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He never used to say "kk" where the fuck did it come from!!!!
#it literally started last month#almost two years of dating and it started l a s t month!!!#it feels different#i dont like it !!
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Taking deep breaths here !!
#how does one say that it is probably something deeply wrong in my brain chemistry#and the word perfect rarely lands well with me!!!!#i never agree when he calls me that i just have more energy to deal with it than others sometimes!!!!#Perfection is smothering and overwhelming and it makes me want to pick apart everything wrong with me ever and i just don't always like it!!#like when I call him perfect its a way to like. get affection out of my system and vocalized!! it's why it's almost always sandwiched!!#but when it's tacked onto me it feels like im being like. idolized and put on this pedestal!!!!#like i c a n do wrong!!!!#i think it's quite honestly hardwired into me to fuck up!!!#it feels wrong#out of place when it comes to me#i dont know#im stupid and i need to get over it.
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Does he understand that i am not constantly fused to my phone?
#'you seemed busy'#it was like !!!!! 15 minutes between messages holy fuck!!!#baby i love you and i cannot be at your beck and call!!!#he drives me fucking psycho sometimes lordy#like im in love with him#and sometimes i do in fact wish he never got high (even though we probably wouldve ended up dating anyways.)
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Lyss being the only one who actually gets it is so,, not shocking
#Jacob is going to get it too#I know he will#Lyss and him are my 4lifers fr !!!#because#I just got accepted into the college I've wanted to go to for ages#even if i know it isnt hard to get into#i got my optics program!! i got to stay in az!! I'm *home!!*#Andd my sister and my boyfriend#barely even reacted#No y'know what#kayla will be excited for me#because she understands that things are still exciting!!!! even if they seem small#I wonder if Noah and Caylee are doing college apps yet??
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!!! Hey maybe if your tone didnt shift during a conversation where tone shifts are terrifying, I wouldn't have wussed out of texting for a second there !!!
#Like. clear tone shift#im sorry that I got flighty#but a change in tone during sex talk is scary !!
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i love him but his incessant need for self-sabotage drives me fucking psycho
#'why? :((' I don't know love#maybe because you've been complaining all fucking week?#and you literally only have like two slides left#and youve been complaining about those two specific slides all day !!#like im sorry#i know his brain works in such not fun and not fair ways#and i love him so much#and part of me really gets it#but the other#medicated part of me#says 'either fix it or stop whining about it' because fucking hell?#like !! if he just fucking got it over with he wouldn't have to deal with it anymore!! but noooo!!
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Trying so so hard
#i dont want to make him feel bad but its hard to talk when it feels like he doesnt want too!!!!#curse the tism
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i love this man i love this man i love this man (i'm going to bite his head off one of these days)
#He says its okay and i ask if he's sure and he says 'i guess' ??#and im sure he wonders why im so paranoid with him all the fucking time!#like. none of the shit he says adds up some times!!#but. whatever! i cant do this shit today pms is gonna kick my ass.
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Constantly feeling like im gonna get broken up with!!!! and my gut feeling isn't usually wrong about that!!!
#I don't like this.#Hes like! constantly upset#And i feel like#im like constantly not enough for him ??#he needs more than me#he needs someone who can text and talk and be around all the time#and i dont think im capable of being that#We all know i have like the most avoidant attachment style known to man#I don't need to talk all day to know im loved#or that i love him#and me being. not distant but not constantly available? I feel like all it does is cause problems#i used to get so frustrated by it#him not getting that sometimes i cant always say bye#that i was raised in a completely different district than him and our schools have s u c h different rules about phones#like ?? my grades suffering over a text or two is not worth it#im sorry#I feel like as much as i adore him we just don't work well as partners#. and i don't think he'll stay my friend if we split up#like thats my biggest fear#the fact that he'll be that one ex that wont talk to me after we split#he's still one of my best friends#and i love him so so much#and i dont w a n t to break up#i feel like i havent made that clear#i dont want to split#I just think that im not what he needs anymore cause all i do is make him worse half the time.
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so. i was dramatic !!
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its the "oh well ig!" i think
#like. glad that you knew this was gonna upset me but decided the high was worth it !#its fucking weed#its not like its the end of the world !!#i dunno maybe it's just that i feel like its my fault or something#ive been shitty about texting#probably set him over the edge or something#i feel like im gonna puke
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i'm not disappointed. I'm not. I'm just kinda hurt.
"me getting upset about it won't do either of us any good." I say as I'm about to cry !
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"me getting upset about it won't do either of us any good." I say as I'm about to cry !
#god this is so stupid.#I don't know why i'm so upset#i guess i feel like. i dunno#like at the very least he could've had the balls to actually tell me#i cannot believe I'm at the point of 'putting in the energy to be upset isn't worth it' over a boy that i can't imagine living without.#I need to get over it#i don't wanna talk but i can't risk him spiraling too#am i a bad girlfriend?#dissapointed isn't the right feeling#like i feel like im blowing this all out of proportions#its a stupid blunt.
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I know it's not my fault, but i feel like i should've been able to prevent it.
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Okay s o !!! I will stop doing what bothered them but at the same time i really dont get this one !! but oh well!!
and im s t i l l gonna end today feeling like i did something wrong!! holy fuck!!
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and im s t i l l gonna end today feeling like i did something wrong!! holy fuck!!
#okay so i literally just cant do anything right actually#god this is all so frustrating??#left on seen!! gorg okay!#Oh we got a dry ass response look at that <3!!#. This feels so fucking toxic but i mean? at least its someone no one will see it.#i dont know what he wants from me and its so frustrating like ??#dear lord i cannot handle this !!#. im not gonna leave though ! lol as much as that's probably the best choice for me at this point#but like. He's my ly.#I love him and adore him even when he drives me psycho#he's older than me and yet im somehow significantly more emotionally mature#I'll just pray to god its because im medicated
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how do i say something without prying?? I dont wanna pry anymore, he said no and i stopped and now hes still telling me and i dont know how to not?? ask more questions after?? and then i'm gonna feel gross if i do but more gross if i dont cause i dunno how to resond now
well now i feel bad, too.
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