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Natasha Liu Bordizzo in The Society (2019—)

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saige: uHhhUUhh not 2 b like ,,, drsmatic ,, buuuuut

saige: i THIBK i am LOST

naeva: ...

naeva: honestly i don't know why i'm even surprised anymore

naeva: i don't suppose you're sober enough to share your location w me?

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( cisfemale ) haven’t seen NAEVA LI AAKSTER around in a while. the NATASHA LIU BORDIZZO lookalike has been known to be (+) ORGANIZED & (+) RELIABLE, but SHE can also be (-) UNFORGIVING & (-) IMPULSIVE. The 21 year old is a JUNIOR majoring in ARCHAEOLOGY. I believe they’re living in POTENTAS. but I popped by earlier and no one answered the door. ( pepper. twenty three. est. she/her. )

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Naeva had to snort slightly at the reference, not really expecting to have Shrek paraphrased at her in English while on her way to get groceries, but hey, it was a pleasant surprise. She wouldn’t say no, and with the other girls quite blatant boredom she figured it couldn’t hurt to play along and save her as she thoughtfully asked, “...would I be Donkey in this scenario? Because I’m flattered, truly. But,” Naeva frowns and shrugs as she gestures to her sensible heel, still inside of the white lines, and still technically, ‘in lava’, “I’m less flattered by the gruesome injuries done to my person by this lava. You should have a sign up Mr. Steve-O. Or some sort of safety precautions. Honestly, I have half a mind to sue you for every penny you have, however...” Naeva gestures to the unfamiliar girl, gesture nonchalant as she says, “I will generously let this this slide in exchange for the company of your significantly more interesting companion-- full offense.” She tosses the last bit in offhand with a casual wave of her hand, as if the mildly insulting statement was nothing to worry about. The wave seamlessly transitions into a gesturing beckoning the other girl forward, and away from the clutches of... well, a guy who genuinely preferred to be called Steve-O. 

Maggie had found herself inside an open convertible in the parking lot, a man that was clearly its owner leaned against the hood and chatting animatedly to his friend about the vehicle like it was his absolute pride and joy, a child that had just won a football championship. She’d just met him today, in fact, only twenty minutes prior and she’d already grown bored of him. Legs hanging out over the door, she noticed a passerby and quickly shouted out. “Hey!” she said. “May I ask what you’re doing in our swamp? You see those white lines!” Maggie said, pointing at the parking spot drawn out on the pavement. “You’re inside and therefore in lava. This vehicle is Steven’s most prized position,” she said. “Steve-O,” he corrected and she rolled her eyes. “Steven. You’re never going to make it into a Jack-Ass movie Steve, just face the facts,” she said before turning to the other again. “Help me,” she mouthed to them, a quiet plea for any shred of entertainment they might have to offer. 

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I know this is horrible but this comment was left on a true crime youtube video and I cannot stop laughing. 

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( cisfemale ) haven’t seen NAEVA LI AAKSTER around in a while. the NATASHA LIU BORDIZZO lookalike has been known to be (+) ORGANIZED & (+) RELIABLE, but SHE can also be (-) UNFORGIVING & (-) IMPULSIVE. The 21 year old is a JUNIOR majoring in ARCHAEOLOGY. I believe they’re living in POTENTAS. but I popped by earlier and no one answered the door. ( pepper. twenty three. est. she/her. )

hello folks, it me, back again, to give you a bit of insight into my girl. down bellow will be some facts on facts on facts, and once again please smack that like button and i will teleport into your dms. before i forget here is her pinterest board.

naeva is eva’s god sister. their parents met in university and were pretty much inseparable since, so eva and naeva grew up together despite the fact that naeva was just a smidge bit older. naeva’s parents are also well known writers, but they’re also both therapists, which means, you guessed it folks, naeva has pretty much spent her whole life under a microscope. was psychoanalyzed at the dinner table yk what i mean. 

naeva was also her parents only child so all their energy and overbearing tendencies were focused on her. naeva couldn’t so much as breath without one of the two trying to comment on it, they would go through her things as she got older, ask borderline invasive questions about her personal life. there was really no boundaries, and it was a stifling environment but it was really all she knew.

growing up naeva and eva were two peas in a pod. they did everything together. dance classes, halloween, back to school shopping, dress up. they had more play dates together than they could count, but when they played house eva was always the beautiful wife and mother and naeva was always the family dog yk? they were never truly equal, and naeva knew it, her parents knew it. eva was the leader, and naeva was the follower, although she never quite understood how she fell into that position. 

later in life naeva would escape a lot from her parents, and she tended to do that with eva. they would take road trips to france or germany or honestly anywhere that wasn’t their home. the two were pretty much a package deal, and they told each other everything growing up. or well, naeva told eva everything. she had no way of knowing what eva was hiding from her. 

on these trips they would get pretty Wildt. they were basically unsupervised so they would do whatever they wanted, so drinking partying, seducing boys (and girls) all that fun stuff. they’d tell a lot of lies, pretend to be people they weren’t, con dumb older men and tourists just for shits and giggles. you know. just girly things. 

eva honestly wasn’t always the nicest to naeva either? she was kind of the karen to eva’s regina yk, like always kind of living in her shadow, kind of blindly and naively following her. naeva loved her like a sister though so she tried to look passed eva’s nasty comments or sharp demeanor, tried to ignore it or downplay it because she knew she had good heart underneath. it worked for years. until it didn’t. 

when naeva was sixteen her parents got a book deal and they had a big party for it. naeva didn’t know what the book was about, but her parents hadn’t written something together in about two decades so she understood the fanfare. but she was completely blindsided when she found out the novel was about her. 

it was basically a novel surrounding parenting her, psychoanalyzing her behavior and her upbringing, like naeva was nothing but an experiment. naeva was horrified and made a big scene at the party forbidding her parents from publishing it, but they refused. told her that this wasn’t about her, and that she was just being dramatic, and besides the book was already being printed so there was nothing she could do about it. naeva never felt so violated in her life. 

after the book was published naeva was completely humiliated. it skyrocketed in success, even being put on the book list for some universities for developmental psychology classes. naeva tried to stay inside and stay away from anybody who knew the last name ‘li aakster’ and could connect this whole thing to her. during that time she leaned on eva, who supported her during the event. 

however later naeva ended up overhearing eva ripping her apart to her friends, discussing the novel and fact checking it with the personal things she knew about naeva. naeva confronted her and this really put a rift in their relationship, because eva really showed no remorse.

understandably after this naeva’s relationship with both eva and her parents was Rocky as Hell. the of the closest people to her had completely broken her trust, and so she made their lives as miserable as she could until it got to the point that they had to send her away to boarding school (location flexible. could have been in the states 👀)   . she stayed there for two years before returning home after graduation, still hurt and angry but colder with time. 

it’s because of their rocky past that she picked eva’s name. she regrets it now. at the time with how angry and hurt and betrayed she still felt, she just wanted eva to feel the same humiliation she did. but she didn’t want her to be hurt, or scared, or whatever the hell the person who runs this app is doing to her. she hasn’t told a soul that she picked her, but god does she wish she could take it back. 

HEADCANNONS/PERSONALITY

trust issues, daddy issues, mommy issues, issues issues. 

naeva originally got into the hendrix psychology program, but that reminded her too much of her parents so she changed it. for a second she was in the photography program, but again she ended up changing it. now she’s in archaeology and she already wants to change it tbh. thinking of switching to paleontology, because at the moment she’s toying with the idea of being a museum curator.

has a lot of issues with her identity? she trailed behind eva for so long, and then her parents exploited her identity for money, and now she just isn’t really sure who she is as a person, hence changing her major every thirty seconds. also very insecure deep down but that’s a whole other thing. very self critical. 

since she’s such a mess, she tries to control external factors? her dorm room is always pretty much spotless, she can be kind of a mom friend, she can occasionally meddle to try to fix things. the type to give advice despite the fact that she has no idea what she’s doing with her life. 

the biggest sweet tooth. sugar is a coping mechanism. humour is too. 

knows how to speak dutch, mandarin (has some trouble writing in it though), english, and some conversational french and german from her travels. 

alcohol and drugs and partying as a coping mechanism when she’s upset??? more likely than you think!

still kind of wants to leave the country whenever she feels stifled tbh sdkdsksdkj a big travel bug though so there’s also that

doesn’t drive, bikes everywhere tbh, this bitch is a friend of the environment. 

a photography hoe tbh. takes lots of pics of her travels but pretty much burned or ripped up most of the ones with eva in them when she was sixteen. only a few were spared. 

was convinced this whole watershed thing was some sort of fucked up prank until recently. now she’s paranoid as all hell. 

WANTED CONNECTIONS omg listen,,, fuck me up

EXES: like i said, naeva’s got hella trust issues so things probably didn’t go the best but give me this 

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS: people she grew up with outside of eva? again fuck me up 

FRIENDS FROM BOARDING SCHOOL:  like,,, i said 👀 location flexible 

PEOPLE SHE AND EVA FUCKED OVER: let naeva’s dark mean girl’s henchman past come back to haunt her... fuck her up

FWB/EWB: realistically the only commitment she could make 

ONE NIGHT STANDS/HOOKUPS: wink wonk. 

PEOPLE SHE MET ON HER TRAVELS: she may have dkjdk messed with them or fucked them over in the past, or they might know her by a different name because she lied to them and told them she was arabella finch a competitive gymnast from dubai, but we can deal with that. 

BAD INFLUENCES: someone who eggs her on when she’s getting Wildt. or someone SHE eggs on when they’re getting Wildt.

GOOD INFLUENCE: someone who naeva gives unsolicited advice to who actually takes it? and is better for it? wild. or someone who’s trying to help her be better would also be wild. 

EX-FRIENDS: naeva has a particularly hard time trusting friendships since eva, so she definitely would have been the one to self sabotage this.

SOMEONE SHE TAKES CARE OF: honestly they might hate it. or it might be useful. naeva, honestly, probably isn’t doing it for them, she’s the girl who tends to be in the bathroom holding stangers hair you know. 

PARTY FRIENDS: this honestly also suits naeva tbh, but someone she only gets along with drunk or who parties with her would be Ace friends 

anything and everything else folks. my brain is unfortunately Fried, but i am coming around to love on you all and plot now i promise <3

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serotonin? in this economy?

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my heart hasn’t nutted in awhile

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“Do not look for healing at the feet of those who broke you.”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey (via rupikaurpoems)

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Good Girls (2018– )

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I just CANT shut up baby!!!!!!! I’m absolutely FULL of STUPID and simply MUST share it with the world!!!!!!!!!!!!