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I did not take the hint, I’m kinda like herpes . Plus that was nothing . I did some far far worse . Absolutely fiendish actually

What the FUCK does this even mean

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We don’t check to make sure it undoubtedly works for its intended function. We plug it in to make sure it powers on. But not every processor is very thorough; yesterday my lead brought a Mr Coffee coffeemaker box back from the sales floor and said, “I dunno who did this yesterday but they did NOT open the box and check it. It’s full of Knick-knacks.” 🤣

Hungry? At a Goodwill in Michigan

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Thin people actually think they’ve ‘earned’ their bodies. They honestly believe their thinness is a product of their own hard work, restriction of food and exercise. People who were just born thin, eat a normal diet and go to yoga twice a week think that that’s what it takes, and cannot fathom that there are fat people out there doing the same amount of exercise or more, eating the same or (in a lot of cases) a more restrictive diet and yet remain fat.

When offered a brownie thin person would joke “oh you want me to get fat” (let’s not even touch on how they think it’s somehow bad), but they honestly think eating a brownie or liking sweets and having them every day would actually make them fat.

Like, honey, you’re a size two. You can live off brownies for a month and not move and you’ll gain at best a couple of pounds. That’s how your body works. Some bodies work like that. Others don’t.

There’s a scientific study out there that found that thin people on average eat more than fat people. Yet they remain thin. They work office jobs, and go to yoga twice a week, or they’ve romanticized going to gym for a booty blasting workout and they think that this is the hard work they’re puttig in, and that if they stop, they will pretty much overnight, automatically rocket into size 20.

Even though there are plenty examples of thin people not liking exercise while being foodies and remaining thin, they will still claim that ‘it all burns off in the hard work of taking pictures for Instagram’. Or some shit. They continue to eat fast food on the same exact rate as fat people, and they drink alcohol, which is extremely high in calories, yet they think that yoga and kale salad and a smoothie the next day solve all their problems, and fat people are just too unintelligent and lazy to do exactly that.

There are thin people being foodies and hating exercise and drinking and temaining thin, and there are thin people being gymrats and counting calories and being vegan and remaining thin and thin people an mass still don’t see anything contradictory to their gospel in those kinds of thin people coexisting, while completely disproving everything we are told about diets. It’s not about a diet, diets don’t work.

Models will claim in interviews that they have to restrict themselves severely and workout dawn till dusk just to keep up the rare body type the lottery of genes has granted them and has no intention of taking away, workout or no workout. And then they die of malnourisment.

Thin people turn to fat people and tell them to follow the diet and workout for years, because they believe, ultimately, that all the body types stem from one thin one, or a couple of types of a thin one, so there must be a way to reach it. If they have that body type naturally, they feel entitled, they feel like they tried hard enough to reach it, even if by doing virtually nothing, and other fat people are not trying hard enough.

It’s akin to a person born rich telling a poor person to try harder to win the lottery of capitalism. I’m not even talking about billionaires, it’s the same mindset in upper middle class, who believe that by being born, stepping into all the doors that are open to them and literally not bankrupting themselves in a system built to prevent that, they’ve done some hard labour and deserve that pat on the back, and a brownie, that’s their guilty pleasure, alongside cocaine or some shit.

It’s an untrue, entitled mindset that’s harmful for everyone involved, including models and thin people who feel guilty for eating, and to fat people who often themselves think the same way, that if they work hard enough, they can win the lottery of genetics.

And it takes so much hard work to break free from that mindset.

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I’ve always been fat. I remember being 5 years old and thinking I was growing boobs. It was just because I was fat. And OH GOD the itching when I was like 6 and getting stretch marks on my thighs. But my sister’s always been thin (she’s like a size 10 but she’s also 6’2” so she’s definitely thin qualifying by any standard) and we were raised eating the same shit and playing the same amount of time. It’s not my fault I’ve always been fat.

here’s the same post but less bitter/more coherent so skinny people are allowed to read it lmao

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I was forced to go to summer school after 8th grade (and didn’t get to walk in my middle school graduation) because I failed health class for not doing a speech! It really wasn’t so bad honestly, but if I hadn’t done summer school I would’ve probably had to repeat 8th grade.

I have a question that has been on my mind all morning.

In television shows and movies that have to do with schools, there always seems to be a threat of summer school if the kid’s grades aren’t high enough.

No school I have ever been to has had this. If you fail, you fail, and there’s no summer school or anything to make up for it until school starts again in the fall.

Does summer school actually exist?

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It feels good when I can push my depression aside for a few hours and actually get something done. We received the news on Saturday that we don’t even have two weeks left in Arizona. My dad told my parents’ house buyer that they wanted to move as soon as possible, so the buyers put a closing date of 5/23 on their offer. I cried when my mom told me because I wanted to at least do my full two weeks notice at work.

So anyways, I finally went in to overdrive yesterday and went in to the bedroom while my husband and roommate were watching American Psycho and I hunkered down and actually cleaned the entire bedroom. I had cleaned out my closet on Saturday anyways so we could move the last stuff out of the larger extra bedroom and have our roommate move into it since he deserves a bigger room. I did a huge purge of clothes that don’t fit me and stuff I’m likely to never wear again and ended up with 3 full trash bags of clothes for Goodwill. Now I just have a fucking huge mountain of laundry to do.

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Here’s my boy before and after adoption!! ❤️

Before vs After Adoption

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As soon as I saw the Facebook post, I thought of you and how much you loved him @pardonmewhileipanic

Fair winds and following seas Captain :(

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Some Fucked Up Shit

CW: Childhood Sexual Abuse

My mom’s step-father died on Monday. He just literally dropped dead, without warning, like he was fucking smited. I’m not sad; in fact, I’ve been waiting for this day for 15 years. He was an inflammatory person, always instigating arguments and getting everyone pissed off for no good reason other than because he felt like it. But the reason I’m glad he’s dead is because he was a child molester. He molested me starting when I was 8 or 9 (I can’t remember anymore) until I was maybe 12. I was happy to have finally received the “he’s dead” call from my mother. My reaction was, “Woah!! Seriously?!?!” When she told me. The only thing I’m sad about is that he didn’t get to suffer before he died. He was healthy and living one minute, and fell down dead the next.

Later that day, I texted my brother about how I felt bad for our Grandma, because she lost her dog the week before her birthday (on January 7th) and now her husband is dead, so January 2018 is like the worst month of her life. My brother told me he wasn’t sad when our half-brother died in 2015, but he was a little sad this time because he felt like he was finally connecting with our “grandpa” about UFOs and whatnot. So I got heavy and I told him I wasn’t sad he’s dead because he’s a child molester. It only got heavier at that point as he told me the reason he wasn’t sad when our half-brother died: because he had been molested by him. Then we exchanged stories and vented our anger and hatred towards our abusers.

It’s some really fucked up shit that we live in a world where siblings bond over their mutual experiences with childhood sexual abuse.

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how to fucking flag pedophiles

call me the fucking ~internet police~ BUT I DIDN’T KNOW UNTIL TODAY THAT THERE’S LITERALLY A COMMUNITY OF “PEDOPHILE POSITIVITY” ON THIS HELLSITE

THERE ARE PEOPLE OPENLY ADMITTING THAT THEY ARE ATTRACTED TO CHILDREN/CONSUMING CHILD PORN ON THIS WEBSITE!?!??! THERE’S 13 YEAR OLDS ON HERE!!!

so my dudes, how to flag “maps” (minor attracted people aka pedophiles)

1. click “flag this blog”

2. click “this violates tumblr’s community guildlines”

3. click “someone is at risk of harm”

4. click “harm to minors”

5. type “pedophile” in the box

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The problem is that “Southern Pride” assholes don’t think they’re evil. ☹️

Thank you!

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Reminder that Jon Arbuckle murdered Lyman in cold blood as a means to obtain Odie for his own cruel purposes

Not saying he wouldnt do this but SOURCE?????

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I’m so sad. I bought a roast today and a package of barbacoa slow cooker sauce, but I missed the part on the directions about adding water. I wouldn’t have, if I wasn’t supposed to cut the meat into chunks before adding the sauce packet, because I’ve always added liquid if I didn’t think it looked like enough when the meat was all one piece. It ended up burnt and dry as fuck. 😭 But anyways, basically we’re fucked because that was supposed to be our food until I get paid. Which is on Tuesday. So I guess we’ll be all sad and hungry eating pasta and instant mashed potatoes for the next three days. I’m just going to go to bed and go to sleep so I can’t be sad.

(At least I got to eat some of the roast. It was 2.8 lbs and the sauce packet was for 2 lbs so I cut a couple small steaks off and grilled them with salt/pepper/garlic powder. They were good.)

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VIA: https://twitter.com/legal_feminista 

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Apparently when you’re a white conservative, being a literal Nazi is less deplorable than being anti-Nazi!! I’m so fucking disgusted. @whatbigotspost