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20 July 2025

Dear God,

I am actually in a point where whatever Your will is, I will accept it and I am confident that it would be the best. When I asked You what were You trying to teach me from my rejected visa situation, these are my realizations:

- Perhaps, You wanted me to ask it from You. What I felt was not unwavering faith, but complacency. I do apologize for this.

- Contrary, There was a moment, I doubted this and You are aligning my intentions.

I know God, You want to quiet me as sometimes I am missing Your character. Before anyone else, I just want to say, may Your presence and power would go before us, and please meet me there. I am excited to hear and listen to You, without distractions, doubts and without myself, my thoughts, recalibrate my mind and reset my heart. Less of me, more of You.

I pray God, for my visa to Kyrgyzstan, for Jelyn’s birthday to be smooth and stress-free. I pray that You will equip us, and this travel will glorify You, alone. Now, I understand Lord, God, and You know me so well. 😉 I love You God!!!

May we meet people, whom we can pray, may we discover more about You in every situation and may we see Your creation, how beautiful those would be.

May the Holy Spirit remind me to be GRATEFUL and to see Your GOODNESS in every situation.

Lord, I am surrendering this travel to You, You are our ultimate Tour Guide. All these, I ask, in the mighty name of Jesus, Amen.

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5 June 2025

Dear God,

This is my prayer.

I like him and I am praying that if he is the one, I am confident that You will make a way. And if he is the husband you want for me, it’s You who will make it happen. He will see You, Jesus, He will dreamed about You, He will be curious about You and He will choose to follow You. I pray for the transformation. I pray God, by the end of this month, he will express His intentions boldly, clearly and explicitly. That I would know, it’s from You.

However, if he is not the one. Please remove this from my heart. Lord, if this is not from You, take it away — and take the desire with it. Give me the strength to let go of confusion and wait for what is real and honoring to You

But I know God you want me to learn from this. Asking for your grace and mercy. I will trust You will all my heart.

In Jesus’ Name I pray Amen.

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May 10, 2025

Verse: Genesis 2:15-25

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5 April 2025

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17 March 2025

Dear God,

I am writing this for Mosesa to know that you miss her and you want her to seek You again, to have faith, to love You and to obey You.

Mosesa and her sister’s visa to Japan is approved, and she will be able to see the beauty of Your creation. She will experience the healing that she can’t even utter to You. You will hold her, again.

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27 January 2025

Day 1 with John :

John 1

My takeaway from this verse is that God has been loving us since the very beginning as He already knew that we will be needing Jesus to save us from our sins.

“He came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God, who were born, not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man, but of God.”

‭‭John‬ ‭1‬:‭11‬-‭13‬ ‭ESV‬‬

This verse has struck on me. He came to His “own” this line shows how sacrificial His love for us. There’s a full contentment and assurance that once we receive Jesus, we have the right to be the children of God and how amazing that we are born and under His will— which is always pleasing and perfect.

John 1, also emphasizes that there will be people who will doubt the power of Jesus, but we are now the witnesses of His Glory and Faithfulness and our role is to share the testimony of His Goodness.

• It was started from John, who said that they found the Mesiah, then andrew peter philip nathaniel believed him. John has faith and believed that Jesus is the Mesiah. No questions asked, they knew that He is the son of God.

Heavenly Father Lord, God, Jesus,

I don’t know sometimes I feel like I am not qualified to share the gospel as you know of my sinful nature, however, I know God that Like John and Your disciples, I know that You have chosen me. I humbly repent and confess all my sins and I pray that You will forgive me Jesus, I don’t want to be legalistic nor complacent of the grace that You have given me, but Lord, I want to live my life with You in every minute of it.

I pray as I start meeting people, I pray to be a salt and light, to share the gospel of truth and to know You along the way. All my personal desires, You know it Lord God, but may Your will be done.

Thank you Jesus, I will always seek You with all my heart.

In Jesus’ Name I pray, Amen 🙏🏻

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5-10, January 2025

2025 Faith Goals:

Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus. Finally!! I am here again, doing this. I miss you Jesus! I miss talking to you. I just want to say sorry for my shortcomings, for abusing Your grace and for doing things that fall short of your glory. But God, as I always say, I will always fight my position in Your Kingdom and I will crawl back to You.

Past years, I know I have been distracted, but I thank the Holy Spirit for dwelling in me, for saving me. Lord God, 2024 was year of abundance but I was not fulfilled because this year I did things were not honoring You. That’s why Lord, God, allow me to be Your daughter, please give me the discipline and the desire to seek You and to have a fresh encounter with You.

Nonetheless Lord, I am grateful of Your blessings, your protection and Your redirection. Whatever I am feelings, You never failed to make me feel loved and chosen. I am humbling myself in the name of Jesus, that my heart is absolutely surrendered in Your name and my life will only be dedicated to the purpose you have for me.

As I present my prayers and petition, know that I will not control of these but Your might hands. Give me a child-like faith to believe and a bold heart to accept whatever You have prepared for me. I trust You with all my heart and I will not lean on my understanding, I submit my ways and I declare in Jesus’ name that You will keep my paths straight.

Personal:

My relationship with You will have a fresh encounter. The thirst and the passion to seek You everyday

To represent Jesus in my workplace - compassionate and forgiving

To be the salt and light wherever I go, the boldness to share the gospel.

My prophetic gift to be used for Your glory

For my heart to be always ready when You call me to go to new location, direction or season

CEO Light and Warmth Award

Promotion/ Career Advancement

New place to live that is near to my mission

Safe Travels to PH and Taiwan for my vacation

Freed from sin of the flesh and bulimia

Healthy Body and consistent fitness journey

Financial Breakdown— savings savings savings

To travel to : Canada, UAE and Georgia

To be in a Christ-centered relationship with a man of God (please do not test me God, and do not awaken love if it’s not time)

To work in excellence, launch creative projects and to elevate my skills — communication , data analysis and excel

Discipline in studying the Word of God

Lord if you want me now to move, please grant the desires of my heart and I pray You will present it to me.

Family

Forgiveness, Unity and Salvation of my family especially ate mikka and Papa

For them to have relationship with You, Lord

To attend to Church when I visit PH this year

To minister to them especially to Papa, Ate and GR

Healing for all of us

Financial Breakthrough and Good Health for all of us

Long life and successful operation of Lolo

Ate Mikka : To heal her heart and surrender her identity to You Lord, to grow her faith In You, and to marry the one for Him—Godly man pls 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

GR: Forgiveness , Maturity and Healing. Marealize niya po sana mga mali niya

Friends:

Kalay : Fresh encounter with You. To have the fire in Seeking You. Remove Brian from her life if that relationship is not honoring You. Protect her from false identity and relationship

Cess : Financial Breakthroughs for her family. Ryan will serve the church. Kaleb’s good health and social skills development. Protection for whole family

Jomil and Allen : Spiritual Growth as a family. Financial Breakthroughs and use their marriage to minister to married couples. May their marriage testimony will be shared to honor You. Linggay and Ragsak’s good health. Jomil will be reelected as Councilor of Taguig City.

Kel and Inah: Successful wedding and beginning of a Christ-Centered marriage. May you lead them to a Christian community

Dudong& Yvet: Man of God and spiritual breakthrough. Dudong will be a Councilor

FD : Fresh encounter and the thirst to seek You. I pray God, in Your time, You will make it happen, for him to be back in Hilton Clark. I also pray that he will get the job in Hilton Manila

Belz: Bless them with a baby this 2025 Lord God 🙏🏻 and provision upon provisions

Ate Tere and Kuya John : Gift of Travel and rest. Financial Breakthroughs and strength — physically and mentally. Kuya John’s promotion/ salary increase.

Church and Life Group

To be more active in leading the LG, to be more intentional to catch fishes. Evangelical path

Spiritual growth and discipline

To be more active in the ministry

Nessa’s baptism, and may you make a way for her marriage.

Marj : Man of God and marriage

Zara : Provision and Marriage

Jelyn: Acceptance of spiritual gift and is able to use it for Your Glory

Rochille : Provision and marriage

Andeng : New path and marriage

KZ : Career growth, rest and missional marriage

Abi : Spiritual breakthrough and baby

Jam ; Provision and spiritual awakening.

Shirley : Provision and for Shiela to know and seek You

Celerina : career promotion and spiritual fire

Neeca : Marriage

Dessa : New location and marriage

Company

Hilton Doha The Pearl : Provision, kind team members, business growth and excellence

Lord God, know that these prayers, belong to You and I ask these in the name of Jesus. I pray God that You will grant anything that is aligned to your will.

I love you God! I give all my praises to You in Jesus Name I pray, Amen.

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23 November 2024 | Qatar.

Lord, I want to live in Japan…

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Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, I just want to present my prayers today.

▫️Lord I pray that I will win the CEO Light and Warmth award so I can share how rewarding working for You and to be a channel of blessing through that prize. But if You think that it will only glorify myself, I will accept that it is not for me, do not give it to me. Always check my heart Lord God. Thank you for this word :

“In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭5‬:‭16‬ ‭NIV‬‬

▫️Am I going to really lose weight? Please give me the wisdom and the strength Lord, the will power to do it for You as my body is the temple of the Holy Spirit. Help me endure my work outs

▫️ What do you want me to do?

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15 October 2024 | 11:51 PM

Dear Father God,

I am back.. writing— to You. I miss this way to conversing with You and I am writing my prayers in the Name of Jesus.

Lord God, I want to thank You first, for the wisdom, provision, blessing, pruning, reminders, love, comfort, direction and recognition.

Lord, I am in a state where I am expecting a recognition. CEO Light and Warmth Award, Career Breakthrough, Exchange Program and the transfer.

But now Lord, Is it right to say that I don’t want to think about these anymore especially if there’s a slight stain of self glorification, then I don’t want it God.

CEO Light and Warmth Award : This is a big award, God. I was only imaging before, but now I am nominated. Honestly, If I will ask in Your Name, I want to it! I want to share how Your works have put me in this situation How representing Jesus could go beyond I could ever imagine, and the prize? Missions, my savings, and my family. I want to bring back all the Glory to You, God. Although, whatever happens, I know, You and Your affirmation is enough. If this award will not help me share the word, then God, it’s okay. You are more than enough.

I also want to pray Lord, God…

Your told me Your WORD for me is “New Location”

Lord, question, is transferring to Bahrain your will?

If yes, God, can You make a way for me? I will not do anything… I will station myself and wait for You. If this position will be laid out right before my eyes, I will have my peace Lord, I will obey, I will follow You. I don’t want to make any move Lord, because as I move, I am seeing the salary and the title. I don’t want it. I don’t want to anchor my decisions in worldly possessions. Whatever it is, know that it’s fine with me as long as You are beside me.

Lastly, I love You. Thank You Lord, God. Thank You. I will wait for You. 🙏🏻

As I open Your word, I just want comfort and give me the Word : Philippians 4.

Lord, have Your Way. All these I ask, in Jesus’ Name I pray, Amen. 🙏🏻

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21 April 2024

Today, I want to confess that I am struggling to a sin which has been my sin before I became a Christian. Lord, I will do everything to draw closer and closer to you and I pray that I will be delivered from this old self sin. I will not let drive me this and I know I am bound to be Holy. I am sorry Lord God. I am really sorry.

I will always crawl back to you God.I will never let this sin separate me from Your Love. Jesus, please always be with me. 🙏🏻🙏🏻

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30 December 2023

Before this day ends, for the first time Lord God, you want me to write this prayer for myself. Lord, please transform my heart to be contented with the cup of blessings you have given me. My prayer is to focus on You, to serve You and to serve Your people.

I humble myself and I want to ask if I heard You right, January 7, 2024 will be the day which You will bless me with a career breakthrough and finances. Please Lord, protect my heart, mold my character. May humility and compassion be with me forever. I know that would be a start of huge responsibility, please give me strength and wisdom. I need You Lord God, I couldn’t do it without You.

Always speak to me. Make Yourself known to me Lord God. In Jesus’ Name I pray, Amen.

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26 December 2023; 1:31 a.m.

Heavenly Father Lord, Jesus Christ,

Today I feel so overwhelmed by the things I have on my plate. Sometimes, I wonder why did you design me like this, why I couldn’t settle for less, why I couldn’t accept the bare minimum. I feel so tired. The good thing about this season Lord is, I know, I couldn’t make it without YOU. If this challenging season would lead me closer to You, I don’t mind waiting, in vain, or even if it’s vague.

This promotion Lord God feels so close yet so far. Nonetheless, I only have 3 prayers—

• Do not let me focus on my desire. I only want to fix my eyes on You, Jesus. Please give me the grace, joy and the peace, whatever Your will is, speak to me, comfort me, congratulate me, I only want You and I in this journey. Make me understand that Your plans are always better than mine. Please Lord, don’t let me dwell on this. I will work for You and with You.

•Prepare my heart. I want to receive this blessing with the goal of blessing others as well— my family, people in need and the team members whom I can inspire and share my wisdom which comes from You. May this promotion open a lot of channels where I can bless and influence people that the God whom I am representing is the reason why I work in excellence

•I pray for faith and contentment Lord. I want to enjoy the cup You have given me.

As You want me to write this, I know Lord God You are with me in this purpose. Please Lord, always check my heart.

As I open the bible(randomly) I pray for Your word. I invite the Holy spirit to speak to me so boldly and clear:

book of Jeremiah.

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31 August 2023

Dear God,

I just want to talk to you right now. First is, sorry for today as I was very irritated. I wasn’t able to represent Jesus. 😭 Please help me tame my tongue, Lord 🙏🏻.

Also, Lord God, I want to be honest with you. I feel so tired. Sometimes, I felt like weighing the tasks that I have and I start questioning if those are worthy. But Lord, I don’t want to work for position, convenience, I just want to work for and with You. I pray for your wisdom everyday and strength. Please Lord, change my heart, I want to be more compassionate. 🙏🏻

I would also like to ask Lord, If it’s your will to promote me, I pray it would be a channel of blessings as well. I rebuke any arrogance and competitiveness as my competence only comes from You, alone. If I am bound to get marry, please let You speak to that person and give him the courage to speak to me and pursue me. I also pray Lord for the work week analysis. Please give me the intelligence and the ideas on how to perfectly execute it.

Lord God, I thank You for the every day life. Today is another day. I want to be compassionate more than anything. We thank You Lord, we glorify You, in Jesus Name, I pray, Amen 🙏🏻

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10 June 2023 | 10:27 p.m.

Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, I just spoke with Bellcy about my journey of grieving with You. Yet Lord, I want to declare that it was You who told me that she will conceive this year. I pray when that time comes, it will be a safe pregnancy. I pray Lord God that You will use her and her husband for your Kingdom. In Jesus’ Name, I pray, Amen.

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MIRACLE HEALING

JUNE 1, 7:20 PM

Dear God,

Just now, my aunt told me that my mom is in 50-50. But God, this peace and comfort that I feel right now, I know Lord na ikaw pa din ang may control. Praying ako God na ma-survive ito ni mama, praying for miraculous healing LORD GOD. MAY THIS BE OUR TESTIMONY. MAY THIS BE THE START OF MY FAMILY’S SALVATION. LORD GOD, PLEASE, I AM WRITING THIS FOR ONCE, PLEASE LET MY MOTHER LIVE MORE YEARS. PLEASE LORD. PLEASE. LET YOUR WILL BE DONE, PSALM 23.

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I am back!

1 April 2023

Heavenly Father Lord, Jesus!

Hello, I am back. It has been 6 months Lord since I have come here in Qatar and I could say, THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME SO MUCH. 

I know Lord that even if I don’t utter things to you, I know You what’s inside my heart. A lot has happened and most of them are breakthroughs which I am grateful for:

1. Thank you for introducing me to my spiritual family here in Qatar. I am very blessed  by their stories and faith. During those times Lord that I wanted to isolate myself, it was them who helped get through it. 

2. My workplace, wisdom - Lord, I am grateful for my colleagues. I easily adjusted, but our culture here Lord, I am praying that I could make a difference which is anchored by Your will. Sometimes, I find myself too aggressive and sometimes passive. I pray for the wisdom and the discernment in every situation, projects, reports and most importantly, dealing with people.

3. Letting go of my stronghold. -  Lord, finally!!!!!! I am okay, and it’s okay na hindi pala siya Lord, I want to say sorry for refusing it to hear during those times that You are calling me. But I know God that it was Your perfect timing -- with grace, with love and with assurance. Lord, I don’t know yet Your will for me when it comes to having a family. But God, I sincerely pray Lord na, my heart should only belong to You, only YOU. Nobody could still it from You. If You will lead me Lord to the one You want for me, please Lord, it should be a Godly man who lives by  ��Matthew 22:37-39, tall, handsome, works at airline as I want a missional marriage Lord. That we could travel the world with the blessings You’ve given us, him - airfare, I -hotel expense. This is just my preference Lord na parang alam kong impossible at the end of the day, LET YOUR WILL BE DONE. Lord, teach me to live life that You, JESUS and GOD are enough. I want to fully be sold to you. If my path is to be single, make it easy to me to accept it with grace and love. I know Lord, YOU are my husband, heavenly perspective. I pray Lord if the time comes that You would present that man to me, We are loving You with all our hearts, soul and mind.

4. Glorifying Parents, Lord, still prating for the provision for my travel this year. But God, prepare my heart Lord to pray for my parents and siblings, please Lord, give me the boldness to share the gospel to them. Let me declare Your words to them and may they accept Jesus as their savior.

5. EN Conference, Cape Town, South Africa. Lord kayo na po bahala, but I pray God that You will give me wisdom sa finances, I know God You want me there I just pray Lord God, that You will guide me on how I save money, I have a lot of worries but Lord God, You planted this to me, I want to obey You even if I think I have so many limitations but walking this with You, I believe, nothing is impossible. 

I feel so relived Lord that I am able to speak to you again right now, and I want to do this everyday with You! I pray Lord for my discipline, wisdom and death to myself. ALWAYS.

I love You Lord, I will always go back to You. I honor and may all my actions glorify YOU, In Jesus’ Name, I pray. AMEN.