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Eddie Imagine Chapter 3

Eddies POV // four days later

We're out looking for Georgie and Betty...again. We're all still pissed at lyn-I mean madilynn. It's not that easy to forgive her after everything my mom told us she's done. No wonder she's never liked her. I really like madilynn though-as more than friends. Hell, I think I love her. Every time I'm around her I use my fucking inhaler and I'm such a wimp. She wouldn't like me. It doesn't matter anymore since we've been giving her the silent treatment and avoiding her. Even bill has avoided her. He old us she hasn't come out of Georgie's room--not even to eat. I'm a little worried but I guess I don't care anymore.

Madilynns POV

I decided to get out of George's room and pick up some medicine. I've cut a lot and lost lots of weight since I haven't eaten. Im thinking of ending it all tomorrow. Im planning on getting a heavy rock, go to the quarry and just end it all. I finally know I'm a worthless piece of shit. I'm heading to the clinic now to get something heavy to do it with. As I bought some rope and one of those heavy rocks (along with my pills and stuff) I saw them. The entire losers club before me. I was already crying so what's the big deal if they see me anyways. I just kept walking since they're ignoring me anyway. But as I passed them I sat down on the curb and let it out. I needed them. A lot. So I stood up and walked over to them.

Madilynn: guys. Please just hear me out. I didn't do any of those things. I wouldn't say any of that. You guys are my only friends. And bill, you're the only brother I've got left. I don't know when you'll forgive me but I miss you guys. It's been hell without you all. Please, just forgive me.

I was sobbing by now in front of the seven people that mean the most to me.

Bill: j-just go huh-Home.

Madilynn: fine. Goodbye bill. I love you and I'm going to miss you.

I walked off and I decided to do it now. I said goodbye to bill even though he doesn't care. I almost made it to the quarry when I heard footsteps. I moved my bag over and sat down on a rock.

Madilynn: what do you guys want.

Stan: to apologize.

Madilynn: for what? I'm the only one that's been a bitch to you all. I apparently mean nothing to anyone. So what do you want.

Eddie: we were wrong. My mom saw you with blood on our shirt walking away from the sewer. Then she found out Georgie was dea--missing. Your dad and my mom started talking on the phone trying to separate us from you. She thinks your just trying to hurt me and your dad wants you to stay away from us because he thinks we're going to hurt you. I'm sorry madilynn.

As I looked Eddie in the eyes I knew he was sorry. I got up and he squinted his eyes shut thinking I was going to hurt him. I just hugged him. Then he hugged back. Soon Richie joined in, then mike, stan, Ben, bill, and bev. We all broke apart and started to walk home. Maybe I can wait a little longer to end my life. When we reached my house I sat on our porch for a while, as bill went inside. He was still mad at me. I did kill Georgie. I let him die. I let everyone down. I just silently progressed everything that's happened since no one was around. I felt someone sit down next to me. I looked up to see Eddie. He just held my hand and looked at the ground, emotionless.

Eddie: I'm sorry Lynn. For everything I said to you. I crossed the line, all because my fucking mom told me lies. I'm so sorry.

At this point both of us were silently crying, not wanting the other to know it. The day after the losers stopped talking to me, I saw Eddie at the clinic. We started fighting and threw the most hurtful words at each other. I didn't go far, I just let Eddie tell me everything that I am and did. He said I was a worthless piece of shit, a monster, asshole, slut, you name it. He called me everything he could think of and more.

Madilynn: I'm sorry Eddie. Really. This is all my fault.

Eddie: stop it. None of this is your fault. We're best friends, were supposed to be there for each other. I messed everything up.

No one needed to say anything else we just hugged each other, not wanting to let go. Both our shirts were stained with each other's tears, but we didn't really care. Then Eddie whispered into my ear.

Eddie: don't you think for a minute any of the things I told you are true. I love you Lynn.

Madilynn: I love you too eds.

Eddie: don't call me eds.

We both laughed through the tears. As we let go, we slowly started to lean in, letting everything go, not caring about the missing kids, bullies, anything. We were about to kiss when bill burst through the door startling us both apart.

Bill: madilynn come inside. Mom wants to talk to you.

Madilynn: alright bill one second. Bye Eddie spaghetti.

Eddie: Bye Lynn.

As I was about to go inside Eddie made the cell phone with his hands signaling me I call him later. I smiled and nodded, shutting the screen door.

Madilynn: alright bill what does m-

Bill cut me off hugging me real tight.

Bill: I'm so sorry. I'm the worst brother ever. I-I shouldn't ha-have said those th-things.

Madilynn: shh. It's okay bill. I'm okay, you're okay, we're okay. Relax billy. Cmon lets go watch some movies and sleep on the couch.

As we watched horror movies all night bill slowly fell asleep, followed by me moments after.

---------------------------------------- It was dark outside, almost pitch black. I heard a sound in Georgie's room. As I walked in still a little delirious as to jut waking up, I saw Georgie sitting on his bed with only on arm.

Madilynn: Georgie? Is that really you?

Georgie: Lynnie. I'm sorry. She was too fast. I couldn't keep up.

Madilynn: it's okay George. You're home now. Cmon you're going to be okay.

I was in hysterics by now staring at my missing brother.

Georgie: but I can't. I'm dead. Stop looking for me. The clown got me, and it was your fault. But if you come with me you'll float too.

His voice started to get demonic then as I turned around, I saw Eddie. And my worst fear came to life. Losing the two people that mean the most to me. The clown picked up a steel pipe and whacked Eddie Upside the head with it. As I watched the two people I love start to die, the clown told me that I'll float too. I decided I would kill myself tomorrow.

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