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Hiya everyone,

I've been pretty absent here, so I just wanted to make a little post in case anyone has been wondering. My studies have been quite overwhelming the last couple months, but since they are my top priority, I've been hanging in there. I'm hoping to be able to post more in the future.

BUT that doesn't mean I haven't been writing! It's just a very slow and time-consuming process right now. I've been working on some stuff I can hopefully post soon.

I also want to say that my interests have shifted lately. I find myself hardly watching any anime anymore and gave up on playing certain games altogether, such as Genshin Impact and Honkai Star Rail. Instead, I discovered other stuff I'm excited to post about. All my old fics will remain on this blog, but don't be surprised if I don't write for a certain fandom anymore. I will update this on my pinned post as well.

To make things short: I want this blog to be less focused on what other might expect/want, and more on what I want to write about and when. If my current interests such as Resident Evil, Silent Hill, The Last of Us (game) don't float your boat, I totally get that! But maybe this blog might not be for you anymore.

I hope those who are still interested in my fics will enjoy what I'm coming up with next!

Love, Nana

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Thanks to everyone who voted! I already had a feeling you'd go for RE6 Leon

So quick question: if I were to write a yandere professor fanfic, which Resident Evil character would you think would fit best/would you like to see in it the most out of the options below?

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So quick question: if I were to write a yandere professor fanfic, which Resident Evil character would you think would fit best/would you like to see in it the most out of the options below?

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Thank you to everyone who voted! If you guys have suggestions for characters, let me know!

Hi everyone!

I know it's been a while, I hope everyone is doing well.

I currently have holidays, but I need to study for exams. However, I'm really in the mood to write again and share with you! Lately, I'm really into Resident Evil and I was wondering if you'd be into some yandere RE fanfics? And if so, do you have a favourite character?

Please let me know!

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You may have noticed I already posted a yandere RE fanfic yesterday, so if you liked that and want to see more, feel free to vote! Also, you can let me know in the comments or in the ask box what yandere RE characters you'd like to see, so far I've got one suggestion.

Hi everyone!

I know it's been a while, I hope everyone is doing well.

I currently have holidays, but I need to study for exams. However, I'm really in the mood to write again and share with you! Lately, I'm really into Resident Evil and I was wondering if you'd be into some yandere RE fanfics? And if so, do you have a favourite character?

Please let me know!

[nanasparadise]

A friendly reminder that this is an 18+ blog. Do not interact if you're a minor. And please have an indication of your age easily visible on your blog!

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Crushing Ember

☆彡 Yan! Resident Evil Village Chris x gn reader

☆彡 Word count: 1348

☆彡 I do not condone any 'yandere' behaviour in real life.

! TW: stalking mentioned, implied isolation, implied age gap, yandere behaviour, overall soft though, Resident Evil Village spoilers, MATURE AUDIENCE ONLY/MINORS DNI !

Summary: You work at a daycare and Chris picks up Rose too late.

You sigh and take a look at the clock again. 7.15 pm. It’s getting late, Rose should have been picked up by now. The girl is blissfully unaware of your wish to finally return home. Though you think she secretly wants to leave as well. Her little fists rub her eyes as she desperately tries to suppress a yawn and focus on her drawing instead. You decide that sulking won’t make the situation any better, so you ask Rose if you can join her, which she happily agrees to. Besides, this isn’t so bad: she’s a sweet child, you could have definitely been stuck with more tiring candidates of the daycare. 

You both are immersed in your drawings when you suddenly hear a pair of footsteps walking up the flight of stairs. A few moments later, Chris appears at the threshold, finally ready to pick up the girl. He’s not even out of breath, but given his physique (all strength and muscles), you aren’t really that surprised. You gently nudge Rose, effectively getting her out of her focus. She first looks at you, but her big grey eyes soon wander over to Chris. A smile spreads over her face and she excitedly runs to him.

“Uncle Chris!” 

He leans down and opens his arms. Rose takes the invitation and all but jumps into them. He lifts her up and holds her close to his chest, the gentle smile on his face mirroring the one of the child.

Uncle Chris. She always calls him that, but you’ve been wondering if they’re truly family. Mia and him don’t look alike, after all. And he can’t be related to Rose’s late father, since they don’t share the same surname. Maybe he’s just a family friend and it’s simply Rose’s way of referring to him. Chris does love the little girl like family (anyone can see that, really: the way his eyes shine when he picks her up, the affection in his tone, or the fact that he never smokes around her, only before he comes upstairs), so does it matter if he’s related? In the end, Mia approves of him as a person who can pick up Rose and the girl clearly feels safe around him, so it’s none of your business. 

“I’m sorry for running late.” Chris shoots you an apologetic look. “You know, with the traffic and whatnot…” 

You offer him a small smile. “It’s fine, those things happen. Let’s just not make a habit out of them.”

Chris chuckles ruefully. “Yeah, let’s not.” 

You hate to admit that you’ve been strangely intrigued by him. It’s not only his attractive looks, but also the way he seems to carry himself, with an air of determination that makes you question how someone could ever doubt him. A quiet shame washes over you when you think about him in such a manner. The little wrinkles on his face give away the age gap between you two. And you don’t even know if he’s got a partner. God, he could be married and have kids for all you know.

Chris pulls you out of your spiral of thoughts. “Seems like someone else also wanted me to be on time.” His voice is gentle as he points with his head to a sleeping Rose.

You can’t help but smile in amusement. “Yeah, well, she was very adamant on not taking a nap this afternoon. She had an important tea party to attend with her plushies.“

He laughs softly at that. “She’s a stubborn little thing sometimes, isn’t she? She’s definitely got that from her father.” Even though his gaze is fixed on the girl, you could see the distance in his eyes, a quiet storm of grief and regret brewing in them. You wonder if they were close.

“Anyway, I’ll close the daycare for today and then head home. I’ll see you next time you’re picking her up. Have a good evening and take care.”

You turn around, assuming he’d leave now, so that you can wrap up everything. A call of your name stops you in your action. Your heart flutters a little. Maybe it’s a bit pathetic of you, but you’ve never considered that he’d remember your name. After all, the times he picks up Rose are few and far inbetween. You face him again. 

Chris shoots you a tender look before he opens his mouth once more. “Please let me know if I’m being a prying jerk, but I was wondering if you’d like to grab dinner sometime.”

Your face drops for a moment. Guess that answers your question about his relationship status. You quickly school your expression into something calm and neutral again, something that doesn’t read ‘complete fool’. “Oh, uh, you’re asking me on a date?”

Great. That definitely didn’t scream ‘complete fool’. You just hope your embarrassment isn’t too obvious. 

Chris’ eyes crinkle in amusement, the small wrinkles handsomely framing his face. “Yes, if you’ll have me.” 

“Uh, yeah, sure, sounds good to me.” 

His expression seems to slightly light up at that. “Great, I’m glad. Here, let me just get your number so that we can find a date and place.” With his free arm, he fishes out his phone and hands it over to you. You quickly type in your digits in his contacts, still not quite believing your luck. 

He offers you one last smile while reassuring you he’ll send you a text once he’s back home before he eventually leaves. 

Once he’s gone, you cannot help suppressing the stupid smile creeping on your face. 

***

Cool night air hits his face as Chris takes another drag on his cigarette. The smoke fills him up nicely and momentarily distracts him from his conflicting feelings. The pinging noise of his phone makes him draw his attention to the device. You’ve sent him a text, confirming that you’ve received his message. He smiles at his phone. 

As he watches the ember of the cigarette fall into the ashtray, he thinks back to when he first saw you at the daycare. Chris knew from the beginning that you’re a sweet thing: he could tell by a single glance. The warmth you radiate did not only draw the kids in (though he can’t deny how much of an effect you have on them: Rose cannot stop talking about you whenever he picks her up). 

He leans against the railing of the balcony and takes a last drag, savouring it. Chris is well aware that his feelings for you are selfish and somewhat twisted. If he had been sensible, he would have kept his distance. You didn’t belong to his world: a world filled with bioweapons, terror, pain, loss. But can you blame him? Your presence drew him in like a moth to a flame and now that he’s got a taste, he can’t let you go. And it’s not like you didn’t want him back, is it? Oh, how he relishes in the small glances you give him, how your gaze stays on his eyes or his muscles. You think you’re being inconspicuous, don’t you? You truly are adorable. 

Chris is sure that you’ll have it in your heart to forgive him for the stalking he’s done on you. Or how he’ll keep you inside, once he’s made sure you’re truly his. You’ll eventually see things his way, especially once he’s shown you all that gruesome footage of his missions. 

Chris considers himself a good man, but he’s no saint. He’s gone through too much shit, seen too many innocent people perish in a blink of an eye. He’s been in too many life-threatening situations and for what? He’s only human. Chris feels this loneliness inside him, this seemingly endless emptiness that you might be able to fill. So let him be selfish for once. Let him have you, protect you, love you. Let him show you that you don’t need the outside world. 

He stubs out the cigarette butt and walks back into his flat. The last burning embers turn into ashes in this cold, starless night.

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Hi everyone!

I know it's been a while, I hope everyone is doing well.

I currently have holidays, but I need to study for exams. However, I'm really in the mood to write again and share with you! Lately, I'm really into Resident Evil and I was wondering if you'd be into some yandere RE fanfics? And if so, do you have a favourite character?

Please let me know!

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Thank you for agreeing to meet up with me! You're a super sweet person and I had fun talking with you! Until next year ❤️

I‘m on my way home from the convention!

I had the absolute pleasure to meet @nanasparadise yesterday! Thank you for taking time out of the busy convention day to chat about yandere and so much more, it was a lot of fun and I learned a lot ❤️ Hope to see you again next year! (Guys, please check out her blog! She‘s an amazing person and writer!! ❤️)

Thank you everyone who replied to my post yesterday! Lots of interesting thoughts popped up and I‘ll be getting to them and reply as soon as I have a calmer minute! Gonna post some more polls for some decisions as well, but I‘m glad that the overall disposition towards the polls is so positive. You guys are amazing and I love you ❤️

I can‘t wait to write a lot this week, hopefully I will have strength and concentration once I had a full-night’s sleep!! My drafts are bursting with good ideas and I can‘t wait to put them into better words 😊

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Hii since requests are open May I ask if you could write something for yan! Nanami with very scared reader who's just straight up terrified of him and the situation they're in they always hide when they hear him come home shake and shiver whenever he touches then and even vomit from all that stress and fear? If no that's completely okay and feel free to ignore this, thanks a bunch and have a great night/day I love your writing!<33

Sure!! I wrote this, hope it's ok! Also, I will get to the other requests as well, but I had eye surgery a few days ago so it's slow-going. Don't worry though, no-one will be forgotten.

Yandere!Nanami x TouchAvoidant!Reader

~Nanami comes home. You aren't happy~

CW: Past kidnapping. Yandere Nanami. Forced contact but nothing NSFW.

WC: 934

REQS are open. At the top of my page you can see who/what I write for. The more specific your requests the better! :)

Buy me a coffee?

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The room that he put you in when he had to leave could only be described as scared to impose. Soft cream walls stared at you from every angle, and an impossibly plush carpet rested beneath your socked feet. Baby blues and minty greens made up the few colors, and they were things like pillows and blankets all of impossible quality. Minky couture and goose down pillows had become your new normal, strewn across the ground and whatever sparse furniture there was, yet nothing else decorated the space. There were no lamps, no paintings, no furniture that wasn’t carefully and thoroughly bolted down; nothing could be used as a weapon. Even the window was welded shut, made of polycarbonate that was impossible to break. You would know, as you’d tried multiple times.

It was a room carefully constructed, a room not meant to impose on the delicate sensibilities of the one in it. It held the same air as a therapist’s office. Or a padded cell.

You shifted, sinking deeper into your chair. Idly you thumbed through your book, but nothing in it caught your interest. You had finished reading it hours ago, but you were too shy to ask him for another, and instead simply left your finished reads on his table to show that you were done. The light shining through your window was turning a burnished gold. It was getting late, which meant soon he would be home. You felt a churning in your stomach at the thought, and gripped your book tighter in your hands, listening to the pages crinkle.

You jumped when you heard the rumble of a car’s engine pull into the drive, then the damning sound of a door opening and closing. Forgotten, the book fell from your hands, hitting the floor. You grabbed a pillow, soft and fluffy, and held it to your chest, trying to create some sort of barrier between you and what was coming.

All too soon, he was there. From across the room you locked eyes, yet before you could say anything he started moving towards you. Your muscles jumped, and it took all you had not to run. It wouldn’t work, you’d already tried.

“How was your day?” Nanami asked as he loosened his tie.

“Fine,” you murmured, casting your eyes down and staring at his feet. When a hand touched your shoulder, you winced, jerking back into the chair as if you tried hard enough you’d bury yourself into it and disappear.

Above you, Nanami sighed. Slowly, he knelt before you, placing himself between your legs and staring up at you in a way that made your skin itch. A large hand wrapped around your calf, unyielding. It didn’t hurt, but you knew it would be impossible to break out of his hold.

“We’ve talked about this,” he murmured. A calloused thumb stroked over the skin of your leg.

You shifted restlessly. “I know.” When his other hand wrapped around your calf, it took all you had not to scream. To anyone else it probably would have felt nice, witht the way he had started to massage it, but it was all you could do to hold in a scream. Instead you brought your legs in, folding them criss-cross beneath your body.

“Most people would love a massage after a long day,” Nanami said.

“Most people aren’t kidnappers,” you snapped back. 

Nanami hummed. “I suppose our circumstances are unique.” And then he ran his knuckles across your cheek.

Your skin went electric and you flinched, flailing and trying to jump from the chair. Before you could touch the carpet, a strong pair of arms wrapped around your waist. You froze, and your expression could have been enough to bring any onlookers to tears. The arms shifted, lifting you, squeezing you to his chest.

“Please, Nanami,” you whispered. “Please let me go.”

“Shh,” the man murmured, pressing a kiss against your brow. To you, it felt like a brand.

“Let me go,” you pleaded.

You started to struggle, and though you knew it was a fruitless action, there was nothing left for you to do. Twisting, you writhed in his arms like a snake, but it only made things worse. He held you closer to him, enough that you could feel it when he breathed, and when your shirt rode up your torso from struggling, his large, calloused hand found its way to your naked skin, fingers trailing across it. He made his way to the bed, sitting on its edge with you still in his hold.

“Stop it!” you shouted, pounding your fists against his chest. “I said stop!”

“Listen to me,” Nanami said. He was raising his voice, not out of anger, but in an effort to make himself heard. He wrapped one arm around your torso, holding your arms down, while the other went to your face, turning you to look in his eyes. “Listen to me, dear. The only reason I do this is out of my love for you. Can’t you see that?”

“This isn’t love,” you snarled, angry tears building in your eyes. “You’re delusional!”

“Shh,” Nanami crooned. He pressed his lips to your temple. “I know you don’t like it, but we’re going to stay here until you calm down. One day you’ll understand.”

You kicked uselessly at him, but it only made Nanami hook a leg over yours, pinning you. You sniffled, and felt the first tears coursing down your face. Nanami only held you closer, and started rocking back and forth, a motion that would have been soothing in any other context.

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You can still choose, there are characters and words left!

Just a reminder that you can send me requests with the new yandere prompt list about unique words I uploaded yesterday! Please just take a look at the characters you can choose from.

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Hello first timer here, May I humbly request for Yandere Nanami kento wherein his darling injured themselves while trying to escape and are now trying to hide.

Hi, thank you so much for your request!

I can work with what you've given me, however, the requests are related to the prompt list I uploaded only, sorry if that wasn't clear!

If you could give me a word from the prompt list, that'd be great!

Also, I don't see in your bio that you're an adult, so if you're not 18+ I'd kindly ask you to not be on my page and interact with my stuff.

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Just a reminder that you can send me requests with the new yandere prompt list about unique words I uploaded yesterday! Please just take a look at the characters you can choose from.

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Please send me an ask with one of the words as a prompt and which character should be used!

The characters you can choose from are:

Jujutsu Kaisen: Gojo —> Koi no yokan, Nanami —> Retrouvaille, Chooso, Yuuta

Honkai Star Rail: Dan Heng (IL), Luocha, Welt, Kafka

Genshin Impact: Zhongli, Arlecchino, Neuvillette, Diluc

Attack on Titan: Hange, Armin, Erwin —> Kapsoura, Zeke

Please note that I will not use a certain character twice. Once I get an ask about them, I will update this list and put them with their corresponding prompt.

Have fun!

Oh, and a little fun fact about me: I got one of the words on this prompt list as a tattoo (for you to find out which one, haha)!

Yandere prompt unique words

TW: yandere themes, MATURE AUDIENCE ONLY/MINORS DNI

Reblogs are welcome. Do not copy without crediting me. 

I do not condone any 'yandere' behaviour in real life.

- Hiraeth (Welsh: longing for a home to which you cannot return): "I've only begun to know what home means when I met you. Please, don't take it away from me again."

- In perpetuum et unum diem (Latin: forever and a day, can be used to declare everlasting love): "Forever and a day, until the stars bleed from the sky. That's how long I'll love you."

- Kapsoura (Greek: καψούρα, a burning desire for someone): "Every time I see you I burn up, darling. Won't you ease the pain?"

- Koi no yokan (Japanese: 恋の予感, the premonition of love): "You felt it, too, right? You must have!"

- Litost (Czech: a state of agony and torment created by the sudden sight of one's own misery): "I didn't mean to... don't look at me like that!"

- Mamihlapinatapai (Yaghan: The wordless, meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something, but are both reluctant to do so): "You didn't come to me, so I had to react first."

- Mono no aware (Japanese: 物の哀れ, the feeling of bittersweet joy that comes from a moment you know will not last): "Just indulge me this once, my love. Just for a moment."

- Retrouvaille (French: meeting someone again after being apart for a long time): "I have looked for you in every corner of this world, you can't leave now!"

- Saudade (Portuguese: longing for something or someone that cannot come back): "I know it hurts, my dear. But we can't go back to how it was."

- Schadenfreude (German: feeling happiness about someone's misfortune): "You can't blame me for being happy. They had it coming, you know?"

- Spleen (French: baudelairean term, deep dissatisfaction or melancholy): "I'll drag you with me to the darkest pits of hell if I have to."

- Yuán fèn (Chinese: 缘分, a pre-destined relationship): "This was always meant to be the outcome. You, here, in my arms — where you belong."

[nanasparadise]

Yandere prompt unique words

TW: yandere themes, MATURE AUDIENCE ONLY/MINORS DNI

Reblogs are welcome. Do not copy without crediting me. 

I do not condone any 'yandere' behaviour in real life.

- Hiraeth (Welsh: longing for a home to which you cannot return): "I've only begun to know what home means when I met you. Please, don't take it away from me again."

- In perpetuum et unum diem (Latin: forever and a day, can be used to declare everlasting love): "Forever and a day, until the stars bleed from the sky. That's how long I'll love you."

- Kapsoura (Greek: καψούρα, a burning desire for someone): "Every time I see you I burn up, darling. Won't you ease the pain?"

- Koi no yokan (Japanese: 恋の予感, the premonition of love): "You felt it, too, right? You must have!"

- Litost (Czech: a state of agony and torment created by the sudden sight of one's own misery): "I didn't mean to... don't look at me like that!"

- Mamihlapinatapai (Yaghan: The wordless, meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something, but are both reluctant to do so): "You didn't come to me, so I had to react first."

- Mono no aware (Japanese: 物の哀れ, the feeling of bittersweet joy that comes from a moment you know will not last): "Just indulge me this once, my love. Just for a moment."

- Retrouvaille (French: meeting someone again after being apart for a long time): "I have looked for you in every corner of this world, you can't leave now!"

- Saudade (Portuguese: longing for something or someone that cannot come back): "I know it hurts, my dear. But we can't go back to how it was."

- Schadenfreude (German: feeling happiness about someone's misfortune): "You can't blame me for being happy. They had it coming, you know?"

- Spleen (French: baudelairean term, deep dissatisfaction or melancholy): "I'll drag you with me to the darkest pits of hell if I have to."

- Yuán fèn (Chinese: 缘分, a pre-destined relationship): "This was always meant to be the outcome. You, here, in my arms — where you belong."

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You guys have spoken! I think the result is pretty clear. Thank you for everyone who voted!

Hello everyone! For those who celebrated a holiday this month, I hope you had a nice festive time! And for those who didn't, I still hope you had a great time in general.

In my last poll, a majority voted in favour of me writing yandere Honkai: Star Rail fics (thank you for everyone who voted again!). Now, I have a different question for you: out of the male characters, do you have a fav yandere or which male character would you like to have more yandere fics about? I'll list some in the poll and if your fav isn't on there, feel free to write in my ask box instead! You can also just tell me in the ask box why you would like to see that specific character as a yandere or how you'd imagine them to act.

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Happy New Year everyone! May 2024 be filled with happiness and success for you!