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'That' friend.

one day, i asked one of my friends

"why don't you hang out with your circle anymore?"

and honestly i expected something

like "oh, i just want to be alone for a while"

or "i'm busy lately, with works and whatnot"

or a "nah, i'd rather stay at home and sleep"

but she answered me with something

that surprised me completely:

"when in a group of friends, do you notice the one that has to walk behind when the road isn't big enough?

the one that speaks less and gets cut off in the middle of a conversation?

the one that asks the rest of the group to hang out to make sure he or she gets included?

the one that tries to joke so hard just to make their friends laugh?

the one that plans a surprise party for the rest of the group while the group forgets their birthday?

the one that feels it doesn't matter if they come or not because it won't affect anyone?

that's me.

and even though i saw it coming from long way before,

it still hurts.

people says breaking up with your lover is hard, but what they forget is the fact that it's even harder to break up with your friends."

— m.k.,

'that' friend.

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Hi✋

Hi ❤️

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"I never doubted you for a second but since yesterday it changed, sorry"

-AIA

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Perfection.

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You are.

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I'm so sorry, but I can't let you in

A.I.A

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she got a cold heart but a warm soul

-A.I.A

picture source @softgrunge on twitter

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If you relate to being an introvert, follow me @introvertunites.

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I just found it so related

kata orang orang, aku itu jahat, kasar, ga pernah mikirin perasaan orang lain, jutek, judes, serem, jahat, mengintimidasi, tapi little did they know there's story behind my attitude, i used to be such a happy child, after my parents got divorced, my mom bankrupt, everything's changed when i was just a little child. i grew up too fast, my trust for anyone are gone i couldn't even trust my brother, i mean, my own father left without explaining anything to me or a simple goodbye, how am i gonna trust the other? so i started building all those wall around me, bitchin to everyone, started a fight without no reason, talking bluntly, but i'm doing that to hide all the pain, now everything is too much, everybody's scared of me, they're talking shit about me behind my back, i remember when i have a group of friends they always ended up leaving me. but right now i always try to see the positive of everything, now i'm trying to change myself, my mood is getting better, now i'm not ashamed of showing any emotions or affections, people said i'm fun to be around, i got boyfriend, plenty of friends even tho some of them are fake af, but sometimes change is good right? remember even when you tried so hard to be nice some people will decide to pissed you off and keep telling you that you're not enough or everything, spread bad rumor about you, just remember YOU'RE DOING GOOD, YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH, AND EVENTUALLY PEOPLE WILL SEE THE NICE SIDE OF YOU ─Written by ha.iz Well, I don't know who created this. I just found it on official account in line called positive plants💓

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Maybe there’s something you’re afraid to say, or someone you’re afraid to love, or somewhere you’re afraid to go. It’s gonna hurt. It’s gonna hurt because it matters

John Green (via psych-facts)

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Happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder

Unknown (via psych-facts)

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6 Ways to Really Love the People in your Life

1. Tell them how great they are and how much you appreciate them.

2. Be genuine and real in your relationships. Don’t pretend and wear a mask but share your true, authentic self.

3. Note, however, that being genuine doesn’t mean always dumping your garbage on those around you. Be respectful of their needs and feelings too – and recognise that we influence and affect others’ moods. That is, we can choose to either brighten or pollute the atmosphere.

4. Be a great listener. We feel loved and valued when others really listen to us (and demonstrate they’re listening through their nonverbal cues).

5. Don’t try to fix, change and make them into different people. Instead, provide them with the freedom to simpy be themselves.

6. We don’t have to agree with, or respect, each others’ choices in order to have a good relationship with them. We can still be kind, and just agree to disagree.

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