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Going tonight to investigate the Morse Mill Hotel. Will post pictures soon.

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Just to let everyone I’m here safe and sound.

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10 posts!

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Leaving in the morning. Next stop Saint Louis.

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Ok UPDATE....I will be leaving Tuesday. I will post more on the day I leave. Wish me a safe trip.

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This time next week I’ll be in Missouri. Yay!!

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Well another day in hell...I hope today is better, or what’s left of it. She came home early this morning, like 3:30am, and is still in the bedroom. Dogs are quiet but haven’t gone out, I can only imagine that they have gone on the puppy pads. No one likes taking the dogs out. I understand, I don’t. However what is going to happen once I’m gone. My son will be home in about an hour. I think she said she off Tuesday and Wednesday. I’m going to order a pizza for dinner tonight.

Soon....but then I will have to deal with my original issues.

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SONG SAYS IT ALL (except it's not Monday,lol)

Yep it's raining and I'm so depressed, the rain just makes it worse. I'm sitting here wishing I was leaving tomorrow. So I don't have to deal with her anymore...I mean I'm still going to have to she's married to my son. But I won't have to deal with the verbal abuse I get from her.

Since Dec I've dropped 17 pounds. I know a lot of people say congratulations on your loss. But it's due to not eating. So you see if you don't buy it you can't eat it. Trust me, I've been yelled at for eating something of hers. Depression doesn't help either, but then again I wouldn't be depressed if I didn't have to deal with her. So lately I try to stay to myself until it's time to leave.

Last night, while making dinner, I accidentally broke the oil bottle I got her for Christmas. I cried oil was all over the place. I don't know if my son told her or not but I replaced it. She was getting ready for work last night and she misplaced a bag and swore up and down she put it in the kitchen. She said out loud "I'm tired of putting my stuff down and it gets moved!" To which I replied I didn't touch it. I got yelled at by her saying didn't say you did so stop assuming things. There are three people here, I knew goddamn well she was meaning me. She yells at my son all the time and calls him names like idiot or stupid. Like he tells me mom she's just like her mother. There are a few choice words I would like to say, but my son seems to love her and I don't want to hurt him. I just hope that one day she wakes up. The world doesn't revolve around her.

10 days and counting.......

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I had a shitty ass day. First off I asked my grown adult son, "you know today is your dad's Birthday?" She opens mouth and says "yes he knows!" I was you got to be kidding. Then he asked her what did she say? Instead of say mom what did you say? She then said she asked you if you knew it was dad's birthday. I was floored. I couldn't believe that she was taking it upon herself to answer for him. He's 21 she's 19, I'm sure he can speak for himself.

Then her brother keep call and texting him and her both and when they didn't answer her came over. He and his girlfriend wanted me to watch the baby...the fucking asshole was off today. My son asked why he, her brother, couldn't watch the baby, since he was off. He replied I don't trust myself around the baby. Now I just learned he told his girlfriend to stop taking the pill so they can have a baby. Ok...if you can't trust yourself with her baby, what makes you think you could be trusted around your own. Her side of the family is strange.

Now I had not eaten since last night so she when she went to go get my son it was way early. When they came home they had gotten burger king. They say it was free food, I highly doubt it, but anyway why not message me and ask if I wanted any thing? Not it's about 5pm. I still haven't eaten, mind you I'm diabetic and it's been Twenty four hours since I last ate. I popped me some popcorn to tide me over until she leaves to go to work. Which then I ordered and ate at 8:30pm. I now have 12 days until I leave. Yay!! My son said he'll miss me, however I know she won't.

It's time to go to be, he goes in at 6am and she comes home at 8:30am. Fun! Not!

Goodnight ya'll

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Well my box was picked up today. Now i have two weeks left here. My honey has made a new place for me to set up my desk so as the boy don't look over my shoulders.

I can't wait to have my computer back. I love this tablet but I miss my designing and being creative.

My room is empty except for a bed and dresser. Oh, and my luggage. It echos in here. I hate moving again, and he wants to move out of missouri and possibly arkansas. He didn't want to move where I was. Which kinda pisses me off i move for everone but no one wants to move for me. Did I said I fucking hate moving? I've been moving my entire life.

Well I guess I better get to bed. I have to finish dishes and take the dogs out, because I know she won't do it.

Nite all

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What else can happen?

I’m tired and I have until March 2, to finish this. Yesterday I watched the baby again putting everything I need to do, on hold. I thank my son who loves to volunteer his mother to baby sit. They dropped him off at 3pm and picked him up at 11pm. Then being told by a 19 yr old girl that I basically didn’t know what I was doing. However she married my 21 yr old son, who I raised.  NOOOOO, I don’t know what I’m doing. (I say with a smirk). Right now she’s wanting to sleep but the dogs are barking. I haven’t been out of my room but once, and that was to pee. They (she) wanting me out of their house so they can be alone. Now she's expecting a baby and will have to deal with the two dogs and and a baby while I’m gone. I was the one who provided the food about 250 a month, 200 in rent, 25 in gas to drive me anywhere. I don’t think that they (she) considered all the facts before they wanted me out. It will be rough, but I will spoil my grandbaby.  

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Today has been an uneventful day. Supposed to be getting some packing down so I can leave on March 16th. But as a mother I am called to duty, I've got to watch my daughter-in-laws nephew. We'll see how tonight turns out, my daughter in law is pregnant and she hurt her shoulder don't know if she'll be going into work tonight and she's going to get my son. I will take over the baby spot.

I hope to have all of my stuff inside the U-Box by Monday I believe it's the first they'll be here the second to pick it up. I have to check my flight but I believe it’s early in the morning non-stop to St Louis on the 16th.

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My Paranormal Bucket List

I have been to a few places on my list already, and I plan on writing a book on my travels and experiences. 

The Exorcist House - I didn’t go in, it has owners. Also Been to the places where the boy was taken during possession. The hospital part have been taken down. I also went to the church to where he was taken. I have pictures and will post.

The Lemp Mansion - Haven’t been inside it but will soon. I have some of the outside I will be posting. Picture is Lemp Brewery.

Alcatraz - This was one of the best place I’ve been too. Was there all day and it does have a creepy vibe. I will be making plans to go back and possibly doing a night tour. pictures will be posted.

Stanley Hotel - If you haven’t been I suggest you go. We walked around, wasn’t able to go on the tour got there too late. I plan on going back. Pictures will be posted.