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shoutout to slow growers, late bloomers, people whose plans got derailed by circumstances beyond their control or their own choices, people who never had a plan to begin with, people who have had to start over when theyre too old to feel like theyre supposed to be where they are, people who cant pretend theyre built for the environment theyre in, and everyone who's not living the life they thought they would. im proud of you for making it this far and i hope you keep going until youre happy ♡

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#18

Gently reminder to put all-of-those-thought-and feeling I experience at work in a box I labeled "WORK", and whenever the office hour ends, I leave the box behind so my head and heart once again become a work-stress-free zone

P.s : always put yourself first before WORK

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#17

Sometimes she just want to be still, to be able to look bigger, feel deeper, and understand more.

Thank herself for coming this far, say to her that she deserve to rest, stop for a while and rise again when she is ready

Not because she gives up, but to find out what truly matters, the things she really want to pursue, in this very limited and short time.

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#16

Ya Allah, cape banget, bersyukur tapi cape, happy tapi kadang sedih juga, banyak bingungnya tapi harus tetap jalan. Bismillah bismillah, kuat 💪

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#15

There's a saying that says:

You won't be given greater things if you still can't appreciate and be grateful for the things you've already had

And I can't agree more

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#14

Before everything is too late,

When you still have time

It's better to experience tons of failures rather than none of trying

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#13

You can't start a commited relationship when you are still in survival mode

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#12

Tuhan tahu. Dia selalu tahu. Dia Sang Maha Tahu

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Dia tahu semua mimpi-mimpi yang masih tersimpan rapi dalam hatimu

Dia juga tahu alasan-alasan mengapa kau menunda mimpi-mimpi itu

Dia tahu segala harap, rasa, dan ingin yang ada dalam sanubarimu

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Tuhan tahu. Dia selalu tahu.

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Setiap perasaan yang selalu kau simpan sendiri

Setiap beban yang tidak pernah kau bagi

Setiap usaha yang telah kau laku

Setiap pengorbanan yang kau beri agar mudah jalan bagi yang lain

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Sang Maha Tahu tahu. Dia selalu tahu.

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Air mata yang tumpah kala malam sudah berjalan sepertiganya,

Tatapan-tatapan kosong yang hanya disaksikan langit-langit putih penuh bercak bocor,

Helaan napas berat karena pikiranmu sibuk dan ragamu tak mau lelap

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Tuhan tahu. Dia Maha Tahu segalanya

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Dan yang terbaik dari semua itu adalah Dia tak pernah pergi,

Dia selalu ada

Memelukmu dalam setiap sujud dan doa

Ketika Sang Kala tiba sesuai kehendakNya

nanti Dia kan berkata

"Sudah cukup hambaKu, engkau telah lulus, mari kita pulang kepada keabadian, yang tidak ada padanya rasa sakit ataupun air mata"

Karena Dia selalu tahu. Dia Sang Maha Tahu.

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Representation of my own situation 🫠

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#11

Always dreaming of having my own small house, it doesn't have to be spacious, but functional enough for me to live. Then I'll take both Ayah and Mama to live with me. We can spend a lot of time together without feeling the fear and discomfort anymore.

I'll cook all the dishes I want (rendang, sop, soto, nasi kuning, and so on), bake cookies and simple cake, the kitchen will be one of my favorite place at home.

I'll decorate my room with comfy bed and tiny working space to work, it'll be a place to not only rest but also recharge, the place where I can be "the-bare-me", without all the expectations and labels.

I'll provide a small but beautiful garden for Ayah and Mama (coz they love planting and gardening).

I promise to always provide Ayah and Mama with those serenity and peace they may not have today. Sometimes, we'll go out to buy groceries together, eating in cafes, and take a walk in Unsyiah's sport field. We'll talk about life, goals, and anything.

When later I have the car of my own, I'll take them to sightseeing, drop of Mama to her pengajian, go on random trip with Ayah and so on, and hopefully finally we can have that happiness again.

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#10

And I beg God to give us more time

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#9

The dreams still reside inside her tiny heart, still waiting, completely safe and sound.

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Update : ternyata sulit juga mengasah otak yang sudah lama beku, butuh konsistensi dan extra effort, bismillah jangan menyerah

Otak sudah terlalu lama beku, jadi harus mulai diasah lagi 😂. Meski berat, tapi kamu pasti bisa. Semoga Allah mudahkan yaa

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🌴تعمل ايه في العشرة الأواخر من رمضان :

What to Do in the Last 10 Days of Ramadan:

١- تصدق كل يوم بمبلغ بسيط و لو كانت ليله القدر فكأنك تصدقت ٨٤ سنه.

1. Give charity daily, even if it's a small amount. If it happens to be Laylat al-Qadr, it's as if you’ve given charity for 84 years.

٢- حافظ علي صلاة التراويح او صلى كل يوم ركعتين قيام ليل ( بمائة آية ) و لو كانت ليلة القدر فكأنك صليت ٨٤ سنه.

2. Pray Tarawih regularly or at least two units of night prayer (Qiyam) with 100 verses each day. If it coincides with Laylat al-Qadr, it’s as if you’ve prayed for 84 years.

‏٣- اقراء كل يوم سوره الاخلاص ٣ مرات قبل ما تنام و لو كانت ليله القدر كأنك قرأت القرآن الكريم كاملا لمده ٨٤ سنة.

3. Recite Surah Al-Ikhlas three times before sleeping. If it happens to be Laylat al-Qadr, it's as if you’ve recited the entire Qur’an for 84 years.

٤- إقرأ كل ليلة اخر آيتين من سورة البقرة فإن وافقت ليلة القدر فقد كتب لك قيام ٣٠ الف ليلة.

4. Recite the last two verses of Surah Al-Baqarah every night. If it falls on Laylat al-Qadr, it will be recorded as if you have prayed for 30,000 nights.

‏٥- قل ( لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له له الملك وله الحمد وهو على كل شيءٍ قدير ) ١٠٠ مرة، فإن وافقت ليلة القدر كنت كمن اعتق ٣٠٠ ألف رقبة والرقبة الواحدة تعتق من النار.

5. Say:"La ilaha illa Allah, wahdahu la sharika lahu, lahu al-mulk wa lahu al-hamd wa huwa ‘ala kulli shay’in qadir" (100 times).If it happens to be Laylat al-Qadr, it will be as if you freed 300,000 slaves, and freeing even one slave grants freedom from Hell.

٦- قل ( اللهم صل على محمد وآل محمد ) ١٠٠ مرة، فإن وافقت ليلة القدر كتب لك ثلاثة ملايين رحمة من الله تعالى.

6. Send blessings upon the Prophet (Allahumma salli ‘ala Muhammad wa Aal Muhammad) 100 times.If it falls on Laylat al-Qadr, Allah will grant you three million mercies.

٧- قل ( لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له، الله اكبر كبيرا والحمد لله كثيرا، سبحان الله رب العالمين، لا حول ولا قوة الا بالله العلي العظيم، ثم قل ( اللهم اغفر لي وارحمني واهديني وارزقني ) فإن وافقت ليلة القدر فقد ملأت يدك من الخير ٣٠ الف يوما.

7. Say:"La ilaha illa Allah, wahdahu la sharika lahu, Allahu Akbar kabiran, walhamdu lillahi kathiran, subhanallahi rabbil ‘alamin, la hawla wa la quwwata illa billah al-‘Aliyy al-‘Azim." Then say: "Allahumma ighfir li, warhamni, wahdini, warzuqni."If it happens to be Laylat al-Qadr, your hands will be filled with blessings for 30,000 days.

أعاننا الله وإياكم على ما يحب ويرضى وتقبلنا من عباده الصالحين🌿.

May Allah help us in doing what He loves and is pleased with, and accept us among His righteous servants.

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Dalam kurun tahun 2024 ini qadarullah tercatat ternyata sudah tiga kali ambil cuti sakit. Mudah-mudahan jadi salah satu jalan untuk menghapus dosa-dosa kecil (atas izin Allah), sekaligus pengingat untuk lebih jaga kesehatan dan atur pola makan. Yang terpenting manajemen kelola emosi dan stress, karena benar banget penyakit fisik hampir semuanya adalah manifestasi dari ketidakberesan emosi dan pikiran. Bismillah yuk bisa berubah untuk lebih sehat.

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#8

Do I deserve to dream those dreams?

Am I good enough all this time, doing the job?

It's really a failure, doesn't it?

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ما دام الغيب في يد الله فتوقع أن يكون جميلاً .

As long as the unseen is in the hands of Allah , expect it to be beautiful.