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New comic! (link)

Finding good mental health help is already really challenging when you’re in the best possible social position to access it. Poverty, disability, racial and cultural factors, physical access, regional access, gender and sexual prejudice, stigma, language… these are just a few of the roadblocks in the way of accessing effective mental health services.

There are a number of reasons why we should not shame people who do not engage with mental health professionals, the least of which is that a significant portion of people with mental illness are simply unable to access those services.

A core tenant of activism is the idea of autonomy and self determination - this means we must work to remove these barriers to treatment so that those who want to engage with a mental health support system are able to do so. While we should respect those who chose not to access those services, it is most important that everyone get that choice.

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tired of the deceit..

...take everything from the inside and throw it all away. cuz I swear for the last time, i won't trust myself with you.

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Decided!

Leaving tonight! Tomorrow the latest. Wish me luck...

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cuz

i'm broken..... when I'm open.

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I hate this

I really CAN'T do anything for myself. I come home to relax! But I have to do everything for everyone. I say no, they make me feel bad?! Wow. As if I'm not messed up already.

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Heartbroken

I really am. I stopped following him everywhere. I'm giving him up.. 💔

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I really like this s6..... I will be blogging/ writing more often now... Kinda excited... but then again I keep saying I'll write. Well, I'll see.. lol

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Sigh

I don't like my boyfriend anymore. This summer will most likely be our last. He really needs to step up his game for me....

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When this began... I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me. I was confused... And I let it all out to find that I’m not the only person with these things in mind. Inside of me.. But all that they can see the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel Nothing to lose.. Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long. ..Erase all the pain till it’s gone... I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along. Somewhere I belong......... And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face I was confused... Looking everywhere only to find that it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind So what am I.. What do I have but negativity ’cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me Nothing to lose.. Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own. I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long. ..Erase all the pain till it’s gone... I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along. Somewhere I belong......... I will never know myself until I do this on my own. And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today. I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long. ..Erase all the pain till it’s gone... I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along. Somewhere I belong......... I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong

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You know everyone is clamoring for Disney to go back to 2D animation, but what about Dreamworks?

I mean

This shit

was beautiful.

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We have no place in the world.

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my life though.

what a hot mess... it's been a while since i've ranted on about stuff... idk how i feel about that. I'm actually just sitting here waiting on the ice cream truck that apparently won't come? idk... lol anywhoo..

still trying to get fit to be up to USMC par, but i suck... -_- #fatpeopleproblems #thestruggleisreal but nevertheless, im still working on it.

i told this guy i was in love with him. i saw him mad, i saw him worried, i saw him stressed all at once. his facial expression was something i had not seen in him. he got me. i know i liked him before, but i didn't realize it until we were in trouble. literally we were in trouble. lol. he stayed calm, even though he wanted to go off... he then spoke to me. we opened up. he did say he "loved me" before, but he was drunk? i cant stop thinking about him now....... what is wrong with me?? =o/     idk, but i cant get him off my mind. i might really have genuine feelings.... fml.

where's the ice cream truck??

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how???

how do i run?

i need help.

i want to be a USMC officer.

before it's too late.

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hmm..

get out of my head... get into my bed.. i'm tired of dreaming about you baby... your little attitude, the way you make your move... that ish is hella cute..

im really dreaming of a boyfriend that i dont have..... that i wish i did.

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Bleh

I think I just don't care who I get mad anymore.. I kinda like my confused guy more than the other 2... I change my plans for him.. But for this other one, I really don't care.. Lol Whaattt am I doing??

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.....Next time we fuck, I don't wanna fuck, I wanna make love Next time we talk, I don't wanna just talk, I wanna trust....

bruh... i dont have a boyfriend this summer?? how do i get one? lol

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I'm not going to lie... it was love at first listen.... now completely in love with these men.

if you tell me i'm wrong, I don't wanna be right... <3