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🏁 burn for the win (part 1). wen junhui

being the engineer who knows too much and the sister who’s had enough means standing at the eye of the storm while two men she cares about tear each other apart. jun’s pride could still cost him everything, and yet he refuses to fight to fix what’s broken; neither will minghao. she’s tired of the fallout, but no one listens. a crash was only the beginning. now, can anything bring them back?

🏎️ GENRE/S :: f1 au, smau, contemporary drama, action, psychological, romance, slice of life

🏎️ PAIRING/WC :: wen junhui x fem!reader ⋅ 22,012 words

🏎️ CONTAINS :: rivals(?)-to-lovers tension, teammates-to-enemies-to-(??) for jun and minghao, childhood-friends-to-something-undefined, some smau things, emotional fallout, jealousy-driven angst, idiots in love who don’t know how to communicate, toxic masculinity (pride, refusal to communicate), media scrutiny, invasive paparazzi/journalists, suppressed emotions, power imbalance (professional + personal relationships entangled), high-stakes drama, dramatic crashes (literal and emotional), and two stubborn men who would rather self-destruct than back down, ambiguous boundaries (platonic vs. romantic blurred lines), possessiveness and control (family + teammate interference), familial conflict (brother-sister arguments, controlling dynamics), references to past breakup

⚠️ WARNINGS: kinda physical violence, arguments, car crash/accident, injuries, hospital setting, toxic dynamics, mental strain, psychological fatigue, mentions of rage driving, kinda toxic (?) sibling/friend dynamics caused by the fallout but otherwise good relationship, bits of cussing, possessiveness, implied unhealthy coping mechanisms, smoking, near-suicidal recklessness (though not framed as intent, heavily implied emotional spiral)

🏎️ A/N :: man. so the very first line of this fic is literally just me stealing a tweet that popped up on bee’s @imnotshua pinterest feed. yes, that is how i start writing apparently. you'll also very likely see right away that… i know nothing about f1 lmao. like, i only know the bare minimum to make this fic not collapse on itself, and even then, let’s not look too closely at logic 😭 tbf, the more i think about it, the less it makes sense why i even when joined the collab when em invited me because i knew nothing except “cars go fast,” but i have zero regrets because i had soooo much fun writing this [with one almost disabled hand too, but who’s gonna stop me? no one!] and i did what im supposed to do: write, learn and enjoy. THE THERAPY NOTES AND ALL MAY NOT BE ACCURATE!! im not a medical professional. i genuinely had so much more to say but i’ll stop before this a/n ends up longer than the fic itself. oh! and i know y’all voted for this fic to drop as one post but tumblr have text block limit :( it’s sitting at 30k+ right now so i’ll be posting the next part very soon [next week, probably]. promise it’ll be a quick update!

🏎️ IMP THANK YOUS :: big big thanks to chee @nothoughtsjustfic for helping me untangle a super important part of this fic. i knew the destination and the fallout, but the whys and hows? absolutely lost. i was stuck on that one scene for a whole week, so thank you chee for being brilliant. if there’s anything that’s wildly inaccurate, just… look away pls bahahaha. thanks to everyone in the server who answered my many, many silly questions, for being the kindest, most fun space to write in. endless gratitude to rae @nerdycheol and em @gyuswhore for beta-ing this monster, and to cam @highvern and em @gyuswhore for letting me be a part of this collab. extra love to jo @daechwitatamic, jess @starlightkyeom, alta @haologram, and fia @amourcheolfor sprinting with me, you made dragging this fic over the finish line so much easier. also, extra love(2) to trixie @joshujin for showing interest in this monster and alta for one day probably unknowingly motivating me (and always scolding me. ily). STARRING — @nothoughtsjustfic @nerdycheol @shinysobi @an-annyeoing-writer

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📌 i hope youll love all the fics in this collab!

I'm being put into an alarming number of situations, is the first thought crossing your mind as you watch Minghao blast past on the circuit, the tires screeching just enough to remind you how unforgiving a Grand Prix can be. Tension is everywhere around you, and everything, everything, seems to be going sideways. You’re not even in the car, and yet you might as well be, bracing for impact with each turn.

You’ve spent years as Minghao’s race engineer, glued to the pit wall, knowing every twitch of his steering and every shift in his throttle like the beat of your own heart. He's meticulous to a fault, he understood every nuance of his driving style, every quirk of his car. You never needed to explain things to him twice, and he never left you guessing—because Xu Minghao, your brother, your blood, has always treated racing like a ritual, and for better or worse, you’ve followed him like it was gospel. He's the one you grew up watching tear up every track. Minghao is not just a driver; he’s an enigma of focus and stubborn will. When he sets his mind to something, it’s done. No questions asked.

And then there’s Junhui—Wen Junhui, technically, but no one calls him that anymore. Just Jun. The wild card. Brilliant, yes, but volatile—a star burning twice as bright and half as long.

He’s got this effortless charm, a raw talent that makes engineers and fans alike hold their breath every time he steps into the cockpit. But underneath that, there’s pride, and stubbornness, and lately, a streak of frustration gnawing at him. The media paints him as the team’s: golden boy, the wildcard, the journalists’ favorite quote on legs, and while none of that is entirely wrong, it all feels so... demeaning, in a way. Because you’ve seen him at four in the morning, crouched over telemetry footage, muttering to himself about brake bias and downforce, sweat clinging to the collar of his black fireproofs. And lately, you’ve watched the tension build in his jaw, heard the silence stretch too long between his radio checks, felt the growing weight of expectation settle like pressure in your chest, too.

Something’s unraveling in him. The footage confirms it even if no one wants to say it out loud: a snap of oversteer here, a braking delay there, moments where instinct should’ve kicked in but didn’t. His lap times are slipping, it wasn't drastically, but enough to raise eyebrows in the garage and prompt whispered conversations you’re not meant to overhear. You know the pattern. You’ve seen it before, in other drivers, in other lifetimes. This is the part where people start making excuses—bullshit about tire compounds, fuel load, headwind—but none of that changes the fact that Jun is faltering, and no one seems to know how to stop it.

And now here you are standing behind the box, biting your tongue as you watch Minghao float through the sector split, while Jun skids wide at Turn 9 and loses another half-second. You’re not supposed to feel this angry. You’re not even sure who you’re angry at. Maybe it’s at Jun for letting this get under his skin. But a part of you thinks, however unfair it is, that he should have known better than to try and outshine Minghao, because there’s only ever been one golden son of Sebong. And right now, black and white checkers feel a lifetime away.

Technical issues haven’t helped. The telemetry shows micro-instabilities Jun hasn't dialed out. His setup still searching for the balance Minghao seems to have nailed. It’s a subtle dance between man and machine, and Jun is stumbling. The team has always relied on the unstoppable dynamic between these two: Minghao’s strategy and Jun’s instinct. Together, they’ve carried the team through countless podiums. It was a combination both beautiful and brutal.

Now, Jun’s faltering threatens to undo the rhythm the team has spent years refining. And you’ve found yourself shifting from being Minghao’s steady hand to trying to steady Jun’s spiraling mess; a task more complicated than you ever signed up for. You wonder, briefly, if this is how stories begin to fall apart—or how they find their fiercest comebacks.

The roar of engines fills the air, vibrating through your bones and shaking the walls of the Sebong Racing garage. Around you, the team works in synchronized bursts — the pit crew ready, engineers monitoring endless streams of data, radios crackling with calculation. Outside, the circuit stretches in a sweeping tapestry of asphalt, curves, and straights; the grand stage that has made both Minghao and Jun legends in their own right even if one now seems to be chasing the ghost of the other.

You grip the tablet tightly, eyes moving between telemetry feeds and the live timing screens. Jun’s car, number 23, slices through the course. Every corner is a gamble; every straight, a test of nerve and machine.

“Sector 1 time is 0.2 seconds slower than his best lap,” you report into your headset. The performance engineer beside you nods, fingers flying over the keyboard, tapping commands into the system while you add, “brake temperatures are creeping up on the front left. We need to watch for degradation.”

Your heart pounds in time with each lap as Jun pushes through the relentless Azerbaijan heat, sweat beading at his temples beneath the racing helmet. You can kind of see the tension in his grip on the steering wheel; fingers white-knuckled, muscles taut like a coiled spring.

Minghao’s car, just a few seconds ahead, is the perfect foil: precise, calculated, seemingly untouched by the shit swirling behind. The two of them are a study in contrast. Jun’s raw aggression versus Minghao’s stoic precision, but that dynamic has long been the backbone of Sebong’s success.

You track the numbers lap after lap, watching Jun close in on P4 before the wear drags him back, his pace slipping at Turn 11 where understeer chews away costing him precious milliseconds. You call out adjustments, relaying updates, hoping to thread the needle between speed and survival. Then, the pit window opens.

“Box, box, box!” The call cuts through the noise.

Your breath manages to catch as the pit crew spring into action, removing wheels and replacing them in a blur of motion. Jun’s car flashes across your screen, the on-board camera capturing the taut stillness in his posture and the movements of his hands on the wheel, and before you can process anything more, he’s already back on the track with the clock pressing hard against his rear wing.

The gap to the car ahead narrows, and your pulse quickens. With four laps remaining, Jun’s radio crackles: “Grip’s fading on the rear. I’m fighting it.”

You adjust the strategy on the fly, feeding him targeted data about cornering lines, braking points, and throttle modulation. Every tiny edge counts, you remind yourself, because at this point, precision is all you have left to give him.

In the final stretch, Jun battles as much as he can, carving through the air with desperate speed, chasing down the fourth-place driver. But the clock runs out, and he crosses the finish line fifth, breathing.

Back in the garage, you exhale, your hands trembling slightly. The team erupts around you, some cheers, some nods of relief. Jun may not have climbed the podium, but today was no defeat; it was a statement. A defiant roar against the slump threatening to swallow him.

You glance at Minghao’s finish time: second place. The crowd’s cheers fade into the night, you wonder if it'll cause any rift, before everything comes crashing down… or finally comes together.

You’ve known them for years. Long before the roar of engines and the floodlights kissed silver onto champagne-soaked podiums. Before they were Sebong Racing’s unstoppable duo, Wen Junhui and Xu Minghao were just two boys from the same neighborhood, running through back alleys and dreaming with reckless abandon. It’s almost poetic, really: two halves of a whole, bound by rivalry and brotherhood.

Jun was always the kid who’d challenge anyone to a race even if it meant running barefoot through broken glass. His laugh was loud, his temper quick — but beneath all that, a heart that could burn brighter than any spotlight. Minghao, on the other hand, was the calm before the storm. Quiet, observant, always calculating three steps ahead. You could see it in the way he moved, how he watched the world. His eyes were not searching for a fight, but for the perfect moment to align itself in his favour to strike. He was the steady hand to Jun’s unpredictable flame.

Together, they pushed each other, dragged each other forward, fell and got up with scraped knees and laughs. When Jun got reckless, Minghao was there to pull him back; when Minghao hesitated, Jun’s encouragement was the spark that lit the way.

As a team, and more than that, as best friends, they were unstoppable, and everyone around them knew it. Their chemistry on and off the track was electric, a volatile fusion of energy and control. And through every victory and every scrape, you watched them grow, side by side, protective and proud.

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Minghao reached into the folded stack of newspapers on the wooden table and pulled out the front page, smoothing the creases with his fingers before holding it out to Jun. “Look at this,” he said, trying to keep the mood light despite the gravity of the words printed in bold headlines. “The economy’s in freefall again. Can you believe this mess? Inflation’s skyrocketing, markets crashing... it’s a disaster.”

Jun barely glanced at the paper. His eyes sharp, weirdly stabbable beneath the brim of his cap, flicked up momentarily before sliding back to the floor. The sound of the news barely registered with him. Instead, he leaned back against the leather chair, pulled a cigarette from the pack in his pocket, and held it between his fingers with his casual defiance. He brought the cigarette to his lips, lighting it with a flick of his lighter, the orange flame briefly illuminating the lines of his jaw.

As the smoke curled from his mouth in lazy spirals, Minghao watched him carefully, sensing the distance growing between them. He didn’t want to talk about the race, or at least today. That was a raw nerve the older man wasn’t ready to touch. So he settled for conversation about anything but that.

When Jun’s silence stretched longer, Minghao sighed, a breath of frustration. “You know,” he began, trying for a lighthearted tone, “if the economy keeps tanking, maybe we’ll have to race for food instead of trophies.”

Jun’s eyes moved toward him briefly as a ghost of a smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. “Yeah, well, I’m better at burning rubber than burning cash.”

Minghao chuckled, relieved to find some humor. “True, but maybe you should watch those tires more carefully. You’ve been slipping lately, Jun.”

Jun’s smirk faded. His hand tensed around the cigarette, the smoke twisting into tighter rings. “Maybe I’m just tired of the same old track.”

Minghao’s brows furrowed. “What’s that supposed to mean? The track’s fine. Maybe you’re the one who’s off.”

Jun’s gaze snapped to his brother’s face. “Off? You think you’re so perfect, don’t you? Sitting there, calculating every move as if you know and own the damn circuit.”

“That’s not it! What are you talking about?”

“Oh, please. Why are you acting as if you really don't know what I'm talking about?”

“I’m not against you, Jun. No one is. You’re under pressure, I get that, but don’t turn this into some kind of war.”

Jun scoffs. “Then stop pretending you're the victim when you’re the one everyone listens to. You think I don’t hear them? You’re the golden one, Hao. Always have been.”

“You’re being stupid, Jun. Why are you taking everything so personally?”

“Because I’m tired!” Jun burst out, his voice cracking around the edges of his harsh tone. “I’m tired of chasing something I’ll never catch. I’m tired of pretending this isn’t affecting me.”

The room suddenly felt smaller and so uncomfortable as the banter escalated. Minghao’s jaw clenched but his voice stayed even. “At least I don’t throw fits and crash when things don’t go my way.”

Jun stood up abruptly, making the chair scrape harshly against the floor. “Oh, so now you’re perfect? You think I want this? You think I want to be the joke of the team?”

“Then stop acting like one,” Minghao shot back, standing to meet him eye to eye. “We’re supposed to be a team. Not enemies.”

Jun laughed bitterly, hollow. “Team? Since when did that matter to you? You’re just glad to see me fail.”

Minghao’s eyes darkened. “Don’t put this on me.”

Jun scoffs, but there's no humor in it, just twisted and bitter. He flicks the ash off his cigarette while not looking at Minghao as he says, “You know, it must be easy for you. Clean races, clean image, clean conscience. You’ve always liked keeping your hands clean while I dig through the dirt for us both.” Minghao doesn’t respond to it, just watches him that feels sharper than anything he could say. “Must be nice,” he taunts, “always being the one who finishes first. Not because you’re better, no, never that, but because no one expects you to crash. They save that headline for me.” His smile turns thin, and he lifts his eyes to meet Minghao’s. “Actually… I wonder if you ever cared whether I crashed or not. Or maybe part of you wanted me to. So you’d finally be the golden boy alone.”

Minghao’s jaw tightens, but his arms stay folded across his chest. His posture is rigid, but his eyes begin to narrow.

Jun leans in slightly, smoke curling from his lips. “Tell me, how long have you been waiting for me to fail so spectacularly you wouldn’t have to pretend you were proud of me?”

The silence is taut and brimming. Minghao still doesn’t speak, or blink, and for a second, it seems like maybe he’ll walk away. But then Jun adds just enough to sting, “You’ve always been a coward, Hao. Hiding behind strategy because you’re too scared to do anything.”

This makes Minghao's fist snap forward with startling speed. His knuckles collide with Jun’s jaw with a sickening sound, and Jun’s head jerks to the side, stumbling a half-step before he catches himself on the edge of the table.

Jun doesn’t say anything. He straightens slowly up, lips parted slightly from the impact that Minghao just caused, his cigarette now flicked off somewhere on the floor, forgotten. His eyes bat once, then again, before he turns toward the doorway until it lands directly on you. 

You step into the room and stop short, confused by what you're seeing in the room, the invisible static in the air that you can feel before you even see the mark blooming on Jun’s cheek. He’s still staring at you, and there’s no shock in his eyes—but something halfway between warning and apology.

“Jun—?”

He doesn’t answer you, but just brushes past you with enough force that your shoulder dips slightly from the contact. You’re left in the doorway, blinking, with Minghao still standing there, hand curled into a fist, chest rising and falling in breaths.

You stand in the doorway, caught in a moment you don’t yet understand, and all you can manage to say, in the stunned silence that follows, is, “What the hell just happened?”

Minghao doesn't feel the need to respond to you nor does he spare you a glance. His jaw twitches slightly, like he’s chewing on something bitter, and his eyes stay locked on the far away wall, far too calm for your liking.

You take a step inside, your brows drawn tight. “Did you hit him?”

He huffs, dragging his gaze toward you, then scoffs as if the question itself is annoying. “He deserved it,” he mutters, rolling his eyes. “And you should mind your own business.”

“Excuse me?” You don’t raise your voice yet, but it’s close. The disbelief in your tone carries more weight than your volume ever could. “Mind my business?” You cross your arms. “You think I’m just going to walk in, see you standing there ready to throw another punch, and ignore the fact that Jun walked out looking like you broke something in him?”

Minghao’s expression hardens, his arms crossing in return, bracing for yet another argument, but with his sister this time.

“I don’t care what stupid defensive reasoning you’re spinning in that head of yours,” you continue, stepping further into the room. “You don’t get to say he deserved it. You don’t get to hit him and then shut down like this. So tell me what the fuck happened, because clearly, something did, and I want to hear all of it.”

He just stares at you, processing what you just let out of your mouth. His shoulders sink slightly as if something in him unclenches, not from guilt, maybe, but from sheer exhaustion.

“He kept pushing,” he says to you. His voice isn’t angry anymore, just tired. “He wouldn’t shut up. He—he knows exactly what to say. Like he wants to be punched by me.” You don't respond, so he keeps talking, replaying the scene in real time. “I tried to talk to him… about anything else. I even brought up the damn economy just to keep things light because I didn’t want to talk about the race because I know it’s still eating at him.”

His fingers uncurl and flex once before falling limply against his sides.

“But then he just—he started twisting things. Saying I liked watching him fail, that I was waiting for him to fall apart. That I’ve never cared about him unless I’m ahead of him. Like I would ever wish that on him.” He sounds like he's so disappointed with Jun for even thinking like this. “I told myself not to react. I told myself to let it go. But then he called me a coward.” Minghao’s eyes darken. “He said I hide behind strategy because I’m too scared to do anything.”

You feel your stomach twist slightly, the shape of the argument becoming clearer. “And you punched him,” you finish it for him.

“Yeah,” Minghao breathes. “I fucking did.”

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Wen Junhui Finishes P5 in Azerbaijan Amid Rising Pressure and Questions Over Form

Baku City Circuit, Azerbaijan — September 21, 2025By Staff Writer Ro F1.com

Wen Junhui crossed the line fifth at the Azerbaijan Grand Prix today, securing valuable points for Sebong Racing in a season that’s been marked by intense scrutiny over his recent performances. After weeks of inconsistency and visible tension within the garage, today’s race felt like a critical turning point; an attempt to turn the ship amid mounting pressure.

Junhui started the race from P7 after a cautious qualifying session on Saturday. While the team cited minor balance issues and unsettled rear-end grip during practice, his long-run pace hinted at potential. The Azerbaijan circuit, known for its technical corners and punishing walls, left no room for hesitation. From the moment lights went out, Junhui had to dig deep.

His first stint was conservative, managing tyre wear and holding position through the opening laps. But it was during Lap 15 that the Sebong driver made a decisive move, overtaking Ocon into Turn 3 after forcing a small error through Turn 1. Jun's radio communication remained terse, focused, and unusually silent through most of the opening half. Mid-race strategy called for a single stop, with Jun pitting on Lap 23 for mediums, coming out in clean air but falling behind the lead pack by nearly eight seconds. From there, it was a slow rebuild. The car, still wrestling with instability through high-speed corners, proved difficult under heavy fuel loads, with the rear stepping out under throttle through Turns 9 and 11, costing tenths per sector.

Despite this, Jun’s pace remained consistent. While he was never truly in contention for the podium, he defended fiercely against Norris and Russell late into the final stint, managing degradation effectively and showing flashes of the calculated aggression that once defined his driving.

“It was a difficult race,” he said briefly in the media pen post-race. “I think we found a bit more rhythm today, but there’s still work to do. The car felt more responsive, and the team did well with the call.”

Team principal Chee Smith echoed the sentiment: “Today was about building back confidence. Jun kept his head down, drove clean, and brought home the points. That matters.”

But with Minghao once again on the podium and the constructors’ race tightening, questions remain around whether Sebong can return to their former two-pronged dominance, or if Junhui is still climbing out from under the weight of something else than balance sheets and brake temps.

What’s clear is this: fifth place in Baku won’t silence every critic, but it may be the first step back toward the front of the field.

Race Result – Azerbaijan Grand Prix (Top 6):

1. Charles Leclerc (Ferrari) – 1:38:11.432 2. Xu Minghao (Sebong) – +4.213s 3. George Russell (Mercedes) – +7.905s 4. Lando Norris (McLaren) – +10.112s 5. Wen Junhui (Sebong) – +12.031s 6. Esteban Ocon (Haas) – +15.382s

📊 Telemetry Highlights:

Best lap: 1:44.908 (Lap 35) Top speed: 325 km/h on the main straight Brake temp spikes at Turn 7 mid-stint, monitored but contained Lost approx. 0.4s due to understeer at Turn 11 in final sector

📅 Next Race: Singapore Airlines Singapore Grand Prix 2025 | Oct 03 - 05

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racedwithjun: it’s just not the same watching him drive now. what happened to him 😭

minghaosleftbrake: not them treating Jun like the scapegoat when it's clearly a team issue

tracksidegossip: NO interaction post race. nah they FELL OUT for real.  ↳ only4f1 @/tracksidegossip fr they didn’t even look at each other. don’t tell me “teammates fight sometimes” this is giving actual beef.  ↳ ha0_l0ve @/only4f1 or maybe, wild thought, they were both emotionally drained after a tough race? not everything is some scandalous feud.  ↳ only4f1 @/ha0_l0ve ok but this isn’t the first time? it’s been weird for weeks. they’re not even hiding it anymore.  ↳ ha0_l0ve @/only4f1 maybe it’s weird because people like you turn every normal silence into a fallout conspiracy. not everything needs your fanfiction commentary.  ↳ only4f1 @/ha0_l0ve nah girl this isn’t silence this is COLD WAR. and i’m not the only one seeing it. don’t act like fans can’t notice.  ↳ ha0_l0ve @/only4f1 notice all you want, but spinning narratives with zero context helps no one. imagine being them and scrolling through this mess.  ↳ lyu_aes_thetic @/only4f1 they’re literally human. they get frustrated, they cool off, they move on. try it sometime.

hotlap_handsome: a p5 is NOT failure. y’all are just so used to him on the podium u forgot he’s human.

96zri8here: Man, I love them so much. Big fan, but wtf is happening??

lyu_aes_thetic: the way some of you talk, you'd think jun crashed out of the sport entirely. he’s having a rough patch, not a retirement announcement guys. seriously, have you considered not fuelling chaos for engagement? if jun or minghao ever saw half of what’s being said here, i hope you'd have the decency to log out in shame. grow up.

hao_verse: hao still liked it 😭 please they’re not over  ↳ junlvr07 @/hao_verse EXACTLY he saw the post, and hit like!! that means something.  ↳ formulaughs @/junlvr07 y’all acting like a double tap is a wedding ring 😭  ↳ midfieldmeltdown @/formulaughs okay but be fr… if they were beefing for real he wouldn’t like it. they clearly still care.  ↳ lap88despair @/midfieldmeltdown or he's just doing pr damage control and making sure fans don’t panic morw lmao  ↳ caffeine_and_carbon @/lap88despair even if it’s just pr it then still shows he doesn’t hate him enough. since he's doing damage control it means he still cares  ↳ overtakemehao_opls @/hao_verse caption or not, it’s giving soft launch to forgiveness 😭  ↳ minghao.slastnerve @/junlvr07 it’s crazy how we all turned into emotional analysts over one like 💀

pitstopqueen: no caption hits harder than any press release rn

speedprince97: bro looks like he’s fighting demons in that suit 😩

sup3rf4n.jun: He looks so fucking ethereal omg

burntclutchclub: you didn’t have to punch me like this.  ↳ minghao.slastnerve @/burntclutchclub it’s giving final act

tires.mokeonly: i’m still in denial. they’re fine. they HAVE to be.

ha0_l0ve: they'll be fine

lyu_aes_thetic: y'all are overreacting for no good reason. it's NOT the end of his career!!!! do you guys have nothing better to do other than causing unnecessary drama? imagine jun or minghao seeing these posts. please just stop already

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You return to your office as you instinctively move your hand across the interface and sort telemetry logs and prepare the necessary reports ahead of the next race weekend. The rhythm is familiar to you, but your focus remains fractured and drawn elsewhere. You care for him a lot; it's  difficult not to, having grown up with him through the sheer consequence of proximity. He was your brother’s best friend, and by extension, became your company too.

At first, it had been simple—he was just another presence, someone who happened to be around more often than not. But over time, that presence began to hold more weight, and the lines between platonic and something far away from platonic began to slowly blur. If the warmth in his voice when he says your name ever carries more than friendship, but you never let yourself assume. You both know the boundaries. He is off-limits, and perhaps, so are you.

He has always been a good man at heart, albeit complicated. Being the oldest among the three of you, he would often end up staying behind in the house with you when the others left for errands or when schedules didn’t align. that's  how even your families were close. You were the youngest among the three but never left out intentionally. You would sit nearby, forgotten by them while they played video games or bickered over lap times and gear shifts, yet you never minded. While Minghao was every bit the dependable older brother, you had always liked Jun more. He was volatile at times, prone to logicless flares of emotion, but even at his most unreasonable, he remained intelligent—someone who understood the world differently, and more vividly, than most.

You never imagined the three of you would enter the same world professionally, let alone work under the same banner. And yet, here you are. It has always been a strange dynamic between you and Jun; not exactly friends, but never just acquaintances. The space between you has always felt undefined, yet inhabited.

For every moment he made you feel seen, you still find yourself at a loss for words. He picked you up from school when Minghao couldn’t, helped you prepare for your final exams when your tutors gave up on your schedule, and—though it remains slightly surreal—he was standing right there during your first breakup, when it all fell apart on the pavement in front of the coffee shop he visited weekly. You had cried, embarrassed and furious, and he handed you two ice creams without a word, both for you, and wiped your tears with his sleeve. Perhaps it was simply awkwardness. Or perhaps it was kindness, hidden in his silence. I was always waiting for him to look at me like I wasn’t just Minghao's little sister. Maybe I still am.

Now, you reach for your cup of tea and settle into your seat, glancing absently at the screen that still displays Minghao’s most recent telemetry. Technically, you are no longer his engineer, but old habits remain intact. You track his data as if the reassignment never happened. And honestly, who would stop you? You both are siblings after all.

You scroll through your phone in repetition. You have always been someone who prefers to stay informed, and after Jun’s P5 finish today, you know the discourse will be unrelenting. One tweet reads, not defending him anymore. we love him, but he looks like he doesn't love racing right now. You know that's not true. He still loves racing. Probably more than anything else, but it's  clear that his confidence is eroding. He is not in the right headspace, at least not entirely. It takes a great deal to unsettle him, but lately, he has been allowing criticism to pierce through his skin, as though he no longer knows how to shield himself from expectation.

The more he falters, the more vicious the noise becomes. It's  a cycle of weight now, and still, people continue to push. i can’t believe we watched them go from “if i crash, it’s because i trust hao to catch me” to walking past each other like ghosts, says another post, and unfortunately, you cannot disagree. So much of this has happened because Jun won't step away from his pride, and because he lets every word, every result, carve into him. Whatever happened behind closed doors today, you find yourself leaning toward the belief that the greater fault may lie with him. If everything Minghao said was accurate, then Jun provoked him, dragged the fight into a place it never needed to reach, and accused him of things that no brother by blood or otherwise, should ever say. And yet, you hesitate. You could shift the lens and say Minghao lost his calm, because he failed to calm Jun when he very well knew he was spiraling. But then again, Minghao did hold back for as long as he could. They are both responsible in their own way. Still, Jun more so, and yet, even then, you understand. Mental fatigue distorts everything.

You continue scrolling, eyes scanning through post after post, some well-meaning, some ruthless. You only hope Jun doesn’t read any of it, but knowing him, you suspect he already has.

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BREAKING: Sebong’s Wen Junhui involved in off-track accident hours after Azerbaijan GP

reported by Motorsport Insider | 9:47 PM Baku time

Sources confirm Sebong driver Wen Junhui was involved in a single-car crash near the outskirts of Baku following Sunday’s Grand Prix. While local emergency services arrived on scene promptly, the team has not released an official statement regarding his condition. The incident took place off-circuit, reportedly on a private access road near the paddock exit.

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Fuck, slips from your mouth as your gut drops; you feel it physically, like your heart both stops for a moment and then pounds against your eardrums.

You feel the tremor in your fingers as your eyes scan the article again just to be sure it's  not some grotesque prank. But it's  real. The page is verified, and the words don't  disappear no matter how many times you blink. Your thumb moves automatically, pressing Minghao’s name on the screen as your legs carry you out of your office. The walls blur past as the elevator descends and you grip your phone tighter, muttering prayers beneath your breath that he picks up. 

Your anxiety twists sharper with every unanswered ring. You reach the parking garage, practically throwing yourself into the driver’s seat before turning the key with trembling hands. There’s a film of sweat blooming along your back, and your throat dry with dread. It’s not just worry; it’s the sheer thought of being utterly in the dark, the fact that you had to learn about it from the press.

You press the call button for Joshua’s number, hoping the team manager would answer—but the call fails. You press it again, but nothing. Groaning aloud, you drag your hands through your hair and push it off your forehead in frustration while your eyes stay locked on the desolate road. You breathe a few times, then try again. The signal finally holds after trying for so long.

“What is happening?” you demand the moment the call connects, your voice sounding high and frayed.

“If you would stop calling me long enough for a call to actually go through,” he replies, you can hear him being breathless.

“You were doing the same thing,” you snap back without hesitation.

He exhales, “We’re at the emergency wing of the private trauma centre near the paddock exit. No official cause has been confirmed yet, but... if I’m honest with you, it looks like rage driving. He was alone, and lost control. We don’t know what actually happened, yet.”

Your grip on the steering wheel tightens. You swallow hard, because that... makes sense. He had left like a storm, after all, no words, just a mark on his cheek and bitterness in his eyes.

“He’s conscious,” Joshua continues. “Scans show a cervical strain and a grade one concussion. Minor, but they're keeping him under observation.”

You barely manage a nod, even though he cannot see it. “I’m coming,” you let out, before cutting the line and stepping on the accelerator as you drive to where Jun is.

As you step out of the car, your eyes immediately fall upon the mess unfurling outside the hospital. A sea of journalists, cameras flashing without pause, and what seems like half the city’s population press against the barricades while security personnel attempt to hold the tide. You wonder, briefly and bitterly, what it is about human nature that makes this situation so appealing to them.

You push forward toward the hospital only to be intercepted by a guard who mistakes you for just another desperate face trying to force their way through. Your hand immediately reaches for your credentials, but before you can retrieve them, the guard pauses, studies your face, and then steps aside abruptly, recognition flashing through his eyes. He mutters a quick apology and allows you passage.

You waste no time. Striding toward the reception, you make a terse inquiry regarding Jun’s location. The words barely even leave your lips before you're already pivoting toward the stairwell. You don't have the composure to wait for the elevator when the stairs will carry you to the third floor a full minute faster.

When you arrive, you find Minghao seated in the waiting area, his hands clasped together, his eyes fixed on some spot that doesn't exist. Joshua stands beside him, arms folded, shoulders drawn taut. You approach swiftly.

“How is he?” you ask.

Joshua exhales through his nose and replies, “He’s still being monitored. The doctors want to observe him a little longer before they let anyone in. Nothing critical, but they’re cautious.”

Minghao says nothing. You spare him a single glance that holds for no more than four seconds before you look away. There is no accusation in your expression, only a tempered understanding. You don't blame him, and you hope he won't burden himself with guilt either.

Turning back to Joshua, you ask the question that has been clawing at your throat since the moment you read the headline. “Do we know how the accident happened? The extent of the impact?”

“Not exactly…” Joshua doesn't want to explain further right now.

You need answers—whether from Jun himself, or from anyone willing to speak about it or actually knows things.

You still stay away from speaking to Minghao, but are very aware that this is likely his turn to unravel. You don't acknowledge him directly, but you settle into the seat adjacent to his, maintaining an intentional distance. Time moves, and you are not entirely sure how long it has been. Your thoughts are a cyclone of unanswered questions: whether Jun will be permitted to race again soon, or if his condition will force him to sit out. The likelihood leans towards the latter based on your experience in this field for such a long time.

Joshua has stepped outside to attend a call, and Minghao has not lifted his eyes from the floor in nearly twenty minutes. You don't speak to him either. Instead, you reach into your bag that you had blindly grabbed from your office table in your frenzied rush, and get your laptop out of it. Your fingers are still trembling when you log into the Sebong engineering terminal, entering your credentials.

You tell yourself this is just to check for updates, a flimsy lie that barely lasts the length of the thought itself. One new file appears under the internal archive: PVT VEHICLE INCIDENT. It is marked with a cautionary red tag that instantly draws your attention. You don't hesitate before opening it; you already know what you are looking for. And if you're going to sit here and wait, you might as well occupy yourself with reviewing the evidence before confronting Jun yourself—before you tell him exactly how fucking reckless he was, before you tear into him with all the anger you’ve kept locked behind your ribs, and demand the answers you already know won’t come easy.

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VEHICLE TELEMETRY REPORT  

Driver: Wen Junhui | Asset ID: HNR-88-PVT   Vehicle: McLaren 720S | License: ██-2025-HN

21:03:41 — Ignition ON (normal start)   21:03:44 — 189km/h | Throttle: 98% | Gear 5   21:03:46 — 192km/h | Brake spike: 63%   21:03:49 — ESC disabled (manual override)   21:03:50 — Steering input sharp right, +18°   21:03:53 — Lateral G-force exceeds limit   21:03:54 — Impact registered — front right axle  21:03:54.5 — engine kill triggered — automatic safety protocol

NOTES:

No visible pedestrians or third-party vehicles involved.

CCTV angle limited; does not capture interior activity.

Aggressive acceleration and lack of controlled inputs strongly suggest impaired emotional state at time of operation.

Internal review pending correlation with telemetry and ESC logs.

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Your eyes remain fixed on the screen, shoulders drawn taut as you reread the lines until they no longer register meaning, only shape. You drag a hand over your mouth, the pressure doing little to still the pulse hammering at your temple. You know exactly what the numbers mean. The override, the g-force spike, the collision timing—all of it. No mechanical failure, no freak variable. This was a choice. You know for a fact that it was not suicidal, but a recklessness born of his stupid anger.

The report doesn't show his face, but you can see it in your head. You sit back in your chair and your breath catches when you see the red-flagged video file load beneath the log. It’s marked CCTV: External Access Road. You hesitate, but it's only for a moment before you give up and press play. If you're going to confront him, you need to know everything before you cross check.

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Sebong RACING

SECURITY DIVISION: INTERNAL INCIDENT FILE PVT FOOTAGE TRANSCRIPT — EXTERNAL CCTV FEED

DATE: September 21, 2025 LOCATION: █████ Access Road, Baku, Azerbaijan CAMERA ID: CCTV-04-LOT_████████ FOOTAGE ID: ████-BK88-JH TIME STAMP: 21:03:15 – 21:04:01

[21:03:15] — Subject (Driver: W. Junhui) approaches vehicle: ██████, dark-colored. [21:03:22] — Enters driver’s seat. Door closes with excessive force.[21:03:26] — Engine ignites. [21:03:30] — Headlights activate. Vehicle reverses aggressively, narrowly missing ███████ service truck. [21:03:35] — Accelerates down restricted access road; fails to yield at security junction. [21:03:43] — Executes left turn; loss of traction at rear tyres noted.[21:03:45] — Enters blind bend at unsafe speed. [21:03:47] — Audible skid; no braking sequence initiated. [21:03:49] — Front right tyre contacts curb. [21:03:50] — Vehicle loses directional control. [21:03:51] — Primary impact: front-end collision with ███████████ barrier, estimated at 60km/h. [21:03:53] — Smoke visible from engine compartment. Airbags fully deployed. [21:03:55] — Subject shows signs of consciousness; slight upper body motion recorded. [21:03:57] — Two unidentified personnel approach scene. [21:03:59] — ███████ radios for immediate medical dispatch.[21:04:01] — Footage concludes. Response team en route.

CONFIDENTIAL — INTERNAL DISTRIBUTION ONLY Do not circulate outside of assigned operations and medical review groups. Violations of confidentiality protocols may result in disciplinary review per FIA and team regulation ████-12.3.9.

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You no longer know what to think or feel, so you just close your eyes and let time dull the pain of whatever this is, the way you do with most things; waiting for it to fade into sleep. The trouble is that you are not in your apartment or your car or anywhere else where you can sleep like how you simply do. You are seated in a hospital corridor, fluorescent lights above you, and the person you are not supposed to love is lying unconscious a room away.

Even with your eyes closed, you can sense Minghao peek at your screen. You feel it, but it barely registers. A while later, there is a move on your side, followed by a hand guiding your head to rest against a shoulder. You don’t need to look to know it’s him.

Were you anyone else on the team, you would have left hours ago. Engineers have their roles, and their limits, and the boundaries they don't cross. But you are not just anyone, and neither is Minghao. He is not just Jun’s teammate. He is his best friend, his other half on and off the track. And you, well, you are many things to Junhui. Race engineer, yes, but also history. Familiarity. You have known him just as long. Perhaps more strongly in ways that Minghao may never understand. You stay because you want to, and because, perhaps, he expects you to.

You don't know what the outside world is saying. Maybe they’re speculating or spinning stories, but you have never cared for gossip, and tonight is no different. The media will do its job. The public relations team will handle the rest. You let your body go slack, resting your weight against Minghao’s shoulder as your mind quiets for the first time since the news broke.

You hope, above all, that Minghao is not carrying the weight of this night alone. You are angry with him, and you may stay angry for a while—but you hope he is breathing beside you, and that he still knows how to handle Jun, even when everything is slipping.

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I had not expected to see him that afternoon, let alone have him witness the very moment my pride collapsed onto the concrete pavement outside that coffee shop. It had been raining earlier, so the ground was still damp, and my shoes slipped slightly when I stepped out the door, trailing behind someone who had just shattered whatever illusion of love I had held onto for months. We hadn’t raised our voices, but the finality in his tone had cut deeper than anything shouted ever could. And just like that, he walked away.

I remember standing there, blinking too fast and breathing too hard, unsure whether I was more furious or humiliated. My heart felt too loud, and my hands wouldn't stop shaking. And then, from across the narrow street, he appeared. Jun. He had witnessed the end of something private, something small and devastating, and for a moment, I thought he might pretend he had not. But instead, he crossed over, walked straight into the little shop, and returned with two cones of vanilla ice-cream. He said nothing. Just extended both to me, one in each hand, and watched as I stared at them, confused and glassy-eyed. I took them anyway. He wiped a tear from my cheek with his sleeve, and with a restraint that made me ache in ways I couldn't yet name.

He never did well with emotion. Or probably it was his way of showing care, wordless and unassuming that wraps itself around you without asking for attention. He didn’t stay long, though. He nodded once imperceptibly, and walked back across the street, leaving me alone with two melting cones and a grief that had begun to soften just slightly in the echo of his presence. I felt bad for forgetting about my ex for some time.

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The noise around you stirs you awake from your uneasy sleep. Your eyes blink open to unfamiliar movement, and as your vision sharpens, you catch a glimpse of someone who resembles Ms. Lee in the far corner of the corridor. You lift your head slowly, only then realizing that you had still been resting against a shoulder while wondering if that woman is Ms. Lee or not. As you turn, you find Minghao still beside you, his expression blank with fatigue, though his brows knit slightly when your movement draws his attention.

You clear your throat a bit awkwardly. “What’s up?”

He doesn't respond. His eyes merely shift forward again, as if the question had never been asked. Rude, you think, without the energy to voice it aloud.

But now that you’re properly looking at him, you see it. His eyes are rimmed in red and heavy-lidded, the weight that comes not from tears, but from hours of relentless wakefulness. The guilt settles in your chest, like something you should have acknowledged sooner.

You rise from the bench, smoothing down your clothes, and glance around until your eyes land on Joshua in conversation with the attending physician a few meters away. Out of courtesy, you hang back, allowing their exchange the privacy it warrants, until Joshua notices you and waves you over with a brief flick of his hand.

The moment you join them, he turns to the doctor and asks, “When can we see him?”

The doctor adjusts his clipboard. “If his vitals remain stable, then in about an hour. He’s under observation for the next cycle, and we’re monitoring for any secondary symptoms. Given how he responded overnight, I’d say discharge by tonight is very likely—assuming no complications arise.”

Joshua nods once. “Hm, understood. Thank you.”

The doctor offers a polite smile before excusing himself with a thank you before disappearing behind the swinging doors that lead back into the restricted ward.

You exhale and turn to Joshua. “I’ll take this window to head to the hotel for a bit. I want to change and shower before we come back. Minghao should come with me—he looks like hell and hasn’t moved in hours. A change of air might do him good.”

Joshua considers for only a second before nodding. “Yeah, he needs it. And you’ll be back before visiting opens?”

“Before the hour’s up,” you assure him. “Text me if anything changes.”

You return to Minghao, where he remains seated with his hands clasped loosely in his lap, shoulders hunched forward. Without a word, you grip his arm and pull with all the strength your body can muster, determined to rouse him from whatever spiral he has buried himself in. He gives you a strange look, blinking at your persistence, and finally rises with slow, reluctant movements, clearly unconvinced but unwilling to let you expend your energy dragging him to his feet.

He still says nothing, so you talk first, “Let’s go back to the hotel,” only to be met with his utterly bored expression. You let out a breath, visibly annoyed. “Come on.”

His brow twitches, and for the first time since yesterday, his voice cuts through the silence. “It’s not time to play.”

“I’m being serious.”

He responds by simply sinking back down into the chair.

You steel your voice. “Jun will be ready for visitation in an hour. I need to freshen up, take a shower, and I’ll be back before then.”

That, at least, provokes a shift. His shoulders ease just slightly, the tension in his jaw softening, though he does well to mask it. “Go ahead,” he mutters.

You cross your arms, irritation bubbling just beneath your skin. “I’m not going unless you come too.”

“Sure,” he replies flatly, eyes trained firmly on the floor, refusing so much as to glance your way.

Your patience starts getting thin, and you lean in just enough to provoke him. “Oh, so you do care about Jun. I see.”

That gets his attention. He turns to you with a flash of frustration in his eyes, and before you can even begin to salvage the moment, before you can remind yourself that you are catastrophically bad at damage control, his hand closes tightly around yours. He tugs you forward without any warning, leading you behind him through the corridor with his strides.

“Let’s go then,” he voices it out, clipped but resolute.

You shake your head to yourself, trailing in his wake, unable to suppress the thought. This pride will be the end of them one day.

Minghao begins to walk in the direction of his parked car when you call out and tell him that you will be driving and that you will be taking your own vehicle instead. He offers no resistance, which surprises you slightly, though in retrospect, his silence makes kind of sense.

The two of you settle into your car without another word, fastening your seat belts before you begin the short drive toward the city.

Barely two minutes into the journey, he finally speaks, asking where exactly you are headed. “The hotel,” you reply evenly, not glancing away from the road.

He frowns. “This isn’t the way.”

You blink unimpressed, and ask, ”Did you genuinely think I meant the hotel booked for the team?” He doesn't answer, and you scoff before adding, “That hotel is literally thirty minutes away from the hospital, and there would be no way to return before Jun’s visitation window if you went there.”

He just nods and says, “Figured.”

“As if,” you respond under your breath dryly.

You reach the hotel in about five minutes. These days, hotels of decent standard are scattered across every part of the city, and this one is both conveniently located and secure—on par with the team’s official booking, but far closer to the hospital. You and Minghao check in quickly, presenting your identification, and are offered a large suite with two separate bathrooms. One room was sufficient; not only is it the more efficient choice, but privacy is paramount, and the front desk is given explicit instruction to limit all disturbances. You make a note to request heightened discretion in the event that anyone recognizes Minghao, and the staff assures you of reinforced security.

Sharing space with him is hardly strange. You are, after all, his ex race engineer and his sister, and now serve as Jun’s current engineer. Your name exists enough in public circles that no one will dare misconstrue the arrangement.

Once inside, you waste no time. You push Minghao toward one of the bathrooms and disappear into the other. Neither of you speak until later. Showers are taken quickly, steam and silence doing what they can to dull exhaustion that was carried in. You both emerge in white robes, only to change back into the same clothes from earlier because desperation wins over style. When you exit the bathroom, Minghao is seated on the edge of the bed, elbows resting on his knees, hands still.

You cross the room and stop in front of him.

"I'm sorry," you begin. "I don’t really know what to say." He doesn’t respond and not even a shift in his posture. You continue, "I was a little mad at first, but I never blamed you. I just… I hope you don’t either. I hope you don’t sit here and spend the rest of your life convincing yourself this was your fault."

Still, no reply. His eyes are lowered on to the wall or whatever there is. You reach out to ruffle his hair, intending to step away, but he finally speaks.

“It is kind of my fault,” he says tonelessly. “I worked him up. I didn’t back down. And now he’s in a hospital bed and might not race for weeks.” You remain quiet while waiting for him to continue speaking, because you know he’s got more to say. “I could tell he wasn’t doing well. The things he said to me after the race… I know I pissed him off, but it wasn’t just that. He doesn’t see me as a teammate anymore. He sees me as competition. Maybe even worse.”

He just states it plainly with certainty you can’t argue with.

“I know,” you admit. “It felt like that. But Jun isn’t himself either. You both know how to pull each other apart. It’s not one person’s fault.”

“I still can’t let it go,” he says. “Because, what he said… it was still wrong.”

You sit beside him, unsure of how to fix a fracture neither of you caused alone. You pat his shoulder with a, “It’s okay,” then step away to answer the knock at the door, already assuming it to be room service.

The clock reads forty minutes past the hour—twenty minutes remain before Jun’s visitation begins. You feel prideful about yourself [a bit of Minghao for understanding the importance of time management] for managing to freshen up within time, and also for offering Minghao a semblance of comfort, however unqualified your words may have been.

You retrieve the meal from the cart, choosing something simple and clean, and hand one portion to Minghao with a gesture, your hand nudging the container into his as you say, “Eat up. I’ll check us out.” He accepts it wordlessly, following behind with your shared bag slung over his shoulder; your laptop the only item you brought in your rush to the hospital last night.

The hotel check-out was fast, and you return to the car, taking the wheel as Minghao settles beside you in silence, his elbow resting against the window, fingers pressed lightly to his temple. You don’t speak. This is how he grieves: quietly, inwardly, without any invitation.

The drive back takes just under five minutes—mercy from the city’s usual congestion. You pull into the hospital entrance with eight minutes to spare before Jun’s visitation window begins.

As you begin to walk toward the lift, Minghao reaches out and catches your hand, prompting you to pause and glance back at him with expectation of why he just stopped you. He hesitates for a moment before asking, “Are you okay?”

You respond with a smile, assuring him, “I am managing just fine.”

He lowers his gaze slightly and murmurs, “It must be difficult for you too—being Jun’s race engineer and witnessing the rift that’s grown between us.” 

Yet you shake your head and tell him, “I'm doing what I can, and all I really want is for Jun to return to his usual self, to put his pride aside, and for you to heal from whatever has been festering.” He gives a nod in acknowledgment, so you offer a final remark with lightness in your tone, “Stay focused and gather all the points you can while you still have the advantage, because once Jun returns, I won’t be giving you any leeway,” before you start walking again.

Thankfully, you arrive just in time. “The doctor will call in a minute,” Joshua informs you, and you nod with an, “Alright.”

You and Minghao take your seats in the waiting area, waiting in silence until the doctor eventually appears. The team principal and Joshua are the first to go in, followed by a few other staff members whom you insist should see Jun before you, so that when it’s finally your turn, you wouldn't need to rush out.

Minghao remains beside you throughout the wait, wordless but present, until nearly half an hour passes and the room finally empties. Joshua raises his hand and gestures for the two of you to enter, so you rise and follow him in.

The moment you step inside, your eyes go straight to Jun. He is the only thing you see at first, then the angry purple spreading across the ridge of his cheekbone, and the dried blood cracking at the corner of his mouth. You feel your throat tighten and emotion clawing its way up, but you swallow it down. Accidents are part of this world, inevitable, even necessary sometimes. They teach caution. Still, if this had been Minghao, you know you would have been by his side from the moment it happened, for as long as he needed, even through all the arguments and cold wars that define your sibling bond. But with Jun, it’s different. The relationship is just as important, but off-limits all the same, and you remind yourself of that bitter truth as you glance at Minghao, who, like you, says nothing and remains standing.

You move forward and take the seat to Jun’s right. “How are you feeling?” you ask nicely, making sure your voice is measured.

“Hurts like shit,” he murmurs with a faint attempt at a smirk, and you allow yourself a small exhale.

Minghao remains still behind you, and not once does Jun acknowledge his presence. The tension is deafening. Jun doesn't look at him, and Minghao says nothing, though you can feel his silence that is laced with a hurt that you know all too well.

He didn’t sleep, and barely breathed through the night, yet his best friend can't spare him a single glance. Your patience begins to fray. You bite back the anger that simmers under your ribs, because now isn't the time. Jun may be upright, awake, responsive—but he is still healing. And though the conversation is shallow, all surface-level civility, it's  enough for now. The grogginess in Jun’s tone matches what the doctor told you earlier—he may be alert, but he is still weak, and the real confrontation can wait. For now, you stay.

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📰 BREAKING: Wen Junhui to Return to China Following Off-Track Accident in Baku

Reported by Rev from Grand Prix BulletinSeptember 22, 2025 | 11:08 AM

Sebong Racing has confirmed that driver Wen Junhui will be flying back to China for recovery following an off-track vehicular accident that occurred hours after the conclusion of the Azerbaijan Grand Prix.

According to an official team statement, the incident took place on a restricted-access road near the paddock zone late Sunday evening. While no third-party vehicles or pedestrians were involved, preliminary reports from both internal telemetry logs and security footage suggest the accident was the result of aggressive acceleration and unstable control inputs, signs consistent with impaired emotional focus rather than mechanical failure.

Junhui was transported to a medical facility immediately after the incident. Team medical officials have now disclosed that the driver sustained a Grade 1 concussion and cervical strain, both of which require rest and ongoing monitoring, though his condition remains stable and non-critical.

“While Jun’s injuries are minor by medical definition, the decision to repatriate him to China was made in consultation with our medical advisors and his family,” said Sebong team principal Chee Smith. “Recovery in a familiar and private environment will ensure a more comprehensive return to form.”

Junhui is expected to remain under rest and observation for the coming week, after which further evaluations will determine his timeline for return.

The team has not commented on the emotional circumstances leading to the incident, though internal sources note tensions following the race and visible signs of mental fatigue. Further updates will be shared as they become available.

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Sebong Confirms Wen Junhui to Sit Out Singapore GP 2025; Reserve Driver Jeon Wonwoo Steps In

September 23, 2025 — 9:02 AM GMT+1 WRITTEN by RaeSide

Sebong Racing has officially confirmed that Wen Junhui will not participate in the upcoming Singapore Grand Prix, citing medical recovery protocols following his post-race accident in Baku.

The decision was made after extensive review by both FIA medical staff and Sebong’s internal team of specialists. Though Junhui’s injuries are namely a minor concussion and cervical muscle strain, they don't  pose long-term risks, but doctors have advised that he refrain from high-speed driving until cleared in full. The team has not ruled out a return later in the season, but have confirmed he will miss at least one race, with further participation evaluated on a week-by-week basis.

Stepping in to replace him is Jeon Wonwoo, Sebong’s official reserve and simulator driver since 2023. Known for his composure during testing sessions, Jeon will make his Formula 1 race debut in Singapore.

Wonwoo has been instrumental behind the scenes with data simulations and development feedback. He’s familiar with both the car and our engineering protocols, and we’re confident in his ability to deliver a composed performance under pressure. — team manager Joshua Hong. 

Junhui’s absence raises short-term questions about Sebong’s strategy in the Constructors’ Championship, where the team is currently positioned fourth. Nonetheless, team representatives emphasized that the priority remains Junhui’s full recovery and long-term performance sustainability.

The driver pairing of Minghao Xu and Jeon Wonwoo will run the weekend in Singapore, with practice sessions providing the final car setup evaluations.

Further announcements will be made ahead of the next race weekend.

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“So, um, I’ll see you later this week,” you say, standing beside him at the terminal gate, your flight to Singapore now boarding. Though you're momentarily unassigned, duty calls, and the team expects your presence.

Jun reaches out to pat your head, his hand staying there for a second before he says, “Take care. Work well. Don’t overthink things too much.” You nod, though both of you understand what goes unsaid—he is still unwell, emotionally and mentally, and you're not entirely certain whether he truly wants you near him right now.

You want to stay back, scream at him, make him talk to Minghao, and finally release all the frustration and pride he's been clinging to. Perhaps if he just talked, if he stopped misreading the only person who’s been in his corner all along, it wouldn’t feel so suffocating between them. Maybe if he threw that cursed phone out of the window, half his miseries would resolve themselves. He'll begin therapy soon enough, and you'll visit when it seems he is ready to face you—and the anger you’ve been holding back.

You step forward and wrap your arms around him, holding him while his arms return the gesture in full. He feels warm, familiar, and so yours, even though he isn’t. Pulling away with reluctance buried beneath your composure, you bid him goodbye and walk alongside Minghao and the rest of the team towards your gate, leaving Jun behind to board his own flight to China, which is scheduled to depart in another hour.

You settle into your seat beside Minghao on the plane. It has always been routine for the three of you to alternate seating arrangements. Sometimes Minghao and Jun would sit together, other times Minghao with you, while Jun shared a row with Joshua or someone else.

Barely two minutes pass before Minghao glances at you from the side and, in a tone that holds no trace of humour, asks, “Do you have feelings for Jun? Romantic feelings?”

Your breath catches, and for a moment, you are too stunned to speak. “What? Absolutely not. Are you insane?” you say, though the denial tumbles from your mouth far too quickly for comfort.

“That hug didn’t look platonic to me.”

You blink at him, offended. “It was just a hug, and I wasn’t exactly holding a stopwatch. What, you want us to high five next time?”

“I’m serious,” he turns fully toward you now. “I don’t like it. I don’t want you getting close to him outside of work.”

You frown. “You do understand that we grew up together? Do you?”

“I don’t care,” he states plainly. “And I don’t think Jun sees you the same way you see him.”

You stare at him in disbelief. “What is wrong with you? We’re strictly platonic. Jun and I have always been that way, and honestly, even if we weren’t, you have no right to dictate who I’m close to.”

“I do have a right,” he snaps. “Because you’re not just some girl I know. You're my sister, and even if I didn’t have that right, it still wouldn’t be him.”

You exhale, trying to calm yourself. Minghao’s pettiness is unusually transparent right now. He’s almost never like this openly emotional, sharp-edged in his judgment, but maybe the strain of their recent fallout has clouded his usual logic. Or maybe this has always been how he felt. You’ve never tried opening up to him about your feelings for Jun, largely because Jun himself has never shown the faintest hint of interest, but now you are certain: if there is anyone in this world you cannot tell, it's Minghao.

You rest your head back against the seat and turn slightly toward the window, hiding the swell of exhaustion behind your lashes. You try to calm your heart, try to tell yourself this conversation is simply an outcome of stress and temper. But deep inside, you're forced to confront the truth that if this is how Minghao reacts to just the idea of you being close to Jun, there's no universe in which you could ever admit the feelings you’ve been carefully tucking away. You can't tell him.

“I just don’t get why this bothers you so much,” you say after a pause. “Jun and I are not like that. We’ve never been like that.”

“That’s the problem,” Minghao's arms are crossed as he leans toward you slightly. “You’re too close, and maybe you’re too blind to see how that looks to everyone else.”

You shake your head as your patience thins. “There is nothing to see. We grew up together. We trained together. I’ve seen him puke after track drills, and he’s watched me cry over simulation crashes. If that’s romance to you, then I feel sorry for your future spouse.”

“That’s not what I meant,” he says tightly. “You’re affectionate. You care too much. You look at him like you’d wait forever if he just turned around once.”

You blink at him stunned not by the accuracy, but by the fact that he noticed at all. “Even if that were true,” you say carefully wording it, “he’s never turned, and you know I wouldn’t let feelings get in the way of work. I’m his engineer, Minghao. Not his lover.”

Minghao huffs a bitter laugh. “I don’t want you to be either.”

Your eyebrows pull together. “That’s not your choice to make.”

“It is when it’s Jun,” he snaps. “Anyone but him.”

“That’s ridiculous,” you say flatly. “You’re being petty because you two fought. That’s not a valid reason to hate him all of a sudden.”

“I’m not being petty,” his voice rising despite himself. “I’m being honest. You deserve someone who won’t treat you like a background convenience. He doesn’t even really see you, And yet you... you’d burn for him, wouldn't you?”

You don’t answer, because the silence between you says what you never will.

Minghao slumps back slightly but doesn’t look away. “He’s not the one for you. I’m sorry, but I won’t pretend to be okay with it.”

Your chest tightens and thoughts tangle, “you don’t have to be okay with anything, but you also don’t get to decide what I feel.”

“I don’t want to watch you get hurt by someone who doesn’t even know how lucky he is.”

Your voice softens just a bit but still going strong. “That’s not your responsibility.” He doesn’t argue, but he doesn’t agree either.

-

You begin your day before dawn, arriving at the paddock ahead of schedule because you refuse to feel unprepared. The garage is quiet this early, so you station yourself at your terminal, reviewing the overnight data logs one last time: tyre degradation simulations, downforce mapping, delta spreads between Wonwoo’s FP2 runs and Jun’s historic baselines on the same circuit.

Though Jun is absent, your mind operates as if he were still here. You annotate setup preferences that might translate for Wonwoo, cross-referencing them against driver feedback from trackwalks and telemetry overlays. You don't speak much to anyone unless approached; your presence is understood and your focus remains uninterrupted and respected by the team. When Wonwoo enters for the morning briefing, you pass him the updated car behaviour notes you compiled, stating only the essentials and then stepping aside to allow his own engineer to lead.

The technical director asks for a final debrief before you depart for China to check up on Jun, so you remain behind after the garage closes to update the central log with your recommendations and analysis. You keep your wording neutral and impersonal, although every graph you touch still reflects Jun’s style of driving. Before shutting your laptop, you upload one copy of your notes onto the secured remote link, the one only he and you share. You don't write a message to go with it.

At the end of the day, you return to the hotel with the others, pack somewhat, and leave a short message with the team operations manager regarding your flight to Shenzhen. No one asks why you are going, because they already know. They already know that you aren't travelling for leisure, nor for the reassignment, you are going because Jun is still your driver.

As you make your way through the airport, prepared to confront every irritable checkpoint officer just to get to your gate, your phone rings. The caller ID displays Minghao’s name, so you answer without hesitation.

“Where are you?”

“At the airport. Where else would I be?” you respond without hiding your irritation.

But then, a shoulder nudges yours, and as you turn around to see who's bothering you, you almost cuss. Minghao is standing directly in front of you, phone still pressed to his ear with an infuriatingly blank expression on his face.

“What the hell are you doing here?” you ask, stunned.

He doesn’t reply immediately, instead, he falls into step beside you with his boarding pass in hand, and offers only a slight shrug. “I had a day,” he just states. “And I don’t trust you not to cry alone in your bedroom.”

You roll your eyes, though the corner of your mouth twitches. “Just say you don’t trust Jun not to flirt with me while recovering from a near-death experience.”

He scoffs, adjusting the strap of his duffel bag on his shoulder. “Don’t flatter yourself,” he says. “I just don’t want him thinking you flew across countries for him alone. That’s the problem with Jun. Y’all keep making it too easy.”

You say nothing, but you know he means you more than anyone else. You’re painfully aware of how the accident and Jun’s coldness afterward have affected Minghao. You’re equally aware that your brother doesn’t want you around Jun without some sort of emotional chaperone, convinced you’ll slip or fall into feelings you swore to deny. It’s part overbearing protectiveness, part jealousy, paranoia, and entirely Minghao. He would never admit it aloud, but tagging along is his way of keeping watch and from shielding you without saying he’s worried.

And if you're being honest, he shouldn't be worried. You’ve wanted to hit Jun, scream at him, and kiss him all in the same breath for years now. You’ve long since accepted that you like him more than you probably should, but you've also accepted that you will never tell him, because it’s clear he doesn’t feel the same. If you ever confessed, he'd shut you out, and you aren’t willing to lose whatever closeness remains.

Still, Minghao’s antagonism stirs pettiness in you. The more he insists you can’t be with Jun, the more tempting the idea becomes. But regardless of what your brother believes, the truth remains unchanged: you found love in the only place it wasn't supposed to be, and that is, in your brother’s best friend.

Boarding is miraculously smooth, thanks to Minghao’s privilege, and you find your seats quickly. Once settled, he leans toward you with the composure of a man about to deliver a public service announcement.

“Listen carefully,” he begins. “No romantic stares, no emotional monologues, no touching. You are there to check on your driver, not to fall in love.” You roll your eyes again, but he isn’t finished. “I know you’re lying through your teeth, but I’m choosing to believe you because we’re blood. And blood is thicker than water. But I swear, if you so much as look at him in a way that confirms anything, I’m flying him straight to Antarctica.”

“You hate him that much now?” you huff rolling your eyes.

“Hate is generous,” he says. “I loathe him.”

You don't bother to argue further, allowing Minghao to cling to his so-called loathing of Jun as he pleases. Deep down, you know it's a complicated mixture of jealousy, frustration, and genuine concern that fuels his bitterness. You choose silence over confrontation, understanding that some battles are better left unwaged, especially when the feelings involved are so tangled and unresolved.

After nearly four hours in the air, you arrive at Shenzhen airport without incident. The journey was uneventful, and soon after landing, you and Minghao part ways to return to your respective residences. it's  decided… rather declared, that he will pick you up in an hour because, in his own words, you cannot be trusted alone with Jun. You know his possessiveness for what it is: a blend of paranoia and pettiness, that only a brother could justify. You comply without protest because you are too tired to argue, and it's not as if you are planning to propose or fuck Jun or something. You return to your apartment, unpack, wash your face, and rot onto your bed. There, you drift in a fog of thought: Jun’s injuries, the impending shift in the team, Wonwoo’s upcoming responsibilities, and the undefined shape of your own role within it all. Eventually, fatigue tugs you under without any warning.

The doorbell startles you awake. You drag yourself out of bed, shuffling across the floor, brushing hair from your face as you reach the door and twist the lock open. Minghao stands there with his hands shoved into his jacket pockets, expression unimpressed.

"Let’s go."

"Why?" you croak, voice hoarse from sleep.

"I told you I’d pick you up. We’re going to see Jun."

You look at him dazed. "I just woke up. I thought we were going later."

"Unless you changed your mind and don’t want to see that dumbass, I’m still driving."

You frown and cross your arms. "I obviously want to see Jun. And he’s not a dumbass."

Minghao rolls his eyes with theatrical exaggeration. "You’re defending him now? Great."

You glance down at yourself and gesture vaguely at your oversized t-shirt and socks. "I’m not going anywhere looking like this."

"You had an hour to get dressed, and you don’t need to look good to visit someone in recovery. You’re not there to impress him."

"I’m not trying to impress him," you huff. "I just don’t want to look like a corpse in public."

"No one’s looking at you anyway."

"Fine. Since you’re so sure, now I’ll dress up just for Jun."

He raises an eyebrow, "That’s pathetic."

You ignore him entirely, spinning on your heel as he mutters under his breath, and disappear into your room, already mentally pairing your eyeliner with petty vengeance.

You get out of your room fully dressed, adorned as though you were preparing for an evening date rather than a patient visit. It's rare for you to put this much effort into your appearance without a formal occasion, and while both Minghao and Jun have seen you dressed elegantly before, it was always for birthdays, ceremonies, or team events—not for an undefined visit on an unremarkable day. You have never simply chosen to look beautiful for no reason, and certainly never in front of the two of them without context.

Minghao glances up at you, unimpressed. “Go change.”

“No.”

He scoffs and looks away. “You look ridiculous. You’re not walking into Jun’s room looking like this.”

“You’re being dramatic,” you brush invisible lint off your sleeve.

“You’re being shameless.”

You inhale and then glare at him. “I’m literally just dressed. I’m not naked. Let’s go.”

“I’ll tell him you did it for attention.”

“I’ll tell him you cried watching K-drama clips on TikTok last week.”

His jaw tightens. “Low blow.”

You smile, sickly sweet. “Still want to keep playing?”

He says nothing, just storms ahead toward the elevator with his shoulders tense and silent in his sulking. Despite all the pettiness exchanged, you follow him out the door, neither of you having won the argument, and Minghao visibly bitter about it.

The drive goes in complete silence just as you anticipated, and before you can even register the passage of time, Minghao pulls into the familiar residential complex. Jun has been instructed to remain at home under strict rest, with no physical exertion or simulation training permitted until cleared by his attending physician, who is scheduled to visit at intervals of four to five hours for neurological observation and vitals monitoring, as per the team's medical protocol.

You step out of the car and walk toward the entrance, knocking on the door yourself because Minghao, saturated in his own quiet resentment, can't be bothered to lift a hand and do even the smallest gesture of civility. Moments later, the door swings open. Jun appears on the other side, and for a fleeting second, his expression lights up in genuine surprise at the sight of you—then stays a moment longer, clearly taken aback by how beautiful you look, eyes momentarily flicking down in disbelief before rising again to meet yours.

“Surprise,” you smile at him.

His eyes move past you to the figure beside you, and just as quickly, his face falters. The warmth dissipates fully as his gaze rests on Minghao. Without a word, Jun steps aside, granting you enough space to enter, though it’s clear the atmosphere has already changed.

You walk into his apartment, the scent and arrangement as familiar as ever, and lower yourself onto the sofa. 

“How are you feeling now?” you ask as you glance over at him.

Jun leans against the wall with his arms crossed, “Better than yesterday. Still a bit dizzy when I get up too fast,” he admits to you though his tone sounds a bit quiet.

“Are you eating properly?” you follow up.

“Trying to.” He shrugs, then looks toward the hallway, “Nurse dropped off some food earlier.”

Minghao remains standing, arms folded, as if part of the furniture. “They said you’ll have your next evaluation in a few hours?” you ask.

“Yeah. Doctor's coming at four. Might change the medication again depending on the scan results.”

You nod, “And the team doctor? Did they call?”

Jun lets out a slight sigh. “They called in the morning. Said I’m grounded until they get three clean reports in a row. Something about balance reflexes and neural feedback. I don’t know.”

“It’s standard, you know that,” you are watching his face carefully as you talk.

He offers a nod, eyes drifting away. “Still feels like shit hearing it.”

You glance at Minghao who hasn’t moved. “You want to say something?”

“No.”

Jun exhales, maybe a bit annoyed. “Did you drag him here?”

You shake your head. “No. He insisted on coming.”

Jun scoffs under his breath. “Of course.”

“Stop it,” you say. “Both of you.”

You lean back into the couch, preparing yourself to play mediator in the war they still refuse to let die between them. Minghao turns to you with a look so dumbfounded and wounded, it makes you wince.

“What did I do?” he demands, his voice fogged with disbelief. “He literally just insulted me and I’m the one who needs to stop?” You open your mouth since you are painfully aware of how flimsy your neutrality must look, but you forgot how to speak under this pressure. Minghao lets out a bitter laugh and then turning to Jun, adds with somewhat of no respect, “For your information, I don’t trust you to be alone with her.”

Jun looks a bit stunned at that and raises his eyebrow. “What is wrong with you? Since when are you so protective?”

“She’s my sister,” Minghao snaps at him. “And no, I don’t trust you.”

“Do you think I’d do something to her?” Jun’s tone climbs. “She’s my engineer. We’ve spent just as much time together, if not more, than you have with her. This is so ridiculous.”

You shoot a horrified glance between the two of them, feeling the room heat up, yet you remain frozen, unable to defuse anything.

“Well, from now on,” Minghao cuts in and you can see his jaw visibly clench, “I’ll be around every time she’s here.”

Jun scoffs. “You think I’m going to make a move on her? That’s what you’re scared of?”

“Yes,” Minghao replies flatly.

You stare at him, bewildered. Just days ago he was accusing you of making a move on Jun, and now he’s flipped 180° completely, convinced it’s Jun who poses the threat. You keep silent, unsure which version of your brother is more unhinged.

Jun’s expression twists in frustration. “She can stay here if she wants, but it’s disgusting that your mind even goes there.” That hits more than you expect. So this is how he sees it. The idea of me… of us, together in any way, is repulsive to him. Not just implausible. Repulsive.

​“If you can have the audacity to think I’m a threat to you, then I absolutely have the right to see you as a threat to her,” Minghao tells Jun as a matter of fact.

Jun falters at that, momentarily taken aback. You, sitting between them, watch two people you love destroy years of friendship with each exchanged words aimed just low enough to scar. You feel helpless, all you can do is sit still and hope they stop before the pieces are too small to fix.

Jun recovers his composure then looks directly at you. ​“If she wants to spend time with me, she will. I don’t need your permission, Minghao. You don’t control her. And if she wants to date me, she’ll date me. If I want to date her, I will.”

That catches you off guard, making your breath hitch for the smallest second. Minghao stiffens, stepping forward as his jaw tightens. ​“You think this is control? You think I’m doing this for fun?” he hisses. “You’re delusional if you believe you’re some innocent victim here. You’ve done nothing but shut me out, and now you're pretending you care?”

Jun’s voice hardens, ​“You’re the one drawing lines in places they don’t exist. I’ve never seen her as anything but—”

​“Stop. Please. Just stop.” You shoot up from your seat which makes both of them shut up. You inhale shakily and turn to Jun, trying your best to stay composed. “I should go now. I’ll visit again soon, but I’m leaving China tomorrow morning. Please take care of yourself until then.”

“You don’t have to leave just because Minghao’s being ridiculous.”

You shake your head firmly. ​“I’m not leaving because of Minghao.” You look at both of them now and no longer try to mask the exhaustion etched into your expression. ​“I’m leaving because both of you are being ridiculous. You’re ruining something that’s been standing for over a decade, and for what? Misplaced pride? Bruised egos? You both need to grow up. This isn’t just what happened on that track or in that hospital. It’s how neither of you know how to speak when you both should and how both of you would rather fight than admit you're hurt.” A tear slips down your cheek, and you make no effort to hide it. ​“You’re both being fucking dumbasses.”

For the first time in like fifteen minutes, both their heads are bowed. You're sure it's not because they feel guilty, but maybe because they had in the faint realization that they’ve let it go too far. And you walk away with your heart heavy, because someone has to be the adult here.

You slide into the passenger seat and close the door with a tired exhale. A minute later, Minghao joins you, wordlessly settling behind the wheel. He doesn’t speak for a while, only stating he’s starting the car, and you remain silent as the car comes to life. The road begins to blur past the windows before he finally breaks the silence.

“I’m sorry for how I kept going back and forth with him. I know it probably exhausted you too.”

You rub your temple, your fingers pressing against the tension gathering at your brow, and offer him a nod. “I appreciate that. And I’m sorry too. I know asking you to stop must’ve hurt, especially when you weren’t the one who started it in the first place. He hums barely audible, his gaze fixed on the road ahead. You wait a second before speaking again. “Jun is wrong right now, but he’s not stable enough to see past his own thoughts. He needs time to figure out that you’re not his enemy. And in the meantime, you seriously need to control the absolute nonsense that keeps coming out of your mouth.

He scoffs, but not without a tinge of guilt. “So I should just stay quiet and let him keep saying whatever the hell he wants?”

“No. Try being kind for once. Or at the very least, be the bigger person. Stop shouting like you're twelve and listen to what he’s really saying.”

“He doesn’t want to talk. He just wants to make everything my fault.”

“Maybe because he thinks it is, maybe because he needs someone to blame, and maybe, if you actually showed him that you still care, even a little, he'd realise how stupid all this is.”

Minghao gives you no reply, and from the tight press of his lips and his grip on the steering wheel, you can tell he has chosen to take your advice of silence. It's not because he agrees with you and understood what you said, but because he believes arguing further would only affirm his suspicion that you're speaking nonsense.

The car rolls to a stop outside your apartment building. You reach for the handle, but before you can open the door, Minghao speaks sharply, “Don’t sneak out to see him alone.”

You whip your head to him and throw your hand in the air, exasperated. “Drop that attitude. And while you’re at it, you still owe him an apology for that punch. Don’t think I’ve forgotten.”

“I’ll think about it.”

And with that, you step out, shutting the door behind you and walking toward the building without another glance.

-

CONFIDENTIAL PSYCHOTHERAPY SESSION NOTE

Filed by: Dr. Lin Yuchen, PhD, Clinical Psychologist | Federation Medical Advisory Unit – Performance and Trauma Division

PATIENT: Wen Junhui | Professional F1 Driver, Sebong Racing SESSION DATE: September 27 SESSION #: 2 of 6 (Post-Incident Acute Cycle) LOCATION: Private Residence – Shenzhen DURATION: 65 minutes

PRESENTATION & INITIAL OBSERVATIONS:

Patient received me at the door with a neutral expression and remained courteous but notably distant throughout the interaction. He remains under medical observation for minor concussion, soft tissue injuries, and a bruised orbital ridge. Though cleared for conversation and light psychological engagement, he demonstrated mild photosensitivity and occasional disassociation.

Arrived to the session having just completed mandatory physical rehabilitation check-in. Hair slightly damp, likely showered recently. Wore casual clothing which was a loose-fitting hoodie and sweatpants, indicating an attempt to remain comfortable. No outward signs of distress but sat angled toward the window, eyes tracking movement outside more than meeting mine.

Mood flat. Affect constricted. Minimal gesturing. Paused frequently, required some prompting. Showed resistance to discussing certain topics, particularly around team dynamics.

SESSION THEMES: 1. Professional Displacement & Loss of Rhythm Expressed difficulty reconciling with the current state of non-participation. Verbalized frustration not about the accident itself, but the subsequent void in routine:

“It’s the noise I miss. The schedule. The weight of the suit. Not even the adrenaline—just… waking up and knowing who I am.”

Demonstrates emerging identity disturbance triggered by sudden removal from competitive structure. Physical limitations compound the sense of stagnation. Patient repeatedly mentions ‘points,’ ‘lead,’ and ‘margin’ in reference to standings, yet does not mention the collision directly until prompted.

2. Interpersonal Conflict The conversation eventually shifted toward the recent altercation with teammate Xu Minghao. Describes it not as an argument but, A break I didn’t want. When asked to elaborate, the patient reluctantly admitted guilt and emotional fatigue, stating:

“I said things I wouldn’t say if I’d slept. Or if I wasn’t afraid of what he’d say first.”

Patient perceives former friend as now inherently mistrustful of him. Describes Minghao’s protectiveness toward a shared colleague (engineer) with derision but also some resignation. Direct quote:

“He probably thinks I’m going to hurt her. That I’m reckless with people too. Maybe I am. Maybe he’s right.”

This led to mild agitation. He briefly removed his compression brace, then returned it to his wrist without comment. No aggressive behavior exhibited, but non-verbal indicators pointed to internal distress.

3. Emotional Detachment & Avoidance Efforts to explore emotional fallout from the accident yielded guarded, often dissociative language. Patient resists feeling vocabulary, preferring metaphors. When asked how he felt seeing others worry for him:

“Like I was watching them through a one-way mirror. Everyone’s looking, but no one really sees you.”

There were subtle but recurring allusions to a specific individual (the aforementioned engineer) regarding perceived disappointment and concern. Mentions her by first name only once, but refers obliquely five times.

Though romantic implications were not stated outright, the attachment appears more than professional. Patient was unwilling to explore further, deflecting with a, It’s not relevant. That statement alone, however, denotes awareness of its emotions.

TREATMENT PLAN: Encourage cognitive restructuring around self-worth beyond physical output and competitive success.

Guided journaling: reflections not only on race strategy but emotional responses to team interactions.

Begin boundary work and processing of rupture in primary friendships (esp. with Xu Minghao).

Introduce somatic grounding techniques to reconnect body awareness during post-injury stillness.

Postpone any attempts to process affectional confusion until baseline regulation is re-established.

PROGNOSIS: Patient displays clear signs of psychological fatigue, loss of purpose, and fractured relational trust, but still maintains executive function and a desire to ‘fix’ what has been broken. Insight is emerging, though distorted by pride and shame. His readiness to speak, even if reluctantly, suggests openness to recovery.

NOTABLE QUOTE (UNPROMPTED): “I’ll race again. That part’s easy. But I don’t know if I��ll get them back. I mean the people.”

NEXT SESSION: Scheduled October 3rd, 10:00 AM CST

NOTE: Recommend medical clearance for light social interaction but continued restriction on team-related stressors. Emotional monitoring advised should tensions escalate post-Shanghai debrief.

-

You decided to be good. You don't sneak out at night, or risk another argument with Minghao, and also don't attempt to soothe your own anxiety by showing up at Jun’s door again. Instead, you do what a good girl should do: you stay in your apartment, shower off the noise of yesterday’s clash, fold your clothes, and pack your luggage for Singapore. When sleep eventually comes, it's brittle and shallow, but at least it comes.

The next morning arrives with the inevitability of duty. You wake before your alarm, and after getting dressed, you meet the Minghao in the lobby. He's already waiting, arms crossed, back leaned against the tinted van. He doesn't say much, but his gaze stays on you as you approach, trying to read whether you disobeyed him. You meet his stare evenly, offering a nod that answers everything and nothing at once. So he doesn't ask.

The ride to the airport is boring. You do your job. You travel back as instructed. You board the plane to Singapore with Minghao, your credentials clipped neatly to your chest, your mind lodged somewhere between two cities, two boys, and a hundred unsaid things. And even as the plane lifts from the tarmac and the ground falls away beneath you, the weight on your chest doesn't lighten.

You didn't see Jun again. You were good. And yet, it hurt a bit.

Upon arriving in Singapore, you do what your role demands. You sit through the race briefings, cross-reference data from the last track with the early feedback Wonwoo provide during FP1, and adjust your notes accordingly for strategy recommendations. Although you are technically unassigned as Jun’s race engineer until his return, the team has requested you to observe and provide performance insights from the pitwall, acting as a backup and strategic consultant where needed. You don’t complain; it's  better than rotting in a hotel room thinking about what-ifs and what-could-have-beens.

During Practice 2, you pace behind the monitors, headset on, scribbling observations while Minghao complains about understeer in Sector 3.

“It’s too twitchy mid-corner,” he says.

“Copy that,” you say into the comms, “Tell the garage we’ll adjust front wing angle by two clicks. Check tire pressures while you’re in.”

Though it isn’t your job to respond, the team still values your input enough to let you speak when necessary. Wonwoo, in the meantime, is really consistent, pushing laps with clean exits, sending no complaints unless asked. The real test comes on Qualifying night.

You find yourself once again standing behind the pitwall console, as you watch Minghao taking pole by two-tenths. The team erupts into applause, and you allow yourself a small smile. You glance toward where the engineers stand over telemetry, and Wonwoo walks back to the garage after securing P6 on the grid, which, with a penalty to another driver, promotes him to P5 for race start. He nods to you from there, and you raise a thumb in return. He is nice.

Race day arrives, and there's this common tension going on. You go through the motions: data review, temperature checks, telemetry coordination, race simulations. You remain by the engineers rather than in your usual position, giving necessary feedback where applicable. You stay in your lane, but you stay involved.

And when Minghao takes the chequered flag first, you press your knuckles to your lips, unwilling to cheer too loudly. The others flood the pitwall with roars and claps, but you remain composed, recording the final lap deltas and making notes of post-race debrief points.

Wonwoo finishes P5. It was solid, clean, measured, and no mistakes. There was no drama, too. You’ll mention it in the report later.

After the national anthem fades and the trophy is lifted with yet another champagne spray saturating the podium air, you return to the garage unassuming among the clapping staff and celebratory clatter. This win marks Minghao’s tenth this season. It's no small feat, but it feels procedural now, expected. You remain composed and you offer nods where needed.

The energy shifts later in the hospitality room. Minghao slips into the seat beside you without asking and hands you a chilled glass of water he didn’t pour for himself.

“You’re sitting like you’re not allowed to smile,” he says.

“I’m working,” you answer nonchalantly with your eyes still fixed on the digital sheets on your tablet.

“You always say that when you don’t want to talk to me.”

“I always say that because I’m always working.”

He huffs but says nothing further and tapping his fingers restlessly on the table, his elbow brushing against yours a little too often. You know what he’s doing. He is hovering like a territorial cat, and while it would usually make you roll your eyes or shove him off, tonight you simply remain still. Joshua throws you a long look from across the room, saying nothing. He knows. All four of you now live under the same shadow.

Wonwoo passes by and slows when he spots you, offering a lopsided but sincere smile.

“Thanks again,” he says. “For the notes before FP2. That adjustment made a real difference.”

“Glad it helped,” your tone is warmer than it has been all evening, though it costs you something.

He doesn’t stay long, just a respectful nod and then he’s gone, weaving through people who slap his back and offer grins for a job well done. P5 for his first race in Jun’s car is something no one’s overlooking.

You stare into your water and breathe. It should’ve been Jun.

Minghao catches the shift in your expression and leans closer. “Don’t do that. It’s not your fault.”

“It’s not yours either.”

“Didn’t say it was. Just saying you don’t have to sit here like someone died.”

You finally turn to face him. “No one died, yes, but something… I don't know.”

He doesn't reply, only sighs, leaning back and rubbing his neck. The moment stretches into silence, familiar and awkward, until he mutters with an attempt at nonchalance:

“I’m hungry. Let’s go eat some real food. You’re gonna collapse from guilt and granola bars.”

“Fine. But I’m not talking about this anymore.”

“It's okay. I don't want to talk about this anyway. If I hear Jun’s name again tonight, I’ll drown you in the fountain.”

“Try me.”

He snorts at you. You walk beside him through the dim hallways. You don't know if this is peace or another intermission before another war. All you know is that Jun should have been there. And you would have really smiled, had he been. But now, you're just moving forward. Because there’s no pit stop for feelings in real life.

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Jeon Wonwoo Impresses with P5 Debut in Singapore: Pressure Mounts for Returning Star Jun Hui

Marina Bay, Singapore – October 5

In a dramatic night under the lights of Marina Bay Street Circuit, Sebong Racing’s reserve driver Jeon Wonwoo made a formidable entrance into Formula 1’s one of the most demanding calendar stop, finishing his debut race in an impressive P5—equaling the position veteran driver Jun Hui secured just two weeks prior in Azerbaijan, before being sidelined due to a car crash.

Wonwoo, who had only a handful of full-length simulations and limited FP1 laps to acclimate to the car, demonstrated remarkable composure across the 62 laps, handling tyre degradation and safety car restarts with the calmness of a seasoned driver. His defensive drive against Mc Karen's Lando Norris in the closing stages drew praise even from rival engineers, cementing his position as more than a temporary replacement.

While all eyes were on Xu Minghao as he secured his 10th win of the season extending his championship lead, Wonwoo’s strategy-disciplined P5 has sparked inevitable comparisons within the paddock and press circles. His consistency, particularly on the mediums during the middle stint, mirrored the exact performance metrics Jun posted during his last race finish before the crash.

This symmetry is raising eyebrows.

Jun, a proven contender and long-standing pillar of Sebong’s two-pronged championship strategy, has undeniably delivered brilliance this season. However, critics argue that his recent races have lacked the sharpness expected of a title rival, especially alongside Minghao’s dominant form. With Wonwoo delivering a clean, mistake-free race in a car tailored for someone else, the conversation is shifting towards accountability, and not replacement.

“Wonwoo’s composure under pressure is what you expect from someone in their third season, not their first Grand Prix,” said a former F1 team principal anonymously. “If you’re Jun, you’re watching that race from home and taking notes.”

Insiders confirm Jun is recovering well in Shenzhen, continuing his medical evaluations and therapy ahead of a tentative return. Whether he’ll be back for the next race remains uncertain, but what is clear is that expectations will be different when he does rejoin the grid.

For now, Sebong's bench is proving it runs deep. And with a rookie stepping into a star’s seat and delivering identical results, the message is kind of loud: in Formula 1, your past wins matter, but only your next race secures your future.

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everyone_woo: thanks for your hard work!

softlaunch_police: read the room maybe??? your driver literally isn’t racing??

soli.https: excuse me?? oh we SERVED tonight

moralspinal_out: can someone explain how this isn’t PR suicide? like your race engineer partying while the driver’s injured?

noflagsjustdrama: okay but imagine being Jun and seeing this. like. be serious for one minute

junfanclub.mx: why does she look like that 😭 i would also throw a tantrum and crash my car if she stopped being my engineer  ↳ soli__luvs @/junfanclub.mx she didn't stop being his engineer bro

lapdog.law: not saying she’s heartless but it’s giving “i’m good luv, enjoy recovery”

turn1dramaqueen: i know that dress got minghao checking ppl around her 5 times before leaving

turn1toxic: nah if my engineer did this while i was laid up recovering i’d never speak to her again

coffeeforcrashes: do engineers not have code of conduct or something? this feels wildly inappropriate

formula_haos: y’all are seeing the dress i’m seeing the absence of Jun in that seat  ↳ dxnf1ghtjun @/formula_haos no bc the car was built for him and she built the car  ↳ carbontension @/formula_haos realest thing i’ve read in weeks  ↳ arian_2001 @/dxnf1ghtjun she built the car??  ↳ dxnf1ghtjun @/arian_2001 bro-

junhui_zone: no but genuinely imagine being replaced and then seeing her look like this 🫠  ↳ heartsforhao @/junhui_zone "replaced" is crazy 😭 he's on medical leave, not fired  ↳ tracklimitsarefake @/heartsforhao still hurts the same tbh 💔

teamradiofromhell: she posted champagne while Jun’s probably on painkillers rn. girl what

oversteer_obsessed: why do i feel like this is a breakup post for two people who were never public  ↳ f1girlfail @/oversteer_obsessed because it is  ↳ lyu_aes_thetic @/f1girlfail you both are looking too much into this. This is literally just her posting a cute photo  ↳ turn1dramaqueen @/lyu_aes_thetic yeah but why now??? she’s been silent since jun’s crash and then she drops this serving??? suspicious  ↳ caffeine_and_carbon @/turn1dramaqueen because maybe they’re professional? idk just a thought 🤡  ↳ junhui_zone @/oversteer_obsessed someone check on jun. if my engineer posted this while i was stuck at home recovering, i’d start rethinking my life  ↳ engineeredchaos @/oversteer_obsessed just here to say she looks amazing. like, unfairly good. f1 girls are really out here winning  ↳ tracklimitsarefake @/turn1dramaqueen okay but she’s jun’s engineer, not minghao’s. it makes sense she'd be quiet if he’s off-track. probably doesn’t wanna distract the team.  ↳ lyu_aes_thetic @/tracklimitsarefake thank you finally someone with a brain  ↳ midfieldmeltdown @/f1girlfail Y'all are so fucking stupid. From where are you getting the news that there's something romantic???? This is literally so stupid. THEY ARE FRIENDS AND COWORKERS  ↳ haoisnotokay @/turn1dramaqueen you people need sleep

softlaunchsyndrome: this isn’t minghao’s sister anymore this is a public figure i need to respectfully stalk

brakebiasbitch25: wild how quick she went from "worried about the team" to "catch me in the lounge”

haoisnotokay: so we all agree she's the axis of the garage universe right  ↳ engineeredchaos @/haoisnotokay her being silent is louder than the commentary

engineeredchaos: this is why engineers deserve podiums too. she SERVED.

hotlap.heaven: idk what her skincare routine is but she needs to release it to the public immediately

drs.daddy: she has no business looking this good after a 3-day race weekend i’m actually offended

carbonqueen.yn: everytime she posts the grid loses 3 tenths from sheer distraction

gridgirlgate: so your driver’s sitting out injured and you’re out here posting thirst traps? okay then

lap88despair: she my roman empire  ↳ softlaunchsyndrome @/lap88despair real

helmet_husbands: if she told me to recalibrate my fuel mapping i’d say thank you ma’am

undercut_universe: someone get FIA on the line because this level of beauty is unfair advantage

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CONFIDENTIAL PSYCHOTHERAPY SESSION NOTE

Filed by: Dr. Lin Yuchen, PhD, Clinical Psychologist | Federation Medical Advisory Unit – Performance and Trauma Division

PATIENT: Wen Junhui | Professional F1 Driver, Sebong Racing SESSION DATE: October 3 SESSION #: 3 of 6 (Post-Incident Acute Cycle) LOCATION: Private Residence – Shenzhen DURATION: 70 minutes

PRESENTATION & INITIAL OBSERVATIONS: Patient appeared more withdrawn than previous sessions, though punctual. Visible eye bruising reduced from prior week. Sat cross-legged on couch with arms crossed for the majority of session, avoiding eye contact. Responded monosyllabically at first, though engagement improved by midpoint. Several long silences were observed, but notably, he did not resist them.

Mood cynical. Affect blunted but mixed with hostility. Quick to dismiss encouragement. Frequently rubbed his neck and left shoulder—residual injury discomfort likely, though may also indicate anxiety.

SESSION THEMES: 1. Escalating Self-Disdain & Performance Fixation

Patient expressed growing resentment toward his own limitations, no longer describing the situation as temporary. Referred to himself as a “cautionary tale” and “ghost in the garage,” implying feelings of disposability and obsolescence.

“They don’t bench machines unless they’re broken. So maybe I am.”

When prompted on what he believes the team sees now, he replied:

“Someone they can replace. And someone who deserves it.”

There’s a notable collapse in self-concept tied to not just physical performance, but usefulness. Even discussing his prior technical input with the car, patient downplayed the significance:

“If the setup worked better for someone else, maybe I never understood the car in the first place.”

2. Lingering Impact of Previous Confrontation For the first time, patient revisited the conflict that occurred during a recent visit from two close individuals (names omitted). Previously withheld details were offered, albeit disjointedly and under emotional strain. He described the interaction as ‘a test [he] failed’ and referred to the confrontation with his teammate as ‘a complete combustion. Mutual.’

“He thinks I’d hurt her. Like I’m the threat.” “Maybe I am. Not like—physically. But I know how to ruin things just by being in them.”

Describes himself as ‘unwelcome’, though could not articulate whether that feeling was imposed or self-generated. Referred to their voices during the exchange as tired of me, and repeatedly emphasized that he doesn’t blame them.

“I was angry. And I still am, but mostly at myself. I can’t even argue right. I just lash out, and then they look at me like I’m a mess they can’t fix.”

Mentions, something I said that I shouldn’t have, though declined to repeat it. Appeared visibly ashamed, pulling sleeves over hands and lowering voice. Made an offhanded comment:

“She left anyway. Not because of me, but it felt like it.”

Patient shows signs of internalizing the breakdown in the dynamic not only as his fault, but as inevitable. This belief requires restructuring.

3. Complicated Longing & Misplaced Attachment Although he maintains the relationship in question is strictly professional, there are clear signs of blurred emotional boundaries.  When asked how that made him feel, he paused, then said:

“Like I should disappear more often. Things seem smoother when I’m not in the way.”

There is no explicit acknowledgment of jealousy or romantic desire, but patient’s fixation on her perceived distance and his own absence suggests unconscious emotional entanglement. He describes himself as ‘the static in a signal that used to be clear,’ and claimed, she’s better at her job when I’m not around.

This spirals into more self-condemnation:

“I’m not stable. I’ve known that, but I thought I could hide it better.”

Attempts to challenge this narrative were met with deflection or sarcasm.

TREATMENT PLAN: Continue narrative therapy to reframe self-perception and unlearn ingrained patterns of guilt attribution

Deepen focus on identity apart from achievement or proximity to performance metrics

Introduce structured role-playing in next session to confront interpersonal ruptures safely

Begin monitoring language around self-worth for cognitive distortion (“I ruin things,” “I should disappear”)

Keep exploration of attachment to unnamed colleague implicit until patient volunteers it without shame

PROGNOSIS: Patient is cycling through shame loops and resistance, yet shows increased openness to vulnerability, albeit in indirect ways. Though he refrains from naming desire or pain plainly, his metaphors and posture betray them. Notably, this session marks the first unprompted elaboration of interpersonal regret and subconscious longing.

Insight is deepening, but distorted by a belief that affection, if received, is undeserved. Still no indications of suicidal ideation, but monitoring is advised due to rapid spiral in internal language.

NOTABLE QUOTE (UNPROMPTED): “I used to think being intense made me a better driver. Now I think it just makes me impossible to be around.”

NEXT SESSION: Scheduled October 10th, 10:00 AM CST

NOTE: Recommend withholding any further team visits for now, unless explicitly requested by patient. Emotional volatility remains acute, particularly around interpersonal triggers. Consider video session if patient’s physical recovery plateaus again.

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Before departure, you spoke with Joshua to make sure no problem would come up once the team boarded their flight to the United States for Round 19. Although you wouldn't be attending this race in person, you had already provided comprehensive notes to Wonwoo's engineer and made sure Wonwoo felt secure enough to reach out if needed, leaving your contact available and assuring him of your online presence. You simply didn't want to be at the race this time and managed to convince Joshua to grant you the week off, or at least until Jun was cleared to return. Joshua understood your request without pressing, and the arrangement was made with no questions asked.

Now, standing alongside the team at the airport, your presence is just pretentious. Minghao had warned you not to see Jun behind his back the last time, but he never said anything about meeting him later. Technically, then, you're not breaking any rule. Even if he had objected, it wouldn't change the fact that he has no authority over your decisions. You listened to him once; this time, you won’t. While Minghao boards the plane with the others, you slip away unnoticed, sure that he won’t realize your absence until long after takeoff. He never tracks you that closely. He will likely assume you're seated elsewhere or forget altogether. You can ignore his messages for a day or two if needed.

After exchanging a sneaky signal with Joshua, you walk in the opposite direction and board your own flight to Shenzhen, departing a few minutes before the others lift into the sky—leaving Minghao oblivious to the fact that his sister is not on board.

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Now that you're in Shenzhen with twenty missed calls and over fifty unread messages from Minghao deep, you decide you'll visit Jun the next morning. Tonight, however, you’ll rest. There’s not really an actual reason not to let Jun know that you’ve arrived in China, but you choose not to. If someone tells him, so be it. Pulling up the latest physical recovery notes in his file, you skim through the updated entries. You see that his vitals are stable, his mobility has improved, and the reports suggest a consistent physical recovery, which puts you marginally at ease. Still, there’s no access to his psychological records in your engineering clearance, and if his mental state were as sound as his muscle function, none of this would be happening in the first place. You can only assume—hope, probably blindly, that things are improving. Deep down, your instincts say otherwise to you.

The morning arrives faster than you expect. You prepare yourself, choosing your usual casual outfit this time, unlike your last visit. As you zip up your jacket, a memory tugs: Jun’s face had registered something that you didn't understand when he opened the door that evening. It probably had been the surprise, or maybe, in part, the sight of you overdressed, standing in his doorway, him trying not to feel self-conscious or embarrassed or shy for you. You remind yourself that it shouldn't be embarrassing. It wasn’t then, and it isn’t now. You pick up a few jelly snacks and hot pot for him along the way, small stuff like foods that he’s always liked.

By the time you park outside his building and step into the lift, Joshua’s name lights up your phone. You answer, only to hear Minghao’s voice cut through the line before you can even greet him.

“Why are you in Shenzhen?” he demands. “I told you not to go see him.”

You ask him. “Why not?”

“Don’t talk back to me,” he snaps. “I said not to, and that should’ve been enough.”

The elevator dings open on Jun’s floor, but you stay rooted, thumb pressing the button for the ground floor again. You’re not about to have this conversation outside Jun’s door. “I thought you were over your paranoid big-brother phase,” you say coolly. “Apparently, I was wrong.”

Minghao scoffs at that. “You thought I was over it, yet you didn’t even tell me you were going. You snuck off like a damn teenager. What are you so afraid of?”

You press your tongue against your cheek and exhale through your nose. “Maybe I just didn’t want another lecture.”

“That’s not an answer,” he retorts. “You don’t trust me to handle things? Or do you just not want to admit that you care about him more than you’re letting on?”

“That’s not it either,” your fingers tighten around the phone.

“Then what is it?” Minghao’s voice climbs. “Because from where I’m standing, this is looking a lot like you playing both sides, and then acting like you're just doing your job.”

You laugh at that accusation bitterly. “You want to talk about acting? You’ve been pretending he doesn't exist since the crash. I don’t see you visiting. I don’t see you checking in. If I’m just doing my job, what are you doing?”

There’s a pause on the line, and then, he says, “I’m not the one sneaking around. And I visited with you last time.”

“Oh, yeah, of course you did. I forgot you visited with me,” you pinch the bridge of your nose. “You want me to be a good sister? Then stop making that harder. I’m being a good engineer and a good neighbor or friend or whatever, who happens to at the very least, care. Maybe you should try that too—come see him if you ever have the time.”

Another pause, followed by a tight laugh. “If you really believed that, you wouldn’t be hiding it. People who think they’re doing the right thing don’t dodge calls.”

You hesitate, because he’s not wrong, and that annoys you more than you’d ever like to admit. “I don’t need your permission,” you eventually reply. “And you don’t get to gatekeep concern. He needs someone, and it clearly isn’t you right now.”

“You think you’re saving him?” he's probably rolling his eyes. “He’ll drag you down with him, and you’ll let him.”

“Then maybe stop watching from the sidelines,” you snap at him. “And maybe stop being so goddamn proud and be the brother you used to be. He misses you, you know.”

“I’ll come when I’m ready, and when he himself is ready,” he says, voice a lot colder now. “But you? You’re going to regret making this mess worse.”

You close your eyes. “Thanks for the warning. I’ll contact you later—when I actually feel like it. Now give Joshua his phone back.”

You hang up before he can respond and step out of the building entrance, the hot pot warming your fingers through the bag. Whatever awaits behind Jun’s door, it can’t possibly be as exhausting as this.

You turn on your heel and re-enter the building, going up to his floor before knocking twice against the door. Moments pass until you hear the sound of approaching footsteps, and soon, the door creaks open to reveal Jun standing there with his expression caught somewhere between mild amusement, surprise, and bits of sleepy haze. Seeing you, he steps aside without a word allowing you to enter.

Bracing your hand against the wall for balance with your shoulder hunched slightly, you lift one foot behind the opposite knee and unfasten your shoe. You glance over your shoulder, giving him a sheepish, low-key guilty smile trying to soften the abruptness of your visit.

“I didn’t know you were coming,” Jun’s murmur still sounded rough with sleep. “I just woke up.”

“Then I’m right on time,” you raise the hotpot container in your hand with a sway. “Have you had breakfast yet?”

He shakes his head, and you nod with satisfaction, slipping into the waiting pair of slippers at the door before heading straight for the kitchen. You wash your hands methodically under cold water, letting the chill bring you back into some sense of normalcy, and begin pulling out what’s needed: bowls, ladles, a pot, utensils, the seasoning packets, chopsticks, and some greens from his fridge.

“It’s not exactly hotpot o’clock, but who cares?” you say, barely raising your voice over the running tap. “You can get yourself something lighter for dinner later. I brought plenty, anyway.”

Jun doesn’t offer much in response, just watching in silence. His eyes trailing after your every movement as if he's trying to decide whether to intervene or simply surrender to your presence. You turn toward him once more.

“Go wash up,” you tell him, nodding toward the hallway. “Come back when you're fresh. I’ll have everything ready by then.”

He disappears into the corridor with a reluctant sigh, and by the time he returns, clad in loose grey sweats and a towel drying the ends of his damp hair, you’ve already set the table—broth simmering, ingredients laid out, condiments placed to the side, steam curling in the air in fog. You pull out his chair with a gesture of your hand and give him his chopsticks.

He sits down in the seat, and you follow suit, taking your place.

The broth simmers between you as both of you begin eating, the table radiating some heat that contrasts the silence in the room. Jun lifts his chopsticks to his lips, looking at you between bites with that unreadable look of his, before he finally speaks.

“Aren’t you supposed to be in the States right now?”

You bring the bowl to your lips, sipping the broth as your eyes remain fixed on the rising steam. “I took this race off,” you let him know. “Joshua knows. I told him I’d be working remotely if needed until you’re cleared to return.”

He doesn’t respond immediately, so instead, he pauses mid-chew, eyes fixed somewhat on you as though re-evaluating you entirely. A second passes before he rises from his seat and walks toward the cupboard in the corner of his open kitchen. You tilt your head slightly as you follow his path with your eyes, only for him to return moments later and wordlessly place a spoon in front of you.

You blink at him, mouth forming a small oh as you reach for it. “I forgot,” you admit with a chuckle. “Thank you.”

He says nothing, returning to his seat while picking at the floating lettuce in the pot, placing one onto his plate before taking a photo of it on his phone.

You glance at him, resting your elbow lightly against the table’s edge. “You’re looking a lot better than you did last time,” you remark, watching his eyes soften with the faintest trace of amusement. “How’s recovery been going?”

He nods, smiling, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “It’s alright,” he replies.

You take another sip, then set your bowl down. “When do you think you’ll be ready to race again?”

His smile fades and is replaced by a shadow of something colder. “I don’t know,” he answers with his voice low and clipped.

You reach across and pat his shoulder, making yourself sound warm and coax. “You’ll be back soon.”

He exhales with something nearly like a scoff, muttering under his breath, words too hushed to catch.

“What was that?”

“Nothing,” he says, then adds with a small grin, “Just eat before you choke and end up spraying noodles out your nose.”

You snort under your breath and lift your spoon again. “I’d rather die.”

He shrugs. “You’ll just embarrass yourself. It’ll be a great memory for me.”

You shoot him a narrowed glance but return to your food. Once both of you have finished, you stand, gathering both your plate and his before he can move.

“I can clean up,” he says, starting to rise.

You gesture firmly for him to sit. “Nope. Sit down. You’re supposed to rest.”

“I’ve been resting for days.”

“Exactly. Rest while you still can,” you stack the bowls near the sink. “You need to get back to the circuit, remember?”

“I’ll get there,” he leans his head against his palm as he watches you move around his kitchen.

“Sooner if you don’t strain yourself,” you say pointedly.

“You sound like a trainer.”

“I sound like someone smarter than you.”

He laughs at that, then stretches his legs out beneath the table. “You sound like someone bossy.”

“You sound like someone ignoring medical advice.”

“You sound like someone who’s being annoying on purpose.”

“You sound like someone who doesn’t know how to take care of himself.”

“You sound like someone who keeps showing up unannounced.”

You turn around, arching a brow as you dry your hands with a towel. “And yet here I am,” you say simply.

He exhales because he's really not arguing with that. His fingers drum against the wood of the table, eyes never straying from you as you finish tidying up and moving around the room like you’ve done this dozens of times before… you actually did. Neither of you chooses to question how natural it all feels.

You let out a huff as you sink into the couch making your shoulders slump with aimless exhaustion that has no real source that you know of. Without glancing toward Jun, who still hasn’t sat down, you reach for the remote lying carelessly on the coffee table, switch on the television, and begin scrolling with half-hearted laziness through the list of half-watched series and forgettable suggestions.

“Do you want to watch something?” your eyes barely flicking toward him.

The question is rhetorical. You’re already scrolling with your purpose, not waiting for his answer, and your fingers eventually settle on the paused episode of 2 Broke Girls that you were supposed to finish last month before shits and other things in life took precedence. You press play just as a small sigh escapes your lips, contented in the most passive way.

Jun, still standing where you left him, doesn’t move. His eyes bore into you with an expression so unreadably blank, so full of unimpressed disbelief and restrained exasperation, it’s almost comical: a stare that lands somewhere between annoyance and flabbergasting, as though he’s trying to understand whether you’re being serious or just remarkably dense.

“Why are you actually here?”

You glance over your shoulder because the tone of his voice is making the back of your neck prickle. You force a sheepish chuckle and tilt your head slightly toward him. “What do you mean?”

His eyes narrow, but his tone doesn’t change. “Why are you actually here?” he repeats.

“I told you already,” you say, feigning exasperation as you turn the volume slightly higher and return your attention back to the screen. “I took this race off. We literally had this conversation less than half an hour ago.”

You can feel his gaze pressing into the side of your face, burning with suspicion and something more pointed than irritation, more stubborn than concern. He’s trying to read you. He’s doing it on purpose, and he knows it’s working. You sigh, finally tearing your eyes away from the screen, and look at him dead on, expression drained of humor or patience.

“I was worried about you, alright?” you say evenly. “I just wanted to check on you. That’s why I came.”

Your words hang in the air for a beat too long, but he doesn't soften. “Worried?” he repeats, dryly. “What exactly were you planning to do with that worry? Feed me hotpot and change the channel?”

You raise an eyebrow. “Sorry, was I supposed to show up with pity?”

“You did exactly that.”

“No, I didn’t,” you shrug at that as you get off the couch and begin pacing around the room, sliding off dust from surfaces with your finger and arranging items to pretend to be busying yourself, doing anything to avoid prolonging the conversation.

The day stretched on with you working on your laptop while Jun tended to his own tasks, neither of you revisiting the tension from before, though an undercurrent of it stayed in any room you both happened to share. When his prescheduled online physical examination meeting started, you joined in and listened to the updates even though his condition reports had already been sent to you. 

As the day unfolds, you move through the apartment, doing small tasks, arranging items for him, preparing his meals, and making small adjustments to his environment. 

You take the knife and begin slicing the cucumbers for the salad. Jun remained quiet all day long until now, speaking only when absolutely necessary. The sound of footsteps behind you draws your attention, and when you glance over your shoulder, you find him leaning against the countertop, and for a brief, unwelcome instant, your mind latches onto an absurdly inappropriate thought before you immediately avert your gaze, forcing yourself to concentrate on the cucumber slices. Jun clears his throat and his presence presses against your awareness once again, and you feel your cheeks warm as you pause mid-chop.

He initiatively speaks up for the first time, “When are you leaving?”

You hesitate before responding awkwardly, forcing a light lilt into your voice. “I, um, I’ll stay the night in the guest room,” you begin, stumbling over your words. “I was planning on coming over for a few days to check on you, and, well, since I trust the doctors, it’s not strictly necessary, but I want to see for myself how you’re doing, how your recovery is going, and make a mental note of what I’ll need to focus on when we’re back in the car, what needs adjusting, what needs attention. It’s just easier for me to stay for a few nights than to run back and forth every day, and I thought I could keep an eye on things while you can’t really leave the house and hangout with me so that I can… see how you're doing and basically do the same thing that I just explained. You’re looking fine, I know, so there’s probably not much to worry about until you get the official clearance, which I’m hoping will be soon.”

Jun doesn't interrupt once, standing there as you finish your rapid-fire explanation, and once you draw a breath, he simply just turns and walks away. Relief washes over you, tempered by the reminder that this should never feel awkward; the two of you have shared countless moments alone before, even if this is the first time you’ve stayed over without Minghao present.

Returning to the task at hand, you gather the chopped cucumbers and other chopped vegetables into a bowl and reach for the soy sauce, only to realize it is stored in the cupboard just above your reach. Stretching on tiptoe, you strain to grab it, and in that instant, a body moves behind you, his hand lightly brushing against yours as he reaches for the bottle. You pivot as your body momentarily freezes, and meet his eyes that's now looking down as he silently withdraws his hand from the above cupboard, allowing you to take the soy sauce from his hand yourself. “You don’t have to,” you pour it over the vegetables, “dinner will be ready soon, and you should sit down.”

He gives no reply, only a flat neural expression before moving toward the sink with some chopsticks and plates, clearly intending to help. You immediately step to his side, intercepting the utensils. “No, don’t do anything,” you insist. “Sit down. I’ll wash and plate everything, and it’ll be on the table soon.”

He hesitates for a moment as he tries to resist your insistence with just his furrowed brows, but eventually relents and sinks onto a chair, leaving you to gather the plates and scrub the utensils.

When you finally set the meal in front of him, you tell him about how much you prepared, feeling happy and giddy at sight on the table. “I figured it would be easier if everything was ready at once; no need for you to get up or lift anything.” You see nothing change in his expression. He doesn’t respond, but you notice the way his fingers tighten around the chopsticks for some reason.

The dinner proceeds without much chatting, until later, when you finish your portion, pushing the empty plate aside. You stand to retrieve the remaining dishes and stack them carefully as you hum tunes to yourself, a habitual thing you always keep when occupied. Noticing a few stray vegetables left on the counter, you reach to wipe them into a bowl, moving it carefully so as not to make a mess.

You bend slightly to reach for a low cabinet and pull out a clean towel and dust the edge of the countertop where some crumbs had gathered. Straightening, you reach up to adjust a small spice jar that had tipped over from before, and just as Jun steps forward, reaching for the cup he had left near the sink to carry it to the dishwasher, you move first, gently taking it from his hands. “I’ve got it,” you say, smiling at him.

Jun freezes, his fingers twitching as if he wants to grab it back from you. His jaw tightens, and in a loud sharp voice, he finally snaps: “Just fucking leave! I don’t need you here babysitting me.”

You stop mid-motion, towel in hand and pivot to face his glare. The soy sauce bottle still sits on the counter where you’d both reached for it together—a small, dumb reminder that neither of you had really wanted the day to end like this. “I’m not babysitting you. I’m just helping while you rest, that’s all,” you take a small step closer, “you don’t have to act like this.”

“I said leave! I don’t need you here!” he snaps again, the anger in his tone sounds layered and you know it's with helplessness he won’t admit.

You feel a flash of irritation from the sting of his outburst clashing with your patience. “You’re being childish,” you sound calm as much as possible, though your hands clench at your sides.

“You don’t understand anything, and to be honest, it’s disgusting that you think you’re a saint by sticking around like this.”

You meet his words with nothing in your eyes and let the silence speak for all the thoughts between you. You fling the towel from your hands onto the floor, “Do you think I am here because I have to be? Minghao didn't even want me to come, yet I am here because I chose to be. Clearly, you are still too proud to accept that anyone gives a shit about you.” Without another glance at him, you take your bag, slide your laptop into it, and turn toward the door, leaving the apartment with your attention focused entirely on the path ahead.

You fail to notice that, behind you, Jun’s eyes already glimmer with regret, yet his pride holds his lips in silence.

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✦ in fiction we trust. love, celeste ˶ᵔ⤙ᵔ˶ sorry again for breaking this up instead of dropping it in one go. tumblr text limits win this round 😔 formatting this beast was actually so fucking hard, i swear i almost cried with how many times the editor crashed on me. pls be kind and i hope you looked away from the formatting if something looked weird lmao. anddddddd, if you made it this far, tysm. i’d love to hear what you thought, so, feel free to drop an ask, it’ll help me know if i managed to land what i wanted with this part

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I don’t care how disgusting or fucked up a fic is. NO writer should EVER be harassed for writing taboo fics, especially when the warnings are properly tagged and you choose to go ahead and read them on your own free will.

you’re not morally superior for harassing real people for the sake of fictional characters and fictional stories. you’re just a bully.

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gose 2024 rewatch – the early chandeongie pang pang gets the worm

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dprian Instagram Story August 27, 2025

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his fucking arms. I feel dizzy. credit

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coming into someone’s asks to say this because they commented on a post is SOO weird imo

like imagine being so pressed over a comment that you start chasing people into their inboxes??

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Ha, you. You actually thought your little comment made you part of the fun? Cute bt guess whatyou’re just as disposable as everyone else here. Laugh all you want it doesn’t make you special just fucking loud you shit

eh??

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OT13 reaction to their s/o doing “can you take out my tampon? it's stuck” trend on them

Request: since you're doing tiktok trends, can you do OT13 reaction to "can you take out my tampon? it's stuck" trend? 😂

A/N: bahahah it's not that im doing tt trends, it's more of, im getting tt trend requests XD but ig it's the same thing lmao. i think atp you guys should send me links for the trends so that i don't end up doom scrolling 😂 i wasn't aware of this trend [as always, no surprise here] and some of them were genuinely so cute and funny, i think i lost it. some were a bit eh ykwim? [and i think most of them were staged...........]. anyway—

Panics immediately, refuses to even think about it — Seungcheol, Dino

he’s shaking his head before you even finish the sentence. hands in the air and already halfway across the room. he loves you but that is above his pay grade. muttering “nope nope nope” while begging you to never put him in this position again. in the end, he prepares himself to get down on his knees and help. i am not taking it to any suggestive alley, i promise!

Flustered but actually tries to problem-solve — Joshua, Jun, Wonwoo, Minghao

he actually freezes for a solid five seconds as if his brain needs to reboot. then he’s like, “wait– is this a medical emergency?? do we need to go to the hospital??” he doesn’t want to do it but he’s genuinely worried, so he’s googling solutions before trying to intervene himself. he'll prefer not doing it himself and that's not because he's grossed or anything but because he doesn't trust him to do it right 🤡

Overdramatic and loud about it — BSS

he screams like you just asked him to perform open-heart surgery. flops onto the couch and acts like he’s going to faint. he might joke about needing “protective gear” or call for backup. 100% makes it a performance, but you can tell he’s so fucking terrified. but in the end he's like: come on babe, sit on me 🥲 tf you guys mean????????

Calm but lowkey horrified — Woozi, Vernon

he looks like he’s completely unbothered and calmly asking questions like “okay… how stuck are we talking?” but internally he’s SO nervous! every tiny detail makes him squirm, yet he refuses to show panic because he wants to be the ‘responsible one.’ he might even offer to help… but only after making you promise you’ll never put yourself in this position again [otherwise he'll have to step in again...] the whole time he’s deadpan, but his eyes are so wide.

Laughs but is curious (??) — Mingyu

at first he thinks you’re joking and bursts out laughing. when he realizes you’re serious, he stares at you like 🤨 “you trust me with that??” part horrified, part honored. he might offer help in a weirdly calm way, but not without ten thousand jokes about it later.

Acts like he’s totally fine but is internally screaming — Jeonghan

smirks and pretends to be unbothered, like “sure, babe, hand me the tweezers.” he’s playing it cool on the outside, but if you look close his ears are bright cherry red. the teasing never ends afterwards, but he highkey secretly prays to God that you never actually make him do it again.

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me and my moots after saying the most batshit things:

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a very cute and very drenched shua-maroll

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Joshua Hong: gentleman, menace to society (pt 4) (3) (2) (1) as quoted by maknae line (and the fake maknaes) Best Friends #2 || Truman Show #2 || SVT Game Caterers || Workman 2 || Insomnia Zero III #1

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Artist: kookiechimm on ig

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Hi Celeste do you have that desi hc with individual members in each part instead of all of them in all like you did? I know this sounds rude and I know it's hard to write but if it's possible maybe you can distinguish or put at least few of them separately? I'm sorry if it's too much. You can just ignore it or say no. I just asked because I was curious about it. Thank you so much for writing it anyway!!

hie! i do have my first draft with the members categorized, actually!

it's the same thing but instead of all of them being together, they're slotted

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hey, just in case it wasn’t clear or mentioned anywhere, i’m desi by heritage and culture!! cosmopolitan me says everything i say comes from that lived perspective ✌🏻

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OT13 and their desi s/o

Request: Desi reader x svt headcanons? Just an idea

A/N: i went to my desi friends to let them check it as i was scared of misappropriation lol. okay so here’s a little behind-the-scenes — we were talking about which boys fit which category bc i was confused about woozi’s placement lol and moved woozi back and forth between 1,2 and 4 because imo he’s good with languages but also not exactly the type to “surprise you” with them 😭 we were seeing all of them doing all of these, and i finally just put all 13 in every category and let the readers figure it out bc of @nerdycheol genius suggestion lmao. writing this kind of stuff really puts me in my own little world, imagining them in my head, and i’m so grateful to my friends @nerdycheol and @callisrecords for helping me sort it out and making sure i didn’t misstep anywhere 💗

A/N #2: editing this to add and clarify that i’m desi by heritage and culture! consulting my desi friends wasn’t me replacing my own knowledge, but instead ,me getting a broader view than my own and making sure everything stays accurate and respectful in my writing. my intent was, and remains, to write respectfully and thoughtfully, and that is exactly what i did.

check this out incase you wanted members to be categorized

Eats everything you make like it’s the best thing ever — Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun, Hoshi, Wonwoo, Woozi, Dokyeom, Mingyu, Minghao, Seungkwan, Vernon, Dino

he doesn’t even care if it’s too spicy for him bc boy will be sweating but still going back for seconds. he hypes you up endlessly about your cooking, brags to the others about it, and begs you to teach him. secretly writes down the recipe when you make something so he can surprise you later with it.

Fascinated by your traditions and culture — Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun, Hoshi, Wonwoo, Woozi, Dokyeom, Mingyu, Minghao, Seungkwan, Vernon, Dino

he asks so many questions, e.g., about holidays, family customs, meanings behind some rituals. he thinks it’s beautiful and feels special that you willingly share it with him. loves listening to your childhood stories and gets soft when you show him old photos. he also especially loves it when he gets to participate in something that's very unique to desi people.

Wants to match you in different ways — Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun, Hoshi, Wonwoo, Woozi, Dokyeom, Mingyu, Minghao, Seungkwan, Vernon, Dino

he notices the way you dress for events or wear traditional jewelry and tries to coordinate just a little. sometimes it’s subtle, like matching colors, other times he’ll go all out and ask if he can wear something traditional too. he loves blending your worlds together and showing off that he belongs with you.

Secretly loves learning the language through you — Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun, Hoshi, Wonwoo, Woozi, Dokyeom, Mingyu, Minghao, Seungkwan, Vernon, Dino

he starts picking up words you use often and repeat them back to you until he gets them right. sometimes he’ll surprise you by using a phrase at the perfect moment and watching your face go from shocked to lit up. he loves the intimacy of having “your” words, even if he’s clumsy with them.