mytrustymoosetimbit

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the thing about me is i am trying so hard 95% of the time. nad then the other 5% i am also trying jsut not as hard

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seriously whey did i have sucha gay dream. like i ltierally had sex with at aleast four women and none of them were ones i actually have crushes on. anditwas just like one afer another i just like teleported to another one every time i came, liek a compulsion. wtfeven. also this is ethe sedcond sex dream with coleyand andat least two of them were afaik sraight (cant remember the forth one)

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when ami going to get creative agian tho. like i just wanna be able to write something and focus and be abe to do naything with a goal that i can actually complete. im so tired of working all thetime and i don;t even work all the time its only 4 daysa week and so i should be able to do more. but i dont i cant im weak and a fialure vecuz when i get home all i do is tumblr or read fnanfic and i have ril responsibilities that need to get done but i csnt focus on any of them. and the world is falling apart and idk how emotions work anymorei just wanna sleep for like 5 days maye then eberything would be better.

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well-meaning people like her are going to destroy the country. i know she doesnt see it that way but suggestible parents are going to believe her out-of-context studies and pseudoscience and kids are going to die of preventable diseases. how ccan peopel who love God be so unintentionally evil

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don't uunderstand straight women at all tbh. dunno how i ever thought iwas one like. why do they think bland men are hotter than literally any woman. actually why do they think men in general are hotter than women. yes i am maried to a man but he is onlly hot bc i love him

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at the risk of oversharing on the oversharing website I just wanna say that I am disappointed in my manic self for not doing anythign useful with this energy like there's no creativitiy for me to harness i just realy want cake and to dance around and to scream and squeal becuas elife is sproingy rn and also voice acting is fun and i sometimes just want to stupidly fuck up my life by doing random shit like my life is a movie and there are no real consequences but also i know there are consequences wow spelled that right twic ein a row no im not ddrunk this is all natural babuuey

oh yeah i could just post this on anonhuh that's what i made this account for lmao how could i forget ssilly me. also it's full of typos which is the point bc i dont care about it ya woohoo ducktales woo-oo but that's too revfealing eh so pretend that's not there if you know me no you odnt

but yeah david tennatns voice is infecteing my briain forever and ever and i cant even hate it but also it is not helping. do i need meds or just sleep idk fuck i just spilled frosting on me

remember when i was so obsessed and then i finished the show in 5 days barely doing anything else it was so great. bring that back (no dont i cant survive another one as a fucking adult why is being a human so hard i need to become a bug.)

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probably i coujld be a furry if i wasn't too lazy to like make a fursona and stuff

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don't lose hope don't lose hopedon'tlosehopedontlosehope-

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i mean i don't want anyontt to find this blog obfiously but sometimes i wish i had less serious stuff i wish the WORLD was less serious stuff so i could post dumb shit on main and it not be like i don't care about things bc i DO i just. sometimes i need a little joy & whimsy. yknow

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like obviously i do love him and don't regret marrying him but damn sometimes i wish i could have a good ol' meet-cute queer romance bc there are so many attractive ppl in this world. and i just wonder what it would be like to kiss a girl (fine okay maybe a specific girl but i'm not picky). so yeah

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all we are is

anisleofflightlessbirds wefindourworth in, giving birthandstuff

we'reliningourhomesagainstwindingroadsandwethinkthegoingis tough we pick

songs to sing remindusofthings that nobody caresaboutand

honestly, we're probably

more suicidal than ever, now

if you decide to live by

what you think's wrong and what's right

thenbelievemeyou'llbegintowishyouweresleepin'yourweepin'willcreepinyourheadandyou'll cry

butifwe wake up every morning

and decide what we believe

we can takeapart our veryheart and the light will set us free.

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like not solely; i don't mind being called she but. for years now ive thought 'couldn't i just be a person not a girl/woman' and yknow they is all fine and good but it somemhow still feels too gendered. and neopronouns confuse me/i haven't seen any that seem to fit

this is the place to say that hey maybe i wanna use it/its pronouns. maybe. idk yet

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this is the place to say that hey maybe i wanna use it/its pronouns. maybe. idk yet

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the whole point of htis blog is to not be performative why the heck is it so hard to say anything. is my brain jjust too clouded by this people pleasing society that i can't excape