myriadmadmusings

[myriadmadmusings]

I have to be alone very often. I'd be quite happy if I spent from Saturday night until Monday morning alone in my apartment. That's how I refuel.

Audrey Hepburn

It’s taken me a long time to start to work on accepting the fact that I enjoy my alone time and to start to understand there is nothing wrong with that.  My whole life I’ve always felt like there was something wrong with me because I would rather stay home alone with the freedom to do anything or nothing at all than to attend parties or go out socializing.  

Working and socializing throughout the week wears my energy down so much that I NEED that alone time to recover.  It is vital, and what I’m working on now is to have the ability to not make excuses for that, to own it and understand that if the people around me can’t accept that about me then that’s a problem I don’t own the responsibility for solving.