix. " Glint sighs. You shoo them both away. Looking at Crow. You lift your arm up behind him. He slowly falls onto your lap. Passing out into a deep slumber. You sit in silence, stroking his hair. As the hours go by, you also fall asleep.

"Guardian...wake up" You hear your ghost speak. But you keep your eyes closed.

"Ghost leave her be... she's tired, let her sleep. " You can hear crow. You fall back asleep leaning to one side.

"Okay, but she's falling down, and im not strong enough to catch her.."

Crow rushes to catch you, you wake up finally and look around. Seeing Crow hold you.

"Wakey wakey Guardian" crow smiles as he lifts you up.

"Ew don't call me that..." you sit up again rubbing your tiredness away.

"I'm sorry...y/n"

"Better.."

Crow laughs and sits next to you. He looks sober, thankfully.

"I'm sorry for just walking in on you yesterday. I had drank at the bar Amanda, and i used to go to... and... well, i glint took me to you."

It's fine, I'm glad you could come to me. How are you?"

"I'm okay. I just disappointed her so bad. I should have told her when i found out. Maybe we could have figured it out together" crow sighs and looks at you. You were already looking at him.

"But i am happy that im here with you. She could have had the same reaction, too. "

Crow looks at your weapons on the table. You see that hes looking at them, and you move them down to the floor.

"Id never do something like that to you... even when i first saw you, i never thought of pulling my weapon on you"

Crow looks away. Recounting his conversation with Amanda. Thinking of her anger and hatred. He then recounts you. Your face when you saw him, how it changed from that moment on. How you had always been there. Sure, Amanda had more free time. It's time to go out to a bar to have fun. But he remembers how you were always there when it mattered. Even when it didn't. He looks towards you slowly. You turn your head to see him. He raises his arms to grab your face. Like you did once before.

"Crow?" You look into his eyes once more.

He says nothing, just looking at you. Taking in all your features. Crows face starts to blush as he pulls himself closer to you.

"What about manda..." You whisper as he gets closer. He stops for a moment. Looking at your lips, then back to your eyes. He closes his eyes and brings you closer. Finally kissing you. You kiss back as he pulls you closer. His cheeks blushed more and more. His heart sparks. His stomach feels like moths flying around.

He pulls his legs onto the boxes you both are on. You sit on top of him. A small is heard from the side. Crow stops and looks back, seeing Glint and Ghost floating behind.

"Please stop.." Crow begs watching as Glint stays still.

"We have been waiting for this moment for years!" Ghost flies closer, scanning both of our faces. You sigh and get up, crow reaching out for you.

"Yeah, no moment ruined."You turn back to look at crow, who's still lying down.

"Cmon, don't let them ruin it," he pleads with you

"Crow...i-i like you a lot. But you're vulnerable right now. I can't do this, Amanda will come around. " You sigh. I'm going to grab your gear. Crows eyes widen at your confession. He turns to the ghost. As they slowly float away to give you space.

"Amanda has hurt me. Her friendship meant a lot and i didn't like how it happened... but just now, y/n ive never felt a spark like that ever! Even in Uldrens life i feel it!" Crow gets up. Following after you. Tugging at your arm.

You try to walk away still, He pulls you back, turning you around and into his chest.

"What about Amanda, i know she started feeling a way towards you... i know it'll return. I can't do that to her..." You let your limbs go weak. Your head aches from all the emotions.

" she doesn't even want to see me... but i understand you have your hesitations.. I'll give you time, but i won't forget about today, though. " Crow lets you go. You hesitate to walk away. Getting your things slowly.

"Ill see you crow..." you put Ghost away, walking away.

Crow watches you. Sitting back down.

"Did we ruin it?" Glint flys by

"Yes, yes glint you did," crow sighs, facepalming.

"Shes got a point... you were so focused on Amanda you didnt see Guardians feelings for you" glint flys around crows head.

"She doesn't like being called Guardian...and why would she have liked me after what i did?"

"Well, you stayed after she told you who she was. She stayed throught it all for you though. It's a mutual respect.." glint goes on.

"It's different. I took away her Lover...why would she like me?"

"Only she knows that, im sure she's confused. It was wrong of you to make a move on her, especially when last night you were too drunk to fly here yourself"

"You're right, Glint. I'll give her the space she needs... she's just so perfect,i won't let her go. " Crow grabs his things, heading out of the helm as well.

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mylovelyhuntercrow · 1 year ago

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A/n Super super short so i dont leave yall to rottt. Going to be busy for this weekend so i rather post a small one before then a normal size update next week.

Pairing- Uldren/Crow sov x Guardian

Comfort

You had failed. You didn't stop Ghost from connecting to the vail. You didn't win the fight. You didn't save Rohan.

You sit silently a slight ring in your ear. Your head in your hands as you look at the Last City. You don't notice the footsteps behind you. Slowly walking only to put a single hand on your shoulder.

"How are you..." you tense up at crows words.

"I'm... here." You look at your hands, finally sitting up. Crow sits next to you. His arm rests on your shoulders as he pulls you close.

"How's Amamda?" You look towards him. He looks at you for a second, then to the city.

"Well... she doesn't know about it, but me and her are back on friendly terms. She doesn't want to kill me. " Crow sighs and turns back to you.

"We should tell her..." you look out to the city. Still not looking at him.

Ever since Crow defeated his nightmare, you both have been together. Things felt awkward at first to move past what he knew, but things got better. Both are there for each other during the hard battles. You encouraged crow to keep up with Amanda, knowing their friendship was good and could be repaired.

"I feel like I'd just hurt you... I know how she felt about Cayde, i dont know how she feels about you. And how did she feel about me?" Crow feela you pull away slightly so he lets you go. Your eyes finally meet his.

".... good point, I'm sure she liked you back. She saw Cayde as a father...me idk i wasn't as present.." You look up to him. A small smile shows on his face.

"Whatever you decide, I'm here. If you feel like i should tell her I will, if you want to, I'm okay. If not, then shoot, we will wait..." he wraps his arm around you again. Both of you are watching the city silently.

You find amanda at her crashed ship. You've been clearing out Cabal and helping to rescue anyone who needs it.

"I need to tell you something, Manda.." You say while fighting off the few Cabal

"What is it Y/n?"

"I...crow, whats your opinion on him"

"Hmm, i reckon he's told you already. About what i said and did? It's been a while, i overreacted then, but it'll take time to get back"

"Did you like him?" You ask, shooting more.

"Whats this about y/n?" amanda asks as you finish the last soldier.

"Me and Crow have been dating..."You put your weapons away. Looking at amanda across the room.

"Since when?" She turns her head to the side, confused.

"Well, since the whole nightmare thing. I think i- this feeling i have for him is like my feelings for Cayde..."You sigh, leaning on a pillar.

Amanda stays silent for a moment, and then she walks towaeds you. Stopping right next to you.

"How do you do it. Forget that he killed Cayde, " amanda asks, her eyes becoming more stern.

" i was shocked when i first saw him. But the more i looked at him, the more i didn't see Uldren. I saw Crow. And it wasn't fair to him if i hurt him when he never knew what he did"

You sigh. Playing with the hems of your clothing.

"What about after? When he knew, " her anger started to rise up. You could tell.

"Cayde ever tell you how he found me?" You look towards her your helmet reflecting her face back to her

"He just said it was sad..."

"I was found. Tied with Wired cord to a board that looked like a traveler. I was stuck for months before cayde let me loose.i was confused, wondering why anyone would do that to me. Then when i found out who i was. All i wondered was why didn't he leave me there..."

"Whats this for?" Amanda crosses her arms.

"Amanda, crow hated himself just as much if not more than you hated him. He doesn't need more punishment. " You place a hand on her shoulder. Her eyes went down to the floor.

"Amanda, I hated myself... and Cayde found it in him to love me...and its hard to get past it, but i do... I do love Crow.." You put your arm down

"So why did you want to tell me..." amanda hesitantly asks.

"Because cayde loved you, Manda... and i do too. You had to know from me, not from others' gossip. " You walk away. Amanda is turning to see one last Cabal and shooting it down.

"Thanks for the talk, and the help back there just need to clear out this -"

Amanda looks at you

"Crow..." You face palm. Amanda walks towards the body, watching as Glint revives Crow.

"Ow.." he sighs as Amanda rolls her eyes, grabbing his arm to pull him up

"Nice shot, right through the heart," crow smilea

"Thanks" Amanda smiles back.

"Sorry we thought you were Shadow legion" Ghost flys by.

"Easy mistake, I'm just so beefy." Crow smiles at amanda, shaking his head slightly. You slowly put your hand on his shoulder, shaking yours to a no. Amanda walks away to her ship.

"You're leaving again? Don't you ever slow down?" Crow walks a bit towards her. Stopping when she turns around.

"Nope, not when there is work to be done." She walks away again

"Amanda -"

"When your ship... i thought I might never see you again." Crow trys to talk. Getting a bit sad at the thoughts in his head.

"No time for that kinda talk, I'm here now. Let's get moving." amanda looks to you and winks. Walking away again.

Crow turns to look at you then back to the leaving Amanda.

"What was that?" Crow raises an eyebrow, turning back to you

"I told her... you smile at the blue man, taking off your helmet and putting on the ground. Crow smiles back and walks towards you, pulling you in for a hug.

"Was she upset?" He pulls away a bit. Still holding onto you.

"She'll be okay," you smile and kiss him, pulling away. Crow pulls his hand up to hold your face in place. He smirks again, pulling you in for another kiss. Then letting you go. He crouches down to pick up your helmet and hand it to you.

"We got work to do.." Crow winks at you. Taking your hand to walk away.

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