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[mysimplethought]

i know why it ended, i know we weren’t meant to be, but why do i still miss it, why do i still miss him

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they say that they always come crawling back. well why didn’t he?

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is him not coming back a reflection of me or of him?

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we’ve been doing this for years now

are we somehow more than we’d like to admit?

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what if he’s my one day

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there’s always going to be some part of me that will have love for you, love for what we had. i think that’s the hardest part about moving on. is knowing that the amount of time i spent with you will always be less than the time i will spend thinking about you

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the thing is, if you ever came back, if you ever told me that you changed your mind, that you wanted me. i think it would be too late. the damage is done. you chose to have a life without me in it and i would never be able to look past that.

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i want to be the person you think of when you’re lying next to her doubting your choices, asking yourself if you’ve made a mistake, realizing you regret letting me go

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sometimes i like to look at old pictures of us to see if i was actually happy or not

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you’re supposed to support me. but you don’t even believe in me.

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give me someone to be excited about

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do your thing universe

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some days i miss the me before you

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i sacrifice so much to be where i want to be in life sometimes i wonder if it’s even worth it anymore

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i think i’ve gotten to the point when i can go days without thinking about you, soon enough months will go by, and then years and one day you’ll just be some person that I knew in passing a lifetime ago

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i miss having someone to be excited about

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when you think of me, i hope you think of me kindly. but that’s unfair because everytime i think of you, i try so hard to remember the bad things just so i could continue to get over you