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I need to give myself the 90 seconds of true, unfiltered emotion towards this chapter of my life.

I’m so disappointed in myself for allowing myself to be this person. for falling so deep in the pit and staying so long.

and given that I believe in the fantastical nature of universe, I know that what I focus my energy towards is what I’ll see more of.

but I don’t feel like I’ve been dwelling on the negatives, just positive thinking and making moves. but maybe I haven’t been making moves. maybe I’ve been doing the illusion of work and deluding myself.

I do know that I don’t believe in the pity party that usually ensues after unpleasant news. I can’t keep doing the same shit. I’ve GOT TO shake it up. I just must. I’m not sure what it looks like but I know having some structure wouldn’t hurt. also, let’s see what I can make shake.

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Jean Colin Belgian, 1881 - 1961

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Solar System:

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dionne warwick @ the dean martin celebrity roast of sammy davis jr.

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#me

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